One hundred and twenty-two Yue Tuan doesn't need his former self

The afternoon exam is also over, the candidates are still not allowed to move freely, but each person gets a lamp, nothing else, of course, you can't read the book, the book has the content of the exam, at this time to the candidates to read the book is not in line with the original intention of the exam, at this time, just a small lamp, looking at the night outside, maybe there is a different taste, right?

Yue Tuo doesn't know how others think of such a move, he likes it very much, he has been fighting for a few months, he has never been so relaxed and leisurely, when he fights, his nerves are tense all the time, because you don't know when someone will come to attack you, and now, you don't have to worry about anything at all, you are in the examination hall, enjoying the meticulous "protection" of the Great Song Dynasty, and there is no danger that can make Yue Tuo feel worried...... しw0。

In this case, Yue Flip relaxed himself like never before, just lying down for a while, Yue Flip began to become addicted to this kind of leisurely time, really addicted, this feeling, as if there is nothing between heaven and earth, only himself and a lamp, pure air, clean sky, a little starry, a round of crescent moon, constitute all of Yue Flip at this time.

How long has it been since I've had such a comfortable and relaxing experience? Maybe in the eyes of other candidates, this is a bit tormenting, but really, Yue Chuan really thinks that this is a kind of enjoyment, don't worry about anything, don't have to think about anything, at this time, completely empty yourself, it's really very comfortable, comfortable enough to be addictive, such a relaxation is too precious, too rare.

Everyone always needs some such time to empty themselves, clean up the dross in their hearts, so as to make room for the next stage of struggle, the capacity of the human heart is very limited, if it is exceeded, it will overflow, and it will lose the ability to continue to struggle, so Yue Tuo likes this, especially like this, just lying down, lying quietly, next to him is an oil lamp, exuding warm light.

It's been a long time since I've been here, and when am I going to leave? What are you here for? And what is the purpose of leaving here? Is there a reason for me to keep fighting?

As long as you calm down, there will always be such and such questions in your mind, forcing Yue Flip to answer himself, the way to answer is very simple, you can convince yourself, although it is not easy to do this, but Yue Flip still hopes to convince himself that life is already so difficult, you always have to wear a mask to live, and after wearing a mask for a long time, Yue Flip will even forget who he is, and Yue Flip is very sure, from the beginning to the end, he has never worn any mask, he has always used his most true face to face everything.

Therefore, he will be afraid, he will escape, he will be cowardly, he will encounter danger, and even lose his life, but Yue Tuo is also sure that he is the truest self, and everything he uses is his own, not a mask from others, a mask from others, and the process required is very gentle, and Yue Flip directly changed his face, in a way that burst like fire, he replaced his original face, and then, he became his current self.

Some people will miss their former selves, or many people will miss their former selves, hoping to find their former selves and let their former selves come back, but Yue Tuo will not, Yue Tuo does not want his former selves to come back, his former self is cowardly, evasive, cowardly, without any ability and courage to deal with danger, and his current self is what Zhou Tong and Cuicui exchanged for their lives.

I don't live for myself, not only for myself, but also for Zhou Tong and Cuicui, they sacrificed themselves, let Yue Pan survive, let Yue Pan survive without distractions, from then on, Yue Pan will never waver, no longer cowardly.

He knew what he had to do, knew what he should do, and even dared to fight for his own goal and kill people, regardless of the danger, this is what Zhou Dong and Cuicui brought him, they exchanged their lives for it!

In any case, he will not get back his former self, what he wants is his future self!

The next day's exam is still a question of scripture and righteousness, this problem is particularly many, the amount of questions is very large, it is not a afternoon to solve, and even in the three-day examination time, a day and a half of time must be spent on scripture and righteousness, and the remaining last day is a policy problem, that is, when testing real talent and learning, this is very important.

It stands to reason that the highest gold content in the imperial examination is this strategy, but it should be noted that although the strategy is important, the officials and literati of the Great Song Dynasty prefer the literary style, rather than the excellent strategy, as long as you write well, write well, write well, and write croakingly, you can be in the Jinshi, and the reason why there were so many ministers in the Song Dynasty is actually easy to explain, there are so many Jinshi, how many famous ministers are there?

Perhaps at the very beginning, the imperial examination was very meaningful, the imperial examination during the Song Taizong period shined, and selected Li Xin Kouzhun and other amazing talents, and the real Song Renzong period was also OK, and many talents such as Bao Zheng and Han Qi were selected, but with the passage of time, the Song Dynasty became more and more singing and dancing, and the imperial examination for the selection of talents for governing the country and the state was gradually changed to the examination for selecting artistic talents, and the selected were all good students of the emperor, good writers of articles, idiots for governing the country, and "models" in moral quality.

Yue Tuo did not intend to write about practical issues, but to pay attention to the literary style, pay attention to the flying of literary talent, and the connotation took a back seat, because he believed very much that Emperor Huizong liked beautiful words and excellent articles, but he would not like a loyal and straight courtier who was full of military affairs all day long, even if Yue Tuo understood those things, after experiencing the war, Yue Tuo understood these things better than anyone else, and he knew that the most suitable move for the Song Dynasty at this time was to move the capital to Chang'an, stick to Guanzhong, and directly turn the Western Army into a forbidden army, Throw the forbidden army to the northwest frontier to die and survive, so that it will be possible to survive the death of the nation after four years, instead of sending troops north to fight for the sixteen states of Yanyun at that time.

Jingyi, just write beautifully, add a little bit of your own opinions in it, you must not confuse the most important things, it is too amazing to write and brilliant, then it is not a trivial matter, Zong Ze is a lesson from the past, the bloody example is before, Yue looked very thoroughly, either he is a Jinshi, or he is nothing, he was born with a Jinshi, disgusting!

The next day's exam also ended smoothly, Yue flipped a mouthful of "examiner paper", so that the examiners were even familiar with this excellent candidate with a lot of thoughts, and even prepared enough paper for Yue Flip to put in front of him, so as not to interrupt his train of thought and not be able to write a good article, and even arranged a small official to be responsible for sending paper to Yue Tuo, so as not to disturb his coherence of thinking.

After writing, the exam papers sprinkled with tens of thousands of words were very beautiful, and the little officials hurriedly turned their names for Yue, and Yue turned out his own meat sandwich steamed buns with a smile and invited them to eat, saying that it was troublesome to them, and the little officials hurriedly waved their hands and said that they didn't dare, the future Lord Wenqu Xing, we are just ordinary people, we can't afford your great kindness, Yue Flip turned his face, you don't eat, don't you give me face? The officials had no choice but to take it, and Yue Xuan put on a smiling face and sent them away, with a few thoughtful courtesies.

The old man, who had been secretly watching Yue Fan's actions, smiled slightly, and couldn't help nodding: "The etiquette is thorough, and he can take care of the people around him, and he has others in his heart. ”

The rest of the old men looked at Yue Fan's examination booth and didn't speak, each of them had their own opinions, everyone's own ideas, and no one's ideas would be completely consistent, let alone completely consistent, so they just collected the exam papers according to the rules, and there were no other measures, the night, just like that, Yue Flip chewed meat and steamed buns, drank water, lay on the bed and crossed Erlang's legs, enjoying the freedom and ease that had never been seen before, and I don't know when I would have it in the future.

It's not a very delicious steamed bun and sauced beef, so that Yue Flip's special shrimp sauce is particularly delicious, coated with sauce, sandwiched together, although it is cold, but it is delicious, and the early autumn day is not too cold, that is, it is a little cool, wrapped in a blanket, it is really comfortable.

Don't have to worry about anything else, it's a good feeling, empty yourself, empty your memory, Yue Chuan feels the happiness he hasn't had since he came to the Great Song Dynasty.

It's really amazing, everyone else is nervous, but Yue Tuo feels more relaxed than ever, this maybe, that is, his own unique advantage.

Yue Chuan thinks so