She cried in despair, even with broken emotions in her voice.

How can it be good? It's like someone stabbed her in the heart, and then turned around lightly. She covered the wound and bandaged it with a cloth hastily, and everyone saw that she was wrapped tightly, but they didn't know that the wound inside was rotten.

Qin Huaiyu had never had such a time, but when she saw Yao Yue'er like this, she also felt that her heart ached faintly.

She stretched out her hand and wrapped her arms around Yao Yue'er, and her voice was extraordinarily gentle, as if she was appeasing: "All the hardships will eventually pass, it will be fine, it will be fine." If you are so good, you will only be better in the future. ”

If Yao Yue'er was sober, she would definitely not do this, but now that she has drunk too much, all her emotions have been amplified for no reason. Whether it's joy or sadness, all of them have found an outlet for catharsis.

So she just shook her head and said with a cry: "No, Huaiyu, you don't understand ......"

"But the deceased is gone, and besides, he hasn't failed you, has he?"

Otherwise, Yao Yue'er would not have risked the world's accusations and gave birth to Kuo'er.

Who knew that when she heard this, Yao Yue'er bit her lower lip and cried in despair and sorrow: "I'd rather he die, like this...... I probably wouldn't be in such pain. ”

She didn't speak loudly, but Qin Huaiyu was close, so she actually listened to it really.

And her face changed color instantly, and she asked hesitantly, "What did you say, he didn't die?"

Every time Yao Yue'er talked about it before, didn't she say that she was a widow? Because it was the other party's sadness, she didn't ask much, but she probably knew that this must be a very poignant relationship, after all, with Yao Yue'er's character, she couldn't tolerate betrayal.

But now she said that the child's father is not dead?

But if that person didn't die, why didn't he come to Yao Yue'er, did he know that he still had a child in this world?

Qin Huaiyu was shocked by this sudden incident, and his mind was confused for a while. She had already drunk and was a little drunk, but now she felt a mess and couldn't figure out her thoughts.

Yao Yue'er seemed to be immersed in her own world, and she didn't hear Qin Huaiyu's question clearly.

In fact, all her current emotions are because of the past in those memories, and she can't hear what Qin Huaiyu says at all.

Therefore, after she said this, she hated herself and said: "I really hate myself sometimes, obviously he treats me like this, why can't I forget it!"

I can't hate, I can't love, I can't forget, I can't think about it.

As long as you are alive for a day, you will be torn apart for a day, remember the good of this person, and remember the bad of this person.

All kinds of emotions are entangled, so that her heart has been torn into countless pieces, but there is still the existence of Kuo'er, so that she does not dare to let herself do anything in the torment.

After all, it was her child......

Also, integrated into his blood.

Qin Huaiyu's mind was originally a little unclear, but when she heard her words, she felt more and more that the mystery was getting bigger.

Just seeing Yao Yue'er crying with tears on her face, she couldn't help but stretch out her hand and comforted: "Don't cry, everything will pass." ”

Yao Yue'er finally cried in her arms, her eyes were a little dull and unfocused, the tears on her face were not dry, and she looked very pitiful.

Qin Huaiyu held on to the last bit of strength and helped her to the room with her subordinates, but when she put Yao Yue'er on the bed, she heard her murmur in pain: "Luo Yan, you bastard bastard!"

Qin Huaiyu's footsteps paused, and he frowned for no reason.

If she heard it right just now, Yao Yue'er shouted it should be, Luo Yan......

Why is this name so familiar?

It wasn't until he returned to the room where he had temporarily stayed that Qin Huaiyu still felt as if he had forgotten something.

Luo Yan's name was so familiar, like she had heard it somewhere by accident, and she had a deep impression of it.

But where is it, Qin Huaiyu covered her head with a splitting headache and sighed deeply, why can't she remember?

......

A meal of wine last night made both of them sleep until three o'clock in the morning.

When Qin Huaiyu woke up, the sky was already bright.

The sun shone in through the window, and the huge room was sprinkled with gold.

Qin Huaiyu sat up straight from the bed, only to feel a faint pain on his forehead.

No matter how small the peach blossom drunk wine is, it doesn't mean that there is none. The feeling after a hangover is really not very good.

She sighed, rubbed her temples, and got up and got out of bed. It's just that when I got up, I felt as if I had forgotten something.

There seemed to be something she couldn't figure out last night, but now her mind was blank, so she only vaguely remembered that it was related to Yao Yue'er, but she couldn't remember anything.

At that moment, I heard a knock at the door.

Qin Huaiyu answered, and saw Yao Yue'er walking in from outside, and her face was also full of vicissitudes: "My wine is not very good, did I trouble you last night?"

Her eyes were blue and black, which showed that she had not slept well. Compared with Qin Huaiyu, Qin Huaiyu's face was better.

Hearing this, Qin Huaiyu smiled and said, "I don't remember very well, I just remember that you cried a lot at night." But homesick?"

Yao Yue'er drank too much and didn't remember anything, but when she heard this, she shook her head and said sincerely: "I've always drunk too much and played crazy with alcohol, but I forgot it when I woke up." Maybe it's because I miss Kuo'er, after all, since he was born, I haven't left him for so long. ”

And that's just the beginning, and she'll have to stay outside for a long time.

Thinking of this, Yao Yue'er couldn't help but sigh.

Seeing her like this, Qin Huaiyu couldn't help but smile and said, "Okay, if you can't think of it, you don't want to." As for Kuo'er, you can rest assured that he is with Aunt Liu, after all, she is quite experienced in taking care of children. ”

This Yao Yue'er was naturally relieved, so she nodded and smiled: "That's natural, I asked the maids to buy breakfast and come back, can you go over with me to eat something?"

Qin Huaiyu responded with a smile and said, "You go first, I'll go over after changing my clothes." ”

Because both of them drank wine at night, in the morning, the maids bought porridge and side dishes, and the red dates and millet porridge that nourished the stomach entered the stomach, and the two of them suddenly felt much more comfortable.

After eating and drinking, Qin Huaiyu glanced at the sky outside, then got up and smiled: "I really have to leave this time." ”

Yao Yue'er has to deal with something in Dazhou, so she wants to stay here for another day, and when she heard this, she got up and smiled: "Let's go, I'll send you." ”