Liu Zhang said: "Although you violated the military law, acted without authorization, and were almost defeated, but I know that you are forced to do so, the people of Nanzhong are different from the people of Wuxi, they have just returned to Shun, and there is a shortage of food and grass, if you can't solve it, you are likely to mutiny like Xiqiang." ”

"Oh, oh, so." Zhu Rong reacted for a while before he heard Liu Zhang's words clearly, and his mind was full of the two words that Liu Zhang called himself: "Xueyi." ”

Huang Yueying and Zhu Rong passed by, and when Zhu Rong was far away, Huang Yueying said to Liu Zhang: "It looks like a success." Huang Yueying was referring to the decision of the Sanjiang City Tea House.

"It's not your idea, I don't even know how to face her now."

"What's not easy to face, marry it, Cao Cao recently married another concubine, twelve wives and concubines, Liu Bei has five ladies who come and go, Sun Quan is young, there are five, I heard that I am going to marry a step trainer soon, very beautiful, you only have two wives and concubines, you are not ashamed."

The tone was joking, but Huang Yueying didn't laugh.

"What, are you not happy talking to Zhuge Liang?"

"Not really." Huang Yueying put the marriage book on the table, and Liu Zhang instantly understood everything.

"Lord, I'm a little upset today, you have handled all the military affairs, I'll adjust it and launch an attack on Qinchuan in three days."

Liu Zhang looked at Huang Yueying, and wanted to say something, but maybe saying it would make Huang Yueying even more annoying, so he didn't say it, and was about to go out, when he was suddenly stunned.

"Yueying, this seems to be my military tent."

"Huh? Is it? Oh, ouch, dizzy. ”

Huang Yueying hammered her head, grabbed the marriage book and was about to return to her military tent, Liu Zhang hurriedly stopped her: "Okay, okay." You'd better sleep with me. I'll go somewhere else. ”

Liu Zhang shook his head and went out. Huang Yueying looked at Liu Zhang's helpless back, smiled unconsciously, and suddenly smiled.

"Actually, the lord is not bad, he looks scary with a dark face, everyone is afraid, it's nothing if he is familiar, he can tolerate the little things in life, and there is no frame at all."

Huang Yueying suddenly remembered something. In the teahouse, he really didn't do anything to himself, after he lost his mind, it was a great opportunity for him, he didn't take advantage of the situation, and now that he has recovered, he showed his love to himself again, but he was rejected, and he only held his mood in his heart.

He withdrew Zhuge Liang's marriage letter because he realized that he and Zhuge Liang. It's just a very good friend, but what makes me feel like this? When did you start differentiating between friendship and love?

When he was in Fancheng, Liu Zhang's back made him admire, and he knew very well that the feeling of his heart in one place at that time was just admiration and determination to complete his ideals with Liu Zhang.

But when I was in the Sanjiang City Tea House, why did I call him? I should have called a woman to come, Guan Yinping, Xiao Furong, and even Bao'er.

Even if you want to subdue Zhu Rong, wouldn't it be nice to call your cronies Huzi? That's a lot less risky.

I was afraid that others would see my ugliness, so I only called Liu Zhang alone and didn't let him bring his personal guards, but why wasn't he afraid of him seeing it?

After losing his mind, he completely remembered, and even remembered the state of mind at that time, at that time, he had no reservations about Liu Zhang's good impression, and when Liu Zhang married Xiao Furong and Huang Yue and held a make-up wedding for them, he obviously felt that he was jealous.

It was a love without any constraints.

It seems that it was at that time that he threw Zhuge Liang on a horse outside the pastoral mansion, and after recovering, he began to realize that he had no heartbeat for Zhuge Liang.

The obvious difference between friendship and love comes from the fact that when I have not recovered my sanity, even if I am sober, I still feel that way.

Because I feel that when I am not a military advisor of the Sichuan Army, I don't have to think about anything except feelings, it is the most real feeling.

So, how did you feel about Liu Zhang at that time?

On that day, he said that sentence to Liu Zhang, "Lord, I can't distinguish between my feelings for you, admiration for you, or admiration, just as I can't distinguish between my feelings for Zhuge Liang, friendship or love." ”

I clearly felt the tension of a strong heartbeat and difficulty breathing.

Also, on the bed of the Silver Moon Cave, thinking that he was going to die, why did Liu Zhang's shallow kiss still remember it vividly.

Huang Yueying felt a little headache and shook her head: "Forget it, I don't want to, it's about to be a decisive battle, what's the matter, let's talk about it after the decisive battle." ”

…………

When Pang Tong walked into Zhuge Liang's military tent, he was indifferent on the surface, but he was nervous in his heart, Zhuge Liang suddenly called himself, Pang Tong only thought that Zhuge Liang had seen something.

Pang Tong thought carefully about what he had done recently, confirmed that there were no flaws, or carefully thought about various possibilities, and thought of various answers in language, including expressions and speaking rhythms.

But when he arrived at Zhuge Liang's military tent, he found that he really thought too much.

Zhuge Liang's hair was messily lying on the desk, as if he was ten years old, his eyes were misty mixed with desolation, and his body was struggling hard, as if he was going to collapse at any time. The military brochure in the tent was sprinkled all over the ground.

There is no difference between the whole person and the drunken slacker in the tavern.

"Ah San, let General Zhao and General Ma guard the danger well, and I will get drunk with Shi Yuan tonight."

Ah San wanted to persuade, but he held back, and went out to order all the passes to be careful and not to be missed.

Pang Tong sat down opposite Zhuge Liang, Zhuge Liang lifted a jar of wine, poured a bowl for Pang Tong, raised the jar and said to Pang Tong: "Shiyuan, come, do it." ”

Zhuge Liang hugged the wine jar and began to drink, Pang Tong hurriedly got up to stop him: "Kong Ming, Kong Ming, drinking is against military discipline, put it down, put it down." ”

Zhuge Liang grabbed the hand handed by Pang Tong, put down the wine jar, looked at Pang Tong, and laughed miserably: "Shiyuan, you are also alienated from me and a stranger, why?" Why do you all treat me like this, Shiyuan, Yueying, I, Zhuge Liang, tell you, no matter where Zhuge Liang is or what position I occupy, I will treat you Pang Shiyuan as a friend and Yueying as a ...... When ......"

Zhuge Liang lifted the wine jar and poured it down again, the wine flowed down with his neat beard, and before he started drinking, Zhuge Liang was already drunk.

Zhuge Liang pointed at Pang Tong: "Shiyuan, you don't make ideas for the lord, do you think that I, Zhuge Liang, is jealous of the virtuous and wants to monopolize power, I tell you, I won't, I'm not that kind of person."

Yueying. Zhuge Liang's eyes were hazy: "Do you think that when I left Longzhong, my fame was greater than yours, no, really not, I had no choice but to do it." ”

Zhuge Liang suddenly lowered his head and began to cry, tears fell into the wine jar, and Pang Tong's words of persuasion were not heard at all.

"Hehe, hehe, hehe." Zhuge Liang lowered his head, and laughed a few times while crying: "I understand, wine is really a good thing, and now I understand it all." ”

Zhuge Liang raised his head and looked directly at Pang Tong: "I understand, Shiyuan, I finally understand, understand why you are unwilling to give up your mind for the lord, and understand why you are unwilling to join hands with my Zhuge Liang." ”

Pang Tong's tense pupils shrank.

"I, Zhuge Liang, do not monopolize power now, and I will definitely monopolize power in the future, you know, isn't it? Because the family will force me to monopolize the power, the Zhuge family, the Sima family, they all need it, don't they? With your Pang Tong's wisdom, I have already seen that now that the lord is weak, I, Zhuge Liang, can share the weal and woe with you Pang Tong, and I will inevitably turn my face in the future, isn't it? ”

"Kong Ming, you're drunk."

"Hahaha." Zhuge Liang suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed: "I see, I see, it's ridiculous, I Zhuge Liang is conceited and talented, and I have been in a dream, I deserve it." ”

"Yueying." Zhuge Liang suddenly changed his tone: "You also know, don't you?" Liu Zhang wants to destroy the world's world, and I, Zhuge Liang, am his biggest stumbling block, we are not only enemies, but even ideals and beliefs, are already strange, aren't we? Hahaha"

"However, when I left Longzhong, they also instigated me." Zhuge Liang gritted his teeth and threw the wine jar on the ground, with a "bang", the wine jar was shattered, the residual wine flowed, and the sergeant outside heard the sound and ran in.

"Get out." Zhuge Liang roared.

"Family, Xu Shu was killed, you Pang Tong was disheartened, Yueying simply became an enemy, only me, Zhuge Liang, only me, Zhuge Liang, in the quagmire, I don't know why, I look around blankly, and I have no idea. Self-proclaimed free-spirited, in prison, afraid to decide, dare not resist, dare not say no, dare not live the life you want. ”

Zhuge Liang lay on the desk and cried, Pang Tong sat down, at this moment Pang Tong was also a little sad for Zhuge Liang, the original self, because of Liu Zhang, changed his consistent understanding of the word "lord", and also changed his family concept.

Give yourself the courage to escape from that siege.

He did not carry out the orders of the family, he was abandoned by the family, for so many years, all the children of the family thought that they had been retributed, isolated, abandoned, and since then from the high platform of the family and nobles, fell into the abyss, and never turned over.

It's sad, it's ridiculous, it's pitiful, this is the end of betraying the family.

But no one knows, these years have been the quietest and most comfortable years that Pang Tong has ever lived, he has never been so free, he has never been so relaxed, he has goals, he has sustenance, even if he is cautious every day, he may be in danger of being killed every day, but he is happy.

And Zhuge Liang, the most free and easy of the four, is the one who is the most deeply bound.

Seeing a generation of celebrities crying helplessly, Pang Tong could only sigh in his heart.

Pang Tong drank a bowl of wine, Zhuge Liang picked up the wine jar again, drank it all, said inarticulately, cried, and occasionally laughed.

Pang Tong knew that Zhuge Liang just wanted to explode all his sadness before the decisive battle, in this sad night, and be sad enough at one time, regardless of the image, ignore everything, and completely release his depressed mood.

However, he still has something to do, and Zhuge Liang's sadness and self-intoxication provide him with a God-given opportunity. (To be continued.) For mobile phone users, please go to read. )