Chapter 162: In the Buddha Hall
Ye Sha turned her head away and stopped looking at him, but Zhao Xian didn't leave as he said, but sat down on the futon, looked at the rising incense, and said boringly: "In order to let Sister Guanyin know my sincerity, I have to watch this pillar of incense burn before going out, take advantage of this incense stick, I will say a few words to you, after all, this may be the last time you and I will meet in this life." ”
The last time we met in this life? Ye Sha's heart was pinched, and she couldn't help but look in the hall, the things that she had been tired of seeing in the past few days suddenly became extremely nostalgic, and the Kyoto, the imperial city, the home she grew up in will only exist in her memory forever with the day she traveled away. I used to hope that this boring day like a caged bird would pass sooner, but now I can't bear it.
Looking at everything that accompanied her to grow up, Ye Sha was silent for a long time, her heart ached, and she muttered: "If you have something to say, say it quickly, say goodbye and be exempt, if it is... If it's some women's nonsense, it's also in the stomach, I don't know it's better than regretting it for a lifetime, I meet you in Pingshui, also... I don't know each other well, and I won't believe it......"
Zhao Xian leaned on the Bodhisattva Lotus and sat down, and said with a smile: "Your Royal Highness Princess, don't think too much, I'm just here to tell you some of the customs of Dongying, lest you don't have a little psychological preparation and don't adapt." ”
Ye Sha's hand squeezed tighter and tighter, turned her head to leave the back of Zhao Xian's head, and said with a sour nose: "Say!" ”
Zhao Xian sorted out his thoughts and said slowly: "Dongying is an island country surrounded by the sea, with an extremely dangerous geographical location and frequent earthquakes... That is, the earth dragon turned over, and the status of women there was not as high as that of the big beam, and she had to kneel at the door every day to welcome her husband home..."
The princess of Daliang has been clothed and fed since she was a child. The man who recruited the horse also lived in the princess's mansion, and he couldn't take a concubine or visit the place of fireworks. When you see the princess, you have to salute. Yesa was deeply touched by the two brothers-in-law, and felt that she would not treat her colt like that. But when she heard this, her color immediately changed, even the people of Daliang did not have the rule that wives kneel to their husbands, how could she stand it.
"If it's really a barbarian, there is such a rule to toss people." Ye Sha snorted faintly.
"yes." Zhao Xian sighed: "Especially the height of the Dongying man, Takeda Xinchang you know, in the Dongying are all great men, I am a tall and handsome, 'thick' and 'big' young handsome, they are all giants to them." And Dongying is beautiful with white face and black teeth. Women have to dye their teeth black, and you have to dye your teeth when you go, and every day she looks down at her husband, revealing a mouthful of black teeth and delicately saying: Ya Yan Butterfly... Ahem, Saorui, it should be: Takeda-kun, am I beautiful? ”
Zhao Xian touched his face and looked down at her affectionate performance, but Ye Sha couldn't laugh, and her teeth almost bit her lower lip. On the contrary, she was vaguely scared in her heart, she had been in Kyoto for a long time, and the woman from Dongying had also seen it, so she knew that what Zhao Xian said was likely to be true.
Wiped his lips. Thinking of the dark and terrifying appearance, Ye Sha panicked, she was already pregnant with the dream of Prince Charming. If you face a short, short, and tough man who doesn't understand words for the rest of your life, what is the difference between life and death?
Zhao Xian learned from the appearance of the Dongying woman and said a few words. He returned to his true colors and continued: "This is nothing, the people of Dongying especially like to eat something called 'sashimi'. It's just eating fish raw, that's all, they still like to eat it alive, frogs have seen it, right? Eat them while watching them kick their legs, and live octopus, throw the live squid whole into the boiling soup and shake it down, and when you pick it up and eat it, the eight tentacles can still move, wrap your nose and burrow into your throat......"
"Say no more!" Ye Sha screamed, looking at Zhao Xian, who was slowly approaching with a fierce and evil face and hateful face, he actually lost his center of gravity and sat on the floor tiles of the Buddha hall, his chest rose and fell sharply, and he scolded angrily: "You are talking nonsense, Dongying barbarians are also people, how can you do such disgusting things, you... You must be a liar. ”
"Your Royal Highness, not everyone is human." Zhao Xian said the truth, seeing that Ye Sha didn't believe it, he spread his hand and said: "If you don't believe it, anyway, you will leave for Dongying soon, and when the time comes, you will see it with your own eyes...... No, you should believe it when you eat it yourself, remember to add more mustard to get rid of the fishy smell. ”
Zhao Xian also licked his lips and made a look of wanting to eat, Ye Sha's little face turned white, her chest was full of nausea, and the remorse in her heart was directly expressed on her face, her eyes flashed and she shook her head again and again, and under the anger, she couldn't help but say: "If that's the case, I... It is better to know that it is better to die than to suffer sin. ”
Zhao Xian looked at her remorseful and scared look, and then nodded with satisfaction: "Your Royal Highness Princess, are you afraid?" Remember, the last time I couldn't go to see you for something important, it was my fault to provoke you, but it was your fault that you made such a big mess out of anger, no matter how big the mess is, it has nothing to do with me, aren't you tossing yourself? Don't joke about your life, there are some things that have no regret medicine. ”
Ye Sha couldn't help but be angry when she heard the sentence 'No matter how big the mess is, it doesn't matter to me', if it weren't for your cynicism and provoking me not to think about the big beam, how could I stupidly agree to this?
Now that the court has determined this matter, she doesn't even have a chance to regret it, seeing that Zhao Xian still came to accuse her, she couldn't help but say angrily: "Why do I need you to point fingers at my affairs, marrying Dongying is my own plan, no matter how hard and tired I am, I choose it, I like Dongying, I like black teeth, I like to eat frogs, and I have never regretted it, you don't want to be self-righteous to sympathize with me, I'm very happy, I can't wait to see that place, you can get out now, it's really my luck to never see you again, At least the roots of the ears are a lot clearer, you get out. ”
The more Ye Sha spoke, the more excited she became, and she almost raised her hand to push Zhao Xian out, but Zhao Xian was surprised, and said incredulously: "Do you really want to marry Dongying?" The taste is too strong, right? ”
Ye Sha's breathing was unsteady, and her bun trembled and swayed, and she turned her head and said in a deep voice: "I think, I've always thought, do you think I'm the kind of stupid woman who will leave behind her lifelong happiness and gambling to marry Dongying because of your cynicism?" It's ridiculous, it's really ridiculous, you think too highly of yourself, if you didn't really want to marry Dongying, how could I agree to this? ”
Zhao Xian frowned, touched his chin and was thinking about the next words, when there was a sudden sound of 'kicking and tapping' hurried footsteps outside. Qiao'er said ecstatically outside the door: "Princess, Her Royal Highness the Princess." Just now there was news from the palace that Zhao Xiangongzi rejected the decision of the civil and military officials in the main hall. Ask for your life to negotiate with Dongying again, you don't have to marry Dongying......"
What the? Ye Sha shook violently, and was immediately stunned for a long time, and the intersection of hope and despair several times in a row made her completely unable to believe that this was true.
She looked at Zhao Xian incredulously, her heart was instantly mixed, and she could no longer say a complete emotion, there were surprises, embarrassments, regrets, and resentment, which kept impacting her young heart and making her almost faint.
Zhao Xian smiled. Sorry: "Your Royal Highness Princess, I didn't know that you really wanted to marry Dongying, please forgive me for messing up your good deeds, I will go back to the palace to apologize to the emperor and ask him to take back his life, and tomorrow I will send you to Siyi Pavilion and Takeda Nobuya to set off for Dongying." ”
Zhao Xian hurriedly got up, and really rushed to the outside of the Buddha hall, Ye Sha regretted it, and was about to be tossed crazy, just like the excitement and fear of a gambler who wanted to return to his original capital when he just returned to his roots. Hurriedly grabbed Zhao Xian's sleeve, tears couldn't help rolling down anymore, shook his head again and again, and sobbed in embarrassment and self-blame: "I'm sorry." I didn't want to marry Dongying, I never wanted to, I regretted it. I regretted it a long time ago..."
Isn't this like a word, if you don't have a long memory, you may not be able to make something big in the future. Zhao Xian smiled with satisfaction, and was about to open his mouth to teach her a few words. Suddenly, Ye Sha stood up, with flushed cheeks, hugged him tightly, and said with tears in her eyes: "Zhao Xian, I'm sorry, I was confused and wanted to be angry with you, I was wrong, I caused you trouble, I knew I was wrong, thank you, thank you for helping me, thank you for forgiving me for being petty, and refuting the hundred officials and asking the imperial brother to take back his ......fate."
Zhao froze leisurely, raised his hands and didn't know where to put them, and looked at the beautiful person in his arms in embarrassment, wet with the rolling tears, and even his chest was a little cool.
After a while, the crying gradually stopped, Zhao Xian showed a dry smile, shook his head and said: "Your Royal Highness Princess, you don't have to thank me like this, it's too much, I didn't ask the emperor to take back his life because of you, this kind of thing that is detrimental to the national dignity, I will refute it if I am any princess, not just for you." ”
Ye Sha stiffened all over, but her arms did not let go, her crimson cheeks were dyed with a few traces of shyness, and she was ignorant at the beginning of her love, and with great courage, she spit out her heart: "So what? I don't believe that there is not a trace of it because of me, as long as there is a trace of it, you are for me to refute the officials, stop my mistakes, and maintain my willfulness, you have me in your heart, you care about me......"
"Your Highness the Princess." Zhao Xian interrupted her, gently stroked her shoulders and pushed her away, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Zhao's refutation of the matter of peace and marriage, it was not because of you from beginning to end, if you choose a local man to marry, I won't say a word, maybe His Royal Highness favors Zhao, but I... Don't like you. ”
Don't like you.
The four words were like a hammer, and she froze instantly, and the smile and shyness just now dissipated little by little, turning into surprise, anger, and then grievance, and sadness.
Trembling slightly, she shook her head and looked at Zhao Xian, and muttered: "I don't believe it, I don't believe it, from the time you sent me the first poem, I knew that you could see that I was a daughter." You are so presumptuous to me in Dihuafang, and you dare to say that you don't have me in your heart? I thought your character and talent were as outstanding, you didn't disappoint me, you fought Song Shuhuai, I watched expectantly from the side; You rushed to the Qi army alone outside the city of Jinling, and I watched eagerly from the city wall; Although you sailed all the way to Beijing, I watched quietly from behind; You are scheming to get rid of the water demon in Baling, and I watched happily in the crowd.
You stay at the Jingzhong Inn, and I will buy Xiao Er to lead you to Xian Weike and meet you. When I heard that you were looking for a wife, I tried my best to consult the file and help you find the daughter of the Imperial Doctor Xie Mo, and even if you revealed the identity of the grandson of An Guogong, I did not tell anyone about it. You were like that to Miss An at the Flower God Festival, I really hope that it is me who stands in front of you. Knowing that you are the grandson of An Guogong, I didn't worry like my father, but secretly rejoiced, at least your identity is as worthy as mine, as long as you open your mouth, my father will definitely promise me to you.
It wasn't until the envoy of Dongying made that rude request that I began to panic, I was afraid that my father would really agree, and I was afraid of marrying Dongying. So I want to ask you to entrust An Guogong to propose a parent, and the family affairs that have been set in advance, An Guogong's weight is heavier than Dongying, and my father will definitely agree. But you rejected me, and made me think about the Liang, saying that you are no longer an ordinary guard, and you can't obey me alone. I was very angry at the time, my brain was a mess of porridge, I didn't believe that you would be so ruthless, and in anger I agreed to Dongying's request, I just want to see how you regret it, even if it is just to know that you regret it for me.
What I didn't expect was that you were even better than I imagined, you refuted the hundred officials for me, and asked the imperial brother to take back the fate, and take back the fate jointly set by the three dukes and six ministries, I know how difficult it is, so I am very satisfied, I know that you have me in your heart, I don't believe you don't like me, you are lying to me, right? Right? ”
The beautiful eyes are burning and affectionate, but it makes Zhao Xian feel like he is on pins and needles.
The sleeve was wrinkled by the slender hand, he looked away, and gently swept Ye Sha's hand: "I'm sorry, you thought too much, I didn't know that you had been following me, and I didn't expect you to follow me all the time..."
"You know now." Ye Sha looked at Zhao Xian expectantly: "I like you, I said I like you." ”
The hall was silent, no more sound, the smoke rose, the heavy bell still came, the people who knocked had a splitting headache, and the people who knocked were in turmoil.
Zhao Xian touched his nose and showed a few helpless smiles: "I'm sorry, Your Royal Highness Princess, I am deeply touched by your favor, but I am not worthy of your liking."
One day, you will hate me, hate me to the core, hate me for not being able to kill me sooner.
Instead of combing through the constant love threads when the time comes, it is better to strip away the source before everything has begun, and please let it go. ”
Ye Sha trembled all over, tears rolled down, and said sadly: "No, I don't believe it, I won't hate you, I will never hate you, you are perfunctory to me, you are lying to me." ”
Tears fell on his chest and then slid down to the floor tiles, shattering into a fleeting splash.
Zhao Xian slowly clenched his palms, and slowly let go, going back and forth several times.
After being silent for a long time, he turned around and walked towards the door of the hall, and said with a chuckle: "Miss Ye Sha, if that day really comes, you can still say this to me, Zhao has nothing else to say, you are on top and I am down, let you ride for a lifetime." ”
The door of the Buddha hall gradually closed, and the light from the outside gradually condensed into a thin line on the cheeks stained with tears, until it disappeared, and the back disappeared with it.
Ye Sha sat slumped on the futon, and the empty Buddha hall was deserted again, only Sister Guanyin, who was still smiling and harmonious, looked faintly at the demented Yiren in the Buddha hall. (To be continued......)