I have had a crush on someone for so long and want to look at him quietly, and that's enough, just feel this happiness.

The kind of little thoughts, small impulses, and careful things in his heart are only known to him, and he can't easily let people see them.

Every time I secretly look at him, I feel nervous, but don't let people find out that I am this girl and dare not look at him openly, just secretly look at him in the corner, and I am so scared that I can't do it, if I am found by others, it will be over, and if I am not discovered, I am happy to lie in bed by myself, so that I can have a good dream tonight.

It seems that every time I see him, no matter how indifferent I am to myself, I am happy in my heart to ignore him.

Every time I see him, my heart beats like a mess, maybe I really like a person and I will have this feeling, in the past, when I met a beautiful handsome guy, I talked to him and said hello to him, he didn't have this heart-pounding feeling, only when I met him would I make myself nervous, and my face couldn't help but turn red, he thought in his heart, this may be really when I met love, I will have this kind of performance.

Sometimes when he gets close, he will feel his heart beating very fast, the room is very quiet, there are only the two of them, he sits next to him carefully, embarrassed to look at him, obviously there is another room, why don't he go, otherwise I will go to another room, the man didn't say anything, whether he agreed or disagreed, he didn't care and continued to do it, it can be seen that he seems to be in a little not very good, and his brows have been tightly locked and have not relaxed.

Maybe it's really a little too sleepy, it's really not good these days, it's already the middle of the night, he still hasn't fallen asleep, I don't know how many sheep he counted, and finally let himself fall asleep.

"In the second half of the night, when my friend was late, he was used to sleeping, and he kicked a few times, and I saw this guy lighting the lamp, and he was still sleepy, what else can you do at this time, if I don't turn on the light again, do you still have thoughts about me?"

What nonsense are you talking about over there?

I didn't expect you to be this kind of girl, but on the surface, you look serious, why did you think of other ideas at this time, I didn't have it, if it wasn't for you, how could you get this role today?

At this time, don't say some false accusations, my words are good, what kind of girl am I, don't you know that I just don't know you too well, so I let you frame me so I didn't mean to hurt you, now the two of us are already married, so it's normal to be in the same bed, and I didn't tell you when I first started, and you didn't agree when I went next door, I just fell asleep carefully, and you scared me.

Every word he said, like a knife cut his heart, he knew what happened that year, he didn't know, he was in a bad mood, a lot of wine, he didn't expect such a thing to happen, but in their hearts it was like a hurdle that couldn't be passed, he knew that he was particularly embarrassed at that time, and wanted to forget all this, but it was already what happened, what could be forgotten for him so easily, I really don't know what happened, let you suddenly call me up in the middle of the night, it seems that you really have a scheming, what did you do wrong, don't you know this situation yourself, it's best not to let me know again。

Don't think that if you think about it for a while, what he said, I will be interested in you, there are many girls like you, if I don't have such feelings, and no matter how hard you try, I won't have any opinion about you, what did you do wrong, in this guy's heart is this kind of unsightly person, his face is particularly ugly, what is this saying, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look up at him, it seems that he should go to another room to sleep in the future, he is not happy.

This guy turned around and left, put on his clothes and walked away, he sat there alone coldly, and when he didn't recover for a long time, it was obvious that this guy wanted to stay, and it wasn't his fault, he was still so greedy that as long as he could stay by his side, he could make him like himself, it seemed that he really thought too much.

Suddenly remembering that the two of them were not like that before.

He remembered that when he was in school, many girls liked him to confess to him, but he was silently indifferent, but he didn't look at them much, many girls were rejected by him several times, or took the initiative to show him goodwill, greet him, send him chocolates, write him love letters, and send him delicious food, but this guy did not take their good in his eyes in life.

"Anyway, how many times someone told him to sleep well, and how many times it didn't mean anything, and then these girls also knew, no matter how hard they tried, they couldn't get a good one, but forget it, don't chase this senior, who caught people off guard with a proud look. ”

At that time, he was like those girls, but he never confessed to him, he has been secretly liking him in his heart, when he didn't eat breakfast, he wanted to give him a copy, he didn't mean to refuse, when school started, everyone also said that the senior would like you, he was still happy in his heart, but after a long time, he knew that this guy was a big iceberg, and no one could cover it up, so no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get his love, that is, he gave up, he didn't know what the girl in his heart looked like, who the ideal target would be, and he knew that people would not like him, Slowly he is also a little away from him, no matter how much he likes others to please others, it is impossible to open his eyes, look at you and think about what to do with those unnecessary things.

The next few times they met, this guy didn't have a good tone to talk to him, he was already used to it, it seems that the senior really hates him and doesn't want to look at him more, he takes the initiative to talk to him, greets him and ignores him, maybe he really cares too much and likes him, every word and every expression he says deeply stings his heart.

At that time, he was afraid to see this senior and looked forward to seeing him, seeing him would make him very happy, even if he just looked up at him, it would make his heart warm, but if people didn't look at him, he would feel a kind of loss, but he always couldn't help but see if people were doing well or how they were doing now.

He didn't dare to say more, every word he said stung him, and the depths of his soul made him very uncomfortable.

He doesn't know what he thinks about himself, he likes a person no matter so much, anyway, he wants it, and unconsciously thinking about it over there tears has wet his face, he is lying on the bed coldly alone, thinking about a lot of things, thinking about the time when he was in school, and also thinking about the things that the two of them experienced during the time they walked together, and the tears wet the pillow He really didn't feel it at all.

The youngest son is the man who hasn't come back these days, and I don't know where he went, there is no news at all, not a single phone call, and he didn't even bother to send him a text message, a week has passed, and he received a call from above, asking him to shoot an advertisement.

When he came to the company, he heard his colleagues talking over there, and only then did he know where his husband was now, what he was doing, and he hadn't seen each other for more than half a month.

He is now a lukewarm person in this place, he is not too famous, and no one takes him seriously, if there is any small advertisement, being a supporting role or any promotion, he will pass, because he has this strength and it is quite good, but he is not really alive.

When the time comes, his assistant will find support for him, and then give him a chance, this circle is like this, there are many times not only you are good-looking, or how can you have such a good opportunity, but also to see if you have good connections, or whether someone is willing to support you, sometimes they have worked hard for a long time for an advertisement without any news, but his assistant is also right, he is still very responsible to constantly find new resources for him.

Today and my assistant sat there at noon and drank some coffee, it seems that our life is not good, what should we do now?

Don't be in a hurry, it's okay slowly, I see that you are not in a hurry, I am not in a hurry to be your assistant, I know that you have been working hard for my things.

As your good friend, of course, I'm anxious for you, now we still have enough to eat, and it's not as pitiful as you say, then you have to work hard, now you see that others are developing very well, only you are like this, can I not be anxious?

But I've been trying to find the other party and resources to cooperate with for you, why are we not good at all, either robbed by others or looked down on, we are so good-looking, why is there no good way?

"Or I'll give you an idea, you go to your husband and let him give you a role, isn't it all good, he should be good to you when he marries you, don't think that if you marry you to the house, you don't have to use it in vain. ”