55 I will not turn back
Yue Fei recovered his body after three months, and after more than ten days of recovery exercise at home, he returned to the ranks of archers, straightened his chest and started a new life, perhaps for him, this was a successful self-redemption, he succeeded, he returned to his original point, with the most authentic heart. ``し
Yue Fei didn't do anything else, just watched quietly, Yue Fei didn't sink, but continued to go his own way, looking up at the sky, that's enough, he is not a god, he has no way to make a sinking Yue Fei a hero, if you want to become a hero, you can only rely on Yue Fei yourself, and Yue Fei also has his own path to go.
Xuanhe's four-year imperial examination is about to start in more than a year, although Yue Chuan basically guarantees the mastery of the scope of those examinations, that is, that's it, but he can't guarantee that he can definitely get the first place in the Jinshi, if it is not the first place in the Jinshi, then the imperial examination will lose its meaning, whether it is the second, third or fourth, there is always no first dazzling, and, if it is not the first, Yue Chuan is really embarrassed to ask Emperor Huizong for an official.
The exam questions are dead, but the imperial examination examiners are alive, they all have their own likes and dislikes, if they don't align with the basic preferences of those examiners, no matter how good the writing is, it is in vain, just like Zong Ze, the writing is very good, but when the exam is when Cai Jing and those people are in power, the invigilator has to let Zong Ze, the "rat", roll as far as he wants, in order to cater to Prime Minister Cai's basic tone of "harmony in the world".
The harmony of the world is the status quo of the Great Song Dynasty, how can a person like Zong Ze, who criticizes the prime minister by name, stand out in such an environment? The examiner is also a person, so let Zong Ze be the first place, do you want to be your own official?
But in the end, they still have a trace of shame, originally according to Zong Ze's ability, there is no problem with Jinshi, but the examiners added a "same" word in front of Zong Ze's Jinshi, and it became "Tongjinshi Origin", just this one word, disgusting Zong Ze for a lifetime, until he was old, until the eve of the fall of the Northern Song Dynasty, Zong Ze was over sixty years old, and he was only the magistrate of Cixian County, and Zong Ze's best years were spent in such a position as Zhixian, until he was old, and in the last few years of his life, he bloomed the light that should have belonged to him.
Yue Chuan didn't want to get a "Tongjinshi Origin", that was purely unpleasant for himself, not to mention that in the era of Emperor Huizong, "Tongjinshi Origin" could almost be bought with money, and the Jinshi who was tested by himself was clean and regular, but he added a "same" word to people, and it was the same as bought, how would those literati who were above the top view themselves?
Therefore, when Emperor Huizong wanted to give himself a Tongjin scholar, Yue Chuan decisively refused, no, if this kind of thing was accepted, Yue Tuo would not dare to guarantee that he was Yan Shu and could achieve the position of prime minister, which was specially used to disgust people.
Xuanhe's four-year imperial examination is imperative and must be attended, but according to his long-term memory, Yue Tuo can vaguely remember that many things happened in the third and fourth years of Xuanhe, such as the Fangla Uprising, such as the Liangshanbo Uprising, the Great Song Dynasty was in chaos before its demise, and the last stable imperial examination in the fourth year of Xuanhe was Yue Tuo's last chance.
In the past, he did this, maybe it was simply to save his life, but now, Yue Flip has some other ideas, while saving his own life, Yue Flip hopes to do something, Jin Bing went south, thousands of miles of mountains and rivers are a sea of blood, it is not easy to just protect himself, let alone others, his own people kill and kill, in the end it is still his own people, but Jin people, not his own people, Yue Flip can endure many things, but only Jingkang, even if Yue Flip was reading the history of the Song Dynasty in the library, It's all unbearable.
The Jin people, as well as the later Mongols, have committed countless heinous crimes on the land of the Central Plains, they are absolutely unacceptable to Yue Tuo, I can survive, but the premise is that the country is the country of the Han people, the world is the world of the Han people, it is still the Han people who kill the Han people, it is not the turn of the foreigners, if it is a foreigner, then I'm sorry, even if I am cowardly, even if I spare my life, I will definitely not be able to bear it.
After experiencing the night of the wind and snow, Yue Flip has changed, the changes brought to him by blood and fire, the changes brought to him by tears and injuries, and the violent revenge of his rebirth from the fire has only been suppressed with the passage of time, quietly hidden, but has not disappeared, and the original oath has definitely not been forgotten......
I am an ordinary person, a very ordinary and ordinary person, under the iron hooves of the Jin Army, I have almost no power to fight back, I used to be very afraid of all this, I used to be very worried about all this, because I knew that they would definitely come, all this will still happen, so I am afraid to die, I want to seek hope and ways to live at all costs.
But now, I know that there is no point in me doing this, that I do it, it will only bring more despair and pain, I have experienced it once, I definitely do not want a next time, and I will not allow a next time, I know that it is almost impossible for me to stop this, but I still hope that when this happens, I can do something, even if it is just a small thing, I also hope that I can do something.
The world of the Zhao and Song dynasties, after all, is the world of the Han people, not the world of the Jin people, for the world of the Han people will never be enslaved by foreign races, even if I pay something, so what? Although the Jin army is strong, it is not without flaws and no weaknesses, although the Song army is weak, it also depends on whose hands it is.
I was afraid, I am still afraid, I have always been afraid, but I will not tremble anymore, and I will not back down......
In the trend of life and the times, some people choose to go south, some people choose to go north, people who choose to go south will no longer have the courage to go north, and those who choose to go north will never look south again, Yue Flip will definitely choose to go south, at least when he is still alive, it is safe, but now, Yue Flip wants to try, if he goes north, what will happen?
In another time and space, whether passive or active, he followed Yue Fei to the north until he died in battle, and now, this brand new self, the new Yue Tuo, will go north by himself, Yue Fei will go north, Zong Ze will go north, Li Gang will go north, Lin Chong will go north, Lu Junyi will also go north, then Yue Fei will also go north.
I was afraid of it, and I am still afraid, this will not change, people are afraid of death after all, but when the obsession in my heart exceeds the fear of death, everything will no longer be the same.
If I could, I wanted to escape in the past, and now I want to face it, Cuicui and Zhou Tong sleep in this land, as long as they are still in this land, I will never allow this land to be trampled by the iron horses of the alien race, I will never allow Zhou Tong and Cuicui's peaceful sleep to be broken, even if it is just for this, I will never retreat again, even if everyone flees south, I will be like a nail driven here, until death, my blood must be sprinkled on this land, and everything I have must be completed on this northern land.
Because this is my home, here are the people I love