Chapter Ninety-Five: Matters of the Heart
Kuroko, who was talking to himself, looked at Xin Huzi, who had disappeared into the tunzi. At this time, in his heart, he couldn't stop blaming himself for what he did and thought! But, he just couldn't control himself from thinking. He couldn't control his liking for her
Over the years, he has long faded his thoughts about Uncle Mazi's sister. Although today's Sister Qi'er is really worthy of these dozens of miles, it is not an exaggeration to count the handsome women. He also squatted in the tunzi all the year round to grow food, so he often saw those people of all shapes and sizes come to the tunzi with goods and goods, wanting to please Sister Qi'er as a mother-in-law.
But these things don't matter to him anymore. He didn't know when he started, so gradually, let go of the dream in his heart. The dream of wanting to marry Sister Que'er, the dream that I once had with Da Zhuang. That seems to be such an unrealistic dream today. Because at this time, he already has his real sweetheart, but that person is not Sister Que'er.
Over the years, because I have squatted in the tunzi to grow food, instead of following my father, I have gone to the old forest to practice, so that I can become a hunter in the future. As a result, there was no shortage of big guys in the tun, and they were broken behind their backs. But until now, he can't forget that day when Da Zhuang was eaten by a big cat. Even now, there are still some times when he can still dream of that terrible situation. I dreamed of the situation where Da Zhuang kept asking for help from himself before he died. But somehow, even in the dream of yourself. Every time I see that Da Zhuang is about to be bitten to death by a big cat, he still can't move his steps. He, even in his dreams, is a coward who can't take a step!
Because he was afraid of Lao Lin, he chose to escape and chose not to face it. He was afraid that in the old woods, like the ones he had done, the nightmares would really happen. He was afraid that in the old forest, he would meet Da Zhuang's bloodless face, so he stood in the forest, staring at himself without blinking. He was afraid of the old forest, the land that raised him and his family.
In order to escape from Lao Lin, he chose another way to avoid going to Lao Lin to make a living. That is to reclaim these fields next to the tunzi, and now these fields. Although when they were making this decision, Daddy and Auntie said to themselves over and over again almost every day that they would give up this thought. Honestly, follow Daddy, and go to the old forest to beg for a living.
But in the end, I persevered and reclaimed the fields that I have today. is really because of his original choice and decision, as well as the fear and escape of Lao Lin, he really succeeded in growing his own food. As a result, the voices of those in the tunzi who laughed at themselves gradually disappeared from behind their backs. Daddy and Auntie, because of their hard work over the years, have gained something, and they no longer force themselves to go to the old forest and follow Daddy out hunting as they once did.
Instead, it was the envy of the big guys in the tunzi. Therefore, some people in the tunzi also learned to plant some small weizi fields by themselves. Because they have a lot of food in their hands, the big guys in the tunzi are gradually exchanging the skin and meat they hunt for their own food. I also saved a lot of money because of the food I planted.
Although the success of growing food by himself now is because of his insistence on escaping from the old forest. But this insistence is also very fragile at times. He also wanted to give up his own methods and choices several times at the beginning, and escaped into the old forest. However, in the end, he persevered.
It was she who encouraged herself several times when she wanted to back down. It was she who allowed herself to persevere, so that she realized her desire to escape into the old forest today. Although he is a coward who does not have the courage to face the old forest. But he really liked her from the bottom of his heart, both grateful and uncontrollable
Although he clearly knew that she did not belong to him, and could not belong to him. But he still couldn't control himself, he wanted to get close to her, he wanted to marry her, and he wanted to be a mother-in-law. He couldn't forget how much she had taken care of him over the years. It was she who was kind to herself in her most difficult days over the years, and let him get through his most difficult days.
She is the second sister who came to the baby with Xiaohuzi, who urinated and set the doll
Last year, when she came to the field again and brought herself the bread she made to eat the field. Looking at the cake she handed to herself, looking at her and asking herself with a smile, the words of whether the cake is delicious or not. He really can't control it anymore, and what he hides in his heart is that he likes her.
So he threw away the cake in his hand, and before she could react, he stepped forward and hugged her, unresponsive. To this day, he could not forget the feeling of stepping forward and hugging her. At that time, he only felt that he wanted to hug her, so he kept hugging her all the time dark and night! He was holding her at that time, he really couldn't live without her, and he couldn't live without Sister Erya'er!
When the head in her arms hugged her because she was so sudden, and Sister Erya'er, who didn't react for a while, woke up slowly. It's desperate, trying to break away from his embrace. At that time, I really wanted to hug me for a while, and the second sister in my arms. But somehow, the idea of wanting to kiss and struggling in her arms suddenly came to her mind.
Immediately, he was in his arms, and the struggling second sister's little face/egg/child/on, which was a little anxious, kissed it so suddenly. Sister Erya'er didn't want to, she would be bold enough to kiss her so suddenly! Even if he was a little nervous, he looked at himself for a while.
"Smack!"
When the second sister broke free from her embrace, her eye sockets were a little red, and she ran away. But he could only cover it in his heart, and slapped the face of Sister Erya'er's big ear melon seed fan. Just watched the second sister who was gradually moving away.
Since the day of the fight, Sister Erya'er has never come again, and in the field where he grows grain, he brought him bread to eat. Because of what happened that day, he hadn't spoken to Sister Erya'er for a long time.
But he didn't, he couldn't control himself at the beginning, so he hugged Sister Eryaer, and then his head was hot, and he suddenly kissed Sister Eryaer's, and regretted it. He really doesn't want to hide his liking for Sister Er Ya like this. He really wants to marry Sister Erya as his mother-in-law!
However, he knew that Sister Erya'er's heart was full of little tigers. From childhood to adulthood, Sister Erya'er has been kind to Xiaohuzi, and he has seen it with his own eyes. But even so, he still couldn't control it, and in his heart, he was thinking about Sister Erya'er.
Even if Xiaohuzi is his good brother, even if Xiaohuzi is early, he and Sister Erya'er have set up a doll kiss. He couldn't control it, in his heart, the liking for Sister Erya'er. I can't forget the persuasion of Sister Erya'er to him in the most difficult days over the years. I can't forget the past, when he was alone and working in the fields, Sister Erya'er brought him cakes.
He, I'm sorry, Xiaohuzi shouldn't like Sister Erya'er. Whenever he sees Xiaohuzi, he will think of himself, the thoughts that shouldn't be, the thoughts that can't be controlled. Therefore, he also blames himself in his heart every time he meets Xiaohuzi!
But right now, because of the incident that happened last year, he can't talk to Sister Erya'er. can only hear from Xiaohuzi's mouth about Sister Erya'er. And he still has to keep covering up his thoughts about Sister Erya'er in front of Xiaohuzi, this good brother. But it's really helpless
"Hey!"
Heizi sighed again, and then said to himself: "Now, Sister Erya'er is already in Huzi's house, waiting."
Kuroko thought about his thoughts, and slowly walked out of the shade under the big tree. I went back to the field where I had stopped what I was doing. He picked up the hoe in his hand again and continued to work in the field.
"Huzi!"
A handsome Tunren girl, wearing a flower dress, stood at the door of Xin Huzi's house, looking at Xin Huzi who was running over and said happily. The girl was about fourteen or fifteen years old, and although her complexion was darker, she also looked very lively. Between the corners of her smiling mouth, two small tiger teeth were also revealed with her smile.
"Sister Erya'er! I'm back! ”
Xin Huzi looked at the girl who was standing at the door of his house, looked at his Tunren girl with a smile, and said with a smile.
The second girl looked at the little tiger who gradually ran to her, looked at his dirty clothes and said, "Look at you!" This dress is dirty and unpresentable! Walk! Hurry up and get inside! Let me take your dirty clothes home and soak them first! ”
"Oh!"
After listening to Sister Erya'er's words, Xin Huzi did not refute it, but nodded in response. Even if he was alone, he went into the house first.
Er Ya'er also followed Xin Huzi into the house after Xin Huzi entered the house. When the second girl held on to the door frame, followed behind Xin Huzi, and walked into the house, she was a little worried, and when Xin Huzi turned her back to herself and didn't pay attention, she frowned and glanced at the direction where Xin Huzi came. After glancing at the direction Xin Huzi came from, he entered the house.