Chapter 168: It's not crazy, but I want to forget

Su Yujing walked on a strange road, looking at the surrounding scenery and everything, all this was so strange to her, and this was also a new beginning for her.

All this strangeness, all this is unknown to her, is it the future and life that she is willing to face easily?

Perhaps, she thought, the baby in her womb was all she had.

Otherwise, she really didn't seem to care.

This may really be a good thing, because then she will be indifferent, and she will feel that her life has a strange beginning.

And just as Su Yujing was about to come back, she saw a woman on the other side, sitting on the side of the road with her hair disheveled.

"You...... Are you alright?" asked Su Yujing, in what she thought was not very fluent in American English.

However, the woman looked up, looked at her, and smiled at her, "Who are you?"

The answer to her seemed to be the Chinese she was most familiar with.

Su Yujing wanted to walk over, but was stopped by the maid, "Madam, don't go over, this woman is a madman." ”

"But......" Su Yujing looked at her, "she looks pitiful." ”

"Ma'am, she was picked up by Mrs. Smith from outside, and I don't know what happened, she has always been like this, crazy look, and, if you ask her, she doesn't know, you better go near her less. The maid kindly reminded her.

Su Yujing stood in place, she looked at the woman, maybe, sometimes, only women have experienced something, they will have some sympathy, and only when they have endured a lot, she will feel that the woman in front of her may not be like this.

"I'll go see her, I'll be fine. Su Yujing still mustered up the courage to walk towards the woman.

"Are you also Chinese? Can you tell me what your name is?" asked Su Yujing.

However, only her clear eyes responded to her, but she didn't get any response.

"Madame......" The maid was very worried, although she didn't know what was going on between Su Yujing and Xiao Jun, but Xiao Jun seemed to be very good to Su Yujing, after all, he specially explained that he wanted to take care of her, especially since she was still a pregnant woman.

If something happened to Su Yujing because of the crazy woman in front of her, it would be a bit too much to say, and she didn't want to lose this job.

Su Yujing didn't care, she reached out and stroked her hair, but she avoided her.

Su Yujing looked at her, "You don't have to be afraid, I won't hurt you, I just want to be friends with you." ”

In this strange place and unfamiliar environment, Su Yujing is really rare to meet someone who can come from a country.

Her mood was actually very excited, but she also felt pity for the woman in front of her.

If one day, she can get better, and she can recover, then is it the most perfect life?

Su Yujing thought about it, maybe yes.

"Friend?" The woman looked at Su Yujing, and the next second, she suddenly pulled Su Yujing's hand very hard, "Okay, make friends." ”

The maid stood aside and was worried, but Su Yujing's face showed a smile, which seemed to be a rare start for her.

Wouldn't she be happy too?

Su Yujing didn't know, but she knew that she was very happy today.

Since she woke up, she struggled with headaches every day, and every day she thought about what she was supposed to be like.

It is all this that will keep her immersed in pain.

But today, she can let go of all this.

Su Yujing stayed with that woman for a long time, and the maid was always by her side, and Su Yujing didn't care, anyway, she just had to think she was happy.

In the evening, after Su Yujing's dinner, she was ready to go out again, but this time, she also specially brought some special snacks for the evening, which were Chinese snacks specially prepared by the maid for Su Yujing.

Of course, that so-called crazy woman would definitely not be able to eat at the Smith house.

"Madam......" The maid felt that since Su Yujing came, she seemed to be living in fear every day.

However, she had to let her go, after all, Su Yujing was a lady, and she was just a servant.

"Mother Yu, I'll just go over by myself, you don't have to come with me. Of course, Su Yujing will also feel that there is always someone around her who is very unaccustomed to following.

Although she has lost her memory, she is not a waste person who knows nothing, it was just that she didn't figure it out a few days ago, it's just that she doesn't know what to do and how to face the future.

Now, she thought about it, no matter what, at least, she should know now that before she regained her memory, what she should have to face was her later life, and she couldn't always feel pain because she couldn't remember the past.

But now she finds that as long as she faces it calmly, in fact, it is really good.

At least, she found that she could have laughed herself, and at least, she found that she was not so miserable.

The maid Yu Ma won't listen to her, she still has to listen to Xiao Jun after all.

"Madam, it's so dark outside, I'll go with you. Yu's mother immediately took off her apron, walked out of the kitchen, and quickly followed Su Yujing.

Su Yujing didn't pay attention to her, she walked straight out by herself.

In the same way, the woman was still sitting alone on the side of the road, and Su Yujing walked over, "Are you hungry?

The woman heard a familiar voice, and instead of screaming in fear and dodging, she looked up at Su Yujing, "Can I eat it?"

Su Yujing nodded, "Of course, I specially sent it to you to eat, and it's all yours." ”

The woman's face showed a smile, a very satisfied smile, but it made people feel sad.

She wasn't very old when she went up, what kind of thing did she go through that would make her like this.

The woman gulped down her head and almost choked.

Su Yujing patted her on the back and handed her a glass of water, "Don't worry, eat slowly." ”

The woman put down the plate in her hand at this time, she looked at Su Yujing with a serious face, "My name is Jiang Yunqiu." ”

When Su Yujing heard her say this, in fact, her heart suddenly froze, she seemed to be a little familiar with this name, but now she has lost her memory, maybe this is just her illusion.

However, when Su Yujing saw Jiang Yunqiu at this time, it seemed that she was not as crazy as she looked at this time.

"Jiang Yunqiu?" Su Yujing looked at her, repeating her name.

Jiang Wanqiu nodded, "Well, I only told you." Only Mrs. Smith was known. ”

Su Yujing felt as if she wasn't crazy at this time, so what did she pretend to be a madman for?

Of course, this is also something that Su Yujing can't figure out.

Because she didn't understand why Jiang Yunqiu had to pretend to be crazy and stupid.

"You...... Not crazy?" asked Su Yujing with a full of doubts.

Jiang Yunqiu smiled bitterly, "I used to be crazy, but now it's okay, it was Mrs. Smith who saved me." ”

However, she is unwilling to face life, and she herself is unwilling to face the past.

If she is pretending to be crazy and stupid now can change her life, is it also a good thing that she can live like this?

In fact, she was sober back then, and when she was sober, she wanted to return to her life and the past, but at this time, she realized that she couldn't go back to the past.

Those people had never intended to let her go, and it was only in this way that she told herself that such a mad woman was not suitable for him, nor worthy of him.

"Autumn. Su Yujing looked at her, didn't say anything, and gave her a hug, "Wanqiu, in the future, everything will be fine." ”

She hopes like this, and in the same way, she also hopes that Jiang Yunqiu can also hold on to hope, that kind of life is the most real.

No matter how much they went through in the middle, no matter how much pain they endured, but in the end, their lives were actually the best.

Jiang Yunqiu smiled, she didn't speak, she thought, she had also looked forward to it like Su Yujing, but the final result was disappointing.

Now she doesn't dare to hope for it, because she can no longer bear the pain, and she can't bear everything she will face.

The only way to live in your own world is to let yourself live in your own world, and no longer open your heart to anyone and say what is in your heart.

And Su Yujing is the biggest accident she has encountered in her life, and she is also the first person she has been willing to be good to her in the past few years, and she is also willing to speak to her.

She had never seen Su Yujing before, and it seemed that she had just moved here.

And she is willing to be friends with her.

"I haven't seen you before, did you just move here?" Jiang Yunqiu sat on the side of the road every day, watching the people and cars coming and going, while she lived in her own world.

Su Yujing was stunned for a moment, she shook her head, "Actually, I don't know, I have amnesia, I don't remember everything in the past." ”

For her, the past is important, but will the future be more important to her?

"Then ...... you" Jiang Yunqiu looked at her, is the life of amnesia the same as the life of madness?

Perhaps, there are similarities and differences, right?

Jiang Yunqiu actually has no expectations for the future, because she thinks that she will only let herself live if she has such a lifelong life.

But was that all she wanted was that?

If there is no love, if there is only pain, a person who cannot be forgotten in a few years, but she will suffer for a lifetime, right?

"Sometimes, maybe it's good to forget, if you forget, you don't know the pain, if you forget, life will be easy, that's good. She even thinks about the days when she's going crazy, she doesn't know how she got there, but at least, it should be painless.