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In 1136, the eleventh year of Song Jingkang, and the eighteenth day of December in winter, the Song court "walked" outside the north main gate of Lin'an City.

An army of 50,000 men lined up in neat formations, with infantry in phalanxes and well-armed weapons; The cavalry was in a shock formation, all wearing armor and holding standard spears, and the fierce aura could be seen even by a farmer.

In the middle and rear of the military formation, in the safest position, there were fifty guns that should not have existed at this time, and the body of the guns was engraved with strange patterns, if you didn't get close, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to see anything; The soldiers all raised their heads and chests, their weapons were magnificent, their military appearance was neat, their eyes were ahead, and they were murderous, and at first glance they were a rare and strong army, as if nothing could make this army lose the will to fight.

For the Song court, which has come to an end, for the Song court, which has been cultivating martial arts for more than a hundred years, and for the Song court, which is congenitally deficient and dies the day after tomorrow, it is an army that cannot be asked for, and it is the last hope of the monarch and ministers......

Of course, it was like this three days ago, and at this moment three days later, the vicissitudes of life, everything, is not for them to call the shots, the era of their calls is gone, the golden age that once belonged to the literati, with the drunken gold fans and drunken dreams and deaths that also belonged to the literati, are gone.

The flag bearer in front of the army holds a thick vermilion wooden pole in his hand, and the big flag with the character "Yue" flutters on the wooden pole, symbolizing the surname of the supreme commander of this army.

In front of the army, there were two generals on horseback, the one on the left was wearing a bright yellow cloak, and the one on the right was wearing a fiery red cloak, and they sat side by side on their horses, as if they were talking about something......

"It is said that the south of the Yangtze River is warm, the land of fish and rice, but in winter, it is not necessarily warm, compared to Yandi Saibei, there is more moisture, colder, brother, this land in the south of the Yangtze River, there is no comfort in our hometown, right? At the beginning, if you could listen to me and leave here, why did you come to this point, our brother? My father is gone, my mother is gone, and I have only one relative, brother. Yue Pan sat on the horse, stretched out his hand, and caught a snowflake, among the snowflakes flying in the sky, this snowflake was the largest and the most perfect shape, just like the moist and beautiful Jiangnan snow in Lu Xun's pen.

"Liulang, don't say these words again, time has passed, how many years, we are no longer young people, for the brother has violated his will once, there will be no second time, you are even more so, as a superior person, when there is majesty, when there is faith, never be emotional, since the matter of the brother has been decided, then, it must be implemented, the order is changed, it is absolutely unusual, now the season, the prestige of the court is more important.

Brother Wei has told you more than once, this may be the last time, in the future, Brother Wei will not be by your side, you have to pay attention to yourself, otherwise, how can Brother Wei blind? Not to mention that if today's safety is in danger, it is tied to you alone, although the golden dog has declined, but the national strength still exists, after the brother goes, he may not be able to do his best, and the grassland is so big, I don't know how many thousands of miles it is, there are countless jackals, tigers and leopards, and it can be pacified overnight.

What the former Tang Dynasty has not completed after three hundred years of exhaustion, it is not something that can be completed by 50,000 people for my brother, you must be even more cautious, and you must not slack off in the slightest! Can you remember? Yue Fei turned his head to look at his only brother, his eyes showing a little sadness and reluctance.

Yue Fan closed his eyes, calmed down his mood, and after a while, he opened his eyes again, met Yue Fei's eyes, and captured the sadness and reluctance, his heart beat a few times, and it was almost difficult to suppress the pain.

Over the years, Mingming's tears have dried up, Mingming's heart has become like a stone, Mingming has sworn that there will be no more superfluous emotions, and Mingming has been able to gain the power to control everything, but ...... Brother...... You're still my only brother......

"Brother, since we left our hometown, more than ten years have passed, and the world is impermanent, but you are only thirty-three years old, a good age, and a rare talent in a hundred years, just when you are making contributions to the country, and sister-in-law, and nephews, do you just bear it like this?" Yue Chuan finally faced up to his feelings, he had to do this, he had to make a final attempt, if he hadn't made an attempt, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

Yue Fei looked away, turned around and looked deeply at Lin'an City behind him, and then threw his gaze to the far north, and said with a smile: "Liulang, these words, for my brother has been said more than once, His Majesty gave Jingzhong the battle flag, Jingzhong Yue Fei, it is the eternal spur for the brother, the loyal minister does not matter the two masters, the mind of the brother has been decided, but the world is impermanent, in this situation, there is only one way for the brother to go, that is, the road in front of him, the brother must embark on this road, the country can be stable, and the people can live and work in peace and contentment."

These are all things you understand, your talent is too much more than that of your brother, you have understood these since you were a child, do you still need to say more for your brother? As for them, with you, how can you worry about them? You're going to take care of them for your brother, aren't you? There is only one request for my brother, in the future, you don't give Yun'er, Lei'er and Ting'er too high positions and too much power, but they can be used as soon as they are used, they are unbearable, and it is best not to let them starve to death.

But it is important to keep in mind that don't treat them differently because of the problem of being a brother, being a brother is voluntary, not that you owe something to your brother, but that you owe a lot to your brother, talent is very important, fairness is more important, you and I understand very well, there is no distinction between public and private, it is the way to take trouble, nepotism, and it is not the British lord's doing, this request, can you agree to be a brother? ”

Yue Fei stared at Yue Fei's eyes tightly, constantly looking for it, even if there was only a trace of attachment to life, it would strengthen his confidence to continue to persuade, but he was disappointed, in Yue Fei's eyes, there was only calmness and relief, Fang Cai's sadness and reluctance had disappeared, as if it had never existed, for a long time, Yue Flip finally realized that this matter was irreparable......

Since I vowed to kill all the golden dogs, how many years have passed, and all the efforts I have made have been in vain in the end? What have I changed? What exactly have I changed?

Changed the world?

Yes, maybe, I may have changed the world...... But...... Why! Why can't it change you? Jingzhong Yue Fei? Is this a compliment or a curse on you from history?!

Still irretrievable? Does history repeat itself? Is all this predestined and cannot be changed? Is there a definite number in the dark? What kind of bullshit is that! So what am I doing all this for? What's the point of me doing all this? God, what are you throwing me here for, what are you doing here? Power? Status? The future of the country?!

It's ironic.

"Brother, I promise you."

After being silent for a long time, Yue Chuan finally spoke, and said these bitter six words, he is no longer a child, but a thirty-year-old adult, a man who is responsible for himself, for the country, and for all those who support him, he also has a wife and children, and many things can no longer be done according to his wishes, and this was the case a long time ago......

Even if you don't want to do it in the first place, everyone wants to see this ending, and for everyone, this is the best ending, but for yourself, it is not the most perfect ending.

But a hearty smile appeared on Yue Fei's face, as if relieved, he lost the biggest burden in his heart, Yue Fei seemed to be much younger, just like the hearty teenager decades ago, that smile made Yue Fei confused, in a trance, Yue Fei seemed to have returned to the past, back to that unforgettable time, back to the starting point of this life, the starting point of all this, all of this, all of this started from that hearty smile......

People often say that life is like a play, that is to say, life is a play, which begins in your own cry and ends in the cry of others; Of course, this is a perfect hypothesis, starting with someone else hearing your own cry and ending with someone else crying, which means that when you were born, someone laughed for you and was happy for you, and when you died, someone was sad for you and cried for you.

From this point of view, the beginning and end of life are not perfect.

When he was born, no one laughed at him and was happy for him, because his mother died in childbirth, his father was overly sad and in a trance, and he had a car accident when he left the hospital gate, he was orphaned only six hours after he was born, and he didn't even have time to leave the incubator and drink a sip of breast milk...... Because of this, he was called the nemesis of his parents by the people in the village, killed his mother and killed his father, and he was a complete broom star......

Because of the death of his parents, Yue Tuo can only be raised by his elderly grandparents, but fortunately, there are still relatives, and there are people who are willing to raise him.

If Yue Tuo's parents did not die due to an accident, Yue Tuo should have lived in the city, and experienced all kinds of life with other children, from a perfect beginning to a perfect end, ending his life, but unfortunately, God did not give him this opportunity, after the death of his parents, Yue Tuo could only live with his grandparents in a small village deep in the mountains.

In fact, in modern times, many rural areas have entered the modern era, there should be everything, this statement that cares, the younger generation who have received modern education also ignore it at all, but the small village where Yue Flip lives is not so, it is in the deep mountains, the mountain road is difficult, and it is not easy to contact the outside world, quite closed, so for some not very good sayings are still quite marketable, Yue Flip was born six hours after killing his father and mother's broom star, and people are afraid of it, for fear that he will be unlucky if he comes into contact with the broom star.

Yue Tuo's childhood was lonely at the beginning, at the beginning, lonely, but not miserable, because his parents are rich people, his grandparents are also one of the richest families in the village, his parents died and left Yue Flip a large inheritance and two houses, his grandparents still have dozens of acres of cultivated land, Yue Flip has not lacked money since he was a child, what he lacks is friendship and father's love and mother's love, which his grandparents can not give him with all their might, life in the world, there are always some things, no one can replace.

Because he is a broom star, no little friend dares to approach him, there was originally, but adults always alienate Yue Flip intentionally or unintentionally, and then warn their children not to touch Yue Flip, that is a broom star, if you touch it, you will be unlucky, and the attitude of adults invisibly affects the attitude of children.

This situation has changed after the age of six, grandparents in view of the bad attitude of the people in the village towards Yue Tuo, so Yue Flip decided to move to the city to live when he reached the age of going to school, and the people in the city are exposed to more things, and the title and statement of the broom star is classified as a joke, and it is not a rare thing to lose his father and mother, and no one blames the little Yue Tuo, but sympathizes with him, so Yue Flip is very lucky to be able to spend the years after the age of six normally.

However, his character, how to say, was discriminated against when he was a child, everyone in the village was afraid of him and stayed away, and he was often called a broom star, hostile to him, and it was impossible for him to have no shadow in his heart, so it was inevitable to bring negative factors to things to people, even if the environment was improved after going to school, the psychological trauma was not so easy to heal.

I don't have any pursuit of things, I just hope that I can live an ordinary life and enjoy my life safely, because when I was young, when everyone spit on him, when he said that he killed his father and mother, when he secretly cried, his grandparents told him that his parents died to protect him.

Mom and Dad's greatest wish is that he can live, that is, he wants to live, and he will not hesitate to sacrifice his life for this, so no matter what others say, no matter how others treat you, you must survive, you must live, your life is exchanged by your parents with their lives, you have to live, you have to live for your parents!

This is actually true, before Yue Pan was born, his mother's health was not good, and the hospital was worried about whether it could give birth smoothly and whether the mother and child were safe, but Yue Fan's mother insisted on giving birth to Yue Fan, and in case of danger, she gave priority to protecting the child, and the reason why Yue Fan's father had a car accident was also because of the mental malaise of accompanying her for several days, and he was in a trance after experiencing the pain of losing his wife, but he still said that a person also wanted to bring Yue Pan up, and when he went to buy baby products for Yue Fan, he had a car accident.

They all love Yue Chuan and love ...... deeply Since then, Yue turned his little heart and made a vow that he must live, no matter what, his life was exchanged for his life by his parents, and he not only wanted to live for himself, but also for his parents, no matter what, he had to live! No matter what method you use, you have to live until you can't live anymore! Live until you can go and meet your mom and dad!

But this determination has changed a bit for some reason.

He has not participated in any dangerous things since he was a child, the danger here refers to what he thinks is dangerous, such as sports, such as competitions, such as outings, he is paranoid that protecting himself is the most important, and if you want to protect yourself, you can only avoid all risks, so he stubbornly refuses everything that may encounter danger, trying to avoid all risks, and close his heart, so he has been considered a famous fear of death since he was a child, and his reputation is far and wide, and no girl likes to be afraid of death.

Until after going to college, the social atmosphere gradually changed, the fourth type of creature of the female man began to appear on the stage of history, Yue Flip ushered in his own spring, made a timid female man who did not dislike him, his girlfriend was very good, and the force value was quite high, his personality was bold, he called himself "Jiangnan Woman", a karate master, who once won against four big men alone, and was also a man of the hour, and those things between her and Yue Flip were once widely spread, it is said that this woman chased Yue Flip, The condition given was to protect Yue Flip in all directions, and Yue Flip agreed with a twist......

Later, according to this, the woman herself was drunk and revealed that the reason why she fell in love with the legendary Yue Flip, who even had to confront a wild cat for three seconds - and then looked around to find the safest place to occupy it - and then her brain rotated at high speed to make a retreat plan - and then retreated according to the plan Yue Flip, a life-saving expert, was because she thought Yue Flip was very cute and weak, which made her protective......

But the two of them are really a perfect match, one is timid and afraid of death and the other is bold, this woman's cheerfulness and liveliness deeply infected Yue Tuo, Yue Flip began to show his rare sunny side during this period, and began to try things that were regarded as flood beasts in the past, and showed a talent for complaining, complaining expressionlessly about others and making others want to cry without tears, so that this woman was fascinated, grabbed Yue Flip, and threatened to marry Yue Flip after graduation, no one in the whole school thought that the two of them would not be happy for a lifetime......

But life is like a play, and as the protagonist, human beings can only act according to the script, there is no way to play freely, the script can be written and acted as such, the script wants you to die, you will die, Yue Fu has lived tremblingly for twenty years, but he still can't escape the ending of death.

His girlfriend took him on a motorcycle on a trip, and he encountered a series of car accidents on the road, the motorcycle overturned, and both of them fell to the ground. (A good event for pie in the sky, cool mobile phones are waiting for you!) Follow the ~ point / Chinese network public account (WeChat add friends - add public account - enter qdread can be), participate now! Everyone has a prize, now pay attention to the qdread WeChat public account! ）