It's like some nameless imprint touched by the bottom of the heart, slowly flowing into the bloodstream, seeping into the plasma, and finally into the atrium.

The viscous blood was soaked with bone-eating ants, and the exposed wounds floated in the grass crawling with maggots, as if the pain could show more and more the courage to continue to live, a little bit of heart-piercing pain, bursts of exciting pleasure, no sadness, no wailing, just a pair of indifferent eyes, looking at all indifferent appearances.

When you're alone, you're always cranky.

Just like Xu Chen, lying on the bed with his eyes open looking for sleep. And sleepiness is so wonderful, sometimes you are waiting for it, and sometimes it is waiting for you.

Xu Chenjue often couldn't find it.

How is it possible to fall asleep so easily?

Xu Chen has never been a nervous person, and there will always be a kind of resistance to the unfamiliar environment, but his professional quality forces him to subconsciously overcome this feeling, so things often get very bad.

It's just an ordinary person, even if he travels to ancient times, he is still an ordinary person, Xu Chen didn't imagine himself to be very awesome, how to be powerful in ancient times, even if he had this idea when he first came, he was already awakened by the princess.

Indeed, with Xu Chen's indecisive and scheming personality at present, it is difficult to become powerful in a short period of time.

In the past two months, too many things have happened, Xu Chen has been looking for a way to live, yes, Xu Chen does not have any ambitions now, he just wants to be able to integrate into this era and then live.

For an ordinary person who has died, being alive means too much, and Xu Chen also believes that since he has returned to ancient times and has a second life, he must cherish it and live quietly.

The above thoughts were what Xu Chen had in mind when he first crossed over.

But now Xu Chen may have changed.

When alone, especially at night, the big power engineer will always fall into contemplation, most likely because of the lure of loneliness, and will give birth to some emotion.

Was you happy in your past life? What kind of life do you really want? Is there a reason why I came here by myself?

In the past, the big engineer really didn't dare to say that his previous life was not very happy, and he never understood what kind of life he wanted, but now, the engineer who passed by once in the ghost gate would not look at it like this.

In his previous life, he was not very happy, and the engineer now feels sorry that he did not do anything he liked, and everything in life was according to plan.

Xu Chen's first half of his life was to survive according to his parents' will, from learning all kinds of messy things in elementary school, to applying for college admissions, and finally choosing to take the postgraduate entrance examination, everything was the will of his parents, Xu Chen was just listening, and did not resist, at that time he felt that this was normal.

So after graduating from graduate school, Xu Chen ran back and forth all over the country as a senior power engineer, dedicating his life experience to China's power grid. Or is it to work for a living?

Slowly, the Great Engineer became numb and became one of the thousands of slaves in his life......

Always aware of such a problem, now Xu Chen finally began to feel that he did not pursue what he liked in his previous life, and the work he did was not the job he liked, in fact, what the big engineer really liked, it is estimated that even he does not know.

Gradually, there will always be a voice in his heart that begins to call, and Xu Chen also began to secretly make up his mind, since God has given him a chance again, then live in the way he likes, this voice is becoming more and more firm in his heart, Xu Chen is now beginning to think about preparing to let go in the Tang Dynasty.

However, Xu Chen is still very curious about the question of whether there is a reason for his own crossing, reading time-traveling novels over the years, from the beginning of the reason to the end of the cross-crossing without a reason, Xu Chen does not feel depressed, since the cross-crossing has to give a reason, in his previous life, he was an electric power scientist, an absolute atheist, and this time the crossing completely changed the mind of the big engineer.

There is a god in this world, perhaps some mysterious force that cannot be known, and the reason why he appeared in the Tang Dynasty by chance remains to be further observed......

Friday, July 12th.

This is obviously not a weekend, Xu Chen had to get up early in the morning, had a simple breakfast, got into the carriage of the East Palace, and went straight to the palace.

Xu Chen found that these children are still relatively smart, simple multiplication and division have been taught a few times, what is the Pythagorean theorem, trigonometric theorem, cosine theorem, Xu Chen is for the children to dabble in some, but these are not the main lessons, of course the main lesson is Chinese.

The children's main task is literacy, pinyin is too abstract, Xu Chen didn't come up with any good way, so he could only teach word by word.

"Teacher!"

Xu Chen was just about to rest for ten minutes, when he saw a little boy in the classroom shouting, and he was raising his right hand at the moment, waiting for Xu Chen's permission.

"What's the matter?" Raise your hand if you have a problem, this is Xu Chen's rule, and few children dare to violate the rules set by this violent teacher.

"You, do you really know how to compose poetry?" The little guy was obviously a little nervous, so that he was not afraid, Nono said.

The classroom atmosphere created by Xu Chen is relatively relaxed, the children still remember that the imperial uncle came to class with bricks in the first class, and also performed the stunt of cutting the bricks with the palm mouth, which shocked them, originally thought that the teacher was not easy to deal with this time, and they were all nervous, but after a few days, this teacher was not as powerful as the first class.

This teacher is very amiable, the story he tells is so good, especially the Sun Monkey King made trouble in the Heavenly Palace, so that these children are too hidden, but don't look at the usual Xu Chen easy-going, but if there is really a child who makes a mistake, it must be severely punished, so the teacher has enriched an image in just ten days - approachable, kind, stern, irritable, arrogant, and sometimes a little shameless......

Xu Chen was curious about the question raised by the little guy, and before he could answer it, he heard the little guy ask again: "You or Li Bai, which one is better?" ”