I'm going to die, as a hero......

What kind of person can be considered a hero?

Li Ruoshui must be a hero, Zhang Shuye is also a hero, Zong Ze is also a hero, Yue Fei is also a hero, an indisputable hero, in this way, people who die for the country seem to be counted as heroes within a large framework, and in this regard, a complete definition of a hero can also be given, and from then on, such a definition will be used to judge whether a person is a hero.

However, Yue Chuan feels that this should be biased, if it is necessary to see whether a person died for the country to determine whether he is a hero, then perhaps many people who are regarded as heroes by us will lose this glorious title, such as Han Shizhong, in another time and space, he is the first general to defeat the Jin army head-on on the eastern front, and the 8,000-strong naval army firmly locked the army of 100,000 people of Wan Yan Zongbi, if it were not for the Han traitor's informant, maybe he could really capture and kill Wan Yan Zongbi, that is, Wan Yan Wushu, commonly known as the Golden Vulture Technique, he is a hero, right?

But Han Shizhong did not die for the country, behind the glamorous achievements, he also has a lot of stains, such as liking money, wine, and women, which may not be a sin, because it is understandable for a normal man to like these, but the money obtained from embezzlement, the wine obtained by bribes and the women who robbed subordinates may not be so understandable.

Not to mention that in the last days, in the face of Qin Hui's ferocious threat, Han Shizhong failed to insist on his integrity, gave up his solidarity with Yue Fei, and finally died of depression, can it be regarded as fear of death? But if Han Shizhong was afraid of death, how could he not be afraid to lead inferior soldiers and horses to fight with Jin soldiers for more than ten years? How could he ever fear the golden soldiers on the battlefield?

Is he a hero? Or is he not a hero?

After thinking for a long time, Yue Translation came to a conclusion that was not a conclusion, hero, perhaps not only a fixed adjective to describe a person, but also a standard for judging whether what a person did at a certain stage of his life was for the country and the people and heroic.

If the standard of a hero is used as a person's final conclusion, then perhaps few of the people in the entire Chinese thousands of years can be regarded as heroes, which is too sad.

Yue asked himself, he is not a hero, he is just an ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary, if he hadn't come to the Great Song Dynasty, maybe he would have been timid and cowardly, and he would have been a disgraceless ordinary person, an ordinary life, an ordinary person would enter the next reincarnation, and continue to be an ordinary person.

But he came to the Great Song Dynasty, if he came to the era of Zhenzong Renzong, it was okay, Yue Tuo could still hope that he would be ordinary after the Great Song Dynasty was also the most prosperous and comfortable period in ancient China, then he would still be an ordinary person, walking on the street, without any bright spots, gradually forgetting the fact that he was a traverser, becoming an ordinary citizen of the Great Song Dynasty, running around for firewood, rice, oil and salt all his life.

And he came to the end of the Great Song Dynasty, only a dozen years will encounter the tragedy of the end of the Song Dynasty, Yue Chuan still hopes that he can live a lifetime of ordinary life, just like the lucky Emperor Lizong, the outside is changing, and the generals under his command don't want to die, he has always been safe and sound, he has never suffered all his life, he has been an emperor for decades, and he has lived a peaceful life, that is the real representative of the flood after my death, Yue Chuan was once very jealous of this person.

But it didn't work, even if Yue Chuan kept evading, constantly retreating, constantly deceiving himself, and constantly cowering, in the end, he still stood at the forefront of the entire country and nation, holding a big banner that would never retreat, with a group of strong and warlike subordinates, fighting to the death against the invading enemy, and by the way, he had to cover the retreat of a million people, with less than 20,000 troops.

Yue Tuo was a little self-deprecating, at this time, if he was not a hero who did this kind of thing, then who was a hero?

Standing on the battlefield, facing the upcoming 100,000 iron cavalry, Yue Tuo actually still has the heart to think about the philosophical question of what is a hero, Yue Tuo himself admires his calmness a little, speaking of which, if he is a normal person and thinks about normal problems from the perspective of a normal person, then he will definitely not stand here now, either he has been loyal to the country, or he has shrunk in a certain place as a turtle.

Maybe it's because I've been used to being ignored by others since I was a child, and people who have no father or mother will always be considered by people with both parents to be synonymous with being strong, but in fact, it's not strong, but it's synonymous with being very miserable, because I haven't received any care since I was a child, and I don't have any kind of things that normal children need to grow, and I never have expectations since I was very young, and I'm used to any harm, so I'm considered strong.

Expectation, hope, tomorrow, joy, dreams...... These things that are indispensable for the growth of normal children, Yue Tuo does not have, so Yue Tuo got some other things, such as calmness, such as psychological bearing, such as indifference, such as "strong" that is shoddy to the extreme......

Normal children would expect Santa Claus to ride a reindeer to deliver him gifts on a sweet sleeping night, but Yue Tuo was told from the moment he could talk that Santa Claus didn't exist at all......

Normal children will think that making a wish on a meteor and a rainbow can make a wish come true, Yue Flip has been told since he was a child that a meteor can be considered the corpse of a dead planet, and the appearance of a meteor means the destruction of some planets, is it interesting to make a wish on a corpse? The rainbow is just the reflection and refraction of water molecules, and it is the same effect to spray water into the sky with a water pipe, and make a wish on the refracted light?

Yue Flip never knew what hope was, since the only hope was shattered, Yue Flip never had hope again, so it's okay, there is no hope, there is no disappointment, there is no hope, there is no hope, and there is no disappointment to compensate, and he will not be hurt by disappointment, isn't it good?

Calm, calm to perverted cold-blooded calmness, any emotional fluctuations will not be revealed on the surface, and only you know the fierce collision in your heart, and you will never take the initiative to fight for anything, even if the only thing you want is preempted by others, it will only forcibly dispel your true love for this thing, and then tell yourself, forget it, there is a future......

Others' enthusiastic initiative to attack, it will only be in exchange for Yue Tuo retreating step by step, Jiangnan is a complete accident, before Jiangnan, there are many such examples, that is the living black history, Yue Tuo himself can't figure it out, why does anyone like a bastard with an awkward personality like himself? Shake M?

In fact, isn't this another form of escape? Fighting to the death, and then dying in battle, winning a name in history, and obtaining the title of a hero, without taking responsibility for the destruction of the country and the sinking of the nation, future generations will only admire themselves, selectively ignore the fact of defeat, and once they die, throw a more severe test to others, is it not a cowardly move to lose hope for the future?

Perhaps, only those who are indomitable can be regarded as real heroes, and in the evaluation criteria of heroes, perseverance is the real core, right?

But can't you be considered a hero if you do it yourself? What is your determination? It is the belief of the decisive battle, the courage of the decisive battle, and the spirit of the decisive battle, not only to atone for the sin, but also to inspire future generations, so that everyone knows this earth-shattering war, let everyone know that the golden soldiers are not terrible, and let everyone know that we can defeat the golden soldiers and we can win!

Even if we are defeated and the whole army is annihilated, but we also have huge losses in exchange for the Jin soldiers, the Jurchen population is small, they dare not fight with us like this, the Great Song Dynasty has a population of 100 million, and the Jurchens only have a million population, no matter how weak our combat effectiveness is, a hundred fight one, can't we win? Are we lagging behind in technology? Is the economy backward? Is civilization backward? Is the art of war backward?

We are the strongest nation standing on top of the world, and we are the strongest country standing on top of the world! In the long river of history, how many once strong countries and nations have disappeared, and only we have always existed, no matter what kind of decline and pain we have had, we have always continued to this day, again and again to regain our dignity, again and again for freedom and independence to shed blood and sacrifice, we have never lost the courage to fight, never lost the courage to fight for dignity!

Although the Jin soldiers were strong for a while, they were definitely not our opponents, they seemed to have won tactically, but strategically, they had completely lost!

In my heart, there is always a pride and unyielding hidden in the deepest part of the bloodline, or in other words, in the blood of every Han people, there is this pride and unyielding, which is the imprint of thousands of years of vicissitudes in the soul of the Han people, unless all the Han people disappear, this imprint will disappear, otherwise, although the Han three households, they will definitely be able to restore the country!

I've been cowardly for too long, I've been running away for too long, I've been holding back for too long, and now, I want to move forward, look forward, I don't want to be cowardly again, run away again, and retreat again.

Even if I die in the next second, I have to tell all the people in this world why I died, and I have to tell this world that I have been here.

The Jurchen Iron Horse roared over, and not far away, the black pressure pressed an iron horse and roared in the wind, like a terrible beast of the wilderness, as if it was about to swallow the heavens and the earth, Yue Chuan withstood the terrifying wind, stared at the front, pulled out the sword in his waist, and slowly pointed forward - this time, I want to be a real and undoubted hero!

I want to die on the battlefield with dignity!!

"!! to war"