Chapter 160: Pick You Up
Yang Zhi's standard of behavior after coming to this world is to strive to be worthy of his heart. The reason why he persuaded himself to accept Zhao Yan was very simple, there was only the word responsibility, and he really didn't think much about anything else. The sentence he asked Zhao Qi to tell Zhao Yan before leaving Beijing was actually a responsible commitment, and he didn't feel that it was a great burden.
And the pressure that Zhao Yan will face is obviously much greater than that of Yang Zhi. The so-called royal face, her reputation in the eyes of the world, is actually face.
Face is really a very wonderful and hateful thing, and it can be lifted at every turn, and it can only be put down by four taels. The face in Yang Zhi's eyes is just a gorgeous ornament, once the impact on his normal life is beyond the tolerable range, he will not hesitate to throw it away. But Zhao Yan has received the strictest orthodox education in this era, will she not care like him? Will she be able to overcome the hurdle in her heart? If you fall into the tragedy of your life because you can't let go of your son, it's so not worth it!
The orange light in Zhao Yan's room made Yang Zhi's heart feel warm on this cold winter night. I was worried and just wanted to get close to the crack of the door to take a look at the movement, but I faintly heard a voice in the room. Could it be that Zhao Yan hasn't slept so late? Are you still chattering with the maid and maid about something, in order to relieve the cold and loneliness of the long night?
Yang Zhi tiptoed to the window, gently pierced the pasted window paper, opened his eyes and looked carefully, pricked up his ears and listened attentively.
The room was lit by candlelight, and the furnishings were simple but unusually clean. At first glance, seeing Zhao Yan's familiar and somewhat unfamiliar beautiful face made Yang Zhi palpitate. Zhao Yansu faced the sky, her long hair was coiled behind her head at will, wrapped in a coarse sermon robe and hugged the quilt, lying lazily on the warm kang, and she couldn't see how much her stomach was bulging.
There was no one else in the room except Zhao Yan, her eyes were full of tenderness, staring at her abdomen stupidly, and she was talking to herself.
"Someone seems to be talking outside? It must be those mouthy guards who are secretly laughing at your father and mother again. As long as you are with you, my mother is not afraid of anything. Let them say whatever they like. …… Do you know? The first time my mother saw your father, she felt that his hateful smile was full of arrogance as if he didn't care about anything. …… not only made my mother hate her teeth so much, but then somehow she fell in love with the enemy. ”
"Your father is a rare strange man in the world. has amazing talents, Wen Taowu is outstanding, and has made immortal contributions to Great Xia. But he's a bad boy,...... But it's not bad, he's still a little wild. But it's not too wild. I wonder which of you and the child in Yu'er's mother's womb will be more like your father in the future? …… It's almost the New Year, Yu'er's mother hasn't been here for two days, presumably the house is too busy, right? I wonder where your father is now? Will he go back to Chang'an for the New Year? Your father said that if he doesn't hide, he will definitely come to pick us up, and Mom is willing to wait for him! Unconscionable enemy, do you know that my child and I are worried about you day and night? ”
Yang Zhi couldn't help but feel that his nose was sour, and he almost didn't cry: Where is this still like the princess with a proud face and golden branches and jade leaves? It's almost like a silly sister like Xianglin's sister-in-law! If you leave her alone here to suffer again, will she still be a human being? What happened to picking her up? Lao Tzu didn't believe that in the future, the emperor and Concubine Mei would die and have to lose face with their own daughter!
I turned around and grabbed two handfuls of snow, wiped my face, and woke up. Straightened his shirt and knocked on the door. Zhao Yan probably never dreamed that the man she thought about day and night would appear at this time, so she took it for granted that it was a guard or maid on duty at night, and said lazily: "I'm asleep, I don't need you to serve." If there is nothing important, go back and rest. ”
Yang Zhi took a deep breath and replied, "It's me." I'm Yang Zhi. I'm picking you up! ”
I only heard Zhao Yan ask in a trembling voice, "...... you Who do you say you are? You repeat! ”
Yang Zhi coughed twice and repeated: "I'm Yang Zhi, I'll pick you up!" …… Princess, I'm right outside the door, don't worry. Slow down and be careful not to fall. ”
Zhao Yan in the room suddenly fell silent, and it was enough to open the door and stand in front of Yang Zhi after a cup of tea. Biting her lip and staring at him silently, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
Yang Zhi stood silent for a moment, and said with an embarrassed smile: "If the princess wants me to be punished, or if she wants to beat or scold." It's just that your body matters, can we go into the house first? ”
Zhao Yan muttered unheardly: "Wrongdoer! It's really you! I knew you were coming, you were coming! ”
He looked down at his visibly bulging abdomen. His face was flushed and squeaked: "I ...... like this now, you ......." ”
What are you doing? Isn't it because I sowed seeds in a daze, would you be what you are now? Zhao Yan's shyness at a loss made Yang Zhi even more heartbroken. Flashed into the house to cover the door, and picked up Zhao Yan regardless of it, because she was afraid that she was pregnant, and her movements were very gentle.
"What are you doing here? …… Put me down! Zhao Yan only struggled symbolically, and then fell into Yang Zhi's arms like a puddle of water.
Yang Zhi gently hugged Zhao Yan to warm the kang and folded the quilt for her. As long as the raw rice is cooked into cooked rice between men and women, the two people sometimes have an inexplicable tacit understanding. Anyway, what shouldn't be saved is also saved, and there is no need to pretend to be polite, too tired.
After sorting out his thoughts for a moment, he said bluntly: "Princess, I know you must have a lot to say to me, but this is really not the place to talk. Let me make a long story short, I have been ordered to inspect Shandong for several months, and the matter has just come to an eyebrow, because of the 100,000 urgent changes in the middle, I only rushed back to Chang'an today. It's not that I'm pretentious to sell you well, in fact, I haven't had a good breath until now, and I haven't had time to return home. After doing some of the things that need to be done, I will come here to pick you up. ”
It is the innate nature of every normal woman to hope to get enough attention from the man she loves, and Zhao Yan is not exempt from vulgarity. After snickering in his heart, he said distressedly: "Are you stupid?" Don't you know how to go back and sleep and come back tomorrow? ”
He shook his head and said, "It's good that I'm looking forward to you picking me up day and night, but you just take me back like this, is that appropriate?" What should you say in front of Yu'er? Will my mother say yes? How will we explain to our father in the future? In the future, how will you let me deal with myself under the mouth of the people? …… Actually, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and as long as you can come, I'm already very happy. I just want to give birth to this child for you in peace, even if I die, I have no regrets. ”
What Zhao Yan said was what Yang Zhi was most worried about, but he was not surprised at all. Judging from Zhao Yan's family background, growth environment and education, she has created an insurmountable psychological barrier for herself, and it is normal to have this kind of ambivalence to compete with herself.
Yang Zhi couldn't bear to scold her for finding guilt in her brain, and asked noncommittally: "There is no third person here now, let's put aside anything else for the time being, you tell me honestly: Do you really like me?" Would you like to live with me for the rest of your life? ”
Zhao Yan glared at him in disgust, and whispered, "Didn't you ask knowingly?" Now I have your baby in my belly, and you're asking me these crazy things! ”
"Isn't that the end of it? People live for themselves, so why should they care what others think? I won't treat you as a princess in the future, I only know that since you are my woman, I can't wronged you. You don't have to think about anything, you don't have to worry about anything, I'll take care of everything. In the future, let's have a few more children, and the family will be happy together, wouldn't it be good? As long as you can think about that all the time, it doesn't matter. ”
Women are naturally sensitive, Zhao Yan nodded thoughtfully, and suddenly asked, "You...... You've rarely looked at me before, and if it weren't for Xiao Wu's nonsense last time, we wouldn't be where we are today. Is it because I have your child that I am being treated like this now? ”
Yang Zhi didn't want to fool her, and Zhao Yan was not the kind of woman who could fool her casually. He could fully imagine how important the answer to this question was to Zhao Yan.
After thinking about it, he replied seriously: "If I lie to you and say that I have that unforgettable love for men and women, it is disrespectful to you, and in fact you will not believe it." Now I can only say that I have a good impression of you, and the child is indeed an important bond that binds us together, and I have an unshirkable responsibility to you and the child. How so? We have come to a long time, and there is a way to achieve a happy marriage in this world called marriage first and then love, let's ...... Mr. fell in love after having children, and that was pretty much the same. Since this is a fate given by God, then I will cherish it, and I hope you are too. ”
shook her hand and said very sincerely: "The child is mine, and you are also mine." I'm here to pick you up, not to beg you. Come home with me! All right? ”
In this era, once a woman who loves to admit death recognizes a man, as long as the man is not too much of a bastard, she will usually eat the scales and never waver for the rest of her life. Strong men are also more likely to make women feel a sense of security, Yang Zhi can't talk about any emotional truth, Zhao Yan not only can't refuse, but is full of confidence in the future.
Originally, Yang Zhi still had a few words to wake up Zhao Yan, but he finally held back. Comparatively speaking, among the three wives, only Shen Yu is a bit arrogant, although Zhao Yan is not as familiar with the world as Linglong for a long time, but she is by no means a stupid woman. If she can't put down the princess's shelf when she arrives at the Yang Mansion, it will push her into a difficult situation, and life will be very difficult.
At this time, Yang Zhi could finally breathe a sigh of relief. He can not care about face, but it seems unlikely that Zhao Yan will suddenly make a 180-degree turn, and he will not care about him for a while. If you wait until dawn to take Zhao Yan back to the house, it will inevitably be too arrogant.
Yang Zhi estimated that when the sky was getting ugly, the house was still full of wind and snow, so he simply took Zhao Yan and left.
Zhao Yan was shocked: "Wrongdoer, where are you taking me?" ”
Yang Zhi smiled: "Where else can I go?" Let's go home! (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in to the www.qidian.com, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!) )