Volume 1: Crossing, I Am Long Aotian Chapter 44: Huang Simin

"Don't you really know what this thing is?" Long Aotian picked up the puppet and said to Li Simin outside the prison, but Li Simin plugged his ears and pretended not to hear, but he had no choice but to know that he understood internal force and could use internal power to transmit sounds, and a spiritual power was sealed. And this kind of penetrating magic sound with internal force can knock the words into Li Simin's heart word by word, and the effect is simply amazing.

At this time, Long Aotian was very proud, hmph, do you think it's over if you pretend not to hear? Wrong, but the more you care, the more silent you will be on the surface. Your careful thinking betrayed you, Long Aotian was secretly happy in his heart, and he wanted to poke Li Simin's face and bully her.

In fact, Li Simin is a contradiction, her mind is not complete, she belongs to the state of being brainwashed and forcibly instilled with consciousness, but people have not been washed into idiots. She also has a certain ability to distinguish things, which leads to her being immune to some damage, but for some of the contact source damage, every hit is a critical effect.

"Do you dare to turn your head and take another look at this thing?" Long Aotian once again poured his ears into Li Simin's magic voice. And Li Simin of course turned a deaf ear, Long Aotian was secretly refreshed in his heart, no, no, he couldn't immerse himself in the feeling of bullying people, this is immoral, Long Aotian thought about it, this kind of trick should be over, and he was ready to warm up for Liang Ping's appearance.

"It's okay if you don't turn around, but I have a story here that I don't know if you like to hear or not, but even if you don't like to hear it, I'll keep telling it. It's your business to judge after listening, but I think it's your duty to listen, it's a tragic story of a woman. It didn't matter if Li Simin was listening or not, anyway, Long Aotian continued to say to her in a magical voice.

"About 40 years ago, there was a small city called Linzi in the Yue country far away from here, it was a quiet small city, but because of the extremely rich material around, although there were no businessmen and huge wealth, the people inside were still living easily, in such a warm and comfortable environment, there was a girl named Liang Ping in Linzi City was born, Liang Ping was born in a very ordinary family, and her parents were ordinary people who could not cultivate, just a small screw living in the ecology of Linzi City, but they gave birth to a daughter who could practiceใ€‚

Liang Ping's birth and the talent she showed when she was young made the family very happy and felt that there was hope for their future life, so when Liang Ping was very young, they used their life savings to let Liang Ping enter a private school for cultivators in Linzi City. Liang Ping studies seriously, there is progress every day, and the teacher is also very relieved and satisfied with her, if the story continues like this, this will be an ordinary person who has cultivated and succeeded in revitalizing his family and entering a well-off situation from now on, and feeling the fruits of socialist reform and opening up...... Ah no, in short, it's an ordinary turnaround story of getting rid of poverty and becoming rich.

Liang Ping did not disappoint her parents, although she only entered the first acquaintance at the age of 23, but this seems to be a good cultivation and speed from the outside. Although Liang Ping in those years was only ordinary in the field of cultivators, she was already high-spirited in the society of ordinary people, and she was already very beautiful, so there was never a shortage of suitors around her, eating, drinking, and playing every day, practicing and fighting monsters, and living a happy life. That is, at the moment when Liang Ping was standing at the pinnacle of his life, a man named Huang Junjie walked into Liang Ping's field of vision. โ€

Speaking of this, Long Aotian glanced at Li Simin in prison, and saw that although she still ignored Long Aotian, she was unusually silent, Long Aotian knew that she was listening, after all, such an important matter, who would be able to resist being curious, right? If one day, someone suddenly tells you about your father's love story, and you have never heard of it, in this case, who will not be interested? Didn't you see that Li Simin's hand covering his ears was a little open, and he specially left a slit? This kind of body's very honest reaction made Long Aotian suddenly feel that this Li Simin can actually be very cute, and then he continued:

"Speaking of this Huang Junjie, although this person is not a genius of the world, he is not one of those who can be promoted to a level in a month, and he can punch the gods nursing home in one hundred and eighty years, and kick the existence of the demon kindergarten, but he is better than having a good skin, and he knows how to coax girls to be happy.

How can Liang Ping, who has never been in love, withstand this kind of professional teasing, and under the fierce attack of the other party, she quickly immersed herself in the beautiful bubble of love and couldn't extricate herself, and ten cows pulled her and didn't look back. The two know each other and love each other, Huang Junjie's handsome and chic, meticulous, and every gesture touches Liang Ping's heart. This period of time is probably Liang Ping's happiest time.

Soon the two entered the palace of marriage and gave birth to a lovely daughter, if it is a general story, the story ends here. It's a good story, but ......

Creation makes people, the husband and wife once went to the deep forest to hunt spirit beasts, and inadvertently rescued a woman named Li Xiaoyu, after getting acquainted, several people became friends in this way, and often went out together, and in the process of getting along together, Li Xiaoyu had a trace of affection for Huang Junjie, and Huang Junjie also had a good impression of Li Xiaoyu at the same time, after all, Li Xiaoyu is rich. Later, Liang Ping gave Huang Junjie and Li Shuyao space to be alone because they couldn't go hunting spirit beasts together because they had to take care of their newborn daughter, and then the two of them used the spirit hunting as a cover to go and applaud love.

After that, the two of them have maintained an inexplicable relationship, and finally when you were five years old, the two of them chose to deal with the relationship of the three by betrayal, Huang Junjie occupied the common wealth accumulated by the husband and wife over the years, and then put Liang Ping out of the house, and since then the bitch and dog have been together for a long time, and you have also been taken away by your father. โ€

Speaking of this, Long Aotian glanced at Li Simin, who continued to hide on the side of the cell, and seeing that she didn't fluctuate much, Long Aotian decided to continue to take some fierce medicine.

"After being taken away by Huang Li and his wife, you changed your surname to Li, from Huang Simin to Li Simin, you are not comfortable at all in the life of the Li family, Li Xiaoyu treats you as a thorn in the side, likes to abuse you when you have nothing to do, and even sometimes it has reached the level of torture, but she doesn't want to let you go, so she drags it on, and your mother never appears in front of you again. In the end, no one cares and no one loves, you can only grow up in humiliation, and fantasize about yourself a character who enjoys abuse, otherwise you won't be able to live at all. โ€

"Speaking of which, you are really pitiful, your father doesn't hurt, your stepmother doesn't love you, and even your biological mother has never visited you. Maybe you have forgotten a lot of things when you were a child, but you should remember that the little rabbit doll was a birthday gift made by your mother when you were three years old, you have always liked it, and you were reluctant to throw it away after a few patches, and then you were forcibly taken away by Li Xiaoyu on the day of the breakup, and in a panic, your mother stuffed it into your hand, saying that let the little rabbit accompany you, and she will go to you in two days, you believe it, but she broke her promise, and then you have waited from the age of five to the present. โ€

Speaking of which, Long Aotian took a look at Liang Simin again, some people, on the surface, seem to be determined and invulnerable, but many times it is a pair of armor for their most fragile heart, the armor is still invincible in the world, if the armor is broken, it is softer and more fragile than anything else. The question is, how do you break through this armor?

"Then when I first went to Li's house, you were really holding the doll and making trouble every day, and then Li Xiaoyu got upset and began to abuse you, locked you in the dungeon, and even the original doll was burned by your father. But you've become so accustomed to holding something that you can't even sleep. In fact, it's just a kind of self-soothing psychological suggestion, thinking about your mother, imagining that one day she will be able to take you out of hell, isn't it?

Long Aotian continued to say unhurriedly. Then he picked up the doll with a thread, and once again, sent it to Li Simin. This time, Li Simin didn't throw it away at the first time, okay, the biggest reason why he didn't throw it away was because Long Aotian's line was still tied, she had no spiritual power, and if she threw it, Long Aotian would still put it in front of her, so that she had to look at it.

"You can imitate this thing, even if you are amazing, but what's the point?" Li Simin looked at the puppet in front of her self-deprecatingly, she couldn't believe that there would be an exact appearance in front of her like back then, but now it appeared, is there any point? That person still didn't come after all, didn't he?

"I thought you'd be curious about how this thing came about?" Long Aotian spoke in a different tone, if he was aggressive and difficult to be a strong man before, now he is calm, like a bosom big sister, phew, it is a bosom big brother, after all, Li Simin has also put down the hand covering her ears, that is to say, now she can communicate and is willing to communicate with Long Aotian calmly on this topic, so Long Aotian can no longer continue to stimulate her.

"What's there to be curious about, you are the Black Tower, and you have information that no one else knows, and this is what you copied after you got the information from no one corner. Li Simin replied indifferently, but as he spoke, his eyes were already starting to stare at the doll, and he was even touching it. Seeing this, Long Aotian's hanging heart was slightly relieved, there is a drama in this matter.

"Anyway, do you miss seeing it?" Long Aotian said to Li Simin.

Do you miss that time, I miss my mother, I miss the carefree and happy days of my childhood.

Li Simin stared at the doll a little distractedly, and after touching it twice, his heart was resolute again, and then he said to Long Aotian: "What about nostalgia, what if you don't miss it, what's the point, it's all in the past, it's a fact that she hasn't come to me for ten years, even if she is standing here today, what's the point of a mother who has abandoned me for ten years?"

Hearing this, Long Aotian was speechless, not to mention that Li Simin completely misunderstood, even if he didn't. A mother who has abandoned you for ten years is meaningless, how can a father and stepmother who have abused you for ten years be so meaningful? Can you keep your mouth shut for them to such an extent? Have you almost died N over the years? Are they really going to kill you this time in exchange for money? Are you brainwashed successfully?

Take another 10,000 steps back, even if you open your mouth to sell any information now, Huang Junjie and his wife will not be affected, they have all moved to the Han Kingdom, no matter how long the hand of the Black Tower is, it can't reach there, you just opened your mouth to save your own life, why are you so stubborn?

In fact, what Long Aotian didn't know was that Li Simin's current performance was mainly due to two reasons, the first was that she was brainwashed by her father, her father's interests were her interests, her father's words had to be obeyed, and her father didn't let her surrender and wanted her to die, so she couldn't exchange intelligence for her life, because it was not in line with her father's wishes.

The second very important thing is that Li Simin has long been downsizing about life and death, otherwise how could he endure the abuse? She is a redundant one at home, her father doesn't hurt, her stepmother doesn't love her, she doesn't want her mother, she has been abused since she was a child, she has no dreams, no one needs it, and no one cares about her, after being brainwashed and instilled that her father's words are an absolute order, but in the end she was ruthlessly abandoned by her father, and even wished she would die soon.

Coming to school was a temporary escape from the family, but the pressure of spies was huge, not only from the school, but also from the boss. She has no friends, no care, and worries every day, so isn't it natural for her to give up on herself and want to die?

Therefore, what Li Simin needs now is not a promise from the Black Tower at all, not some intelligence for life, what she needs most now is light, a beam of light that can illuminate her heart, and a reason for her to want to live, otherwise she would have been tired of this world.

"Actually, do you have some misunderstanding about your mother?" Long Aotian saw that Li Simin was so disgusted by his mother's affairs, and said slowly.

"What do you want to say?" Li Simin suddenly raised his eyes vigilantly and looked at Long Aotian.

"Do you think that your mother is so ruthless and untrustworthy that she left you in that kind of place?" asked Long Aotian

"Isn't it? At least I haven't seen her for so many years, what do you want to do with a mother who has abandoned her daughter for ten years? What can you do? Don't waste your efforts" Li Simin once again used her trademark infiltrating smile, I don't know if this smile is self-deprecating, or mocking Long Aotian, or both. However, mood swings already reflect a lot of problems, if you really don't care so much, why do you have mood swings?

"Then what if I tell you that she never abandoned you?" Seeing Li Simin's reaction, Long Aotian suddenly felt that there was a play, and said while the iron was hot.

"How is this possible? If you don't abandon me, how can you leave me alone?" Hearing Long Aotian's words, Li Simin turned her head to look at him, she didn't know if it was because of mockery, or if she had some hope in her heart.

"Actually, after Huang Junjie betrayed Liang Ping, your mother Liang Ping has been depressed and unhappy, and she also went to the Li Mansion to make trouble, on the one hand, she wants your father to change his mind, and on the other hand, she wants to return to you, you don't know any of this, right? After making trouble twice, your mother has completely lost her heart to Huang Junjie, in fact, she just wants to get back to you later, but Li Xiaoyu is a big family, the most face-heavy, how can you let your mother go, this is the biggest stain on their lives, and they have disputes with them, so ......" said Here Long Aotian glanced at Li Simin, and the following words were self-evident.

Who are the people of the Li family, and Li Simin knows better than Long Aotian about their policies, Li Simin is obviously dumbfounded when she hears this, she never knows about some things, Huang Junjie has always hidden from her, she thought that her mother didn't want her anymore, but she didn't expect that there was such a tortuous history here. She actually misunderstood her mother, but she didn't expect her mother to have suffered so many grievances for her, and even ...... There may have been an accident.

"What about her?" Li Simin couldn't hold back anymore and asked worriedly. Although her mother has not appeared for ten years, the answer is already obvious, it is likely that she is really lucky, but Li Simin found that she really wants a negative answer, even if she knows that her mother really doesn't want her all these years, it is better than dying for her.

After she made a fuss for the last time, she was asked by Huang Junjie to have a secret talk, originally she thought that things would take a turn for the better, but what she didn't expect was that when she went to the date place, she didn't see Huang Junjie and Li Xiaoyu, only to see 3 martial artists who had just met her ruthlessly, you know, your mother was just a monk in the middle of her first acquaintance at the time, and she was asked out without knowing it, and the ending can be imagined...... Obviously, she didn't want to fight for anything at that time, she just wanted to go back, but unfortunately it backfired, and your father was too ruthless. Speaking of this, Long Aotian looked at Li Simin, only to see that she couldn't accept this fact for a while.

How is this possible? Li Simin's first reaction was that Long Aotian was lying, and these were all fake, how could Huang Junjie be so ruthless? However, when Li Simin looked back and thought about Huang Junjie's attitude towards him, what could he not do? For a while, the evil anger he suffered before, the memories given by his mother when he was a child, and the pain of being tortured and beaten night and night all filled Li Simin's mind.

She began to get angry, she began to be resentful, she began to question her father, she endured what her father did to her, but how could he ...... to her mother. No, you can't think like that, Li Simin was startled by the thought that suddenly popped up, how could she think like that.

She wants to listen to her father's words, she wants to carry out the order coldly, what her father said is true, Li Simin has been repeating these words in her heart, this is the reason why she has been able to live in the past ten years, close her heart, close her feelings. Hypnotize yourself to treat pain as enjoyment, and tell yourself that your father's words are reasonable, and your father is right. She only thought like this, and only by doing so, did she survive these ten years, this was her way of survival, and she was afraid to go against it.

But when she picked up the doll and smelled the faint scent of bluegrass on the doll, she couldn't deceive herself anymore. It was a smell hidden in the depths of her memory, a smell that she had almost forgotten, a warm and familiar smell, and she didn't know how long she hadn't smelled it, but now she just smelled it, and a forgotten breath in her memory resurfaced, along with the owner of the breath. This made her obsessed with the smell of dolls.

The Proust Effect: Scents have a unique ability to unlock previously forgotten but vivid, emotionally charged memories. The scientific explanation is that the piriform cortex of the brain, which processes olfactory breaths, is actually used to store long-term memory. The olfactory system highly overlaps with the limbic system (amygdala), which is responsible for emotion and memory coding. Even the shortest way to project information from the olfactory to the amygdala is two synapses. Therefore, when people usually smell a special smell, it will trigger a large amount of emotional memories. In particular, Li Simin is a cultivator, and his memory is stronger than others.

So those memories of childhood that have long been forgotten began to rush into Li Simin's mind like crazy, as if there were really blurry photos flashing in front of Li Simin, although the photos were blurry, but the gentle maternal love in the memory, the hugs were really impacting her heart.

"Pop" A tear slipped from Li Simin's eyes, this scene not only surprised Long Aotian, but also shocked Li Simin. What is this? Li Simin touched the droplets of water that had slipped on his face, not knowing what it was.