Chapter 111: The Frightened Past

"But don't you think the style of this room—"

"That's not the way it works for me, is it? It doesn't matter, I don't like this style, so I can let the people below modify it, remove these unsuitable furnishings and decorations, and then change the screen, and then put on the objects I like, add my style, can't it? When Mei Changqing said this, Xiao Qiqi really couldn't say anything.

Since he wasn't afraid of trouble, what else could she do? I could only give him the room I chose.

"Well, well, since you choose this one, then you can stay in this one, and then I will move the contents of this room to another room."

"Wait." Mei Changqing saw that Xiao Qiqi looked like he was about to act, so he stopped her.

"What's wrong? Still have questions? ”

"No, I just wanted to tell you that you don't have to be busy, I was just joking with you and didn't really want to pick this room. Actually, my room had already been chosen, just on the other side, next door to the men's shower and changing room. ”

As soon as Mei Changqing's words came out, Xiao Qiqi was stunned for a while, and then stared at Mei Changqing with some surprise and said: "It's really not good-looking, I thought that people like Mei Gongzi must not know how to joke, it turns out that looking at kind-hearted people really make jokes, it is more lethal than those teases, it is really too easy for people like you to blind the eyes of the world." It seems that I will have to re-judge Mei Gongzi in the future. ”

"That's my honor, I hope Mrs. Xiao can really understand what the real Mei Changqing is in the future." After Mei Changqing said such a meaningful sentence, he immediately left the room and went to the living room to eat.

Xiao Qiqi followed behind Mei Changqing, looking at the guy's fluttering clothes, and frowned inexplicably.

But she didn't say anything, and at dinner, as usual, she was treated very attentively, until dinner was over, and they went away, and when it was time for the three children to go to bed, when she sat alone in the room alone, she inexplicably hugged her knees and buried her head deeply.

What to do, she asked herself?

At present, all the problems are easy to solve, and the most difficult time has passed, but on the issue of Mei Changqing, she is really powerless.

She admits it, admits that it is Xiao Qiqi in the past, then she will inevitably have to involve the traces of the past with Mei Changqing, that is not the way she likes, and she is not willing to force herself to accept the emotional world of the original Xiao Qiqi, in this regard, she is the only one, and she will never involve the love debt of the original owner to herself.

But if you don't admit it, seeing that Mei Changqing is getting more and more serious, and he has been guarding her in his way, Xiao Qiqi feels very pressured. It stands to reason that he came to pick up Chu Feng's resignation and return to Beijing, but now that Chu Feng has returned to Beijing, he has not left for a long time, and continues to stay in Zhaojia Village, his meaning is obvious enough, and it is difficult for her to ignore it.

Of course, although she never heard what he said, but occasionally from his eyes, Xiao Qiqi could see that Mei Changqing was very painful, he was very painful about her amnesia and the loss of this feeling, but in this pain, he didn't want to hurt her, so he endured it and could only torture him himself.

This point, from the fact that his body bones not only did not improve under her careful conditioning, but also got worse and worse in the opposite direction, it can be seen that he was thinking too deeply, and his grievances were difficult to dispel, so that he was depressed in his heart and could not be resolved, and his body bones naturally became worse and worse.

Worried about Mei Changqing's physical condition, if he continues like this, he will one day not be able to support it and collapse directly.

So, what to do?

To admit it or not to admit it? No matter which side it is at the moment, it is a difficult choice for Xiao Qiqi, she can't choose, it's a matter of life and death, it's a matter of emotion, she can't choose which side.

Xiao Qiqi, who was desperately slapping her head, had a headache that was about to explode, she thought about simply going to Mei Changqing to sue him, suing him, she was not the Xiao Qiqi he knew, suing him, his fiancée was actually dead, and the living Xiao Qiqi was just a wisp of ghost from another world.

Thinking of Xiao Qiqi like this, she really impulsively ran to the outside of the room where Mei Changqing lived, she raised her hand and faced the door, ruthlessly, wanting to knock down, but she didn't know why, every time she was about to knock down, her hand stopped, and she couldn't knock it down.

She was worried that if she told Mei Changqing the truth, she would not mention the issue of her life and death, in case Mei Changqing couldn't accept the news that his fiancée had died and was very sad, then with Mei Changqing's sick and crooked body, would she really be able to withstand such a news?

Xiao Qiqi hesitated, at this moment, when she thought of this question, she inexplicably hesitated and retreated.

And at this time, Xiao Xingchen, who had just come out of the shower and changing room, happened to see this scene.

He saw that his mother wanted to knock but didn't dare to knock on Mei Changqing's room, and looking at his mother's expression, his mother was quite determined to knock on the door with a strong man's broken wrist, but later, she suddenly seemed to think of something, retreated, and didn't dare to knock on the door.

Does this mean that my mother thought of something? Does it mean that my mother has thought of any memories of the past?

Could it be that Mei Changqing really has anything to do with his mother?

Could it be that the mother is really Mei Changqing's fiancée?

Countless questions poured into Xiao Xingchen's mind at once, and all kinds of questions made him seem to be unable to accept such facts all of a sudden.

Obviously, my mother told him, I told him, my father was a general under the king of war, and if my mother, if my mother was really Mei Changqing's fiancée, then how did my mother and my father meet, and how did my mother give birth to him?

And as soon as he thought of this question, all kinds of unbearable memories of the past suddenly appeared in Xiao Xingchen's mind and echoed in his ears.

"You are a sinful seed, you are a sinful seed, I am not your mother, you don't call me a mother, I sue you, you shouldn't have come to this world, it's all you, it's you who ruined my life, ruined my most beautiful love, ruined my one, you demon, devil, blame you, blame you, I hate you, hate you to death!"

"I want you to disappear, I want you to disappear, if there is no evil seed of you, I am now the happiest bride in the world, the happiest woman, it's all you, it's all your fault, so you disappear for me, disappear for me, I don't want you to appear, don't, don't!"

"Don't let you get close to me for half a step, don't let you come to me, you go for me, walk away from my sight, I tell you, I'm leaving, I'm leaving here, I'm leaving you as a demon, I'm leaving forever, I'm going to see you again, I'm going to look for my happiness, my happiness, my brother."

When his mother finally abandoned him and rolled down the hillside, he always thought that the last three words she said at that time were his own brother, but now, Xiao Xingchen remembered that Mei Changqing, Mei Changqing, and his mother's last call was not the three words of his brother, but Brother Qing, and his mother's name was Mei Changqing.

That's right, it's Mei Changqing, so my mother went to look at Mei Changqing's door tonight, with such an expression, does it really mean that my mother has remembered something?

"Mother, mother, what are you doing here?" Xiao Xingchen, who was very reluctant to come to his past life again, didn't want to lose his mother, and didn't want to lose his current warm and happy life, Xiao Xingchen suddenly stopped Xiao Qiqi, who had decided to knock on the door.

"Son? Why haven't you slept yet? Xiao Qiqi saw Xiao Xingchen's pale face, and habitually raised his hand to measure his forehead, wanting to know if his son had a fever. Son, is there something wrong with you? Mother sees that your face is wrong, and your little hands are so cold, what's going on? ”

"Mother, my son is fine." Leaning his head gently in his mother's arms, Xiao Xingchen felt a lot more relieved, at least his mother has not changed back, and she is still her mother now.

"Then why are you so late and still not sleeping? Can't sleep just after moving into a new home? Xiao Qiqi felt that his son didn't have a fever, that should be the reason, the child may not be very suitable for the new environment, Xiao Qiqi thought so, and Xiao Xingchen didn't want to be hated by his mother, and he didn't want his mother to know what he was really thinking in his heart, so he nodded lightly according to Xiao Qiqi's meaning.

"Hmm."

"Since that's the case, then let's just sleep with my mother tonight, to be honest, my mother also thinks that it is not good to sleep alone tonight, so you can accompany your mother son." Mei Changqing's matter will be put aside for the time being, I won't mention it tonight, let's take care of my son first, when Xiao Qiqi thought about it, he didn't bother with anything anymore.

In this way, she left Mei Changqing's door with her son in her arms, and at the moment she left, the door opened, and out came out was Mei Changqing, a young man who was like jade.

He didn't know how long he had been standing, he didn't know how long he had been looking, and even if he could no longer see the backs of the mother and son, he still hadn't moved, and his eyes were looking in that direction with a slight flash.

It wasn't until the little maid came back from cleaning that when he saw this scene, he immediately added a cloak to Mei Changqing.

"Master, the night breeze is drying, let's hurry into the house, don't blow the wind outside." Xiao Si saw that the master had been standing outside for a long time, and couldn't help but remind.

Mei Changqing looked into the distance again and sighed softly.

"Well, let's go back to the house."