Chapter 62 There is a gift to gain
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The sky is bright and the rooster crows.
"Enemies...... The slave family's oath three years ago was thrown into the water by you overnight, how can you let the slave family see people in the future......"
The fierce confrontation that lasted all night finally died down, and Xu Fu's crimson cheeks were still filled with tears of joy, and he let out a faint sigh.
"Then change your way of life and come to me and be my woman." After Zhu Daolin finished speaking, he looked at Xu Fu's charming face gently.
Zhu Daolin knows Xu Fu's sad past, and understands her desperate vow of "never touch any man again in this life".
Xu Fu, who was gradually recovering, was full of happiness, slowly leaned on Zhu Daolin's broad arm, and asked leisurely: "Wrongdoer, are you really willing to let me be your woman?" ”
Zhu Daolin smiled: "Are you worried that I won't be able to cope with it?" ”
Xu Fu couldn't help pinching Zhu Daolin, and pouted with fiery red lips: "Don't tease the slave family anymore, the slave family will talk to you about serious things." ”
Zhu Daolin raised his hand and gently brushed away the strand of hair that covered her eyes: "Don't be nostalgic for everything now, let it all go, before the New Year's Lantern Festival, I will bring enough guzheng, pipa, yueqin, dulcimer, huqin, flute, tambourine and other musical instruments, compile and print as many music scores as possible, and work together with you to open a well-equipped and large-scale specialized school, and teach the skills of you, me and other musicians to more children without reservation." ”
"In this way, isn't it better than staying in this sad place on the shore of Qinhuai? Don't hesitate, baby, come to me, be my woman, start a new life with me, have me with you, and soon forget all the sadness and loneliness. ”
Xu Fu was moved to tears, choked and twitched on his shoulders.
Zhu Daolin stroked the beauty's soft spine and said in a low voice: "If you don't speak, I'll take you as a promise." ”
"Scoundrel!"
Xu Fu wiped away the tears on his cheeks, smiled, and gently slapped Zhu Daolin's shoulder: "You have a small shadow by your side, a smoke, and that little girl named Gu Mei, I don't know who else will be in the future, can you take care of it?" ”
Zhu Daolin couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Xiaoying will only turn sixteen after the first month of next year, even if I marry her, I have to carefully hold it in the palm of my hand, not to mention the girl who is only fifteen years old now." ”
"Moreover, if the smoke girl does not have Xiaoying's precocious maturity, even if I marry her back the day after tomorrow, I will not dare to have a husband and wife with her until she reaches the age of seventeen...... As for the girl who is less than thirteen years old, let alone you, Xu Fu, can let me hold it in my arms with peace of mind and let you give birth to a child for me! ”
"Also, don't say anything older than me, I'm twenty-five this year, you're twenty-eight, and the female junior holds the gold brick!"
"The slave family hasn't agreed to marry you yet!"
Xu Fu, who was full of joy, gently incensed Zhu Daolin, straightened up and looked at the closed window lattice printed with a touch of the morning sun: "Alas! The slave family promised you, and I will be your woman blindfolded in this life, and the rest of the words will wait for the cigarette girl to marry, and the slave family will slowly talk to you, okay? ”
The ecstatic Zhu Daolin immediately sat up, hugged the delicate and lazy beauty into his arms again, and reluctantly let go of his hand after a long time:
"Let me go back to Zizhu Garden to take a bath, and when I am done, I have to hurry up and gather all the subordinates and stewards to announce the appointment of the butler, and then I will go to the East Cross Courtyard again to see if there is anything else that needs to be added...... In the next six months, the place will be handed over to you. ”
"After the garden under the Tiger Mountain in the northern suburbs is repaired, we will move there together, and the place is surrounded by mountains on three sides and has beautiful scenery, which is more suitable for learning music and practicing musical instruments."
"The slave listens to you."
Xu Fu hugged the beloved man who was about to leave, and was unwilling to part for a long time.
Zhu Daolin finally left the small courtyard by the Qinhuai River in a carriage under the farewell of the charming Xu Fu and a few little girls, hurried back to Zizhu Garden, summoned all the subordinates and the big and small stewards everywhere, solemnly announced the appointment of Lao Shi as the head of Zizhu Garden, really built momentum for Lao Shi, and then patiently listened to Lao Shi's speech on his appointment, and then returned to the bathroom in the east room to take a good bath.
Xiaoying, who had already confirmed her name, had no worries, standing beside the steaming oversized wooden barrel in a thin dress, rubbing her body with a red face for Zhu Daolin, who was half-lying in the hot water.
The preoccupied girl stayed in the study and lit a charcoal fire to boil water and make tea for Zhu Daolin.
Zhu Daolin resisted the impulse surging in his heart, took the cloth towel in Xiaoying's hand after taking a bath, quickly wiped off the water stains on his body, put on grateful and warm clothes and returned to the charcoal ash in the study and sat down, stretched out his hand to scrape the beautiful little Yao nose of the charming girl, took the hot tea she gave and drank two large sips, and the embarrassed appearance of the hot teeth provoked the laughter of the charming girl's silver bell.
"Childe, if you want to eat something for lunch, the slave family ordered the kitchen to make it for you." Mei girl asked diligently before Xiaoying arrived.
Zhu Daolin thought for a while: "It's up to you, I'll eat whatever you want, and I'll listen to you today." ”
"Thank you, Childe, the slave family knows what to eat!" Mei Yatou was overjoyed, turned around and ran out of the study, and walked straight to the backyard.
Zhu Daolin finished drinking the tea in the cup, looked at the inner room where Xiaoying was changing his clothes, and couldn't help but let out a faint sigh, and a lingering sense of guilt surged in his heart again.
From last night's painstaking teasing of Xu Fu, to leaving Xu Fu's boudoir on the bank of the Qinhuai River this morning, Zhu Daolin has always hidden a trace of guilt and hidden pain in his heart, he accurately seized the rare opportunity of Xu Fu's heart, took advantage of Xu Fu's good feelings, and Xu Fu's deep gratitude to his own experience, through solemn promises and ingenious material help, finally captured Xu Fu as he wished, and then took possession of Xu Fu's entire body and mind, all of which came from his dark and selfish heart.
Although Zhu Daolin finally found himself indulging in Xu Fu's beauty and seductive body in Xu Fu's sudden burst of love, he still couldn't erase the hidden pain in his heart, and he couldn't erase the shame that was accumulating in his heart.
After living for twenty-five years, Zhu Daolin has never done such a shameless thing, nor has he ever realized that he has such a despicable and unscrupulous side, this discovery makes him have to seriously examine his heart, hoping to find out the root cause.
After thinking about it over and over again, Zhu Daolin still didn't find a convincing answer, the only thing that can be determined is that he must not lose Liu Rushi and Ruyan Girl, who entrust his lifelong happiness to himself, for this reason, even if he uses another despicable means, Zhu Daolin will not hesitate to do it, and it is this deep and unsolvable ambivalence that makes him feel painful in his heart.
Xiaoying silently came to sit down beside Zhu Daolin, who was pondering, poured him a new cup of tea, and looked at his confused eyes worriedly, but he didn't know how to explain.
In the end, Zhu Daolin turned his head, gently hugged Xiaoying in his arms, and asked a clueless sentence: "Xiaoying, do you say, am I a bastard?" ”
Xiaoying vaguely seemed to guess some branches and leaves, but she was smart and didn't ask, but leaned on Zhu Daolin's arms and silently listened to his somewhat chaotic heartbeat.
Zhu Daolin laughed self-deprecatingly: "I always thought I was a good person, until now I realized that I was not as good as I imagined, I was worried that one day I would hurt my relatives without realizing it, if such a thing happened, I didn't know what to do." ”
Xiaoying's slender fingers suddenly pressed on Zhu Daolin's lips: "The slave family doesn't allow Gongzi to say this, in the heart of the slave family, Gongzi is not only a good person, but also the most trustworthy man, a great husband who is respected by all the people!" ”
Zhu Daolin was quite surprised, stared at Xiaoying's bright eyes and asked in a low voice, "Am I really that good?" ”
Xiaoying retracted his hand, hugged Zhu Daolin's waist, and put his face on Zhu Daolin's heart:
"Before the slave family's father was imprisoned, he told the slave family, don't be intimidated by the predicament in front of you, and don't doubt your choice, people face all kinds of choices all the time in their lives, and only those who know how to give up will finally get what they want."
Zhu Daolin fell into deep thought again, and after a quarter of an hour, he finally lowered his head, said thank you to the little shadow in his arms, and then sent an affectionate kiss full of gratitude.