Dear Duoduo,

Hello!

I'm Dad, and I'm here to write a letter to you in the future, to say what is in my heart.

Today is December 18, 2015, a day that Dad will always remember.

6 days ago, that is, on the 12th, you were hospitalized because of intussusception, this is the first time you have had such a big illness since you were 2 years old and 5 months, a whole four bags of soap and water poured into it, even adults can't stand it, watching you cry heartbreaking, Dad's heart is going to break, I really can't wait for this kind of suffering, all of it is on Dad's body, and I don't want you to have a little more pain!

The next hospitalization, watching you get better day by day, Dad felt very relieved.

But today, reality did give my dad another thunderbolt, and you were diagnosed with a big three yang.

Once upon a time, the word was so far away for Dad, it was as if there were two worlds.

It wasn't until Dad met Mom that he knew that something was beside him.

Mom is a big Sanyang, but Dad has never cared, and even in Dad's heart, he has always loved Mom as an ordinary person, and his life with Mom is as ordinary as other families.

Later, Mom and Dad conceived you.

Back when I was pregnant, Mom and Dad did everything because Mom went through so much sadness that she didn't want you to go through the discrimination she experienced again.

Duoduo you were born smoothly, at the moment of your birth, Dad was speechless with excitement, it was a blood connection, in my eyes, you are the best gift from God to Dad, you are Dad's angel.

From your babbling to the current little adult, the first word you will call is "Dad", watching you grow up day by day, and almost never getting sick if you are healthy, so that Dad never thought that there would be such a disaster.

But today's test results are a heavy blow to Mom and Dad.

I'm sorry, my dearest daughter, but even today, when the success rate of mother-to-child blocking is as high as 90%, you have become one of the 10% who fail.

Seeing you lying in your mother's arms with an ignorant face, my heart was like a knife.

I don't dare to think about what kind of life awaits you.

What will you be like when one day, when the arms of your father and mother can no longer stop the malice of society towards you?

Especially when you are about to enter the nursery, Dad can't imagine how I can face the loneliness that you can't understand if you can't go to kindergarten.

Duoduo, when I wrote this, my father was already in tears.

Throughout the day, Dad has been blaming himself in extreme self-blame, resenting that he has no ability to remove this demonic shackle from you.

At night, listening to you and grandma playing happily together, from time to time to let out excited screams, but Dad shed tears in the bathroom.

Dad didn't dare to look into your eyes, because in your clear eyes without impurities, you didn't know how sinister the future was.

When that day really comes, Dad doesn't know if you will hate Mom and Dad, and he didn't give you a body as ordinary as others.

But Dad really loves Mom and forgives us for our selfishness and powerlessness.

I was desperately searching for relevant information, news and reports on the Internet, just to prepare myself before it happened.

But Dad was really scared, afraid that one day you would ask me, "Dad, why am I different from them?" ”

Duoduo, my dearest daughter, you don't know the strange way people look at you now.

But when you are 10 years old, 15 years old, 20 years old, 30 years old, when you have experienced all this, I think you can better understand the feelings of your parents at this time.

But fortunately, you are still young, and I hope that in the near future, maybe in 10 or 20 years, human technology will be enough to overcome this difficulty and completely cure.

At that time, you will be living under the sun without burdens, just like everyone else.

Then meet a man you love and love you, start a new family, and have children of your own.

Just like Dad, he never regretted meeting Mom.

So, Dad will also work hard for your happiness.

Dad will use all his strength to hold up a protective circle for you to block all malice,

But equally, Dad wants you to be able to live a strong life too!

For tomorrow, come on!

Love you Dad!

December 18, 2015 23:57 (To be continued.) )