Chapter 51: Daddy doesn't have to exist

Xiao Qiqi hurriedly left Su Liunian's courtyard without looking back.

Su Liunian raised his hand in mid-air, looking at Xiao Qiqi's unrelenting back with a slightly stunned expression.

He wanted to say, you have a wound on your forehead, you should bandage it before leaving, but Xiao Qiqi walked too fast, for fear of getting involved with him, and ran faster than a rabbit, which made Su Liunian feel a little uncomfortable in his heart.

You must know that when Xiao Qiqi saw him, it was like honey seeing flowers, no matter how he put on his face, she was sticky and surrounded him. Now it was good that he had never put any face on her with such a pleasant face, but she regarded him as if he were a beast of prey, and would never come close half a step within three feet.

If she hadn't been worried about her son tonight and anxious for him to see a doctor, I'm afraid she would never have stepped into the door of his yard, which can be seen from the fact that she never went to his door again after she woke up, she really wanted to keep her distance from him, and never wanted to think anything wrong about him anymore.

It stands to reason that her approach is an idea that he has always dreamed of, but now, she has really done it, and she has done it so thoroughly, but it is he Su Liunian who is uncomfortable.

At this moment, he was a little sullen thinking about the bloody picture of Xiao Qiqi's forehead just now, and he didn't know why, he suddenly turned around and went to the backyard, took some herbs and his medicine box, and quickly chased in the direction of Xiao Qiqi just now.

At this time, Xiao Qiqi was carrying her son Xiao Xingchen to the door step by step, and Xiao Xingchen on the back asked his mother to put it down several times and let him walk, but Xiao Qiqi was reluctant to let him go, so he thought about carrying his son home like this.

"Mother, you have a scratch on your forehead, you should take a break and deal with the wound. Mother, you better put the stars down, the stars will walk by themselves. Mother, didn't you listen to Dr. Su just now, my son is fine, there is no problem at all, my son can go by himself. Although Xiao Xingchen was very greedy for the warmth that his mother passed on to him, he was reluctant to let his mother be tired, so he once again proposed to walk on his own.

As for Xiao Qiqi, he shook his head and refused.

"No, although your son didn't suffer any external or internal injuries, but after all, you were frightened, at this time, my mother has to protect you well, the road is slippery this dark day, the road is not very easy to walk, my mother can not let you be frightened in any way." When I went out, I forgot to make a lantern, but fortunately there was a moon in the sky tonight, and this round of clear moon shone down, but it didn't make her rush away with a black eye.

It's just that her son is young after all, and he has just experienced this danger again, Xiao Qiqi naturally doesn't want Xiao Xingchen to bump into anything anymore, she would rather be tired herself than hurt her son again.

"But mother, in this case, you will be very tired, and Xingchen is reluctant to see that her mother is tired." Xiao Xingchen thoughtfully raised his sleeves, wiped the beads of sweat on Xiao Qiqi's forehead, and deliberately avoided the wound.

Xiao Qiqi, seeing that her son was so caring, she didn't feel tired at all, she felt comfortable and full of strength.

"It's okay, son, my mother is in good health, how can she be tired with such a small little thing as you on her back? What's more, you, but my mother's most precious and important son, my mother is carrying you, I will only feel sweet in my heart, and I will not feel tired. Xiao Qiqi tilted his head and gave Xiao Xingchen a bright smile.

When Xiao Xingchen heard this, his nose was a little sour inexplicably, and his phoenix eyes were thick with mist, he buried his head in Xiao Qiqi's back, and his little head kept rubbing against the back of Xiao Qiqi's neck.

Such a good mother, he is so reluctant, he really wants to keep it, if he has never received the tenderness of his mother, he is not extravagant, but now that he has received this warmth, he is no longer willing to let go.

And as soon as he is greedy, he no longer wants his mother to think of the past, and he no longer wants his mother to become what he used to be.

What to do? Obviously, his mother should want to remember the past, but he is very selfish and thinks that it would be great if his mother could never remember it.

At this moment, Xiao Xingchen was entangled, his brows were furrowed tightly, and his little face was also tense, which was self-blame and expectation.

"What's wrong? Son. Probably sensing that the little no-dot on his back was wrong, Xiao Qiqi asked in confusion.

"No, nothing." There's something wrong with the sound.

"Son, you tell me honestly, is there anything uncomfortable?" Xiao Qiqi hurriedly put down Xiao Xingchen worriedly, turned around and stared at his eyes carefully, only to find that his son's phoenix eyes were red, as if he was about to cry.

"What's wrong? Son, sue sù mother, doesn't it hurt somewhere, son? ”

"Mother, Xingchen thinks that he is good or bad, good or bad, and he is going to become a bad child, what should I do?" Xiao Xingchen was so worried by Xiao Qiqi, like a child of the same age, he hugged Xiao Qiqi and cried.

"What's going on? Son, you sue sù mother, how can my mother be confused, what do you mean to become a bad child? Could it be that my son did something wrong? Xiao Qiqi raised his hand, carefully wiped the tears from the corners of Xiao Xingchen's eyes, and gently comforted: "Good, son, don't cry in a hurry, tell Sù Niang first, explain the matter clearly, let's find a way to solve it together, okay?" ”

"Mother, my son was on the road just now, I kept thinking, thinking that my mother had better never remember the past, my son likes the current mother, and I don't like my mother to change back to the past, so my son is so selfish, good or bad, I hope that my mother will never remember. Mother, do you say that my son is too bad, is he going to become a bad child? Xiao Xingchen looked at Xiao Qiqi with tears in the corners of his eyes, Xiao Qiqi snorted and laughed.

"Son, your idea is really a bit stupid and naïve, but it's not bad, my son won't become a bad child."

"Really?" When Xiao Xingchen heard that he would not become a bad boy, his eyes immediately lit up and he was energetic.

"Of course, how could my mother lie to you? My son will not become a bad child, my son is a good boy who knows how to be filial to his mother, sensible and well-behaved, diligent and self-motivated, you know? Xiao Qiqi rubbed Xiao Xingchen's head and smiled gently.

"Mother, was my idea right just now?"

"That's not right, after all, no one wants to be a person who has no past, and Niang is no exception, of course, I also want to remember what my past self was like, even if it is an unbearable past, it is also my mother's past, and my mother can't escape, after all, that's also a part of my mother, and my mother has to face it, isn't it?"

"If the mother remembers the past, will she think about leaving the stars behind? Will you not want the stars again? "This is the most important thing, although Xiao Xingchen is not like an ordinary child, but after all, he is only six years old, and the shadow of being abandoned by his mother has always been there, even if he is very strong and wise, he will still have the thoughts that ordinary children will have, he will be worried, he will be afraid.

"Silly son, how could my mother leave you? Even if my mother loses herself, she won't throw away her son, you can rest assured. Xiao Qiqi hugged Xiao Xingchen and patted him on the back comfortingly.

"Son, you have to remember one thing, the mother is still the mother, it's just that the mother's mind has changed, there is no difference between the past mother and the current mother, the mother will always be your mother, but the difference is that in the past, the mother had a dead knot in her heart, and she didn't open the heart knot, and now the mother is just figured out and no longer entangled, in fact, the mother, many fragments, fragmentary memories are still there, but I don't remember them completely."

"So, even if my mother remembers the past in the future, she will never leave the stars behind, right?" When Xiao Xingchen said this, his eyes were brighter than ever.

"Yes, no matter whether you remember the past or not, your mother will not change, and she will not leave the stars." No matter what the original body of the past was, she has become an indelible part of her Xiao Qiqi's life, since this is the case, then she will face it bravely, she Xiao Qiqi has never been a person who likes to escape, therefore, she will redouble her efforts.

As for Xiao Xingchen, when he heard Xiao Qiqi's answer, a bright and dazzling smile immediately appeared on his face.

"Mother, Xingchen wants to tell Sù Niang a little secret."

He took the initiative to drop a kiss on Xiao Qiqi's cheek, as if he had thrown away the heaviest burden in his heart, and the whole person looked a little more lively than before, he leaned on Xiao Qiqi's ear and whispered: "Mother, Xingchen likes his mother the most, even if he sees his father in the future, Xingchen also likes his mother the most." ”

Father?!

Will there be such a person as Dad?

When Xiao Qiqi heard this word, he was a little embarrassed, and the corners of his mouth twitched inexplicably.

Then she thought that even if she really jumped out of her son's father in the future, she would never want it, resolutely not!

Her son is hers alone!

As for the man who doesn't even know what his surname is, don't jump out and grab her son with her in the future, otherwise, she will definitely serve him with a kitchen knife and let him be a eunuch in the next life.

Of course, the best so-called dad doesn't exist in this world, then it's perfect.

It's just that the person who was cursed by Xiao Qiqi, the so-called father in the distance, sneezed a few times in the barracks inexplicably at this moment.

"Lord Wang, are you uncomfortable? Do you want your subordinates to call Old Man Mu to come over and show the prince? ”

"No need, this king is fine, it should just be the night breeze blowing and my nose is a little itchy." The man who was buried on the desk looking at the topographic map could not see his face clearly. I1483