Su Yujing listened to what Huo Qishao said, and her heart suddenly felt a little acidary, because she really didn't know what she should do to be right.

And without those memories of the past, she is not sure what her emotional belonging should be, and she is not sure what she should do in the future.

She was afraid that she would fail Huo Qishao, and she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

"For the sake of me like this, for me who has no memory of the past, it will not be worth it. Su Yujing said to him.

In fact, she also wanted to show her heart and the hesitation in her heart.

Moreover, she didn't want Huo Qishao to give up the better feelings that should have belonged to him because of her.

As an outsider, Su Yujing can see that Qin Xinlan's feelings for Huo Qishao are real, and she is in love with this man.

There is only such a feeling, which is what she knows, what she sees, and the most real.

Huo Qishao just smiled faintly, "It's okay, I know what I want." ”

He said it very clearly, and he also showed all this, no matter what Su Yujing did, Huo Qishao still cared about her the most.

In the past five years, he thought that he had missed everything, he thought that he would never find her again, even so, he still held on to hope, not to mention that now, she was in front of him, how could he let her go so easily?

Hearing Huo Qishao say this, Su Yujing didn't know what to say, because she had no way to give Huo Qishao a clear answer now, and she didn't know what her future would be?

Qin Xinlan hesitated, but she finally walked over, she knew that if she didn't even have such courage, then how could she be worthy of saying that she loved Huo Qishao?

Although the smile on her face was a little reluctant, she still tried her best to hide her dislike for Su Yujing.

"Qi Shao, I know you don't want to see me now, but I still want to come and see you, and Miss Su. Qin Xinlan had no other way, and she could only meet Su Yujing in this way.

Su Yujing may care about these things in her heart, but she understands more in her heart that for her, there may be some things that she should not care about.

She knew Qin Xinlan's feelings for Huo Qishao, and she also knew what she was facing now.

"Qi Shao, then I'll go back to the sick house first, and you can accompany Miss Qin. Su Yujing heard that Qin Xinlan was actually here to find Huo Qishao, and the two of them could only be regarded as strangers, they had met once, and they didn't know each other.

Of course, Qin Xinlan knew that Su Yujing would be like this, and she was still very satisfied with her attitude.

But the person she really wanted to find was not Huo Qishao, but Su Yujing.

"No need, I want to come to you for a cup of tea and sit and chat, what do you think?" Qin Xinlan looked at Su Yujing, this was the purpose of her coming here.

Su Yujing didn't expect Qin Xinlan to say this, she was still very surprised.

Did she and Qin Xinlan really have something to say? She felt that there should be none.

"Miss Su, you won't even reject me like this, right? It's all women, isn't it good to chat?" Qin Xinlan originally wanted to find someone who was Su Yujing.

"Xinlan, you go back first, Yujing's body hasn't recovered yet, let's go another day. Huo Qishao directly refused.

Qin Xinlan didn't think it was strange, if Huo Qishao didn't say anything and didn't care about anything, she would feel strange, but now, isn't all this very clear?

Huo Qishao chose to cut off all contact with her for the sake of Su Yujing, and even, for him, she has always been superfluous.

"Qi Shao, I just want to have a few words with her, you don't have to think too much. "If Qin Xinlan didn't have a good chat with Su Yujing, then how could she be willing to lose such a rare opportunity like this?

Su Yujing knew what Qin Xinlan wanted to say to her, but she didn't want everything to be like this.

"Qi Shao, it's okay, I also have a few words I want to say to Miss Qin, just a few minutes, I can't delay. Su Yujing said this, naturally to give Huo Qishao a peace of mind.

What they have to do, what they have to face, is not only that.

Su Yujing has spoken, so Huo Qishao will not be able to say anything, if he refuses again, it will be useless.

Su Yujing and Qin Xinlan sat on a bench in the garden, and it was really rare for the two of them to sit together like this.

"Miss Qin, you come to me, if you have anything to say, you can say it directly. Su Yujing doesn't have to think about it so much, and she doesn't have to care about what Qin Xinlan said, it should be said that now she wants to know more, whether it is Huo Qishao or the woman in front of her who pays for her feelings.

Qin Xinlan didn't know what kind of thoughts and decisions Su Yujing was making now, no matter what, she had to know, otherwise, why would she appear here?

"Miss Su, I don't know what you came back for, and I don't know what you said, whether I should believe it or not, but I just want to tell you that I really love Qi Shao. Qin Xinlan showed her sincerity, she wanted to tell Su Yujing that she was in love with Huo Qishao, so she came to her.

Su Yujing nodded very flatly, "Well, I know, I'm also a woman, I can see it." ”

A woman is deeply in love with a man, how can it not be hidden?

What's more, Qin Xinlan has always been so obvious.

"If you say that you have forgotten everything in the past, is this true?Then you just leave him, even he has forgotten, how can you love him?" Qin Xinlan looked at her, her face was full of pleading, she hoped that Su Yujing could understand, and she also hoped that Su Yujing could give up.

Su Yujing also thought about this issue, but what she wanted to know more was the truth, and she wanted to know what she should be like in the past.

It's just that in her current situation, it seems to be difficult.

She didn't know if she had the ability to make everything better, and she didn't know if she had the courage to face everything.

"Why don't you speak? Is it difficult?" Qin Xinlan was very anxious and uneasy.

Even if she clearly knows in her heart that it is really difficult for Su Yujing to give up or not, because Huo Qishao will not easily change his decision, and he will not love Su Yujing, after all, in the past few years, he has been looking for Su Yujing and has been waiting for her to come back, and now that she is back, Huo Qishao will definitely not give up on her easily.

Su Yujing looked at Qin Xinlan and shook her head slightly, "It's not very difficult, it's just that I can do things with him, but can you really be sure that if I leave, he will be with you?"

"Without you, he would. Qin Xinlan's idea, maybe she was very sure before Su Yujing came back, but now, she already knew the answer in her heart.

Huo Qishao can wait for Su Yujing for five years, what does that mean? It means that he can wait for Su Yujing for a lifetime, even if Su Yujing has lost her memory now, he also takes good care of her.

Su Yujing smiled faintly, "It seems that I appeared at the most inappropriate time." ”

She also knew that all of this was not under her control, and she was just a person to be used.

"I didn't mean that, I know that your departure may not be what you want, and now that you are back, even if you want to be with Huo Qishao again, I can understand. But I really can't live without Qi Shao. Qin Xinlan has always felt that as long as she wants to, then everything will be as she wishes, but she loses it easily.

Su Yujing knew that she didn't have to get it, "I don't want to talk about feelings now, I don't know anything, what I need now is to understand, if you love him, then you use your own emotions to let him face the feelings between him and you." ”

Love will always influence a person, if Qin Xinlan is attentive enough, then everything will be the best, right?

"Are you giving me a chance? Qi Shao is really important to me. Su Yujing said again.

Su Yujing didn't say anything, she got up, "I should go back." ”

She can't decide emotional matters, but she can't.

Huo Qishao had been standing where he could see them, and he was still very worried in his heart.

He was relieved when he saw Su Yujing walking in her direction.

Su Yujing stood in front of him, "Actually, you don't need to be so nervous, Miss Qin, she is still a very good person, she loves you so much, it can be regarded as your fate." ”

Of course, Huo Qishao could hear it, there was something in her words, and I was afraid that what Qin Xinlan said touched the bottom of her heart.

"It's her thing that she loves me, but I don't love her. "Feelings can't be forced, they all know it very well, but sometimes, no one can easily control it.

Su Yujing didn't say anything more, she and Huo Qishao went back to the ward together.

Ren Jiayao until the middle of the night, she couldn't sleep, she was in a bad mood, she was pregnant, but Xiao Jun was not happy at all, he even disliked it.

Has Xiao Jun really loved Su Yujing to this point? He can accept the children born to Su Yujing and other men, but he ignores her who is pregnant at this time, which is something she can't understand.

Ren Jiayao hadn't eaten anything all day, and now, she suddenly felt a little hungry.

She went downstairs and into the kitchen, only to find nothing.

Mother Yu heard the voice, she walked out of the room and saw Ren Jiayao, "Miss Ren, what do you want?

Ren Jiayao shook her head and refused, "No need, I don't want anything." ”

With that, she opened the kitchen cabinet and took out a bottle of wine and a wine glass.

"Miss Ren, you are pregnant, it is better to stop drinking, it is not good for you and the fetus. Although Mother Yu didn't like Ren Jiayao's arrogance, she couldn't bear it.

Su Yujing returned to China for a period of time, and so many things happened, and no one wanted to see the result.

The same is true of Yu's mother, only she knows what has happened over the years.