Amory was also getting thinner and thinner day by day, and although she was torturing herself, it seemed to him that it was more uncomfortable for him than tormenting herself.

What people are most afraid of is not physical pain, but pain in the heart, but nothing can be done.

His figure appeared by her carriage again, but now she just wanted to close her eyes and recuperate, because she felt so tired even lifting her eyelids.

"Bring it here."

At this time, she heard him speak coldly.

Soon, Qiqi's babbling sound sounded by the carriage, and Amory carried Qiqi into her carriage.

A few days ago, she was not as physically exhausted as she is now, and every day she would play with Qiqi for a while, although she was not in good spirits, but being able to see Qiqi every day could also cheer her up.

But today, she really can't do it, and the whole person only feels like stepping on the clouds, soft as a marshmallow.

Amoli hugged Qiqi and never put it in her arms, and she just opened her eyes and looked at Qiqi, trying to pull out a smile, so that Qiqi was not so afraid, and didn't feel that her old lady was lying there like a zombie, not moving.

He didn't speak, just looked at her, the stubble on his chin telling her that he hadn't shaved in days.

Lin Ling'er didn't look at him, she stretched out her hand and held Qiqi's little hand, her hand was white and fat, and the meat was like two small steamed buns, which always made her love it.

"Qiqi, Mommy loves you."

Her voice was as weak as a dying patient, and even when it was difficult to even protect herself, she had to let Qiqi know that she was the one who had always loved her and loved her the most.

Amory's eyes were red, he had tried all kinds of methods these days, but he couldn't let her eat, and now he didn't know what to say in front of her.

"If you still love Qiqi, just eat something for her...... Count me in begging you. ”

His voice was low and trembling, a man who was so handsome and dashing, she was tortured by her to look like a wolf, she was really guilty.

Lin Ling'er smiled: "I love Qiqi, even if I die, I will always love her in heaven, this will not change." ”

When she said such words, she seemed to have a determination to die, which made the listener not only sad, but also angry.

"Xiangmei, take Miss Qiqi away."

Amory said suddenly.

Xiangmei had been guarding outside, and when she heard his order, she immediately came over and took Qiqi away.

"Xiangxue, bring the porridge."

After Xiangmei left, he called Xiangxue again.

Xiangxue held a bowl of porridge and stood at the door of the carriage tremblingly, looking at Amory, and then at Lin Ling'er, as if she realized what Amoli was going to do.

It was only at this time that Lin Ling'er's gaze fell on Amoli's face, and she saw that his eyes were red, like a wounded leopard, and the pain in his heart was all revealed, which was really miserable.

In addition to the pain, there was also the anger that had been suppressed for a long time, and at this moment, he was finally no longer calm.

took the bowl of porridge from Xiangxue's hand, and he slammed the car door shut, causing Xiangxue to tremble and freeze in place.

Lin Ling'er was also stunned, these days, although he tried his best to coax her to eat, but that was his most attentive gentleness, but now, where is his gentleness? From his eyes, she saw only ferocity.

He took the bowl of porridge in one hand and moved towards her, and she subconsciously stepped back.

Without strength, she moved inch by inch, afraid of his approach.

He didn't say a word, and as he got close to her, he clamped her jaw and forced her mouth open, and then, without warning, he poured the bowl of warm porridge straight into her mouth.

She stared at him in disbelief with wide eyes, and the next second she began to resist, and the porridge that flowed into her mouth kept being spit out, his clean clothes were stained with the porridge, and her futon was covered with rice grains.

"Hmm...... Let go of my ......"

She muttered the words indistinctly, her pale face flushed at the moment, and she raised her hands to push his arm incessantly, but he remained as immobile as a boulder.

"I'm not going to let you die, no, no, no! ……”

His eyes were red, like two erupting volcanoes, and his face was hideous, terrifying like a monster.

Seeing that Lin Ling'er didn't plan to swallow at all, he simply pinched her nose, which was a common way for adults to feed medicine to children when she was a child, and at this moment she experienced it again, losing the breath of her nose, she could only use her mouth to absorb air, and at the same time swallowed the porridge in her mouth.

This feeling of compulsion was no different from that of a robber, and the porridge that was swallowed did not taste the slightest, and not only that, because her stomach was constantly empty, and the sudden food violently irritated her throat, esophagus, and stomach, and she coughed incessantly.

This compulsive eating lasted for less than a minute, and perhaps because she was too upset, he finally let go.

At this time, the carriage was already full of wolves, and rice grains were splashed everywhere, and people who didn't know thought they were fighting, but in fact it was even more cruel than fighting.

From her throat to her stomach, there seemed to be a fire burning, and out of his compulsion, her body instantly collapsed, and she coughed incessantly in the carriage.

All the blood rushed to her head at this moment, she felt like her head was going to explode, the blood was gathering and expanding here, forcing her face to flush, and at this moment, her blood was filled with pain, which even made her spasm.

"Ahem......"

Seeing her like this, Amory's toughness just now instantly dissipated, and he threw away the empty bowl, and came over in a panic to hold her shoulder, and tapped her on the back, trying to make her feel better.

"Ling'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......"

She didn't stop him, because she didn't have the strength to stop it, she kept coughing until she vomited, and returned all the rice porridge she had barely swallowed just now.

Vomiting until she couldn't spit out anything anymore, she used her last strength to support her body, looked at him, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes: "Amory, you think I die too slowly, do you?" ”

He was stunned, the pain in his eyes was surging like the surging Beijiang River, he gritted his teeth tightly, trying to make himself look as tough as just now, but when the tears that could no longer be suppressed soaked his eyes, when his lips trembled uncontrollably, the line of defense in his heart finally collapsed.

He had said that her tears were the most lethal weapons, especially now, through her crystal tears, those clear eyes were filled with hatred, and there was nothing to resist against his lethality.

He was defeated, and his bones were gone.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, but he was speechless.

Why would he do this to her?

keeps saying that he loves her, is this how he loves her?

Why can't he endure it any longer, why?

She looked at him and suddenly smiled like a flower: "Amory, congratulations, in a few days, you will get me forever...... Corpses! ”

With that, she fell gently into his arms like catkins fluttering in the air in spring.

"Bell!"

Holding her, he burst into tears, his arms tightened more and more, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, and no one could take her away, "Don't treat me like this, I just want to love you well, why is it so difficult?" No one knows how I survived those days and nights of missing you, and no one knows how happy I am when I miss you! I just want to make this happiness a little more real, why don't you give me this chance? ”

His tearful face pressed against her cheek, and the tight string that had been tight for days finally broke, "I hate the battle of the royal family, there has never been a person as clear and transparent as you, as long as you are willing, I am willing to give up a qiē and return to the countryside with you, as long as you are willing...... Now that you've become like this, what do you want me to do? What should I do with you? ”

He knew that she couldn't hear it, and only when she couldn't hear it, he didn't dare to confide in him, he didn't want to be vulnerable in front of her, he didn't want her to see that he was helpless and vulnerable.

She often asked him where he was gone, and he also wanted to know where he was in the past, but unfortunately...... Never again.

Whenever he faced her, his heartbeat, his nervousness, and his sincere fear were well concealed by him, because she liked his free and easy, and he did what she liked.

But no matter what he did, in her eyes and heart, there was still no him, no matter how much he loved her and loved her, he could never enter her heart.

No, maybe he walked in, but in the end, it was he who closed the door.

"Don't test my love for you like that, okay? I love you, so much, so much love......"

His lips rubbed against her hair, muttering.

I never thought that I would become such a wolf one day, from childhood to adulthood, as the most favored son of the lord, no matter who came before or after, he was the most dazzling and shining one, but now, his heart was broken apart, and the tears shed at this moment were about to drown him.

He held her all the time, from breaking down and crying, to being silent, to being cold as ice, and when the carriage door opened again, it was completely dark.

There is no moon tonight, no starlight, and a cool wind whistling in the mountains, desolate, desolate.

Outside the carriage, Ah Xing and Xiangxue had been guarding not far away, and when they saw him come out, the two hurriedly greeted him.

"Xiangxue, clean up the inside of the carriage."

He regained his old look, but his voice was a little hoarse, and in the hazy night, no one could see the desolation and pathos in his eyes.

Xiangxue looked at Ah Xing, Ah Xing nodded at her, and then she answered softly: "Yes, Childe." ”

Although the two of them stood farther away just now, in the quiet night, I am afraid that even the earthworms underground could hear his cry, how could they not hear it?

Xiangxue accompanied him to cry silently, while Ah Xing secretly clenched his fists, hating Lin Ling'er's ruthlessness.

Such an amorite makes them feel distressed.

Xiangxue got into the carriage, and Amoli slowly put his hand on his chest, and he couldn't see her space, and his heart was suffocated.