Choice, this is a wonderful word, from the moment it was born, it was destined to suffer too much irony, prejudice and incomprehension, because when it appeared in someone's life and became a partner in life, it means that the person has to give up something important in life in exchange for forward momentum, and the things that are discarded, without exception, are cherished by the person who gives up but have to give up, which is undoubtedly cruel for human beings who miss the old creatures. Le Wen Novel|

Therefore, everyone is afraid of choice, but they have to face the choice, human beings need to rely on the choice to decide what will accompany them in the next stage, and which cherished thing in the previous stage will have to be abandoned, even if there is more reluctance, no matter how much pain, it must be abandoned.

As a result, the history of mankind began to move forward, and the direction of progress also changed with the choice made by an individual, Yue Chuan did not know what kind of pain Yang Guang made the choice with before killing his brother and father, nor did he know whether Li Shimin hesitated before killing his brother and imprisoning his father, let alone whether Zhao Guangyi had a tremor of soul before poisoning his brother and killing his nephew, but it is indisputable that their choice, their choice at great cost, changed their own lives, It also changed the future of the entire Han nation.

Naturally, Yue Chuan is afraid of choice, obsessed with the pain brought by choice, and even he is different from Yang Guang, Li Shimin, Zhao Guangyi, he does not know what kind of consequences his actions will bring, maybe Yang Guang did not know whether he could succeed before launching the coup, Li Shimin did not know whether he could succeed before he launched the coup, and Zhao Guangyi did not know whether his poison could kill his brother without being known, which became a mystery for the ages.

People who can change the world are people who can give up the most important and precious things in their hearts, without this determination, they can't change themselves and change their fate, Yang Guang loves his father and brother, Li Shimin loves his brother and father, Zhao Guangyi loves his brother who cares about him all the time, and loves his brother's children.

Everything is the fault of choice.

Along the way, Yue Flip knew that he had made many choices, made a lot of choices that he didn't know was right or wrong, the most recent choice, whether to choose to believe or not to believe Fang Hao, Yue Flip chose to believe, in the face of hesitation and struggle, Yue Flip's choice won him a firm helper in the future, a follower who has never left him, Yue Flip didn't know if Fang Hao could shine, because he didn't know what his choice would bring him in the future.

Standing in the palace hall, standing in this pinnacle of gathering the power of the Han nation for one hundred and sixty-seven years of recuperation, Yue Tuo didn't know what kind of feeling he had, he tried to imagine the tragic ending of this city and this palace three years later, and also tried to imagine what kind of pain and emotion he would have when he returned to this ruin a few years later, the most beautiful things were destroyed in front of his eyes, he knew but couldn't stop it, and he didn't even have the option to choose.

The choice is painful and cruel, and there is no choice, so what is it for?

Yue Flip believes that if there is not only one traverser in this world, maybe he will feel better, because at least someone can share with him the pain and powerlessness of knowing the future but not being able to change it, seeing that the Han nation that has reached the steep peak has fallen into the bottomless abyss overnight, and has no power to recover, what kind of thoughts will Yue Flip have?

Even if you say it, will anyone believe it? Will anyone understand themselves? Who would believe that a "minority minority" with a population of less than one million and less than 100,000 soldiers and horses could swallow 120 million people of the two most powerful empires in East Asia in a few years? Most people in that era looked at the history of the Jin State's elimination of the Liao and the Northern Song Dynasty with "providence", and no one looked for reasons from themselves.

Yue Flip even began to dislike himself who pretended to be stupid all day long wearing a mask, knowing everything, knowing everything, but having to pretend not to be in pain when he was most painful, and not to say it when he should have said it, Yue Flip himself has no backbone that a minister should have, no character that a literati should have, and no hardness that a martial artist should have, omnipotent, in fact, it is all incompetent.

It's time to talk to Emperor Huizong about the wolf ambitions of the Jin State, it's time to talk to Emperor Huizong about moving the capital to Chang'an, it's time to talk to Emperor Huizong about reforming the military system, it's time to talk to Emperor Huizong about not emphasizing literature and light on military force, it's time to talk to Emperor Huizong about moving important things and a large number of people from Jiangbei to the south of the Yangtze River, and it's time to talk to Emperor Huizong about deposing the traitors in the court! Let Li Gang, let Zong Ze, let Zhang Shuye, let them become important ministers in the court!

It's time to say it, it's time to say it, it's time to say it!!

But when he went to the main hall and met the emperor, under the gaze of the Manchu Dynasty civil and military, when he was writing, Yue Tuo once again did not write anything, did not say anything, but wrote a splendid article full of flowers, and wrote the favorite arguments of the monarchs and ministers of the Great Song Dynasty, the countermeasures of the country's basic policies, and the favorite everything in the world of peace.

Our nation has never lacked a backbone, never lacked a backbone that dared to be the first, never lacked a backbone that would rather bend than bend, although there were not many of them, but there was never a lack of them! But at this time, Yue Chuan painfully found that he didn't, he was not the backbone, not the backbone of China......

Why, I'm not afraid to go to the battlefield anymore, but I still don't have this courage, or don't have this backbone? Am I still afraid? What am I still afraid of? Why am I still scared......

Yue turned extremely disgusted with himself......

When the nation is in danger, Li Gang adheres to this belief and has been fighting until death, he has never wavered, Zong Ze is supported in the north, there is no support from a strong enemy outside, and he still would rather die than give in, and his hoarse shouts could not call back Zhao Gou's Huiluan, both of them fought to the last breath of their lives, never admit defeat, never admit fate, and always think about restoring the Central Plains and restoring China, all the time, always like this, never retreat and hesitate......

They dare to denounce the emperor, they dare to denounce traitors, they dare to denounce cowardly and cowardly people, and they do not hesitate to make the whole world their enemy, they only have the future of the country and the nation in their hearts, not themselves! No oneself! Li Gang! Zongze! They never thought about themselves, no! They don't care what happens if they say something like that, they don't care at all! They have nothing but loyalty! Full of loyalty!!

But no matter how agitated and painful his heart was, Yue Tuo's pen never stopped, a serious nonsense, Yue Tuo was probably like this at this time, pretending not to see the life and death of the world's creatures struggling on the line of life and death, turning a blind eye to the mortal enemy who was about to go south, and only caring about making the emperor happy, making the traitors happy, and letting them show mercy, so that they could go to Jiangnan to hide, so that they could survive in the future catastrophe......

Is this what I've been striving for? No longer afraid of fighting, no longer afraid of going to war, no longer afraid of bloodshed and wounded, in exchange for such a result?

I'm really too cowardly, so incompetent, why am I so ugly? Why am I so timid? Ever since I came into this world, I've been thinking about how to live, how to keep everyone around me alive, and how to keep everyone within my power alive...... I thought I was improving, I thought I was growing, I thought I was getting brave......

But that cowardly, stupid, and selfish Yue Tuo never left! No!

I'm still that stupid bastard! I'm still that cowardly coward! I'm still that selfish idiot!

I'm a bastard, yes, I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard, I watch the demons around me, I watch them bewitch, I watch the emperor sink day by day, I see the tragedy inevitable, but I don't do anything, I don't do anything, I don't think I can do anything, so I don't even try, I blame it all on fate, on the will of God, on the restrictions of the times, but I have never paid anything for it myself......

I only think that Zong Ze and Li Gang can't change anything if they pay their lives for it, Yue Fei and Zhang Xian can't change their lives, Han Shizhong has become a coward, Qin Hui has become a traitor, and people who once had firm beliefs are silent, so I just do nothing, go with the flow, at most support the army in the troubled times, and save tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands of people......

That's enough......

Is that really enough?

Why don't I die for my country?