Xiao Qiao raised her head and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.

When she first started vomiting, she didn't take it seriously. In the barracks in the wilderness, the food is always unclean.

It's been 5 days of vomiting today, and she's starting to wake up.

The period didn't come, and she didn't take it seriously. Since he escaped from Jiangnan, in the wind and rain, hunger and cold, menstruation is chaotic. But if you don't have your period and vomit continuously, that's the problem.

Thinking of Ah Bogan's tossing all night, the little weak woman in her heart almost jumped up in horror:

"Are you really pregnant with this devil's seed?"

Oh, my God!

Menarche is at the age of 12. When she ran to her mother in a panic, her mother smiled and hugged her in her arms:

"My precious daughter has grown up, and it is time for my mother to give you a husband."

When he was 8 years old, Mr. taught the "Book of Songs" to several female disciples in the house, saying that "the uncle is also stubborn and drives the king", saying that a woman is proud of her husband. She stood up and said:

"That's how my mother looked at my father."

The husband she wants is like her father. There should be sword eyebrows, and under the eyebrows are big smiling eyes; Have straight legs and wear shiny leather boots; There must be a large number of armor soldiers around him, and they will get on and off their horses and make a sonorous sound of metal; Walking on the road, the women on the side of the road looked eagerly, unconsciously reaching out to support their buns; When he returned home, he would take his wife's hand and take a walk in the garden; When you put down the sword, you have a book in your hand, or a harp.

Before my father's accident, the people who proposed relatives came one after another, and they were all children of high-ranking families from Jiangnan or from the north. When her mother took her on a spring outing, a banquet, or a market, she would point it out to her. Most of them she didn't like at first sight, either they were as fat as a female fish's belly, or they were as weak as mung beans sprouting, some were running rampant on the road like crabs, some were shrinking back like shrimps in front of people, and in short, they couldn't even match their father's toes. There is a boy in Huan Xuan's family who is not satisfactory, but after Huan Xuan's defeat, this child is nowhere to be found. Even if he is still alive, his father is a hardcore rebel, and it is impossible to bring the blood of the enemy family into the door.

Before a real lover breaks into his heart, a catastrophe breaks into the house first. After escaping the Yangtze River, there were only two kinds of men I saw, one was shrunken and weak and slaughtered by others, and the other was strong and fierce to slaughter others. Abogan is, of course, the latter. Xiao Qiao felt that when he tore his chastity, he was like a hungry wolf tearing a lamb. For days afterward, she hurt with every step.

She was ashamed to find out that she could actually get pleasure from his ** after that.

And I have to admit that this pleasure is getting stronger and stronger.

But as soon as Aboxan rolled down from her, lying on the side and snoring like thunder; As soon as her heart slowed and her eyes were fixed on the dome of the tent, she would be irrepressibly disgusted with herself. Whenever she could, she washed herself. It's a pity that there is too little water to completely wash away this shame that seeps into the deepest part of the body. Maybe jumping into the Yellow River will wash it away. But she couldn't die. She is the only survivor of a family of more than 300 people. If she died, wouldn't she even have the person to burn the paper graves of her loved ones?

She also wants to find a man she loves to pass on the lives of her father and mother. Even if she doesn't have the ability to take revenge in the end, at least she can survive the family's bloodline.

But! If the blood of my father and mother is mixed with such a stench of **, wouldn't it be a great blasphemy to them?

She thought about it for a long time, and finally found a solution.

She wasn't sure, because the person she was looking for was also a weak person who could be slaughtered. He should have the means, but he may not have the courage.

But she didn't have a choice. If you don't want your belly to bulge day by day, you can only take this step sideways.

Father, mother, if you still love your daughter, guide her out of this dark fate!