In the early hours of the morning, when the night wind was blowing, a young man stood alone on the roof of the hospital building with a huge red cross symbol and looked out at the silent night sky. The young man, who was no more than twenty-five or sixteen years old, stood quietly by the guardrail on the roof of the building, wearing a slightly thin cotton coat.

In the young man's hand was a cigarette that was about to burn out, and his hand was already a little red from the cold of the deep winter. The young man was unaware, as if only the cold of this deep winter could freeze the unknown pain in his heart, and vague and clear memories flashed quickly in the young man's mind

His parents were killed in a major car accident when he was young, but he survived the summer vacation at his grandfather's house. After losing his parents, he has lived with his grandfather ever since. Occasionally, his second uncle would come to visit him. But he knew that the second uncle's aunt didn't like him to come to live in the second uncle's house. Therefore, the second uncle's aunt also quarreled with the second uncle. Grandpa's affection and affection made him grow up at a young age, and he once vowed that he would find a lucrative job to support his grandfather when he grew up. Over the years, in order to be able to provide him with school, his grandfather has been very economical, and the second uncle will secretly send some money to help him complete his studies from his aunt, so he completed his elementary school, junior high school, and high school in the company of his grandfather, until he was admitted to college, he knew that he could not complete his oath to his grandfather in his life, and he would never forget his grandfather's last smiling face, grandpa left this world with a faint smile with his college admission notice in both hands

The university life was wonderful and the most memorable period for him. In college, he met her, she is a very good girl, and because of her, he is full of hope for an unknown future. But good times always pass by inadvertently, and good times don't stay in good moments forever. When the beautiful moment passes in a limited number of minutes, what is ushered in is the helplessness and ruthlessness of reality.

Although she became his girlfriend in college, she did not have the consent of her parents. Because the girl's family was relatively wealthy, her parents wanted their daughter to marry into a well-connected family. He knew that there was nothing wrong with the girl's parents doing this, because every parent wanted their child to have a good home. Although the girl's parents later learned that the girl had been hiding her relationship for a long time. Since then, the relationship between the two has also experienced many obstacles. But in the end, the girl still uses her insistence to let her parents relent, but on the condition that he can give their daughter a home! There must be a shelter for their daughters! He worked hard to fulfill his promise to the girl's parents, and the girl secretly gave him her savings and he flatly refused. The second uncle also lent him a part of the money saved in the name of the second uncle without telling his aunt

That day was so close to the promise of the girl's parents, and he changed his fate because of a choice, and on that day he called the girl, and he told her that he was ready to fulfill his promise to her parents. Although it was only a part of the down payment, his eyes moistened a little when he heard the soft sobbing of the girl opposite. When he hung up the phone and went to the sales office to see the property, he was in a car accident

A medium-sized car fled after knocking down an elderly woman, and looking at the numbness of passers-by, he seemed to be reminded of his parents' past. He carried the injured old woman to the hospital and paid a deposit for her, but what he didn't expect was that from this moment on, his bad luck also followed, and the old woman's family blackmailed him because the car that caused the accident was not found! Because the old woman has a certain relationship in the family, he has become a suspect in the eyes of the police, and the old woman and her family have almost defrauded him of all his money. Including the second uncle's loan, he also gave the girl's parents who didn't approve of the two being together a better reason because of this incident! How can his own daughter marry a person who is suspected of causing a crime? Although the girl knew that he was innocent, he was doomed to lose her because he could not fulfill the promise he made to her parents and was labeled as a suspect by the police

She was hospitalized because of another quarrel with her parents, and her mother suddenly collapsed due to a sudden illness. The mother's hospitalization made the determined girl begin to loosen, and she agreed with her parents and tried to meet the partner that her parents had found for her. And he had nothing to do because of the old woman and her family's troubles, when he came to the hospital to pay the medicine bill during the day yesterday, he received a call from the girl, she proposed to break up in calm words without a trace of emotion, the girl told him that she was going to get married in a few months, he didn't know how he hung up the phone later, and he didn't know what he said after hearing her propose to break up and get married

With hesitation and infinite loss, he walked into the hospital, but he saw in the hospital that the old woman who was lying on the hospital bed all day and couldn't move went to the bathroom with his hands and feet, he didn't come forward to expose the old woman, he left the hospital silently. He bought a pack of cigarettes and sat alone in a small park near the hospital, sitting silently. As the sun set in the silence of the night, he slowly stood up, and his eyes were as cold as the night of the deep winter.

He crept to the hospital in the early hours of the morning, and put his cold hands around the old woman's neck while she was asleep. Looking at the hateful face that kept struggling and screaming on the hospital bed, but couldn't make a sound, his hands tightened more and more! Looking at those hateful eyes full of fear and complicated looks, the pleasure of relief and the enjoyment of witnessing the hateful person gradually die in his own hands The unknown feeling still pervades his whole body

The young man threw away the cigarette in his hand, and spontaneously combusted only the cigarette butt. Cigarette butts fall into piles of cigarette butts scattered around. It was the last cigarette in the pack of cigarettes he bought. The young man took out his mobile phone, opened it, and sent the text message he had written to the girl. It is exactly 3 o'clock in the morning on the mobile phone after the successful sending. The young man put the phone back in his slightly thin cotton pocket, and seemed to remember something again, reaching out to his left upper pocket. He took out a crystal clear white jade pendant from his left upper pocket. This is a very simple workmanship of the zodiac jade pendant. It was a gift that his mother bought for him with his zodiac sign on a deep winter night when he was young and went out shopping with his parents. Looking at the zodiac jade pendant in his hand that has accompanied him for many years, he can't help but recall the deep winter night when he went out with his parents when he was young. That night, his mother bought him this jade pendant in the middle of winter in his natal year, and this year happened to be his natal year, he stroked the jade pendant in his hand again with a cold hand, and then put the jade pendant back into his left upper pocket.

Without a trace of melancholy or fear, he crossed the fence against the dark night wind, like a fleeting stream of color across the deep winter night.

"If there were any future lives, I would never be a so-called good person"

"Poof!"

The young man's head touched the ground, and a lonely blood bloomed. Almost in the moment of neuralgia, he lost his life in this world. The phone, which had been somewhat shattered, slipped out of his cotton coat pocket. On the flickering and shattered screen, a missed text message was waiting for his owner to pick it up