130. You are different people, how can you compare?
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"If you have something, just say it." Glancing at Meng Zhiyu, Yu Xi suddenly felt a little uneasy in her heart. Although he didn't know what Meng Zhiyu was going to say, he could see from her face full of thoughts that it was not a trivial matter.
"Brother Yuxi, I know that you have a deep affection for Gong Lingyue. But after all this time, you can know how I treat you. Speaking of this, Meng Zhiyu paused. glanced at Yu Xi, and said: "I have been waiting for you for thousands of years, and I thought that you could truly fall in love with me, but it's a pity that ...... ran out of a palace Lingyue. Brother Yuxi, you sue me, where am I not good, and where is I not as good as her? ”
"You are different people, how can you compare?" Turned his head away from looking at Meng Zhiyu. The sadness in her eyes, in fact, he can see it, but so what, love is not charity, you can't ask your feelings, whether it's right or wrong, and give love to someone who doesn't love at all.
"Different people...... Brother Yuxi, aren't you a little moved by what Zhiyu has done for you? Meng Zhiyu's tears burst out of her eyes, and her voice became choked.
She wanted Yu Xi to be able to look back at her, and she wanted Yu Xi to understand how much she loved him, but unfortunately Yu Xi only had Gong Lingyue in her heart.
"Dream fairy, what you have done for me, you can't repay you in this life, just hope to ......" Yu Xi's words were interrupted by Meng Zhiyu in the middle of speaking, tears fell one after another, Meng Zhiyu smiled bitterly, "In the next life, Brother Yuxi, the fate of this life is this life, and we may not be able to meet again in the next life!" ”
"Since you said it's fate, how can you force it?" Frowning, Yuxi was a little annoyed. Meng Zhiyu is a very good, kind-hearted, careful, and gentle, but people really can't be compared, that feeling, the feeling of heartbeat, is not for anyone, and it is not something that he Yuxi can control.
"Brother Yuxi, is Zhiyu's request excessive? Just save Brother Yuxi, you can look back at me and keep me in your heart, even if I lose my innocence for you, I will never regret it! Meng Zhiyu's tears fell even more fiercely.
"What did you say?" With wide eyes, Yu Xi looked incredulous! Just...... What did Meng Zhiyu say just now? Lose your innocence! Impossible, impossible! He had never done anything to her, how could she say that?
"Brother Yuxi, I still remember that day in order to return to the Nine Heavens Palace, after you came out of the Spirit Snake Cave, you were in a coma after being poisoned by the snake, and it was cold for a while and hot for a while, I, I used my body temperature to warm you up in order to make you feel better, but you ...... You ......" Speaking of this, Meng Zhiyu, who has always been thin-skinned, was a little speechless, hung her head slightly, bit her lip and thought for a long time before saying, "You took away my innocence." ”
Her eyes stared at Meng Zhiyu who hung her head, and a flush appeared on her face. Although he had never looked at her in the past 10 million years, Yu Xi was sure that if it weren't for this, she wouldn't have said so.
Thinking of this, Yu Xi hurriedly shifted his gaze and looked away. Is that true? Is it because of what happened to him with her that he dreamed like that night during this time? However, he began to wonder, why he had not felt anything in the past 10,000 years, but only this time? And it was only after she sent the Xuantong Evil Realm that it would be like this, isn't it...... Is this her ruse?
After thinking so, Yu Xi turned her head to look at Meng Zhiyu again, she still lowered her head slightly, as if waiting for his response. Suddenly, he stood up and left the place.
"Yuxi ......" Seeing such a sudden move, Meng Zhiyu also stood up due to inertia, and hurriedly turned to look at him who had stepped out of here, originally going to call him. However, her voice will never play any role, and it has always been the same.
Got used to it? Meng Zhiyu asked herself in her heart, and then hurriedly shook her head. No matter how used to it is, I have paid so much to him, but what I get is still the usual indifference, no matter who it is, my heart will break.
Raising her eyes to look at Yu Xi's departing back, Meng Zhiyu looked at him like this, according to the Yu Xi she knew, this should not be his answer. But did she really know him? If he understood, he should have done what he liked and let him fall in love with him, and there would not have been a palace Lingyue to snatch him.
Originally...... What he likes is like Gong Lingyue, who is a demon girl, both good and evil, even if he has an innocent smiling face at that time, after 10,000 years, he is already on the verge of good and evil.
Or, he doesn't believe her, thinking that she made up all the qiē just to be able to get him, even if he can't get his heart. Or, he believed that this was true, and his thoughts at this time were that since he had already lost Gong Lingyue, why was he afraid of losing another one?
Slowly, Meng Zhiyu also walked forward, following Yuxi's steps. His eyes were fixed on his back, and he seemed so preoccupied that he was unaware of her coming.
Not far ahead, Yu Xi's footsteps gradually slowed down, and finally stopped walking forward. Meng Zhiyu's eyes moved away from his figure, and she looked at the scenery here, and when she saw that this was a lotus pond, her eyes showed undisguised hatred.
If she remembered correctly, this was the lotus pond where Gong Lingyue helped him catch the Qu Yu Divine Beast when he was in the Qinyuan Palace.
Gong Lingyue, Gong Lingyue, Gong Lingyue again!
Is it that as long as Gong Lingyue is not removed, he will never be with her steadily? Gong Lingyue has only known him for a long time, why can he not forget it for ten thousand years. And he, in these tens of millions of years, has been silently caring for him and paying for him, but he can't get any tenderness.
The slender fingertips slowly grip it, and the tighter it gets. Meng Zhiyu looked at Yu Xi's tender eyes, which slowly turned into coldness. Then, he turned into a light and left.
And Yu Xi, who was standing by the lotus pond, didn't care about Meng Zhiyu who followed him here because his thoughts were always very confused.
This was where he first saw her abilities. Gong Lingyue's ability, he had doubted it from the beginning, and it was no wonder that the emperor was so jealous, after all, her parents were demon ancestors and ancient war gods.
Turning around, leaving this place, wandering in this Qin Yuan Palace, every place she once stayed, there would always be her clear laughter in his ears. It's a pity that it seems to be a luxury to hear her laugh like this again.
Raising her hand slightly, Yu Xi stared at her right hand, and it was this hand that wiped the smile on her face little by little. This day was caused by his own hands, and he did not complain about the sky or the earth, but only about the tricks of fate.