Chapter 247: She is unwilling to become nothing
Su Yujing knew that she couldn't refuse, and there were too many things for her to understand that feelings might have existed for her.
It's just that she doesn't dare to face it herself.
Now, she has been back for so long, she should have to face it, she can't hide from it, even if she doesn't do it herself, Qin Xinlan's feelings for Huo Qishao will also be because of Yiyi's existence, as well as Huo Qishao's past feelings for Su Yujing that she can't let go.
Qin Xinlan looked at Su Yujing, she knew that in fact, Su Yujing was not without feelings for Huo Qishao.
It's just that too many things have happened in the past, so Su Yujing doesn't dare to face all this easily.
This is also Qin Xinlan's only chance, it's just that Huo Qishao is indifferent to all this, which makes Qin Xinlan gradually lose patience, sometimes a woman has feelings for a man, and it turns into a kind of despair, which is very terrifying.
After lunch, Huo Qishao accompanied Yiyi back to the room to play, Qin Xinlan and Su Yujing sat in the living room drinking tea, "Yujing, you're okay for a while, in fact, I came to you today, and I also have something to say to you, I know that you have lost your memories of the past, so you have no feelings for Qi Shao, right?"
Su Yujing was silent, she knew that what Huo Qishao had done during this time, everything he had done for her, she knew very well, and she was not a ruthless person.
It's just that in the face of what Qin Xinlan said to her, as well as Qin Xinlan's feelings for Huo Qishao, she didn't know what she should say.
Qin Xinlan saw Su Yujing silent, "Yujing, if you don't love him anymore, if you don't remember the past relationship between the two of you, you can fulfill me and him, okay? ”
Huo Qishao's decision now is becoming more and more obvious, the only woman he cares about has always been Su Yujing, and after so many years, it has never changed.
But Qin Xinlan is different, she has put all her feelings on Huo Qishao alone in the past two years, if she loses Huo Qishao, maybe, she will not have the courage to face the future.
Su Yujing looked at Qin Xinlan, she sighed slightly in her heart, "Xinlan, I know everything between you and Qi Shao, but I really can't make any decisions now." ”
She didn't know what it was like in the past, but she knew that now, she had feelings for Huo Qishao, and that was the feeling she couldn't easily say.
Qin Xinlan originally thought that Su Yujing would not have feelings for Huo Qishao, even if Yiyi was their child, so what, Su Yujing was in the United States for a few years, and by Xiao Jun's side, she had already betrayed him, and Su Yujing was not qualified to be with Huo Qishao again.
"Yujing, no matter what you think now, I have to love him more than you. Qin Xinlan never felt that her own feelings were less, but Huo Qishao never responded.
Now if Su Yujing has the same attitude now, then what should she do?
Su Yujing was silent, she knew that no matter what Huo Qishao and Qin Xinlan were doing now, she would definitely not want her to regret it, not to mention, Yiyi was also very dependent on Huo Qishao now, which she had never expected.
So, she will leave a little bit of a way for herself now, and she will know what she will face in the future.
At this time, Huo Qishao went downstairs, and he felt a somewhat strange atmosphere.
"What's wrong, what's going on?" he asked, but his gaze fell on Su Yujing.
Of course, whether it is Su Yujing or Qin Xinlan, there are some things that they will not say to him.
However, Huo Qishao could guess that Qin Xinlan's mind had never changed, even if he had already made everything clear, Qin Xinlan had never let go, it was because they couldn't let go, so it made people feel that some things were difficult to do as they wanted.
"Nothing. Su Yujing said lightly, in fact, there are some things that she has not decided now, so she will not say anything, maybe, this will be difficult for her, maybe, what she dare not face is the future.
Huo Qishao looked at Qin Xinlan, "You should go back, right?"
When he asked this, it was clear that he had issued an eviction order, and Qin Xinlan couldn't hear it, but what would she do?
Is it easy to leave and let go of everything?
"I'll go up with Yiyi, you two talk. Su Yujing felt that she should give the two of them a chance to speak alone.
But Huo Qishao grabbed her, "Yiyi is asleep, don't go up and make trouble with him, I have something to say to you." ”
What he wanted to say was only related to her, not Qin Xinlan.
Su Yujing looked at the hand holding her wrist, and then looked at Qin Xinlan, her face had already changed.
Qin Xinlan bit her lip, "I have something to do, so I won't bother if I leave first." ”
It wasn't until Qin Xinlan walked out of the gate of the villa that Huo Qishao let go of his hand, "She will come to you in the future, you'd better not see her." ”
"Who do I want to see, it's my freedom, right?" When Su Yujing faced him, she was still very willful and persistent.
Seeing Su Yujing like this, Huo Qishao seemed to see her back then, in front of him, she would never give in, she would only insist.
Huo Qishao sighed heavily, "I know you don't actually want to see her, and what she says won't be as good as you, nor will it make you happy, why do you still want to see her?"
"But there's nothing wrong with her liking you. Su Yujing knows too well, emotional things are never right or wrong, Qin Xinlan is not wrong to love Huo Qishao, and Huo Qishao is not wrong to love her.
"What about me? Don't you know? Or are you still unwilling to face it, but you have to at least let Yiyi have a complete home. Huo Qishao The only thing he can do now, the only thing that can make him close to Su Yujing is Yiyi.
Su Yujing was stunned, had she ever thought about Yiyi's question? She came here, she only thought of starting over, everything in the past few years was like a nightmare and a scam for her, and it was very difficult for her to come out.
Huo Qishao saw that Su Yujing didn't speak, so he didn't say anything more, he didn't want to force her all the time like this, he obviously told himself that he was going to give her time, but when facing her, he couldn't do it.
Ren Jiayao had locked herself in a small room for many days, she had lost everything, she had been kicked out of Xiao Jun's villa, what else could she do?
Why is there only Su Yujing in Xiao Jun's heart, that woman doesn't love him either, if he persists like this, he won't get anything.
If Xiao Jun can't get it, but he is unwilling to accept her, Ren Jiayao will not let Su Yujing feel better, Su Yujing She has a son, she still has such a man who gives everything for her, she is so happy, she will have a woman who will have whatever she wants, she will not let her have a good time.
Ren Jiayao got up from the ground, walked to the dresser and sat down, looking at herself in the mirror, is she still the same as before?
Could it be that without Xiao Jun, she won't get anything?
Ren Jiayao got up and found a bank card, which was the money that Xiao Jun gave her last time, and now, she can still use it.
She made a phone call, booked a ticket back to China, and Su Yujing went back, so she should also see how good Su Yujing is doing now.
No matter how happy that woman is, it is a great stimulus for her.
Su Yujing didn't know that Ren Jiayao flew back to China two days later, and Ren Jiayao even found a private detective at all costs, and investigated all the circumstances of Su Yujing very clearly.
As soon as Su Yujing returned to China, she took her son to live in such a luxurious villa, and that man could be regarded as exhausting his thoughts on her.
In order to let Xiao Jun let her go, she is willing to give up the huge company, and now, she can give Su Yujing everything.
Ren Jiayao sat on the sofa in the hotel, looking at the night outside the window, no matter what, she really didn't hate the city.
Su Yujing should be very happy now, perhaps, she and Huo Qishao are working with you and me, Qingqing and me.
Ren Jiayao walked to the mirror and reached out to touch her lower abdomen, the child was gone, she was beaten alive by Xiao Jun until she had a miscarriage, and in the future, she would not be able to have any more children.
She has completely lost the motivation and courage to live, but if she is not doing well, she has to pull Su Yujing, how can she let Su Yujing live well?
Su Yujing suddenly woke up from her sleep, she didn't know why, she always felt very uneasy in the past two days, and she couldn't tell why.
She saw her son sleeping next to her, a smile appeared on her face, she thought that she must have been overhearted, maybe she had been thinking too much in the past two days, so she would always have nightmares.
Su Yujing helped her son re-cover the quilt, she got up and walked to the balcony, looking out the window, and suddenly a familiar picture flashed in front of her eyes.
She looked downstairs in the garden, a girl with two pigtails running happily, "Daddy, you're chasing me! Daddy, daddy ......."
Su Yujing was shocked, was that her? Is that her when she was a child?
Is this the place where she stayed when she was a child?
However, as far as she knows, she is the illegitimate daughter of the Su family's unfavored, and her relationship with Su Jintao is not so good.
The father in her mouth is so familiar and so close.
She sometimes wondered if her own memory was confused, why did some of the pictures she saw from the past be different from what she knew about Miss Su?
That night, Su Yujing had insomnia all night, and when she was about to fall asleep, her mobile phone rang, and she glanced at the caller number, which was still Xiao Jun's number.
She hesitated, to take it or not to take it?
Xiao Jun's phone kept dialing, over and over again, and finally Su Yujing picked it up.
"Hey, Yujing, you've finally answered the phone. Xiao Jun was relieved after hearing Su Yujing's voice on the other end of the phone.