251. 251 He loved her
hugged her carefully, and the past came to mind one by one.
After he knew the trick she played with Yun Chengcheng, he understood that the marriage was really destined by God, from the night of the hot spring, their life was doomed, she was his woman, whether she was Yun Chengcheng or Lin Ling'er, she had the ability to make him fall in love with her.
She didn't know how much suffering he had to endure during the time she was Lin Ling'er to convince himself not to touch her, watching her circle around him every day, doing this and that for him, how much he wanted to hug her and kiss her......
But she just regarded him as a flood beast, avoiding him, complaining about him, hating him, even so it still made him want to stop, if love is a war, then she won, win beautifully.
He knew where he was losing because he loved her so much......
When she was in the clouds, he knew that he couldn't love, but he fell hopelessly in love with her, this love was like a poisoned rose, the more it was suppressed, the more it grew wildly, the huge stinger pierced his heart into a thousand holes, and finally he confessed.
If she is a poisonous rose, then let her grow in his heart, sting him, a thousand holes, as long as she can firmly take root in his heart alone, and can never be transplanted, it is fine.
But since he found out that Lin Ling'er was his princess, this poisonous rose slowly turned into a wild flower all over the mountains, colorful, gorgeous, and blooming in his heart, he didn't need to suppress this poisonous love anymore, how fortunate that Lin Ling'er was the one who poisoned him.
He was willing to poison her in his life, so he asked her to come from Yun Chengcheng's side, imprisoned Yun Chengcheng, and let her no longer hurt her; He made it a condition to imprison her and promised to help her find her sister's whereabouts; So he would write on the paper "Lovesick know when to meet, this scene is embarrassing"; Seeing Mu Tianning giving her persimmons, he was sour, so he gave her two large baskets; Seeing her and Mu Tianning frolicking on the ice, he was crazy with jealousy, in order to prevent Mu Tianning from getting close to her, he even played the childish trick of "it is better to be happy alone than to be happy" with them for the first time, even if she deliberately lost, he was willing to help her drink bowl after bowl of cold water, and the water at that time was sweet to drink; In order to punish her for sneaking out to play with Mu Tianning, knowing that she didn't know how to embroider, he deliberately let her embroider a purse for him, although the handiwork was clumsy, but the purse was his treasure, watching her make her fingers full of holes in order to embroider a purse for him, he was distressed and couldn't help himself; When Mu Tianning came to ask him for someone, although he was calm on the surface, he was already surging in his heart, and he was so jealous that he could only find her to vent, but there was nothing he could do with her......
I thought that such an ambiguous day would last until the day he ascended the throne, but Yun Chengcheng was unexpectedly pregnant, and when he heard her say "congratulations", his heart was about to break, and he felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, and he was afraid, so he ignored her feelings and wanted to take her as a side concubine, and he couldn't tell her the truth, so he could only use this method to imprison her. No one knew how he felt when he learned that she came out of Mu Tianning's room early in the morning, how he felt when she announced to him that she was going to marry Mu Tianning, and how desperate he was when she refused to admit that the child was his......
However, he could never tell her the truth, and if she knew, he would definitely not let him take revenge, but this was a major event that he had to accomplish in his life, and since he couldn't listen to her, there was no need for her to know.
In this way, one by one, he became her enemy little by little, and if he couldn't get her love, it would be good if he could get her hatred, at least it proved that in her heart, he occupied a position that others could not replace.
Now that their children are gone, he begins to wonder if his decision was right or wrong......
Rushed all the way to Luo Cuixuan, and before the others arrived, Mu Tou heard the voice and hurried out to greet him, but he frowned when he saw the blood under Lin Ling'er.
"Mu Tou, come and see her ......"
Mu Jiuxiao carried her into the main room, Mu Tou hurriedly followed, and after checking the pulse, he told him:
"Kid...... Old slave, do your best. ”
Mu Tou sighed, as if he had thought of such a result, he still remembered Lin Ling'er's expression when he begged him, and the sadness at that time seemed to have predicted the end at this time,
"The prince is still a little prepared, I'm afraid this kid ......"
He stood up and saluted Mu Jiuxiao.
Mu Jiuxiao was taken aback, Lin Ling'er was the original Yun Lingcheng, except for him, Yun Lingcheng and Lin Ling'er, I'm afraid no one will know, why does Mu Touxiang have something to say? How could he be sure that the child was his?
"Mu Tou, you already knew?"
He asked.
Mu Tou saw that he had seen through it, so he said bluntly:
"A person who is so important to the prince, how can her vein be like an old slave not remember? This stupid apprentice, she begged the old slave not to sue the prince. ”
At this point, Mu Tou knelt down and said,
"The old slave helped the apprentice to conceal his true identity, which is a crime of deception, and the old slave is willing to be punished on behalf of the apprentice."
He had known that such a day would come, so when it came, he was extraordinarily calm.
Mu Jiuxiao didn't pay attention to his words, and just asked:
"So, you already knew that she was pregnant with the king's child?"
"Yes, I failed to tell the prince in time, and I ask the prince to forgive me."
Mu Tou admitted,
"Ling'er is guilty of defrauding the king, and Yi Rong must have her hardships in marrying on behalf of her, so she has to hide a qiē from the prince, and ask the prince to read the past love, surround her immortal, and the old slave is willing to accept any disposition on behalf of the apprentice."
Unexpectedly, Mu Jiuxiao did not pursue it, let alone punish the crime, stretched out his hand to help Mu Tou, and whispered:
"Don't mention this to anyone, including Ling'er."
Mu Tou glanced up at Mu Jiuxiao, seemed to understand his thoughts, and immediately responded:
"Yes, my lord, the old slave obeys."
"Get up."
"Thank you. The old slave went to decoction Ling'er. ”
Mu Tou was about to retreat, and then heard Mu Jiuxiao command:
"Boil more hot water and stock up on more water bags."
"Yes."
Mu Tou retreated, and there were only two people left in the room.
Since Luo Cuixuan was uninhabited all year round, it was very cold in the main room at this time, so Mu Jiuxiao lit the stove with his own hands, and then sat down on the edge of the bed.
I don't know if it was because of the pain or if she dreamed of something sad, her brows were tangled, beads of sweat were oozing from her forehead, and her hair was sticking to her cheeks, and she looked tired.
He stretched out his hand to brush away her broken hair, and his originally pretty face was as pale as a piece of paper at the moment, and he held her in his arms in distress, his eyes full of self-blame.
blamed him for being too careless to even find out that she was pregnant, and now that her previous vomiting became clear, he understood what kind of pain she had been enduring alone.
While blaming himself, he was also angry with her, why didn't he believe him so much, why didn't he even refuse to sue him when he was pregnant with a child?
On the day of the banishment of Snow Mountain, it was the first time he learned that she was pregnant, but this news did not surprise him at that time, because she did not trust him, even if he was exiled to Snow Mountain, he did not admit that the child was his, she insisted on leaving, and even did not hesitate to bear the infamy, he was very angry, he didn't understand, he was really so distrusted by her? Can't she see how much he loves her?
So, he let her go, even though he knew that what Yun Chengcheng said was a lie, and Mu Tu was just helping Yun Chengcheng make a show, but because Mu Tu was there, he was a little relieved.
After that, Yun Chengcheng walked into the study with him, and he didn't listen to what she said, because his heart was full of her at that time, both angry and afraid, and he couldn't let go of his pride and self-esteem, let alone her.
He knew that there had been a group of people around Hades' Mansion who were constantly dressing up in disguise, just to wander around Hades' Mansion all day, and they were just waiting for an opportunity, like the last time he took her to the market.
Banishing her to the snowy mountain was considered a punishment for her, and it was also a bait for those people outside, so he didn't escort her personally.
But people don't go with her, but their hearts are always tied to her body, Mu Tianning wants to chase him out, he asks people to tie him up, Yun Chengcheng is very verbose, he asks people to send her back to Chongxiao Pavilion, and after calculating the time, he stepped on the black wind and chased him out.
What he didn't expect was the appearance of Nangong Jue, as well as the death of Mu Tu, although Nangong Jue's Iron Hook and Sickle Warrior was wiped out, he lost his most beloved lieutenant general, and almost lost his favorite woman.
Under the snowy mountains, looking at the weak little woman in his arms, he began to hate his damn pride and self-esteem, which caused him to almost lose her.
He had long known that it was impossible for a woman who had left Hades' Mansion to go back, and he had already thought of a countermeasure at the moment when he banished her, and if he could, he wanted to hide her all the time, so that no one could find her, until the day he ascended the throne, he would personally come to marry her and be his queen.
However, after enduring a month of lovesickness, he finally fell apart on Chinese New Year's Eve, and he rode the black wind and rushed to the Muqing Valley, just to be able to look at her, just a sleeping face to make him feel at ease.
Who expected her to escape, and then was kidnapped by Nangong Jue, that night in a rage, he almost killed all the dead, including Murray, but he always couldn't linger in his heart the words of her: There is nothing more precious than life in this world.
For her sake, he didn't want to kill.
However, there was one person he had to kill, which was why he couldn't recognize her for a long time.
"Forgive me, Ling'er, one day, I will personally make amends to you, admit scolding and accept punishment, I just ask you to give me this opportunity......"
He kissed her forehead and muttered, hot tears sinking into her hair.
He held her like this until Mu Tou brought in the hot water.
He followed her example by filling the water bag with hot water, placing them on the bed one by one, and then carefully helped her take off her clothes, wiped her body clean with a warm hand towel, and changed into clean clothes to let her sleep comfortably.
Born in the emperor's family, this is the first time he has personally done these things for a person that should have been done by his subordinates, but he was willing to do it.