Chapter 3: The End of the Struggle
The quiet deep courtyard of the palace has become quiet and terrifying since Bai Xixie moved into the palace. (Fengwu Literature Network http://www.qiuwu.net.)
http://www.qiuwu.net) Shu Yu Bai Xixie stepped into the deep courtyard again, and his heart was not only mixed.
"Wang ...... Emperor! ”
When an old slave saw Bai Xixie who suddenly appeared, he hurriedly stepped forward to say goodbye, hesitated for a moment and was nervous, and almost shouted the wrong word. Bai Xixie didn't care, just smiled and said,
"Get up, you are an old slave in the palace, and you have also watched this king grow up in the palace since he was a child, what this king was in your eyes before and what he is now, don't be too restrained!"
"Yes, Your Majesty!"
"You still call me the prince, it's really uncomfortable to hear that title this king!"
"It's the prince!"
After a slight pause, Bai Xixie suddenly asked,
"Are they okay?"
"Does the prince mean the old prince and your mother?" "The prince should also know that since the two masters came back from Qilin Villa, they have been in poor health. The princess is fine, but she is depressed all day. As for the old prince's body, it is not as good as day by day! ”
"This king is going to take a look!"
"Lord ......"
"What else?" Seeing that the old slave wanted to speak and stopped, Bai Xixie stopped.
"The old slave has something I want to report to the prince, but I'm afraid that the prince will be angry!"
"Say it!"
"It's the prince's concubine, no, it's Miss Yu's business!"
Bai Xixie frowned, but quickly calmed down!
Standing outside the door of Mingyuju, Bai Xixie was a little melancholy, once upon a time he was so cordial with the master here, but now,
“…… I guess it's the enemy! Bai Xixie lamented, he didn't want to step into this place in his heart, but after listening to the old slave's words just now, he wanted to come here at the end and make a break with the woman he had loved by mistake.
The door opened, not pushed open from the outside, but from the inside. Bai Xixie didn't expect it, and was a little surprised, but immediately returned to his original calm and indifference. A familiar face appeared inside the door, but the former beauty was so haggard and vicissitudes at the moment. Seeing the person who suddenly appeared outside the door, Kong Moyu just stared blankly, her calm was really a little scary, and her eyes were full of emptiness. It was as if she had never seen the person in front of her before.
"Who are you? Why in front of my house? ”
Even though he had listened to the old slave's report before, and now he heard the person in front of him say such a thing, Bai Xixie was still a little surprised. But this surprise quickly turned into lament and pity.
Without waiting for Bai Xixie to answer, the person in front of him asked again,
"Have we met? It doesn't seem to be ......" Kong Moyu seemed to ask, but it seemed to be talking to himself.
"By the way, have you seen my husband?"
"Husband?"
"Yes, husband," mentioning husband, Kong Moyu's originally dim eyes were instantly full of brilliance, but the subsequent words made her feel decadent.
"My husband may have been lost, he hasn't been home for a long time, I miss him so much!"
"Who is your husband?"
"Have you seen him? My husband's name is Ice Splash. Nice name, isn't it? At the mention of Ice Splash's name, Kong Moyu looked happy.
Bai Xixie had already expected it, but the pity in his heart was still heavy at the moment.
Leaving Mingyuju, Bai Xixie was still very melancholy. It's just that he understood a lot in an instant. I have lost a lot and gained a lot, but who can tell what your real gains and losses are in this life? Just like the strange words in front of her, she has been pursuing glory, fame, and love. At that time, she was peerless. At this moment, she has no desires, only quietly waiting for the fruitless future. Then who can say clearly, the previous Moyu was confused? Or is the current Moyu sober? Whether he is sober or confused, at least he knows what he loves now! At least she's happy now, even if it's just in an illusory dream, it's worth her sleep and waiting.
The door was gently pushed open, and the last place that Bai Xixie was about to face, the person inside used to be his most respected and beloved father, but now, even if he didn't want to discard that father's love, that person may have long since stopped caring, or never cared.
"Xie'er!"
The mother's slightly tired but happy face was suddenly surprised to see her son's arrival.
He ...... Are you okay? ”
Bai Xixie really didn't know what to call that person at the moment, he wanted to call him his father, but at the moment when the two of them met before, the sharp sword cut off Bai Yiluo's power at the same time, and also cut off the love and thought between the two.
Xiao Luoran nodded lightly and said,
"He's probably the easiest now!"
Bai Xixie took a step and was about to step into the bedroom, but stopped again. With a hint of expectation and hope in his eyes, he asked,
"Mother, do you hate him? Or do you love him! ”
Xiaoluo smiled, shook his head, and replied,
"I don't hate him, and my affection for him is not love, but I respect him! A large part of what he did was because of me. There are some things that can't be distinguished from right and wrong in the face of feelings. I didn't stay with my loved ones for the rest of my life, but I didn't lose my most cherished loved ones! ”
Xiao Luoran gently took Bai Xixie's hand and said lovingly,
"Xie'er, in fact, I told Yiluo about your life experience long before you were born, and he was angry, but he still let me give birth to you! And he has treated us badly all along, and still loves me so much, even if it is mixed with exploitation and ambition. But he never hurt us, did he? ”
"Mother, do you want me to forgive him?"
Scattered and indifferent.
"Mother, he was my most beloved father, and I wouldn't hate him no matter how he used me to frame me, but he hurt the people I care about the most...... I can't forgive ......"
Lifting the gauze tent in front of him, an old man in the shape of a withered tree lay quietly on the bed. His eyes were empty and indifferent, as if the world had been ruined in his eyes.
"I ...... I knew you wouldn't forgive me. Tears slid down the mottled corners of his eyes and dripped on his sideburns and ears, but Bai Yiluo didn't wipe them.
"Do you know how many people's lives have been ruined in your life for your own selfish desires?"
"Hehehe...... Hehehe, life? Desires? My good son, no, my good nephew, what about you? Isn't that what you're doing? In this life, no matter how selfless and righteous you are, in the process of your righteousness, you will unconsciously take this step, without you doing it deliberately, when you have the most precious thing, your heart will naturally be biased towards your selfishness...... I have no regrets...... Because I'm here to be down, even if it ruins my life...... What I regret is ...... Be...... I didn't understand earlier what the people I love and the people who love me are what they want most. ”
Bai Xixie stood there and listened quietly, and suddenly came to the bedside at this moment.
"Lord, don't talk about it...... Luo Ran never blamed you......"
Bai Yiluo stretched out his hand and gently brushed away the messy hair around his ears.
"I know, I know it's too late. I don't need anything this world can give me anymore, I never need it, all I need is you, even if you don't love me, I have no regrets about what I can do for you. Forever! ”
Xiaoluo smiled, and Baiyiluo smiled.
Walking out of the palace, Bai Xixie came to the door of Qing Yaju. He didn't go in. Looking at the familiar qiē in front of him, Bai Xixie suddenly felt a kind of powerlessness, who can say clearly whether the qiē he did from beginning to end was right or wrong.
"Xueyue, what should my father do?"
"Is it time for the end of the qiē?" At the same time as Bai Xixie was asking himself, in a quiet courtyard in the Liao Mansion, a masked woman dressed in white was also sighing,
"It's time to finish!"