When he was in Suzhou, Liu Sanbian saw that Su Mei was becoming more and more mature in terms of choreography and acting skills, and he decided that whether it was to further spur her to be motivated, or to devote himself to the field and fulfill his long-cherished wish for many years, he must let go.

The decision has been made, and Liu Sanchang's heart is in the Suzhou Creek brothel, but people often go out, making it difficult for Su Mei and others to find their traces.

One day at the beginning of the decision, he just came out of Suzhou City, a dirt road on both sides is full of high and low trees, the most interesting thing is that I don't know whether it is a coincidence, or human reasons, the big tree is like a parent, the small tree is like a daughter, often an adult carries a few or even more children, Liu Sanbian's mind always echoes such an idea, and also gives the father's love for the son, so he walked down unconsciously.

He didn't know how far he had walked, but he was very comfortable when he came from the reins. Coming to a tributary of the Suzhou Creek, Liu Sanbian felt a little thirsty, looked around, there was no tea house to find, he went down to the river, the water at the confluence was not clear, he walked about twenty or thirty steps away, squatted down, ready to quench his thirst.

When the sun shone on his face, he found a golden yellow in the sparkling waves on the water, and when he closed his eyes slightly to avoid the sun, he saw a dragonfly in golden armor and the fish and shrimp in the water, which just formed a wonderful and unique scenery.

This scenery in Liu Sanchang's heart, revealing the unchanging truth since ancient times, whether it is the spirit of all things, people, animals and plants, each has its own interest, each has its own brilliance, each has its own elegance.

The wings of the dragonfly can hover on the surface of the water, providing the necessary conditions for their own frolicking and even dialogue with the fish and shrimp, you can use the tail or other parts to provoke ripples on the water surface, or you can point a little bit on the part of the fish and shrimp close to the water surface, forming a strange interest, meeting the needs of curiosity, and that's it.

The same goes for fish and shrimp. In the water world, you can let you go east and west, north and south, let you be deep and shallow, let you enjoy or avoid the sun, if you envy dragonflies and break into the dragonfly's life circle, then you are not fish and shrimp, and you can't become a dragonfly.

Liu Sanyan thought of this, he sighed softly, took a handful of water and drank a few sips, and then. He lowered his head, poured water on his head with both hands, and reminded himself indignantly in his heart, sober and sober, don't be in a mess, old boy!

The clothes around the neck are wrung out of the water, and they continue to penetrate downward, and it is difficult for Liu San to take care of it, so it is better. It can stimulate nerves that have numbed for many years.

He squatted, knocked down the straw pole behind him, sat on the straw mat with one butt, and then moved his hands separately. Slowly pull the grass in front of you, and play a fun game of watching dragonflies and fish and shrimp intently.

Suddenly, the butterfly also came to join in the fun, and it flew around the dragonfly in circles and circles. The arc of the flight is sometimes large, sometimes small, as if it is amusing dragonflies.

Maybe the dragonfly's attention is not on the butterfly. Liu San changed his mind, maybe in the dragonfly's heart, he felt that for water, it had an absolute advantage over butterflies, butterfly wings were useless, and the consequences of wetting the water could only be a life.

The boring butterfly flew away, the fish and shrimp disappeared to avoid the sun, and the dragonfly flew to Liu Sanbian's side as if looking for an ally, and tried to use his head to rest temporarily. Liu Sanbian shook his head to show his refusal: You have an advantage over butterflies, do you dare to think that you have an advantage over me Liu Sanbian?

I want to ride on my Liu Sanbian's head, no way!

Liu Sanbian couldn't care about the clothes on his body, he moved his butt wide on the river ridge, leaning against a mulberry tree that was not too big, he didn't focus on the dragonfly, but thought about it accordingly.

He didn't regret it at all, he thought that it couldn't be his own problem, but the examiners had no eyes and never woke up, can the examiners see the benefits of high-quality answers?

Liu Sanbian was also a little disappointed in his indignation, after so many years, those fools should say goodbye to their hometown! You have delayed the future and destiny of capable people, and let the incompetent ascend to the hall of elegance, even if you are not old enough to return to your hometown, you should take the blame and resign and withdraw from the stage of history!

Liu Sanbian's heart is still hesitant, don't be so ruthless, the survival path of other people's families is like dragonflies, fish and shrimp and butterflies. Don't you Liu Sanbian also have your own way? Thou art in the fireworks brothels, among the three religions and the nine streams, and you regard the theater as a playground of life, just as dragonflies and butterflies fly freely in the air, and fish and shrimp swim freely in the water.

Probably because the birds thought that Liu Sanbian had fallen asleep, or perhaps they regarded him as an organic part of the scenery of the mulberry paradise at all, and the birds called friends in the bushes, and were keen on flirting and scolding.

If you fall asleep, you can fall asleep, obey you, Liu Sanbian sat motionless, he thought, my thoughts and activities will not affect the happy and good things you are waiting for!

Wenqu Xing inevitably touched the scene and was sad, unconsciously, Liu Wenqu's tears flowed out, and the guilt for his family lightly tormented him, he tried his best to find a reasonable way to excuse himself, and he was exiled for many years, had no fixed residence, could not do anything about family responsibilities, and could not take into account filial piety.

This reason is not sufficient, Liu Sanbian wants to paralyze himself with this, and he also feels ridiculous in his heart, what kind of reason is this, just die! Yes, dead, sick, starving, ashamed, bored! In short, this is the best and surest way to evade all responsibility.

Liu Sanbian slammed his back into the trunk of the mulberry tree, and the shaking of the trunk alarmed the birds' world, creating in their minds the impression that they were disturbed or dangerous, and they hissed and flew away.

This territory is mine, and I have changed three times! Even if I, Liu Sanchang, am willing to treat him as an equal, there should be a first come, first come! Liu Sanbian thought about it, and felt a little ridiculous, the kingdom of people and the kingdom of birds are the same, it is a world of competition, it is a world that relies on ability to speak, I Liu Sanbian wants to call friends like birds, and it also depends on strength!

Liu Sanbian has no psychological advantage at all, and he has lost again and again in the field, is it really that the examiners are asleep? No, I'm afraid you have to think in the wrong place to draw the right conclusion! Yes, Liu Sanbian forced himself to have nowhere to hide, okay, so far, are you still afraid of being embarrassed? People have been thrown away until now, and they have long been lost, what else is there to be afraid of!

Does Liu Sanbian have great courage, admit it, admit it, under the pretext of unfair science, it is a self-anesthetic catharsis, which will make the loser prostrate, become inhuman, ghost and ghost! Admitting defeat may be a good medicine for self-redemption!

Swallow it, hesitate about what, Liu Sanchang! He summoned himself in his heart, the little prince, the leading brother, and my emperor are all giving you the medicine of self-salvation, so why refuse, what is the benefit of avoiding illness and avoiding medicine for you, isn't it that you have blocked your own way out, isn't it a prison drawn?

Liu Sanbian briefly recalled many examples of the failure of the scientific field, from which he got a truth that he thought was true, no matter what he worked hard for, he gained a point, and except for individual incidents where he deliberately went to the door, ability should be the only criterion for the scientific field to take the test, this is beyond doubt!

If you suspect that the scientific field is the basic way for the imperial court to select talents, if you suspect that the scientific field officials, especially the chief examination officials, are outstanding figures in today's society and represent the peak of today's academics, why are you sad because of the failure of the scientific field, why do you still remember to drill in, why do you feel too ashamed because you can't monopolize it?

A strong voice roared in Liu Sanbian's heart: Squeeze into the science field, enter the upper class, and share the worries of my emperor! (To be continued.) )