Chapter 215: Let go

"I hope that in the next life, your mother will not meet me again. May she find someone who puts her first in everything, and may she be happy and happy all her life. Yu Jixin said with a sigh. Perhaps, if his wife was still there, he would never be doing anything like realizing his dreams. After all, he is already old, and when he is old, he should join hands with the people he loves and watch the long flow of water. Maybe if there is another choice, I will really make a different choice, otherwise what is the matter with the deeper and deeper pain in my heart now?

"No matter what, father, you have never let your mother down." Yu Jie forgave his father. But the expectation, helplessness, warmth and waiting in his mother's eyes when he was young were deeply engraved in the hearts of Yu Jie and Yu Siyue, making Yu Jie's heart full of distress. Although he can understand his father now, Yu Jie pities his mother even more in his heart. So when he grew up, he gave up entering the officialdom, that cold and cruel, murderous place without blood, and shackled people's lives, even if there was such a good foreshadowing as Yuan Xiu and Yu Jixin, he also gave up. Yu Jie prefers to be a businessman. Although the merchant is mercenary, time is free, and Yu Jie believes that he will definitely not let the people who love him wait and wait hopelessly.

"That's piled up with her bitterness and loneliness, and the person I'm most sorry for in this life is your mother. Yu Jie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you young and waiting, letting your mother die depressed, and letting you lose your mother when you were young. Yu Jixin said to Yu Jie apologetically.

"Father, you have done nothing wrong, no one is perfect, you can't do your best in everything." Yu Jie said with tears in his eyes. Although Yu Jie can understand what Yu Jixin did as a prime minister, he blames Yu Jixin for not doing a good job as a father. His father actually apologized to himself, and Yu Jie was really happy.

"Father is glad you can say that." Yu Jixin looked at Yu Jie and was deeply pleased. Yu Jie replied. It shows that he has really grown up, and a man can achieve great things only with a broad mind and courage. his children. I was able to soar in the blue sky.

"Father, what are you talking about? Tell me about it. Yu Siyue's voice came, and the two men looked at each other and smiled, deciding not to tell Yu Siyue about the content of today's conversation.

"Say what? Say you're restless, running around, and you're going to leave and don't know how to converge. Yu Jixin poked Yu Siyue's forehead dotingly, but the voice was quiet behind the words, and he naturally understood the truth that the wall had ears.

"yes, my father said you've been crazy lately." Because there has been nothing recently, Yu Siyue has run to the palace a lot. Compared with the usual ten days and a half months, there is no shadow. The difference is really significant.

"People know that they are leaving, they just want to stay with Yuan Min more." Yu Siyue is very aggrieved. Since she was a child, her friend is only Yuan Min. Now that he is leaving, I am afraid that the two will not have the opportunity to meet again, and I will inevitably feel sad.

"Siyue, you must know that we will not leave you here alone." Yu Jixin said without turning around. He and Yu Jie left, leaving Bias alone with Yu Siyue, and Yu Jixin couldn't imagine what kind of danger and harm she would suffer.

"Father. I know. I'll leave when it's time to leave. Yu Siyue naturally knew the seriousness of the matter, and would never let herself make a wrong choice, but the sadness in her heart was inevitable.

"Hmm." Yu Jixin nodded.

Then that night, Yu Jixin said that he would leave Bias two days later. As Yu Jixin himself said. He knows when it's time to let go. Sentimentality should have a limit, and emotions should not be allowed to dictate the rights and wrongs of things. Since you have decided to leave, it is better to leave early. Yu Jixin was afraid that the sad Yu Siyue would make Yuan Min aware of something. That girl is smart. Yu Jie agreed very much with his father's decision, in order not to make trouble. There are many dreams at night, and the sooner things are broken, the better.

As for Yu Siyue. The results of the democratic vote had come in, her words had no effect, and besides, she knew that her father had made the right decision. Sighing and looking in the direction of the palace, Yu Siyue shook her head and said nothing, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to see Yuan Min again in this life. In the conversation with Yuan Min, Yu Siyue knew her support for Angola Ruz City, and she missed and admired Fengli. She misses the feeling of a family in the city of Luz, Angola, where there are no barriers, with everyone's sincere smiles and hearty laughter. Even though almost no one gave her a good face in Angola Ruz City, Yuan Min knew their sincerity, enthusiasm and kindness. Of course, there is also fear, fear of the uncontrollable blood, fear of the eyes that do not want to close, fear of the life that is gradually cold. Yuan Min said that she had only experienced it once, and every time she thought of that scene she felt cold, she didn't know how Fengli spent it.

Yu Siyue knew that Yuan Min was worried about Feng Li, and there was infinite regret in her worry, talking about Feng Li's wife who was overwhelmed by the country and the city. Yu Siyue wanted to laugh, but endured it. She knew that she was a real daughter of Fengli, but she was also more curious about how a stunning person would have such a spirit of sacrifice, sacrificing his life to accompany Fengli to waste his life in Angola Ruz City. Thinking, thinking, Yu Siyue was also enthusiastic about Angola Ruz City, she wanted to see what kind of city made Fengli and her so-called "wife" make such a big sacrifice.

That night, Yu Siyue and Yu Jie, along with the housekeeper and the doorman, pretended to be a family entourage and left quietly when it was dark. The brother and sister discussed with Yu Jixin and waited for Yu Jixin outside the city. Looking at the magnificent imperial city and the faint lights, the brother and sister left hand in hand, hoping that the darkness behind them would not swallow up their father.

Seeing off Yu Jie, Yu Siyue and the housekeeper, Yu Jixin turned around and sat alone in the lobby, feeling the silence and desertion of the room. I didn't feel right, got up, lit all the lights that could be lit at home, and looked at the Prime Minister's Mansion, which seemed to be finally a little popular, Yu Jixin nodded with satisfaction. The lights in the Prime Minister's Mansion were on, even brighter than usual, but Yu Jixin stood alone in the courtyard all night. There was no one to talk to him, and he didn't say a word himself, so he stood quietly all night, looking at the sky and the night, not knowing what he thought or felt. As soon as he heard about the watch, he came to the room where the tablet was placed, bowed down to his ancestors, got up, and picked up his wife's tablet.

"This time, I'm not letting you go. But don't blame me if it's a bumpy ride. Yu Jixin said with a gentle expression, and his words were soft, as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person. Putting the token in his arms, Yu Jixin turned around and left the house.

When he came to the courtyard, looking at the lights that he kept adding oil and lighting at night, looking at the dewdrops on the leaves of the trees in the courtyard that looked dark against the light and night, and then looking at the night that was still dark, Yu Jixin didn't say anything and turned to leave.

"Old man, why did you go out so early? I've never seen you go out so early before? The soldier dutifully stopped Yu Jixin, who was dressed as a servant. There were people who rushed out of the city gate in the morning, and almost all of them were familiar faces. Seeing the unfamiliar Yu Jixin today, they subconsciously stopped it. Why does this person look at this dress and it doesn't look like his, awkward?

"Alas, our lord suddenly wanted to eat the fish from the river where we played together when we were children, and said that he would eat it this morning, and I went out of the city early in the morning. Let me tell you, my lord and I have grown up together, and we are called master servants and friends. He told me that he missed our childhood, the fish in the river where we used to play, and that it would be better if we could eat them in the morning. You said, when I was a child, he and I were the only two people who went there, and now the old man's family has a great business and countless servants, but no one knows that place, so I had to go out myself. No, I'm really embarrassed to come early in the morning to bother the very official. It's just that the old man doesn't know if he can catch a fish, it's really annoying. If you say you can't catch a fish, will you blame me? He shouldn't blame me, right? As soon as Yu Jixin saw that the soldiers were blocking him, he simply didn't leave, and he started talking very naturally, and he had a posture of not giving up.

"Alright, let's go. Don't think that because you grew up with your master, you will treat yourself as a master. Catch the fish quickly, or you will have good fruit to eat. The officers and soldiers finally understood why Yu Jixin's clothes didn't fit their eyes. This is a servant not a servant, like the lord is not the lord, it seems that what he said is right, he should have grown up with his master, and the lord did not treat him badly, he treated him very well, but this person is not like the prince in a dragon robe. But the old man seemed to have no one to talk to him, and said vigorously, and the soldier finally got impatient and told him to hurry away. If he spoke to everyone like that, there might not be anyone talking to him.

"Yes, yes, I'd better catch a fish, it's far from the river." Yu Jixin suddenly woke up, and left with the basket after giving the salute. The soldier looked at him and shook his head amusedly. This old man forgets his business so easily, thanks to the fact that he is a friend of the old man since he was a child, otherwise how could his life be so leisurely.

In this way, Yu Jixin took retreat as advance, pretending to be crazy and stupid and went out of the city easily. Outside the city, Yu Jie and Yu Siyue were hidden in the distance, hiding in the dark, looking at the figure of his father coming, his heart finally settled down.

No matter how wandering, it's good to be a family together. Moreover, the brother and sister know that with their abundant financial resources, Yu Jixin's extraordinary wisdom, Yu Siyue's alluring appearance, and Yu Jie's appearance as the most beautiful man in the capital, there is nothing in the world that their family can't do together. Well, even if there were, they would be able to find people. For example, if you ask them to fight, they will definitely not be able to, but they can call Fengli away, right?

"Father!" Yu Jie shouted happily.

"Father!" Yu Siyue shouted with admiration, and stepped forward to gently support Yu Jixin.

"Let's go." Yu Jixin nodded, and the three of them converged and got into the carriage arranged by Yu Jie to move forward. Yu Jixin didn't look back at Bias again, don't be nostalgic if you let it go, don't be reluctant if you put it down. (To be continued......)