365. 365 Who was the woman that night
She simply recounted the situation at that time, and she couldn't say anything about the disguise,
"I used the word 'dependent', I wonder if I will be spurned by you?"
Exploitation is utilization, but she unconsciously used the word "dependence", in her heart, she has always regarded Mu Tianning as a good friend, if it weren't for him saying that he loved her, I am afraid that she would have directly asked to use him at that time and ask him to help her leave the palace.
"Dependent?"
Mu Tianning's gaze became confused,
"Isn't it love to want to rely on, to be able to rely on someone?"
She must not have understood what she meant to him at that time, he had lived in the shadow of Hades since he was a child, he was sunny on the outside, but inferior on the inside, he always thought that without Hades there would be no one for him.
Lin Ling'er appeared when he first fell in love, and even more so when he had extreme inferiority complex and needed to prove himself, and getting her would be the best proof.
At that time, he often thought that if she was by his side, he would never be afraid of anything again, just as her smile could dispel a haze and always shine brighter than the sun.
If she had promised to be with him at that time, he would definitely not be inferior anymore, and being able to be relied on by her proves his strength? Only strong people can be relied on!
That night, he was so excited that he couldn't sleep, guarding his self-esteem, ecstasy, overcoming inferiority and darkness, and waiting for dawn.
But I didn't think about it, what I was waiting for was that she was banished to the snow mountain, and heaven and man were separated forever.
She wanted to rely on him, just as his heart was already relying on her at that time, wasn't that love?
Lin Ling'er smiled and shook her head:
"If you think that's love, you're so wrong."
Was he wrong?
"Okay, even if it's not love, but you clearly said that you were going to marry me, isn't this love either?"
For Mu Tianning's understanding, she can only say that he is still too young, love depends on feelings, even if she says that she wants to marry him, can't he feel her pain?
He has never experienced a woman, and he doesn't know what love is at all, just because a woman who suddenly bumped into his eyes moved his heart, and he was considered love, poor child.
"I said I would marry you, but I never said, 'I love you.'"
Once again, she denied him.
In addition to confusion, his eyes were full of unwillingness:
"Well, if that doesn't count, what about that night? In the boat on the ice, you and I ...... The baby in your belly ......"
finally mentioned this matter, not only him, but also her heart knot.
Chunyu didn't nod, she wouldn't betray her friends, but this matter still had to be made clear, otherwise Mu Tianning wouldn't stop.
She said:
"Mu Tianning, the person who was there that night, not me. Naturally, the child in my belly can't be yours either. ”
"What did you say?"
The blow of this incident was obviously bigger than the previous discussion of love and non-love, probably due to the rapid heartbeat, the blood circulation also suddenly accelerated, and his eyes began to be bloodshot.
"How could it be that the person who was not you that night? I remember ......"
"That night, you were drugged."
She interrupted him,
"Do you remember, you were the only one who drank the wine that night, and I didn't drink it, so you don't know what happened later, and you don't even remember who the woman you spent the night with was, but I know it clearly."
To her surprise, what he cared about was not who the woman was that night, but:
"It wasn't you that night, and the child had nothing to do with me...... So when you rejected me and he stopped me, you were already together? ”
His hands were clenched into fists, the green tendons on the back of his hands were visibly bulging, and the blood was beating in them, as if his heart was excited at the moment.
"Mu Tianning, do you want to say that we are cultivating the plank road and secretly crossing Chen Cang?"
She understood what he meant, and she knew why he was so excited at the moment, he was now the crown prince, and it really hurt his self-esteem to say such a thing.
"Don't think of people so dirty, he and I have known and known each other long before we are close, so they didn't bring me here when Yun Chengcheng was in harmony. Later, I found it myself, but Cloud Fall City threatened me with my sister, and I rejected Hades, in fact, I felt more sad than anyone else, because I have always loved him and never changed. The child is his, except for him, I have not had a second man, and the reason why I can't admit it is because of my sister, I can't be so selfish and talk about love regardless of my sister's life. ”
This time, although it was true, she made a slight change in order to avoid the disguise.
Tuoba Jiuxiao said that the fewer people know about the disguise, the better, and no one dares to guarantee that no one will make a big fuss about it.
Mu Tianning's eyes turned red, and for a while, anger, grievances, and jealousy all came to his heart, and his heart was full of mixed tastes.
He grabbed her wrist and asked:
"In that case, why didn't you sue me earlier? Watching me stay in the dark, living all day long for you is better than dying, you enjoy it, don't you? ”
"How can I sue you? Yun Chengcheng said that if I dare to tell this matter, she will kill my sister, I can't afford to pay such a price, and no one can afford such a price, including Tuoba Jiuxiao! ”
She shouted at him without showing weakness, and the righteousness in her eyes made Mu Tianning discouraged.
He let go of her, and behind him was a large rock, and he stepped back, and sat on the stone with his ass, his head in his hands, and tears flowed down her eyes when she couldn't see them.
What could be more devastating to learn that the person you love doesn't love you?
The heart seems to be hollowed out all of a sudden, no matter how good the scenery in front of you is, it becomes pale, and the breeze that was beautiful a second ago has become a north wind for three or nine days at this moment, penetrating through the clothes and making people feel cold.
He buried his face, she couldn't see it, but she could feel his anger and despair.
How nice it would be if you could explain this to him at the beginning?
She approached him, and because her body was too heavy for her to squat down and comfort him, she could only stand in front of him, look at the top of his hair, and whisper:
"I'm sorry, I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to watch you suffer because of me, do you remember the time we played together on the ice? I've always considered you a good friend, a very good friend. ”
Can they still be friends?
She explained this qiē to him, not only because she owed him an explanation, but also because she didn't want him to continue to misunderstand Tuoba Jiuxiao, and didn't want him to keep targeting him, obviously they were the two closest people, whether it was a brother or an uncle or nephew, they shouldn't have become so unbearable because of her.
"Good friends? I'm not rare! ”
He roared out suddenly, sounding a little childlike.
Lin Ling'er knew that although he became the prince, in his bones, he was still that sunny boy.
She laughed:
"I know, you must hate me to death now, I can't stop you from hating me, but you can't stop me from liking you either!"
Like? Because of these two words, he immediately raised his head, and the corners of his eyes were still moist.
She hastened to explain:
"Don't get me wrong, I'm talking about liking between friends."
His gaze dimmed again, and he lowered his head again.
She pursed her lips and poked her fingers at his forehead, forcing him to raise his face.
She looked at him and began to sell off:
"Don't keep your head down, it's rude, okay? Aren't you curious about what happened that night? Who drugged you? Who is the woman you spent the night with? Don't you want to know? ”
After falling out of love, this should be the best antidote, right?
The best way to treat a broken relationship is to find a new relationship, and this is a tried-and-true truth.
Sure enough, his eyes lit up:
"You know?"
She triumphed:
"Of course I know, otherwise how dare I stand here and ask you? In case His Royal Highness the Crown Prince wants to know something, and I can't answer, is it going to kill the head? ”
"You ......"
He stood up, glared at her fiercely, and took two steps to the side.
She deliberately stimulated him, and only in this way could she see Mu Tianning in the past, and know if he had changed.
Looking at his enraged face, she knew that he hadn't changed.
Walking over, she took his hand and shook it coquettishly like a child:
"Okay, Young Master Tianning, don't be angry, we haven't seen each other for so long, in fact, I miss you a lot, when this child grows up, in winter, I still want to take him to play on the ice and tell him the story of our year, do you want me to talk about you, say that you are angry with me, and you will no longer pay attention to me and stop being friends with me? That will make the little ones think that you are a stingy person, do you want to? ”
"I ......"
Her eyes were always so clear, like a cloudless sunny day, and there was not a single impurity to be seen, except for the little cunning that appeared from time to time, there was never a conspiracy, and his gaze moved from her eyes to the hand she was holding him, and he was determined, and said categorically,
"Of course not!"
In the past, how he wished he could hold this hand, but now that they were really holding each other, he was not as excited as he imagined.
Could it be that she was right, in fact, he didn't love her much, was that just an illusion?
She smiled even brighter:
"Okay, now sue me, do you want to know who the woman was that night?"
“……”
His eyes twinked twice, and he turned his face away, pulling his hand away as well.
Lin Ling'er looked at his awkward appearance, especially the blinking of his eyes, and knew that he had been shaken.
In the end, he is young, his mind is still not mature enough, and compared with Tuoba Jiuxiao, he is much more tender.
She deliberately walked around to him, stared intently at his face, and asked wickedly:
"If you don't speak, you just want to?"
Does he really want to?
In the days of her absence, every time he recalled the feeling of that night, it would be like 10,000 caterpillars crawling on his body, painful and itchy, holding her like a warm nephrite in his arms, that feeling was indescribable.
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I wish you all a happy new year! In 2015, we want the wind to be windy, to be rainy, to have money, to have people! If you have money, you can be willful, and if you don't have money, we can still be willful! I hope everyone can find a good man who can make himself willful! Love you guys! In the new year, I hope you will continue to support Ni, and Ni will definitely repay you with more and better works! Hey...... There is one thing, relatives should forgive Ni first, seven days after the New Year, Ni wants to take leave, Ni is also the same as everyone for the New Year, there are many relatives to leave, there are many meals to eat, there are many meals to drink, so I really don't have time to write, please forgive me. Ni believes that you love Ni, so you will definitely forgive Ni, hehehehe...... Love you all, always !!