Ji Yong was able to leave the study because he participated in the compilation of "Wenhua Daxun" - he can't help but go to the yamen on an errand, right?

But his heart was always empty, and he felt that he couldn't lift his spirits in anything.

Why did he and Dou Zhao get to where they are today?

What went wrong?

Is he too stubborn? Or is Dou Zhao too paranoid?

Ji Yong sat in the spacious and bright beamless hall of the Imperial Palace, absentmindedly flipping through the living records of Emperor Taizong, and the bits and pieces since he met Dou Zhao flipped through his mind like a painting.

There is her ridicule when she teases herself for "being careful to come back from the same jinshi exam"; There is her regret when she said to herself in disappointment, "I don't want you to be like Dou Ming"; and her anger when she denounced herself for "not getting along with each other in old age...... But whenever he thinks about it, it is warm, pleasant, full of life and infinite fun. Unlike in my great-grandfather's study, where all feelings have a calculation that can be swayed, and all calculations have a predictable result, life seems to be fixed and shaped, repeating the same thing every day.

At this moment, Ji Yong wanted to see Dou Zhao like never before.

He wondered if Dou Zhao would be thunderous and angry, or if he would blink at Dou Shiying coldly with star-like eyes......

Ji Yong closed the living book and smiled at the waiter who was guarding the side: "I suddenly feel dizzy, can my father-in-law find me a place to lie down, and then pour a cup of syrup water to ......"

The palace attendant, how can a small seven-rank editor be able to instruct!

The chamberlain rolled his eyes, and said in a strange manner: "Since Lord Eddie is unwell, then come back next time to borrow this Emperor Taizong's daily life log?" ”

Ji Yong signed his name on the borrowing book, left the Imperial Palace, and went straight to the alley of Jing'an Temple.

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Dou Zhao sat on the big kang near the window, holding a carved silk for his grandmother to wipe his forehead, and he didn't move a stitch for a long time.

Su Xin, who walked in with autumn pears and melons, saw it. I couldn't help but let out a long sigh in my heart.

When Dou Zhao and Song Mo were talking, she was standing next to the floor pillar under the corridor.

Miss doesn't want to get married, but the prince treats Miss sincerely, and Miss must understand it in her heart. Miss must be afraid that after marrying the past, the prince will be like Mrs. Zhao who died back then, and change the hexagram halfway, so she will be so indecided, right?

Although the prince is younger than the young lady, he has always acted steadily, and he has visited the young lady in Zhending several times, but he has changed his way and has not let anyone notice. If the young lady marries, she doesn't dare to say anything else, with the support of a husband like the British government. The dowry in the name will definitely be able to be returned. In the future, even if you can't get along with the prince, it will be better to find a quiet grange to live in than to deal with that day after paying this like now-at that time, the prince will be the husband of the young lady, and the young lady only needs to deal with the prince.

She sighed inwardly. smiled and accepted Dou Zhao's needlework, and said: "You have been doing needlework for several days, watch carefully, it's better to rest, it's not too late to eat some fruit, it's still early before the New Year!" ”

Dou Zhao let out an "oh". When I came back to my senses, I couldn't help but be a little surprised.

It's about making a forehead wipe for my grandmother for the New Year, but it's only a few stitches in the past few days. Most of the time it's used in a daze.

But she looked at the fruit in front of her and began to wander again.

That night, Song Mo's sentence "At least, Chen Qushui and Duan Gongyi can follow you openly" spoke to her heart.

Previous life. Those women who were given to him as gifts could follow him if they wanted to, and marry another if they wanted to. With his friendship, why can't he live as he wants!

Marrying Song Mo, at least you don't need to lower your eyebrows in front of your husband like marrying someone else.

Just think about it, and it will make her heart move!

But if she really married Song Mo, Song Yichun's inexplicable murder of Song Mo, the secrets of the British government, and the palace changes four years later were all like moats in front of her.

Will she be able to get through it?

Does she have the ability to help Song Momai get through?

Even if she can get through it eventually, what will it cost?

If you don't marry Song Mo, you can't marry the Ji family, and the Dou family breaks its promise, and you must pay a lot of money to compensate the Ji family. It is impossible for Dong Dou to give up like this, and he will definitely suppress and contain her and even calculate.

Although she is not afraid, the thought of having to live this kind of life for a long time in the future will inevitably make people feel tired.

Now, Song Mo has given her a chance to get rid of this qiē, should she take this step?

Dou Zhao was in a dilemma.

Thinking of the previous life, she had a wolf in front of her and a tiger in front of her, and married Wei Tingyu with her eyes closed, but there was not so much hesitation at that time.

In this life, I have a choice, but I don't know how to decide.

Is it true that the more choices there are, the easier it is for people to get lost?

Or, is her ability not to judge the situation and make a strategic strategic?

Dou Zhao asked Su Xin, "Didn't Mr. Chen come to me?" ”

"Nope!" Su Xin brought Dou Zhao a cup of fragrant cloud tea.

She hoped that Dou Zhao could discuss with Uncle Chen, so that Miss would not be alone here and ponder.

But for some reason, Mr. Chen never came to see Miss.

Dou Zhao said: "

You go and ask Mr. Chen to come over. ”

Su Xin nodded happily.

A little maid came in and said, "Fourth Miss, Master Ji asks to see!" ”

Dou Zhao was very surprised, and said, "Which Lord Ji asked to see?" ”

After her marriage was decided, her father's body recovered quickly, and every day he went to the yamen on an errand in good spirits, and when he got off the yamen, he happily came to the door in person, sent invitations to those friends who had close personal relations with him or sent invitations to the peak, and came back very late.

The little maid smiled and said, "Naturally, it's the young master!" "And he said smartly, "Yuqiao Hutong must have received an invitation from the master, and the young master knows that you are getting married, so he came to congratulate you." ”

Dou Zhao couldn't help but nod secretly.

Ji Yong knew that he was going to get married, not thinking about how to make Song Mo ugly and wash away his shame, but to find himself, no matter why, he was always much more rational than before.

She instructed the little maid: "Please ask Cousin Ji to serve tea in the flower hall." ”

The little maid answered the call and left.

Su Xin said worriedly: "Miss, do you want to talk to Mrs. Six?" ”

She was afraid that Ji Yong would make a fuss. told the Ji family that he once wanted to marry Dou Zhao, if someone found out that Dou Zhao had not quit his relatives at that time, and contacted the Dou sisters to marry, maybe they would think that Miss was the initiator, then it would be troublesome!

"No, you don't." The sixth aunt felt that she was getting worse and worse married every time, which was sad enough, Dou Zhao didn't want to bother the sixth aunt for this kind of thing anymore, she said indifferently, "This is Jing'an Temple Hutong, if they think that the food in Huaishu Hutong is better than the food in Jing'an Temple Hutong." Then go to Huaishu Hutong on an errand. ”

Su Xin knew that Dou Zhao was really angry.

She couldn't help but say "yes" to herself. Serving Dou Zhao changed his clothes and accompanied him to the flower hall.

When Ji Yong saw her, he complained: "Why are you grinding? I've got something to do! ”

Those quarrels, hurtful words. As if it had never happened.

Dou Zhao suddenly felt like he had returned to the time of Zhending.

Ji Yong borrowed and read in Xidou and teased those monks; She was confident about quitting the marriage of the Wei family, and talked and laughed with Ji Yong in her spare time. Both of them feel that life is very good and full of hope for the future......

This is the real two little guesses, right?

Dou Zhao's eyes were suddenly a little moist.

She asked Ji Yong: "What are you looking for me?" ”

Ji Yong said: "Are you going to marry Song Mo?" ”

Dou Zhao thought for a while and said, "I'll be honest with you." Can you not just do things to your liking? ”

Ji Yong said: "Am I going to let you be wrong when I see you doing wrong?" ”

"Zi Fei Fish, how do you know the joy of fish?" Dou Zhao said, "I didn't ask you for help, so you shouldn't interfere at will." ”

Ji Yong lowered his head and thought for a long time, staring at Dou Zhao's eyes with wide eyes. "Is that why you're angry?"

"Yes!" Dou Zhao did not evade it, and calmly met his gaze. "I may not be as good as you, but you should respect my choice. Not only me, but also your friends, classmates, colleagues, and even family members. Everyone has everyone's preferences, and these preferences. It's inseparable from everyone's experience, and you can ignore those who have different hobbies than you. But they can't mock others. ”

"We say you talk about you, what are you doing with a bunch of irrelevant people?" Ji Yong had no intention of listening to Dou Zhao's preaching, and said, "I just don't interfere in your affairs." He couldn't help but sneer, "I'm waiting to see if you fall to the bottom of the pit and can't climb out, and see if you ask me for help!" ”

Such childishness made Dou Zhao couldn't help laughing.

Ji Yonghu's face changed.

Dou Zhao hurriedly sat down and said seriously: "I haven't decided whether to marry Song Mo or not." However, it does have a bit of an appeal. ”

Ji Yong was angry and said, "That kid is nothing but his background." You don't know......" He told Dou Zhao about Song Mo's indiscriminate killing of innocents, "...... And he not only made friends with the eunuchs, but also colluded with Gu Yuwolf Bèi of the Huichang Bo family, buying and selling, and dealing with those officials in the Ministry of Industry and the Ministry of Officials all day long, without any positive shape. Such a person, whether you marry or not, you have to think about it carefully! In the end, he couldn't help but say, "If you don't want to marry her, I have a way to make the Song family quit, and it won't damage your reputation!" ”

"Thank you!" Dou Zhao sincerely thanked him and said, "If I want to quit the Song family, I must discuss it with you." ”

To say it is to say nothing.

Ji Yong brushed his sleeves away.

When he walked out of the Dou family, he realized that he didn't seem to ask what he should have asked, and he didn't say what he should have said, but instead rambled on nonsense.

But his mood improved.

Is it because Dou Zhao agrees with his approach?

Ji Yong stood in front of the gate of Jing'an Temple, looking at the two stone lions in front of the gate of Jing'an Temple, and couldn't help muttering.

When do things on your own, when do you need the affirmation of others to feel right?

He had to think about it!

Dou Zhao's words may not all be right.

Ji Yong fell into deep thought.

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Sisters, brothers, first make up for the June 2 addition, and I will try to write another chapter in the evening, but because of the college entrance examination in the past few days, there are more trivial matters in the unit, I don't know if I can finish it smoothly, everyone will read it at noon tomorrow!

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