Chapter 257: I Just Want You to Live
Su Yujing fell into silence, she didn't know if she could take all this very indifferently now, and she didn't know if she could accept it indifferently now after so many years of happening?
Huo Qishao also knew that Su Yujing had just woken up, and it might take time to adjust everything.
He is not in a hurry to make her make any decisions, after all, sometimes something happens that he never expects, as long as she is fine now, then he will be much more relieved and don't have to think about anything.
Perhaps, in the past, he hoped that she could recover her memory and live back with him, but now, he no longer thinks about this, if the past feelings are forgotten, then, he will always make her fall in love with him again, more than these, he wants to see her well, he just wants to see her every day, every day to see the smile on her face, that is the most important thing.
Xiao Jun's condition has deteriorated repeatedly, and the doctor has issued critical illness notices several times.
Huo Qishao has asked the doctor to try his best to save him, but the situation is not as good as he imagined, and now, he can still have a trace of breath, relying on the ventilator to maintain his last breath.
He didn't want to see anything happen to Xiao Jun, after so much time, Huo Qishao had long since stopped caring about everything between him and Xiao Jun in the past.
Anyway, they have worked hard together before, growing up together, from having nothing, to founding a company, this step by step is actually not easy.
It's just that the ways they chose were different, but Xiao Jun refused to let go, for him, maybe many things should be as he thought, not like Huo Qishao.
Xiao Jun wants too much, that's why he is like this.
Huo Qishao saw the doctor walk out of the intensive care unit, "Doctor, how is Xiao Jun now?"
"It's not very good. The doctor shook his head, "If this situation continues like this, I'm afraid I won't be able to last a few days." ”
Huo Qishao nodded, "Well, I see." ”
This time, so many things have happened, Xiao Jun has become like this, it is not the result he wants to see, he also hopes that Xiao Jun can get better, even if he is against him, at least, he is still alive and well.
Just as he turned his head, he saw Su Yujing standing there, "Yujing, why are you here?"
"I ......" Su Yujing's expression also showed that she had heard what the doctor said just now.
"Is his condition bad?" asked Huo Qishao in a low voice.
Huo Qishao nodded, "Hmm." ”
Su Yujing looked through the glass and saw Xiao Jun full of tubes, since she knew him, she had never seen him like this, and now, Xiao Jun was lying there, but she was so weak and powerless, she still had a trace of worry in her heart.
No matter what Xiao Jun did to her, it was already in the past, not to mention, in the past five years, Xiao Jun was also good to her, but she had no feelings for him.
Even after five years, she didn't fall in love with this husband who she called and didn't have any memory, but now, she realized that many things were already predestined, and no one could escape the arrangement of fate.
"I want to see him. Su Yujing also figured it out, no matter how long it takes, she should have to face all this, she should face it, how could she hide from it?
"Have you really decided?" Huo Qishao saw the indifferent smile on Su Yujing's face, he thought, Su Yujing should have figured it out, after all, those are also things in the past.
"He's like this now, and I don't think I have to deal with him anymore. "What's more, those are useless.
Huo Qishao nodded reassuringly, "Well, if you can think like that, it would be good." ”
"Then can I take a look at him now?" Su Yujing looked through the glass window and saw Xiao Jun lying there with a breathing tube inserted, she had never seen Xiao Jun like that since she knew him.
"I'll ask the doctor first, and after the doctor has examined him, if the doctor says he can see him, I'll accompany you to see him, now, you go back to the ward first, and I'll send you back." Huo Qishao didn't want Su Yujing to have too much psychological pressure, judging from the current situation, Su Yujing needed more rest and calm
Su Yujing nodded and went back to the ward with Huo Qishao.
She looked out the window, her mood was very complicated, no matter what, she knew very well in her heart, so many things had happened, what was it to her?
She could not care in the slightest, and now, she might get more.
Zhao's mother took Yiyi to the hospital, in the past few days, Yiyi has been accompanied and taken care of by Zhao's mother, Yiyi did not come to see Su Yujing, in order to let Su Yujing have a better rest, and she didn't want Yiyi to recover with great difficulty The good mood was affected again.
Now, it was Huo Qishao who agreed to let Zhao's mother take Yiyi to the hospital.
"Mom, Mom, are you much better now?Is the wound still painful?" Yiyi saw Su Yujing, as if she had endless questions.
Su Yujing smiled, "Mom is fine." ”
She didn't want Yiyi to worry, and she didn't want Yiyi to be affected in any way.
"That's great, then I can come to see my mother, right?" Yiyi misses Su Yujing very much.
When Huo Qishao saw the smile on Su Yujing's face, he was also in a good mood, at least, he could see the smile on Su Yujing's face.
As long as she's happy, as long as there's something on her face, it's better than anything.
That day, Su Yujing and Yiyi stayed together for most of the day, and Su Yujing was in a good mood, and only in this way was the best sense of peace of mind for anyone.
"Mother Zhao, Yiyi has trouble you to take care of it these days. Su Yujing knew that Mother Zhao would definitely be very attentive, but what she hoped more was that she could be by Yiyi's side. Take good care of him and be there for him.
What would it be like if everything could still have a chance to change?
Su Yujing knew that if she could, she hoped that nothing would happen, she only hoped that she was still the carefree eldest lady, even if she didn't have a mother, even if
Her father was too busy to spend time with her, and even if her stepmother was kind to her, she had her own daughter.
She thought that she was loved, that she could get married, that she could be happy, but in the end, everything was just a scam.
Later, she had no way out and met Huo Qishao, a man who seemed domineering and ruthless, but still made her tempted.
It's just that when she thought that everything was getting better, she was pregnant and waiting for Huo Qishao to come back from a business trip, but so many things happened that made her lose her memory and she left his side for five years.
And now, even if she remembered everything in the past, she still didn't dare to say it to him, it should be said that she didn't know how to talk to him.
Early the next morning, Huo Qishao accompanied Su Yujing to the intensive care unit, Xiao Jun was still lying there, but he was awake at this time.
"Yujing, now that Xiao Jun has woken up, the doctor said that you can go in to see him, but in his case, the doctor said that it may not last long. Huo Qishao said to Su Yujing in advance, also to be able to make her mentally prepared.
Su Yujing nodded, "Well, I see." ”
Su Yujing pushed the door and walked into the intensive care unit, she could feel that although Xiao Jun was awake, his breath was very weak.
"You, are you feeling okay?" Su Yujing faced Xiao Jun like this, but she didn't know what to say.
When Xiao Jun saw Su Yujing, he barely squeezed out a smile on his pale face, and he stretched out his hand to hold Su Yujing's hand.
Su Yujing was slightly stunned before she stretched out her hand.
"I'm really sorry that something like this happened. Su Yujing looked at him, "After so many things, I have also figured it out, and now, I have recovered my memory, you are the first one I told you, even Qi Shao, I didn't say it." ”
Xiao Jun wanted to speak, but he felt that the words were on his lips, and he couldn't speak.
"Yu, Yujing, I'm sorry. Xiao Jun opened his mouth to apologize to her, no matter what, Su Yujing has now recovered his memory, so will he be a little less sorry?
However, can this really be the case? In the past five years, Su Yujing has lost everything, and he cannot make up for it.
He separated Su Yujing and Huo Qishao for five years, but what was this for them?
What is lost has been lost and cannot be made up.
"I'm never sorry when I want to hear it. Su Yujing knew that she blamed him, whether she had recovered her memory or not, she had a grudge against Xiao Jun.
And now, her heart is more clear.
"I know, I know. What else can Xiao Jun say now, he may not say anything, it will be too late, not to mention, even if he has more thoughts in his heart, he doesn't have the strength to say it.
He didn't know, did he just want to say sorry to her?
"Yu Jing, falling in love with you is the only right thing I have done in my life, if it weren't for you, perhaps, I wouldn't understand what a person's life should be like. Xiao Jun has already figured out so many things.
Su Yujing listened to him talk so hard, and she couldn't bear it.
"You're going to be fine, you're going to be fine. In her heart, she still didn't want Xiao Jun to have an accident.
Perhaps, Xiao Jun can live well, and it is also the result they want.
Xiao Jun shook his head, looking very weak, "Yujing, I just want to ask you, have you forgiven me?"
He only asks for forgiveness.
Su Yujing also knew that Xiao Jun had been asking repeatedly like this, and the answer he wanted was to make her feel more at ease.
"Xiao Jun, what I want is for you to live well. Do you understand?" she didn't want to answer, she should say that she didn't want to face a scene she didn't want to face.