Chapter 192: She Still Doesn't Love Him
Xiao Jun knew why Su Yujing said this, he couldn't be clearer in his heart, Su Yujing just didn't want to have too much closeness with him, in a blink of an eye, five years had passed, but she really didn't have the slightest affection for him.
Everything is still the same as it was, it hasn't changed.
However, in Xiao Jun's heart, is it the same, it has never changed?
Perhaps, there are some things and some feelings that only he knows.
"Are you so reluctant to see me?" Xiao Jun asked lightly, with some bitterness, he knew that before Su Yujing regained her memory, she was afraid that she would not easily fall in love with someone, especially a stranger like him.
Five years later, I am still a stranger, and nothing has changed.
"Xiao Jun, you obviously know that there should be nothing between me and you, right?" The doubts in Su Yujing's heart have never changed.
And Xiao Jun's heart couldn't be clearer, but he was now unwilling to let this continue, he thought, maybe it's time.
Perhaps, he waited so long, he spent five years, thinking that he could change everything, until now, he felt that some people will never embark on the road of affection, and in the same way, no matter how good he is to her, no matter how much he pays her, her heart will never love him, and she will always resist him.
So, all of this should begin, he wants her to go back, to the past that she remembers, the city she is familiar with.
Perhaps, when she goes back, will many things be different? No matter what the outcome, she should try to face all this in her heart.
"Don't worry, I said I wouldn't force you, and you should know that I always respect you. Xiao Jun said to her, no matter what, he knew in his heart that Su Yujing would not give a feeling easily, and that was because it was different.
If the person who has been by her side for the past five years has been Huo Qishao, will it be different?
But none of that matters now, the important thing is that he will make her understand that no matter what the outcome is, some of them should be what he has to bear.
Hearing Xiao Jun say such things, Su Yujing's heart was a little more at ease, for her, what she wanted was such a result, right?
"You don't have to think too much, eat well, and now a new project is being negotiated, and I think you should be busier once that project is negotiated. "What Xiao Jun and she can talk about can only become a business matter.
No matter what the end is, he will let her understand that all of this should start with her, and how it ends in the end depends on how he decides?
Su Yujing nodded, "Well, I know." ”
No matter what Xiao Jun asked her to do, as long as she felt that all this was deserved, as long as she was willing, then she would not feel that there was anything wrong.
Otherwise, she would not have chosen to work in Xiao Jun's company, since she chose to work, then, in order for her to have an independent source of income, but also to allow herself to adapt to this society.
She wouldn't want to let herself be in the villa every day and do nothing.
Perhaps, she should understand what she is going to do, she promises, she will tell herself, such a life, she feels very satisfied.
That day, after they had lunch together, Xiao Jun said that he had something else to do, so he left first.
Because the restaurant is not far from the company, Su Yujing walked back by herself, in fact, she couldn't tell what she had cared about here in the past few years.
She wasn't used to everything here, but she couldn't go back to the past, and there really was no way to do it.
Still, at least so far, she's lived a fulfilling life.
Su Yujing was busy for two days, and even worked overtime for one day on weekends, and Yiyi was accompanied by Yu's mother.
"Mom, tomorrow, will you go to see Grandpa Ye?" In the evening, as soon as Su Yujing arrived home, Yiyi pulled her and asked.
Su Yujing nodded, "Of course." ”
"Yiyi will go with you, okay?" Yiyi asked.
Su Yujing almost goes to the nursing home at least once a month, so Yiyi also goes with her, and for the lonely old man in the nursing home, they just want to accompany him more.
"Well, but you have to go to bed now, or you won't be able to get up tomorrow." Su Yujing looked at the time, it was already past nine o'clock.
Yiyi heard Su Yujing nod in agreement, and after saying goodnight to Su Yujing, she followed Yu's mother upstairs to sleep.
Su Yujing went back to her bedroom, but she couldn't sleep for a long time, for her, the past five years were like a dream, not real at all.
Xiao Jun's existence is also the biggest pressure for her, she doesn't know how she is right, she has escaped for five years, Xiao Jun has wanted to forcibly ask her for several times, although several times when he is drunk, but Su Yujing knows that she is unwilling.
Of course, Xiao Jun is a normal man, and in the past five years, there have always been women around him, and she won't mind.
That night, Su Yujing had insomnia, she didn't sleep all night, it should be said that since the accident five years ago, she forgot everything, and her headache has haunted her for five years, and the doctor can't tell what the reason is, only that she can't be tired and needs better rest.
It's just that sometimes she can't rest if she wants to, even if she feels tired, she still can't sleep when she should be.
It wasn't until dawn that Su Yujing fell asleep, Xiao Jun drove back to the villa after dawn, and Yu's mother saw him come back and greeted him, "Sir, you're back, and Mrs. didn't sleep until it was almost dawn." ”
"Has she always been like this lately?" Xiao Jun asked Yu's mother.
Yu's mother nodded, "Well, that's the case, it may be that the work pressure is too high." ”
"Okay, I see, you go and prepare breakfast first, let her sleep a little longer, it's the weekend anyway. Xiao Jun leaned on the sofa and turned on the TV.
At this time, a news interview with Huo Qishao was being broadcast on TV, and Xiao Jun's gaze suddenly became deep and even hateful.
Five years later, he is still thriving, even if he loses the woman he loves the most.
"Sir, Madame said she was going to the sanatorium today, do you want me to call her?" Mama Yu walked to the living room and asked Xiao Jun an hour later.
Xiao Jun knew that Su Yujing put some of her thoughts on volunteering in the nursing home, if it wasn't for her insistence, Xiao Jun would be against it, he didn't want Su Yujing to have worked so hard, she could have done nothing, just be a good Mrs. Xiao, but she wouldn't.
Even if she loses her memory, there is still some deep down in her heart.
"No, it doesn't matter if you go there or not, let her have a good rest. Xiao Jun directly refused.
Of course, he was good to her, and what would he do if he could get her, and he could see her willingness?
Will he let her go back to China, will he let her appear by Huo Qishao's side?
Some hatred, I'm afraid that no matter how deep the feelings are, they will not change, let alone disappear.
However, Su Yujing still woke up, it was almost nine o'clock when she woke up, she looked at the time, "Oops, why didn't the alarm clock go off." ”
She quickly got up from the bed, walked into the bathroom, washed and changed, and was all in one go.
When she went downstairs, she saw Xiao Jun there, and her body tensed slightly.
"Madame, you are up, and I will go and get breakfast. When Yu's mother saw Su Yujing wake up, she walked into the kitchen and put breakfast on the table one by one.
Su Yujing sat at the dining table, "Hasn't Yiyi gotten up yet?"
"Yes, the little master hasn't woken up yet. Yu's mother smiled, "Children always love to lie in bed." ”
Su Yujing looked at the time and continued to eat breakfast, she also knew that Yiyi always couldn't get up in the morning.
However, to her surprise, it didn't take long for Yiyi to wear pajamas, walk out of the room by herself, and go downstairs.
"Mom, Mom, you said you would take me to see Grandpa Ye today. Yiyi was still clicking on this matter, so he got up by himself.
Su Yujing nodded, "Well, okay, then you eat breakfast first." ”
Xiao Jun also walked over, looking like a harmonious family of three, but Su Yujing didn't like to get along like this.
After breakfast, Su Yujing took Yiyi and prepared to go out, Xiao Jun got up, "I'll go with you." ”
"No, I'm afraid you've got something to deal with, and I'm afraid you'll be bored. Su Yujing knew that Xiao Jun was not suitable to go there, and his temperament was not suitable.
Perhaps, Su Yujing doesn't love Xiao Jun, but she knows Xiao Jun.
This man is a very cold person, if he doesn't care, then he won't even look at it more.
For five years, they had the name of husband and wife, but she didn't want to be married to him, just because she knew that she didn't love him, at least, after she lost her memory, she didn't love him, and she didn't fall in love with him for five years.
Xiao Jun originally wanted to insist, but just at this time, his mobile phone rang.
The call came from Ren Jiayao, "Xiao Jun, today is the weekend, are you free to accompany me?"
Xiao Jun was stunned and did not respond.
"You're not going to ignore me to be with your precious son and your lady, are you? Ren Jiayao has been very responsible in the past few years, she knows that only if she pretends not to care, then she will get more.
"Where?" Xiao Jun asked.
Ren Jiayao smiled on the other end of the phone, "We will go wherever you say, or we can go to the resort." ”
Xiao Jun said lightly, "Whatever, you decide." ”
He hung up directly.
Su Yujing looked at him, "You go get busy, I'll accompany Yiyi to the sanatorium first, I may come back late today." ”
"Be careful, then. Xiao Jun nodded, watching her take Yiyi's hand and walk to the garage.