Looking back five hundred times in the past life,

In exchange for passing by in this life. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Only I have drunk Meng Po soup,

Still can't take you from the heart.

Though I have forgotten your countenance,

But we can't forget the depth of each other's affection.

Even if you are still not seen after billions of eyes,

But as long as they are close to each other once,

It will make me remember you forever.

Do you want to seek the fate of the third world?

No......

What is the fate of the third world?

If you want to be with your soul in this moment of the universe,

Or as long as you and my souls are in this universe.

Passers-by are greedy,

Even the laughing passerby is unknown.

The Buddha said: How big your heart is, how big is your stage.

Because you ask only for five hundred glances back from your past life,

It's just a passing in this life.

——Xi Murong "Looking Back"

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Wake up!

Why is there still a heartbreaking pain? Why is there still an inexplicable emptiness? Could it be that the emotions of several lifetimes will follow them across mountains and rivers and tens of thousands of years of time and space?

At least Chen Lan in the real world doesn't quite understand this reason! Emotions are such a thing, for this little girl, she is still very ignorant and young, and she has not had time to taste it carefully.

However, the concern in the depths of her soul is like an inexhaustible leek and an inexhaustible weed, which follows the shadow, making her empathize. Maybe there really seems to be an invisible force in the underworld, which connects her with him in her dreams, even if it is separated by tens of thousands of years of time and space, it cannot be completely severed.

The Buddha said: Looking back 500 times in the past life, in exchange for passing by in this life. So, how many times will the figure who looked back frequently pass by in his life in the future? Will they still meet, know each other, and even love each other in this life and this life?

She was really a little confused and a little curious!

Falling into a dream and pursuing the footprints of that emotion was the choice she made!

……

Countless changing scenes are staggered again, like a data stream brushed down on the display screen, trance of her consciousness. Finally, grasping some familiar breath, the picture freezes, she, Nala. Roland has returned to the time and space of tens of thousands of years ago.

……

"Where is this?"

"Where am I going?"

Following behind a fully armed guard, and through a long corridor, she saw a heavy iron door with huge chains.

"Boom...... Clang! ”

The guard opened the chains with a blank face, and the smell of rotting grass and rotting wood came to her nose, and she involuntarily covered her nose. It was a small cell, dark and damp, with the light of the narrow windows shining in the room, illuminating the only occupant in the room.

Hearing the sound, the young man raised his head slightly, still in a standard meditative position, and a look of surprise flashed across his face, but he quickly regained his composure.

"Your Highness Kathy, Miss Nala is here, and Your Majesty has promised her to see you and only allow the conversation for half an hour."

The guard looked like he was on business, and even the word His Highness lacked the necessary respect, and after finishing speaking, he took the door and withdrew. It seems that Prince Casey's situation is indeed very bad, and she seems to have such information in her memory. Is this why she came to visit him in the palace?

"Beautiful Mentor Nala, I'm glad you came to see me! Thank you so much for healing my arm! I wanted to entertain you well, but I didn't expect to receive you here, so I can only ask your forgiveness for my inconsiderate hospitality. ”

The prince stood up, and calmly straightened his hair and clothes, his cheeks much thinner, and his voice still so gentle and nice. Somehow, her heart began to beat faster again, and her cheeks began to turn red again.

"You...... You're so gracious, Your Royal Highness! Your difficulties are temporary, and Your Majesty will certainly forgive you for your mistakes, as long as you admit your mistakes. ”

She didn't know why she said that, maybe she remembered that she said it, maybe she just wanted him to live well, not like he was now.

"Admit mistakes? Do you think I'm wrong? Oh, beautiful Nora, you shouldn't have gotten involved in this, it would make me feel guilty for embarrassing you, I guess we should talk about something else, like the weather, like this year's harvest, how about it? ”

"No, Casey, don't you know? If you insist on not admitting your mistake, Your Majesty will hand you over to the temple and you will be burned to death. You can't die, I ...... I don't want you dead! ”

Tears rolled in her eyes, and she was so anxious that she didn't even say the words hidden in her heart. Suddenly, her face turned even redder, and her eyes were staring at the ground, as if she was about to stare at the crack in her debut.

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Unbearable silence!

I don't know how long it took for the man to break the silence, but it was clear that his mood could no longer be as calm as before.

"Nala, please allow me to call you that, I understand your affection, I understood last time, I am really touched and happy! You are the most beautiful and kind woman I have ever met, and if I could, I would pay you back a hundredfold, a thousandfold. But Nala, please listen to me, I'm not right for you because I can't bring you happiness, I'm not as good as you think. ”

"No ......"

"No, Nala, don't be in a hurry to interrupt me, what I said is true. If you hadn't cured me last time, maybe my arm would have been useless, and since I questioned the gods, I'm not even an ordinary knight. However, I will not admit my mistake, even if I am burned to death, because that is where my belief lies, and the reason why people are noble is because they can sacrifice for their beliefs. ”

"But the gods should not be questioned! The Bible says that God created human beings, and without God, we would not exist at all. ”

"Yes, God created mankind and provided them with comfortable living conditions, and mankind should be grateful to the gods. However, human gratitude to the gods does not mean that human beings are willing to become lambs in captivity of the gods, just as human beings created centaurs and unicorns, but only made them friends of human beings, not slaves of human beings. Human beings are so proud, so yearning for the air of freedom, they are never willing to give up their human dignity and the pursuit of freedom for the sake of a comfortable life. If the gods force us to be faithful sheep and cattle because they created human bodies, then I would rather give my bodies back to the gods. ”

"Casey, are you overly excited? The gods have given human beings space to live and have not interfered with human activities, so how can it be said that the gods have forced human beings to become faithful cattle and sheep? Look at the vast fields outside, the blue sky, the birds flying, the flowers blooming, aren't humans breathing free air? ”

"No, that's just appearance! If humans keep cattle and sheep in a fertile valley, where the fields are also vast, the streams tinkle, the flowers bloom, and the birds fly, are the cattle and sheep free? No, by no means, when the fat of beef and mutton is abundant, they immediately lose their freedom. In the same way, human beings should pray to the gods every day while they are alive, and human beings offer sweet thoughts to the gods, just as cows and sheep provide delicious milk to human beings. When people are old, weak, sick and die, their souls will also be taken away by the gods, and it is also called "salvation", what is the difference between people cooking cattle and sheep and then digesting them? ”

"Oh, Kathy, I'm sorry for your understanding. The gods are so kind and loving, how can it do so to the human beings it has created with its own hands? ”

"Nala, do you remember the prayer at the service?" Lord, I praise you! …… I am your lost lamb, waiting for your salvation...... 'Listen, how clear it is!' The gods are the masters of mankind, and humans are the lambs of the gods. The Bible. The book of Revelation says, 'And I looked, and behold, the Lamb stood on Mount Zion, and with him a hundred and forty-four thousand, all with his name and the name of his Father written on their foreheads. These men did not defile women, but they were virgins. Wherever the Lamb goes, they follow him. They were bought from the earth as firstfruits to God and to the Lamb. 'Look, how clearly written! For the gods, the so-called redeemed human beings are nothing more than the fruits bought by the world, and it is the greatest honor to be digested by the gods. And the lamb is just the leader of the gods who have been released to the world! ”

"Alas! Kathy! These...... It's just your personal imagination, is it worth it to lose your life for the sake of uncertain assumptions? Even if it is true, how can your power alone, to the gods, be like an ant, how can you shake the whole world? Listen to me, Kathy, and be patient for a while! At the very least, we need to buy more time to continue our research! ”

"Nala, I know your good intentions, the so-called patience is a betrayal of one's beliefs, and it is also an abandonment of one's comrades, I can't do it! I'm not afraid to tell you, those are not conjectures anymore, do you remember the great plague in Kaye City last year? ”

"I remember that in the five months of the outbreak of the plague, more than three million lives were lost, and not one in the whole city survived. Afterwards, I went there to help, and it was terrible! ”

"But you know what? Kaya is the most devout city-state that believes in the gods, and 99% of the city's inhabitants are believers, but disaster happened there. ”

"What does this have to do with the gods? You don't mean that the gods will not save them when they see death, will you! You must know that the gods are only spirits, and it is impossible for them to come down in person to save the suffering, and at most they can only warn the world in their dreams. ”

"In the aftermath of the disaster, there was an investigation into the survivors, and the truth was unbelievable. According to survivors, in the months leading up to the disaster, miracles did occur frequently, leading to an unprecedented level of belief in the gods. However, the gods never warned people of calamity, not even the slightest hint of calamity.

During the months of the plague, that man, a friend of mine, who happened to be in the city of Kasya, was also a spiritual practitioner and had the ability to see souls. He saw another miracle in the sky when the disaster occurred, and a dazzling white light shot out of the clouds, even brighter than the sun next to him. And countless souls broke away from the corpse one after another and were sucked into the dazzling ball of light. He later wrote to me that he had consulted with others and thought that the plague might have been designed to harvest souls, and that the miracles that had been performed beforehand were only to ripen and sweeten the first fruits.

When I received his letter, I was so shocked that I rushed to the city of Kaya, despite the fact that the plague was still ongoing. But before I could arrive, news came that he and several other friends had died, and strangely enough that they had died not of the plague, but had somehow died in a nightmare. From then on, I didn't believe in the gods! (Note (1))

"This ...... Is it true...... Yes? ”

She stammered, her face extremely ugly, and in an instant she found that her faith had collapsed. She was so helpless and hopeless, what could be worse for a psychic than a collapse of faith?

"It's true! Nala, I really shouldn't tell you this, only the words beautiful, young, happy, and happy in this world are worthy of dedication in front of you, and you will always be the most beautiful woman in my heart. I don't regret my choice, but I do regret telling you so much that you just acted as if I didn't say anything, okay? ”

She opened her mouth and was about to say something more, when the iron door was pushed open again, and the expressionless guard walked in.

"It's time, Miss Nala, please go back!"

"Hmm...... Take care! ”

Before the words fell, inexplicable emotions once again overflowed into my heart, directly tearing everything in front of me to pieces, leaving only boundless darkness and dead silence.

(Note (1): Source of material, American historical drama "Ancient Aliens".) Please support us! ）