324. 324. 324 I have only you in my eyes
His eyes were clean at the moment, there was no conspiracy, no killing, and in just a few days, had he forgotten the parting of life and death that night? Regardless of his brother Tuoba Jiuxiao, what about his mother Mu Ruyan? Doesn't he care about her death?
Looking at that smile, she was a little envious of him, who could face life and death so indifferently, because of indifference, so she would not be sad or painful.
He was getting closer and closer to her, so close that he was only one step away, and he actually raised his arms and wanted to hug her, so was this the affection he wanted after losing his mother and brother?
She looked at him, and just as his hand was about to touch hers, he took a big step back in desperation, and he hugged the air.
With his hands in the air, his smile stiffened slightly, but he immediately returned to normal, slowly lowered his long arms, stood in place and said with a smile:
"Ye Fu, are you still used to living?"
She pulled the corners of her lips with a smile and raised her hand:
"General, please take a seat."
The attitude is polite and detached.
His smile froze again, he nodded, and sat down face to face with her.
When she is far away and far away, his feelings for her are focused on the person who will do whatever it takes to get her, and now that she is close at hand, his request is one step closer, how can the person who just get her enough, he wants her heart.
So, he won't do anything to force her.
He knew what she was thinking in her heart now, he made her lose Tuoba Jiuxiao, she must hate him, but he didn't regret it, for that man, life is an enemy, death is a rival in love, his existence is superfluous to him, and death is the best way to solve the problem between them.
"You haven't answered me yet, are you used to living in Ye Mansion?"
His gaze always fell on her face, as if he wanted to engrave her smile into his mind.
She poured tea and said lightly:
"Good."
She really has nothing to say to him.
But when he comes, she will follow what her father said, she will not provoke him, nor refuse him, as long as she is safe, she will perfunctory him, take away a bit of sadness and sharpness, wrap herself in a cocoon, and no longer have a flamboyant personality, some are just a soul as light as air.
After two words, she said no more.
His slender fingers gently caressed the teacup she had handed her, rubbing the edge of the celadon, the delicate and smooth touch like her cheeks, which he had touched greedily countless times when she had been unconscious the other day.
Relatively silent, her coldness made his heart twitch, and he didn't know what to say for a moment.
Secretly raising his tone, he said:
"In a few days, my father will ascend the throne, and I will be the crown prince at that time, have you heard?"
He wants to sue her, his status will skyrocket in the future, and the rights he has will be greater, is it easy to get her?
There was a faint smile on her lips, which seemed bland, but there was a hint of imperceptible mockery:
"Congratulations."
His eyebrows trembled, as if he was a little unwilling:
"The position of the crown prince is under one person and above ten thousand, compared to a prince......"
"General, I don't know if the funeral of the prime minister's wife is done?"
She interrupted him without saying anything, he dared to mention Tuoba Jiuxiao in front of her?
Her gaze was faint, and it kept falling on the celadon teacup, and the smile on the corner of her lips had dissipated like a mist as she spoke.
He realized why she had changed, although he was unwilling, but he was secretly blaming himself in his heart, why was he so uncontrollable? Why do you always mess with yourself when facing her?
After a pause, he said:
"If the bones are not found, my father will not hold a funeral."
Thinking of Mu Ruyan's death that day, Nangong Qingfeng's appearance of being crazy and depressed, Lin Ling'er felt pitiful.
It is an immutable truth that women are always the most easily moved by love.
"Cheng is really affectionate to Mrs. Cheng."
She said lightly.
The speaker has no intention, the listener has intention, what does she mean, she is suing him, is she also a long-term lover?
The fingers suddenly clenched the teacup, and the fingers that were originally beautiful became hideous because of the force.
"When a person lives, he is long-lasting, and when he dies, he is stubborn."
Is he admonishing her?
Originally, she should have been calm, but he kept rubbing salt on her wounds, if she didn't fight back, would it make him think that he had a chance?
His eyes suddenly raised, and he met his gaze sharply, and his voice was a little colder:
"I wanted to be a long-term lover, but unfortunately, now I have to become stubborn."
His fingers clenched tighter, and the celadon teacup seemed to twist under his force.
She picked up the teapot and added some water to his cup, dwelling on the issue would only hurt both sides, but she couldn't get hurt now, didn't want to get hurt, so she quickly diverted each other's attention.
"The general doesn't seem to be sad?"
He knew that there were always some taboos between them that could not be touched, maybe he could act as if nothing had happened, and it was enough to live by the love for her in his heart, but she was not him, so she couldn't do it.
His fingers suddenly loosened, and he slowly rubbed the rim of the cup as before, and sneered:
"She never had me in her eyes, so why should I be sad?"
"So, for a person who has never had a general in his eyes, no matter who it is, what he has done, the general will not be sad, will he?"
Suddenly his heart tightened:
"What do you want to say?"
How could you not hear what she was saying?
She smiled lightly:
"A person who has never had a general in his eyes will naturally not have her in the eyes of a general, right?"
Is she talking about herself? She never had him in her eyes, so shouldn't he have her in his eyes?
Maybe it made sense, but he couldn't.
If he can do it, he doesn't have to be as aggrieved as he is now, in order to keep her, he was forced to agree to his father's proposal, let her give birth to a child as a hostage, so that she would not seek death for the sake of the child, in order to marry her, he had to agree to her leaving the Prime Minister's Mansion, so on the day she left, he didn't dare to send her off.
The fiery eyes fell on her indifferent little face, and he said it through gritted teeth and categorically:
"It's not."
She can live without him in her eyes, but he can't do without her!
That's the truth, pathetic, pathetic.
She originally wanted to tell him this truth, so that he would know how to give up a person who didn't have him at all in his eyes, but who knows, he was so persistent.
Feelings aside, did he forget that if it weren't for their father and son, Tuoba Jiuxiao would not have been heard from so far, life and death are unknown, and with this alone, she would not be able to be with him for the rest of her life!
She lowered her eyes, stood up slowly, and lightly threw down a sentence:
"I'm tired, general, please come back."
The sound was as soft as a mist under this cloud, and when a gust of wind blew, it dissipated without a trace.
His heart ached, no matter whether it was far away in the sky or close in front of him, it seemed as if he would never be able to touch her.
"Don't go."
He rose to his feet, his pure tone tinged with a thin layer of anger.
Her figure paused, and she looked sideways slightly:
"I'm just a young lady in Shangshu Mansion now, and the general's order is not suitable for me."
Seeing her step away again, he chased after her in a few steps and hugged her from behind.
"Bell ......"
His voice became hoarse, even a little trembling, just like the voice he made in front of her bed during the days when she was in a coma in the Prime Minister's Mansion,
"From the moment I was born, my mother only wanted to kill me, she never loved me, she only saw the dead son."
So, that's why he doesn't have a mother in his eyes? What was he telling her to do to win her sympathy?
"But in my eyes...... Only you. ”
Her heart trembled a little, but only because of his pity,
"What my father did for me was to make up for the harm he did to my mother, and he should be very glad that my mother gave birth to me, giving him a reason to make amends to her and forgive himself. No one loves me because of me, why should I take them to heart? ”
Did he want to sue her that he had never received true love, and that she was his only love?
"Sending you to Shangshu Mansion is just an expedient measure, the prince can't marry a maid, and even if he does, he can only be a roommate, and he won't have a reputation. If you are the daughter of Lord Shangshu, the situation will be different. ”
He paused,
"At this point, I don't want you to fall in love with me immediately, and I won't take your child again, if he is your reason to live, I will let him be born safely, but you must marry me, only then can your child grow up safely."
His arms were hard, and even though he kept saying that he loved her, she didn't feel a trace of warmth.
Is it because you don't love it?
She took a step forward and broke free from his embrace, and he didn't force her, just watched her back.
She knew that Nangong Qingfeng would not let him marry her, but he was still dreaming like this, and even threatened her with her child, don't forget, her child was a hostage, how could Nangong Qingfeng put him in danger?
He was right, his father really didn't really love him.
The authorities are fascinated, but they didn't expect that a smart and proud man like Nangong Jue would not be able to see through the deceit, sad.
In the face of his tirade, or explanation, or to win sympathy, or to confess, or threatened, she accepted them all, and only responded in a low voice:
"Hmm."
Well? What does she mean is that she accepts everything he just said?
"Bell ......"
I don't know whether it is sad or happy in my heart, he takes a step forward and wants to hug her again, the soft touch, the clear taste, makes him just want more.
But she no longer gave him such a chance, and in a word, he was not enthusiastic about asking.
"Where's my sister?"
She never forgot about her sister, but one terrible thing after another followed, and she was a little overwhelmed.
This is a dead knot that can never be untied, Yu'er is dead, he can't find a sister for her, but if he knows that Yu'er died because of him, her hatred for him will only be deeper.
Suddenly clenched his fists, he sank his heart and said:
"When you become my woman, I will naturally sue you."