"Talon, have you ever had parents?"

After speaking, she realized that she was becoming more and more stupid, "Hehe...... I'm talking nonsense, where did you come from without your father? ”

She smiled and wiped tears from her face, and said, "Should I ask if you have a baby?" ”

Child?

Talon immediately remembered her child, and when she knelt in front of him for that child, that kneeling instantly melted his already stiff heart.

This was the first time she had mentioned the child here, and his heart became more and more panicked, and it seemed that she had never forgotten her previous life.

She has been looking forward to the big boss's illness getting better soon, and when his illness is cured, she can leave and be reunited with her children and husband, right?

He remained silent on the question, not wanting to answer, not even wanting to hear what she was saying below.

But being able to sit here side by side with her was the most pleasant time after his tired day, and he was reluctant to turn around and leave.

"I guess you don't, right?"

She began to say to herself, "You don't even have a woman, how can you have a child?" ”

She stretched out her hand and "placed" it on the sun, and the red light flowed through her fingers, "You know what? Qiqi's little hands are not even half the size of mine, but I haven't seen her for so long, I don't know if her little hands have grown up, whether anyone has cut her when her nails have grown, and her hair, it must have grown again, more and more like a little girl, if she is by my side, I will definitely tie her pigtails and tie a beautiful bow......"

She didn't see it, his head drooping lower and lower as she spoke, and finally he closed his eyes in agony.

"Blue Coat"

He suddenly shouted, "Say no more." ”

With that, he got up and left, but she grabbed the corner of his clothes.

Behind her was her choked and helpless voice: "Talon, I know, you are different from them, I have thought this since the first day I met you, can you ...... Help me? ”

His heart ached, it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, his fists clenched unconsciously, he couldn't refuse her, and walked away cruelly.

"Can you help me get out of here? Please! ”

She was crying again, he could even hear her tears hitting the stones on the roof, and he didn't like her tears, very, very much.

He gritted his teeth and said, "The big boss is not well yet, how can you go?" ”

"I don't know why he's not getting better, I'm obviously prescribing the right medicine, and using the best herbs, it stands to reason that he should have been well a long time ago, but...... I don't want to put it off any longer, my heart is so tired, so painful, so sad......"

She grabbed the placket of his shirt tightly, like grasping a life-saving straw, "Do you know, today is Qiqi's birthday, her first birthday, this is her first birthday, but I can't be by her side, can you understand this feeling?" She is the most important person in my life, because she is alive, I am still alive, and if she is gone, my life will no longer have meaning. It's been forty days since I left her, what has happened in these forty days, whether she is still alive, whether she has been injured, whether she has been attacked by another group of bandits, I don't know anything about her, I hate myself so much, why don't I die? Why can you live so confidently even if you lose your child? ”

She was crying, but his heart was dripping blood, "Talon, I beg you to help me, I just want to be with my daughter, I have nothing left, if I really want to stay here in this life and never see her again, what am I still alive for?" I don't understand, what exactly am I doing wrong, why is God so unfair, why, why? ”

She was clutching the placket of her chest stiffly, Tuoba Jiuxiao's "note" was close to her body, about him, she only had this one note left, did she really want her to lose her daughter and become a loner?

She didn't do anything wrong, it was him who was wrong.

The big boss's illness had already healed, but in order to help him delay time, in order to keep her heart, he kept pretending that he was not cured.

During these days, he clearly saw her talking and laughing with the brothers, and he thought that she had let go of the past, maybe it was not so bad here, and she was slowly getting used to it.

But I don't know how many tears she shed when he couldn't see it, and every night, she and Xiaoyingzi hugged their heads and cried, thinking about the child and going crazy.

He has never had a woman, a child, or a family relationship, he doesn't know what kind of feelings this is, but looking at her like this, listening to her crying, his heart is broken into yellow sand, a ball of yellow sand that can no longer be kneaded together.

"If ......"

The muscles in his face twitched, he gritted his teeth and said, "I'll help you get your daughter back, can you stay?" ”

On the day he knew that she was a woman, although his thoughts were not very clear at that time, what he did was already hinting at one thing, he did not kill her relatives, nor did he return the child to her, but let her husband take the child away, in fact, he was already moved by her at that time, he wanted her to forget the past, and in the future, whether he was happy or not, he would leave her in Shaying Village, because he wanted to see her every day.

Who knows, when his mind became clearer and clearer, when he thought she was willing to stay, she cried and begged him to help her leave, was he not good enough? Or has she suffered something here?

As long as she says, he will satisfy her, as long as she is willing to stay.

Hearing his words, she was stunned, and she didn't even know how to answer him.

Seeing that she didn't speak, he plucked up the courage to turn around, slowly squatted down in front of her, gently lifted her chin full of tears, and said, "I want you to be my woman, and if you want, I can ......"

"No ......"

She couldn't wait for him to finish speaking, so she rejected him categorically: "I don't want to!" ”

"Why?"

His vocal cords seemed to be rolled by yellow sand, rustling, distressing.

Why? Her heart has long been occupied by another man, and there is no room for anyone else.

But in the face of Eagle Claw, she couldn't bear to say it.

Lowering her eyes, she said, "Because...... I don't love you. ”

There is no better reason than this, for her, love or not love is the decisive factor in determining whether two people will be together, "The twisted melon is not sweet, if you insist on chaining me here, I will not be happy for the rest of my life, maybe, I will die quickly." ”

With that, she stubbornly raised her eyes to him and looked into his eyes.

He didn't avoid her gaze, just looked quietly into her eyes, which reflected his figure at the moment.

Caught off guard, he grabbed her head and kissed her on the lips fiercely, swallowing her bitter tears.

Her eyes widened, it was a shocking surprise, she didn't expect him to kiss her?

Just stretched out his hands to push him away, but he had already let go of her and turned away in desperation.

Her hands were in the air, his lips lingering on her lips, the tip of her nose lingering on his breath, and she had already hurried to end the kiss before she could even figure out the origin.

What does he mean? Do you want to help her? And this kiss, was she taken advantage of by him?

Her brain was a little empty, her tears continued to flow, she simply cried loudly, she wanted to cry happily, shrunk into a small ball on the roof, her body trembled incessantly, the setting sun stretched her shadow longer and longer.

Because of the pain, some people choose to commit suicide, and people who are very painful and don't want to die can only choose to sleep, sleep for a long time.

This is the case with Lin Ling'er.

Every day she wakes up to the noise of others, or the call of Xiaoyingzi, but today, she is awakened by the noisy sound of gongs and drums outside.

The sound of "dong dong bang" was deafening, and she irritably pulled the quilt over her head and continued to sleep.

After a while, Xiao Yingzi's voice sounded beside the bed: "Blue clothes, wake up, wake up." ”

Lin Ling'er asked sullenly, "What are you doing?" ”

"Look what's going on outside, it looks like there's something very happy."

After a pause, Xiao Yingzi pushed the window open a crack and looked at it again, "There is really a happy event, you see that even the big boss has come out, he looks very good, he doesn't look like a patient at all......"

"What did you say?"

Lin Ling'er lifted the quilt and sat up, "The big boss came out?" ”

She jumped down and ran to the window without even putting on her shoes, and as if she couldn't enjoy it, she pulled the door open.

As Xiao Yingzi said, the courtyard was very lively, in front of the stepped stone house, on the roof, and in the courtyard were crowded with people, regardless of men, women, and children, they all stood up, they all looked in one direction, beating gongs and drums, cheering, and jumping.

Looking in that direction, he saw the goshawk standing in front of his stone house, dressed in an earthy yellow robe, with a black belt tied around his waist, blending with the continuous sea of sand, and he was full of energy, tall and straight, waving to the brothers below.

"Damn, what the hell is he doing? Yesterday I was sick and bedridden, and today I am so energetic? ”

Lin Ling'er cursed to herself, yesterday she brought medicine to him, he still coughed badly, although he no longer coughed up blood, but it was not completely cured, could it be that his illness was cured overnight? How can it be?

Just thinking about it, I only heard the goshawk raise his hand to signal everyone to be quiet, and soon, hundreds of brothers quieted down, which showed the prestige of the goshawk in Shaying Village, and then he said aloud: "For the past few days, I have been sick in bed, and I can't take the brothers out to run errands, but I heard from a few masters that the brothers are still so brave, whether it is dusting whips or lifting goods, they are doing a good job, so tonight, I discussed with a few masters, and I want to treat everyone well!" ”

As the voices fell, cheers and cheers came and went, and he motioned for everyone to be quiet, and then said, "Thanks to the blessings of the brethren, my goshawk will not die, and of course, I would like to thank one person in particular." ”

As he spoke, his gaze fell on Lin Ling'er through the crowd, "That's the girl in blue, if it weren't for her medical skills, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to stand here today." ”！!