Chapter 38: Despair
"Boom...... Rumble......"
The train made a monotonous sound, carrying Xiao Yuanchao out of Base 49 and heading east. He went home, King Shi didn't go with him, and his boss didn't want him anymore. It's just that Long Min, who picked him up, sent him home, sent this child who had experienced many twists and turns home, and sent it to his father.
Along the way, Xiao Yuanchao didn't say a word, and the expression on his face was neither sad nor fearful, showing a wooden appearance.
"When you go home, you can go to school, and you can't say anything about the special A troops, no matter who you are dealing with. You've never been to Special Armor at all, let alone Base 49. You've been trafficked for more than a year, and now you've just been rescued, understand? Long Min told Xiao Yuanchao.
This is required by the secrecy regulations, and no soldier or cadet who has left the special A unit or who has been eliminated cannot divulge a single word about the special A unit for the rest of his life. Many of the children's families are themselves high-ranking families in the military, and even if they don't ask for it, they know the danger of leakage. Xiao Yuanchao's family is an ordinary family, and he will become an ordinary child in the future, so he must be emphasized and instructed again and again.
Not only that, but Xiao Hongjun must also be asked to re-study the secrecy regulations to ensure that nothing about the special A troops is revealed.
Because every aspect of the special A unit is top secret, the work done every year on secrecy alone is no less than normal training work.
"I don't say anything, I don't say anything, if I say it, I'm a traitor." Xiao Yuanchao nodded vigorously and made a guarantee.
This is the thinking after receiving a long-term education in secrecy, and secrets are sacred in their minds, and even if they lose their lives, they will not reveal a word.
But can Xiao Yuanchao do it?
The old man is closely concerned about this issue, and King Shi Jun is also concerned about this issue, because this issue is the key to Xiao Yuanchao's stay.
There is nothing wrong with a child being born murderous, because it is innate, and no one can change it, let alone blame it. King Shi Jun has always said that Xiao Yuanchao is not wrong, and this is the reason.
The murderous nature cannot be changed, it depends on what kind of loyalty the innate loyalty has achieved. If his natural loyalty can suppress Xiao Yuanchao's murderous nature, then he is the hope of the special A troops, and he is the murderer and god killer that the old man wants. If he lacks loyalty, he will never want to turn over, and he will never even think of joining any regular army when he is eighteen years old.
Loyalty is the foundation of the fundamentals, and it is the basic criterion of a qiē. Without loyalty, no matter how high you fly, you will not be recognized; If you lose your loyalty, no matter how faithful you are, it won't help.
In terms of ability and loyalty, the party and the country will not hesitate to choose loyalty, even if it is mediocre. Because the eight-year War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression and the three-year civil war all illustrate one problem: loyalty can produce cohesion, and cohesion can promote combat effectiveness.
Those heroes who can sing and cry, those underground parties who wander on the most dangerous edge for the sake of the revolution, are the most typical and true portrayal of loyalty.
This is the foundation of the party and the foundation of the country! If a soldier loses his loyalty, he will soon be gone!
After a year, Xiao Yuanchao finally returned home. This is where he thinks about it for a long time, and it is also a place where he is extremely afraid.
Mother Zhao Xiuying hugged her son tightly in her arms, kept kissing her son's cheek and neck, and let out a lost cry, a year, more than 300 days and nights, Zhao Xiuying thought that her son was about to go crazy.
But she knew what kind of men this family was, so she could only wash her face with tears night and night, endure and wait.
When her son was sent back a year later, Zhao Xiuying, a great wife and a great mother, could express only one action in her heart: hugging Xiao Yuanchao and crying for a long time.
She had to cry out all her thoughts and all her grievances. This is her last son, and she can't live without Xiao Yuanchao.
Xiao Yuanchao sat up straight, staring at his bedroom door without blinking. His father Xiao Hongjun and Long Min were talking inside, he didn't know what Long Min would say to his father, but he knew that his end was coming.
After about ten minutes, Long Min and Xiao Hongjun, whose hair had turned gray, came out of the bedroom.
Seeing his father come out, Xiao Yuanchao's body instantly tensed, and his eyes were filled with fear from his bones.
"Xiao Yuanchao, I hope we can see each other again." Long Min said this to Xiao Yuanchao, and said goodbye to Xiao Hongjun and his wife.
Long Min walked away and gently closed the door.
The sound of the door closing seemed to be a signal of the coming of death, Xiao Yuanchao's eyes were instantly filled with tears, his body trembled with fear, and even his teeth were fighting up and down.
"Xiao Hongjun!" Mother Zhao Xiuying is like a female leopard protecting her cubs, hugging Xiao Yuanchao tightly with all the strength of her body, and roaring at Xiao Hongjun: "If you dare to touch your son again, I will poison the food and die with you!" ”
This is Zhao Xiuying's biggest threat to Xiao Hongjun, who completely lost the image of a great mother for the sake of her son.
In the past, she would only swallow bitter water in her stomach; Now, she will fight to the death against anyone for her only son!
"Who said I was going to beat my son?" Xiao Hongjun smiled and said softly: "My son is back and will never leave again." Xiuying, I used to be wrong, but this year I've figured it out, hehe. If you don't have a son, don't say you won't live, even I don't want to live. ”
"You really won't touch your son?" Zhao Xiuying's eyes were full of disbelief.
"He's my only son, and now that he's back, I won't touch him again!" Xiao Hongjun stretched out his finger and swore: "I, Xiao Hongjun, swear in front of you now, I will never move a finger of my son!" Suyoung, you know what the oath means to me! ”
Hearing Xiao Hongjun's oath, the doubts in Zhao Xiuying's eyes disappeared. She knows her husband too well, and the oath is definitely the most untrampled on.
"Buy my son's favorite dish and cook a delicious meal for my son." Xiao Hongjun slowly squatted down, stared into Xiao Yuanchao's eyes and said, "Thin, too thin, alas, ......"
"Good!" Zhao Xiuying stood up in a hurry, kissed Xiao Yuanchao's face reluctantly, and said, "Son, mom cooks you your favorite dish." Don't be afraid of your father, if he dares to touch you, your mother will poison him! ”
After finishing speaking, Zhao Xiuying glared at Xiao Hongjun fiercely, put on her shoes and hurriedly walked out.
Zhao Xiuying went out, and the moment she closed the door, Xiao Yuanchao instinctively shrank into the sofa, like a mouse that saw a cat.
Xiao Hongjun didn't move, but took a piece of Want Want snow cake and handed it to his son. There was no distress in his eyes, just reluctance and firmness.
"Bang!"
The door was pushed open, and Zhao Xiuying, who had just been out for a few minutes, came back, she was obviously relieved when she saw Xiao Hongjun giving her son snow cakes, and advised: "Don't beat your son again!" ”
"Do you think I'm going to fight?" Xiao Hongjun smiled.
Not really, not really. Zhao Xiuying was relieved and went out of the house again to buy groceries.
Xiao Hongjun's hand was still handing the snow cake, his face became darker and darker, and he was getting heavier and heavier.
With a "snap", the snow cake fell to the ground, and Xiao Hongjun deliberately threw it on the ground.
Almost the moment the snow cake fell to the ground, Xiao Yuanchao jumped off the sofa and knelt on the ground with a pop, tears welled up, wanting to cry but not daring. (http://.)。
"Shame on you!" Xiao Hongjun let out an angry voice.
A shameful sentence pushed Xiao Yuanchao's fear to the extreme.
"Woooooooooo......oo Dad, I don't dare to be embarrassed anymore, please don't beat me to death, I don't dare, I really don't dare, woo woo woo ......"
When he was so frightened that he couldn't be afraid anymore, all Xiao Yuanchao could do was plead, begging bitterly.
"Smack!"
Xiao Hongjun's slap landed on Xiao Yuanchao's face, fanning out a few bright red finger prints.
"Get out! Get out of here! Xiao Hongjun let out an angry roar, pushed the door open, grabbed Xiao Yuanchao's neck and threw him out and shouted: "Shameful things, I am tired of killing you." The Xiao family doesn't have a man like you, get out of here, get out of here, get out of here! ”
"Bang!"
The door was closed, and Xiao Yuanchao was driven out of the house by Xiao Hongjun.
"Wow wow...... Wow, wow, wow......" Xiao Yuanchao sat on the ground and let out a desperate cry.
The Special Armor forces drove him away, and so did his father. He's a disgrace, everyone doesn't want him anymore!
If you have experienced what despair is, then you must be able to understand Xiao Yuanchao's feelings at this time. It was a feeling of having no way out, and it felt like the whole sky was going to fall.
Despair, the strictest negative feelings of human beings!
"Xiao Yuanchao?" An unfamiliar voice came from behind him.
Hearing someone call his name, Xiao Yuanchao subconsciously turned his head.
"Whew", a thug grabbed him, his mouth covered and wrapped in wide duct tape. Immediately after, a black bag was placed on his head, plunging him into absolute darkness in an instant.