189. 189 I don't want to be your woman
But what to do, the promise she gave him was destined to be a scam, but she still gave it, deceived him again and again, he wanted to accuse her, and she had nothing to say.
His face approached her, and the burning breath poured down her cheeks, burning her heart.
"I've always done what I said, I said you can't leave me, you won't want to run away in this life!"
His voice was almost a low roar, and the words that flowed out of his teeth shot like arrows to her heart.
Why did he hold on to her, it was just one night, did he really want her to lose her life?
It's impossible, from the moment she exchanged her identity with Yun Chengcheng, it was impossible for him to ask for anything.
Her heart was so painful that she burst into tears, and she cried out weakly:
"But I'm looking for my sister, I still have a lot of things to do, I don't want to stay here......"
Admit it, maybe he will let her go for a while, let her get out of here and live her own life.
However, he is still Mu Jiuxiao, the ruthless Hades:
"Sister, I'll help you find it, I'll help you do things, I said, you are my woman, from the night of the hot spring, until you die, you can only be my woman!"
"No, I don't want to be your woman, I don't belong to anyone, I belong only to myself...... Hmmm......"
He kissed her, kissed her on the lips fiercely, with plunder and punishment, as if to declare sovereignty to her, no matter what she said, she was his woman until death!
The familiar smell filled her senses, she couldn't hide from him, she could only let him violate, tears flowed, his taste mixed with bitter tears, like a sad song, instantly surrounded her, and the pain made her unbearable.
The wound left by the fingertips embroidering the purse for him is still painful, the words on his chest that are burned for him are still painful, she has no hope for him, why does he still refuse to let her go?
The initial struggle faded away, and she stood there feebly, letting him kiss wildly, and she knew that as hard as he kissed, the anger was as intense.
Noticing that something was wrong with her, he finally stopped, left her lips, and stared deeply at her.
The delicate little face seemed to have been washed with tears, the broad eyebrows suddenly tightened, he held her face with both hands, wiped the tears on her face, and there were tears hanging on the low long eyelashes, trembling incessantly, she looked like a little hedgehog on weekdays, but now she has become so pitiful, but so moving.
He couldn't help but kiss her eyes, and kissed her undried tears into his mouth, the bitter taste made his heart ache, and he actually regretted the impulse just now, and gently hugged her into his arms.
She closed her eyes, powerless to struggle any longer, and let him hold her, and only a long sigh of his.
After a long time, he gently pushed her away, and took out the purse she had embroidered for him from his arms, and his low timbre was full of tenderness:
"I'll always carry it with me, and you'll always be with me, won't you?"
She was a little surprised, his tone told her that he was a little unconfident?
She never looked at him, just lowered her eyes, turned her face, and did not answer.
Mu Tianning returned to Xiangfeng Residence, and his decadent appearance touched the hearts of Ayin and Chunyu.
He walked straight into the inner chamber, his steps weak, like a wilted grass, and he slid on the ground against the pillar.
Ayin hurriedly walked over and knelt in front of him, shook his arm lightly, and asked with concern:
"Young Master, what's wrong with you? Eyes so red, cried? ”
After Ayin's question, Mu Tianning, who had just calmed down, was sad again, and tears couldn't help but fall again.
"Young master, the boy doesn't flick when he has tears, what makes you so sad?"
Mu Tianning took a deep breath, wiped the tears from his face hard, and swallowed the tears that were about to flow back into his stomach.
He also knew that the man didn't flick when he had tears, but when he was in love, he went to ask for a kiss with full hope, but he was splashed with cold water by Lin Ling'er, and he couldn't accept such an ending.
He was unwilling, and he didn't understand, why Lin Ling'er suddenly changed his hexagram, what was he not good enough, and why she didn't want to marry him?
"Ayin, you say, where am I not good enough, why is Ling'er unwilling to marry me, why is she unwilling to go with me?"
Ayin was stunned by the question, and didn't know how to answer for a while.
At this time, Chunyu also followed, she heard Mu Tianning's coaxing words, Ayin glanced at her and motioned for her to help talk.
She squatted down behind Mu Tianning and said softly:
"Young Master Tianning is good anywhere, it's just ......"
"Just what?"
Mu Tianning suddenly turned his head to stare at Chunyu, no matter who said it at this time, he would listen to it more than usual.
Chunyu pursed her lips and glanced at Ayin, as if she was asking for Ayin's opinion, should she say it.
Ayin nodded at her, as encouragement.
"It's just...... Sister Ling'er likes mature and steady men, and doesn't like ......"
"What don't you like?"
Mu Tianning asked a little anxiously.
"I don't like men who are weak and incompetent, who shed tears at every turn."
Chunyu's voice became smaller and smaller, and he gradually lowered his head.
"What did you say?"
Mu Tianning stood up suddenly, pulled Chunyu's wrist, and shouted,
"Who do you say is weak and incompetent?"
Chunyu seemed to have expected Mu Tianning's reaction, Ren wrist was pinched by him, let him pull her severed finger, and said stiffly:
"The slave is talking about you, Young Master Tianning, if you really like Sister Ling'er, you shouldn't be sad and cry here, what you have to do is to fight for and find a way to get Sister Ling'er's favor, a mature and steady man will never sigh like you, let alone take a maid like you to be angry!"
Her words made Mu Tianning stunned, and then let go of her, because he was afraid of being told by her, and he wanted to prove that he was not the kind of person she said he was.
"Humph!"
He snorted coldly and shook her off.
Chunyu silently glanced at the wrist that he had pinched, he used a lot of strength in a hurry, at this time the delicate skin and flesh were already a little red and swollen, the broken finger had not healed, every day when Lin Ling'er changed the dressing for her, it hurt so much, ten fingers connected to the heart, and now he pulled it, it was even more painful, and he couldn't help crying.
Ah Yin saw the clue, and when chatting, he knew how Chunyu's two fingers were broken, and he had a little more sympathy and pity for her, he looked at her broken finger, and asked with some distress:
"Chunyu, are you alright?"
Chunyu pursed her lips tightly and shook her head incessantly, she was fine, as long as Young Master Tianning could cheer up, what would it matter if she hurt a little?
Ayin was a little upset about the spring rain, and he was also angry with Mu Tianning's bad temper.
"Young master, Chunyu is right, if you really like Ling'er, then go and fight for her, don't be angry with a maid."
"You ......"
Mu Tianning didn't expect Ayin to help Chunyu speak, and wanted to be furious, but when she saw the tears on Chunyu's face and her trembling severed fingers, she swallowed back what she wanted to say, and a trace of guilt welled up in her heart.
His lips moved, and finally he squeezed out two words:
"Does it hurt?"
Although it was only two short words, it represented his concern, Chunyu shook his head desperately, and forced himself to smile:
"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all. Young Master Tianning, Sister Ling'er is a very good person, if you like her, don't give up. ”
Chunyu's strength inspired Mu Tianning, and he nodded towards Chunyu, his eyes full of gratitude.
In the following days, Mu Tianning really cheered up as Chunyu said, he wanted to be a man that Lin Ling'er liked.
Every day he gets up early and goes to bed late, exercises, reads, writes, and almost uses all his energy on how to become a man that Ling'er likes, he hopes that Ling'er can see his changes, his efforts, and his intentions.
And since the day Mu Tianning asked for marriage, Lin Ling'er has been more indifferent to Mu Jiuxiao than before, in addition to doing her part, the only thing she is worried about is the whereabouts of her sister Lin Yu'er, but every time she asks Mu Jiuxiao, the answer she gets is always the same, and she can't find it.
She felt as if her sister had suddenly evaporated from the world, where did Yun Chengcheng hide her, why did Mu Jiuxiao dispatch so many people and couldn't find it for so many days?
When she was thinking about these questions, she was pouring tea, and the tea overflowed the teacup but she didn't know it, until Mu Jiuxiao held down her hand, she realized it and was busy cleaning up the table.
"What are you thinking?"
Mu Jiuxiao didn't get angry, just asked lightly.
She hesitated for a moment, and replied lightly:
"I'm thinking."
At this time, it had only been three days since the last time she asked Mu Jiuxiao about Yu'er.
Mu Jiuxiao put down the scroll and said:
"Yu'er was originally a good errand boy in the Prime Minister's Mansion, why did she suddenly disappear? How did you find out? ”
She pondered for a moment and said:
"The slave maid had been on an errand with her sister in the Prime Minister's Mansion before coming to Wani, but halfway through the slave and maid to Wani, the family of the Prime Minister's Mansion came to deliver a letter, saying that Yu'er had also left the Prime Minister's Mansion and did not know where to go, and the slave and maid only knew."
Mu Jiuxiao looked at Lin Ling'er's busy figure, what she said was not exactly the same as the news he sent someone to inquire, but it was similar.
The people sent out reported that Lin Ling'er and her sister Lin Yu'er rode out on horseback that day, and no one came back in the end.
He had wondered if Yu'er had been robbed and killed, but he had inquired about the mountain bandits and robbers along the way from Wani to Daegu, and no one had ever robbed and killed a woman named Lin Yu'er, ...... Strange.
"What are your plans to do when you find your sister?"
Mu Jiuxiao asked suddenly.
Lin Ling'er didn't want to lie to him anymore, so she chose to remain silent.
Mu Jiuxiao didn't ask any more questions, after what happened in the elegant room, he seemed to be much more tolerant of her.
The winter is getting deeper, and the wind at night is extremely cool.
This night, Lin Ling'er returned to the private room after helping Mu Jiuxiao warm up the bed, but saw Mu Tianning sitting alone at the table, as if waiting for her.