358. 358 What do you think of me?
Everything she does is because she loves him, in order to love him, she can ignore a qiē, she doesn't need compensation, let alone repayment, all she needs is his love.
Also, he didn't give her an official title, too, in terms of background, she is not worthy of being his princess at all, even if she is a side concubine, she can be worthy of the king of Hades, not an official lady, at least she must be a wealthy family.
And what about her? A little maid, or a maid from an enemy country, what qualifications does he have to be a woman by his side?
has been played in the court drama of the TV series before, and a woman like her is only worthy of being a woman with a window warmer.
No wonder, he couldn't give her a name, because there was no one suitable for her at all.
No matter how much he loves her, he can't change her background.
She suddenly became confused, not knowing what her future would bring, let alone imagining their future.
Her face drooped lower and lower, until she lay on the table, her eyes were straight and her heart was empty.
"Xiao Zhengzi, what do you say I should do......"
This kind of heart, it seems that he can only tell Xiao Zhengzi that he has experienced everything with her, and I am afraid that he is the only person who can push his heart.
It was only then that she realized that since she came back last night, she didn't seem to have seen Xiao Zhengzi, where did he go?
Tengdi sat up straight, she looked at Xia Yu and asked:
"Xia Yu, where is Xiao Zhengzi?"
"Little Zhengzi?"
Xia Yu looked dazed,
"What little Zhengzi?"
Chunyu didn't know either, and shook his head.
"By the way, and Ye Shangshu, Mrs. Ye, where are they all arranged?"
"The slave doesn't know."
The two of them still shook their heads.
Compared with the people of the Hades Mansion such as Chunyu and Xia Yu, Xiaoyingzi and others, Ye Bu and Xiao Zhengzi, who had experienced life and death with her, seemed to be closer to her heart and were more qualified to be called her maiden family.
While talking, breakfast has come up, saying that it is breakfast, but in fact, it is not far from noon, and when she finishes eating, it is estimated that Tuoba Jiuxiao should also come back.
She didn't ask anything more about Ye Bu and Xiao Zhengzi, but picked up the chopsticks and ate them one after another.
It's a pity that she is a person who can't pretend to be a person in her heart, she eats a meal absent-mindedly, she doesn't know what she eats, and she doesn't know what she eats at all.
Putting down her chopsticks, she got up and walked out.
"Master, slow down, beware of the fetal gas."
"Master, the slave and maid are supporting you."
Chunyu and Xia Yu immediately followed, although it was for her good, but she was not in the mood to enjoy such a service at all, and she was not qualified to enjoy it.
Xia Yu went up to help her, and she shook her off angrily.
"Don't touch me!"
The attitude is very bad, and after speaking, she feels a little sorry for Xia Yu, but if they treat her like this because of the prince's order, she really doesn't need it.
Walking out of the gate of the main house, she yelled at the black and oppressive people in the courtyard:
"Wherever you come from, go back and do your work, I don't need you here."
"Master?"
Everyone looked at her suspiciously, she pointed to the door of the Xiao Pavilion and shouted:
"Get out of here!"
Everyone was startled, looked at each other, and no one dared to stay any longer, so they hurried out.
"Master, what's wrong with you?"
Chunyu was also startled and asked in fear.
"Yes, master, the prince is doing this for you, how can you ......"
Xia Yu also wanted to persuade.
She interrupted her mercilessly:
"yes, I just don't appreciate it, how about it?"
As she spoke, she lifted the corner of her skirt and walked out.
Why does she feel like she is being nurtured at the moment?
Although everyone calls her master, although Tuoba Jiuxiao dotes on her, why can't she be happy at all?
She knew that it was because of this embarrassing identity that she felt that she couldn't gain a foothold in this Hades Mansion at all.
I thought how much I believed in him, and believed that he would definitely give him the name he wanted, not to mention that they loved each other.
But at this moment, she couldn't convince herself anymore, she had to ask him what she was going to do with her!
She is no longer the Yun Chengcheng who married him after changing her appearance, she is just a maid now, in the eyes of everyone, except for sleeping with/having slept with him and being pregnant with his child, there is no formal relationship between them at all, she doesn't want this!
If he feels that her identity is not worthy of him, then speak up as soon as possible, she will not occupy the position next to him.
If he were to marry someone else, she would let him out immediately, because she couldn't share him with anyone, absolutely not!
Seeing her walking out violently, Xiao Yingzi, who was standing at the door and wanted to greet her, was stunned, of course, she was directly ignored by the angry Lin Ling'er, she walked in front of her like a gust of wind, and didn't even look at her.
"Chunyu, what's wrong with Sister Ling'er?"
Xiao Yingzi held her big belly, grabbed Chunyu and asked quietly.
Chunyu shook his head, with a nervous face, shook off Xiaoyingzi and hurriedly followed.
When the prince left in the morning, he said that if anyone upset the master, the end would be to be kicked out of the Hades Palace.
She didn't dare to imagine how many people would be kicked out today, but the prince was never the same.
Seeing this, Mu Yun and Mu Jin, who were originally standing with Xiaoyingzi, also hurriedly followed, and the prince had instructed them to be responsible for protecting Lin Ling'er's safety.
"Master, slow down......"
"Master, you are pregnant now, you should not walk too fast, in case you have fetal gas......"
Chunyu and Xia Yu were so worried, they were originally sincere, but now they have become fake in Lin Ling'er's ears, and it is Tuoba Jiuxiao who has changed the original beauty.
"Shut up, y'all!"
She didn't want to hear anything until she spoke to him.
She gritted her teeth and pursed her lips, and walked all the way to the gate of the Hades Palace, the eagerness made people feel frightened, and everyone she met on the road bowed to her, and the fear was overflowing.
She felt that her heart was about to jump out, because of anger, because of grievances, because of all kinds of uncertainty.
Before coming back, I was looking forward to thinking about him and wanting to return to this "home", but it had only been back for a day, why did she feel like an "outsider"?
Is this really her home?
Seeing that he was about to walk to the gate, he saw Tuoba Jiuxiao's tall body walking in from outside the heavy red lacquer gate.
He was followed by several lieutenants, as well as a group of guards, and when he saw Lin Ling'er, he was stunned for a moment, his expression was too familiar to him.
Sure enough, after she saw him, she came straight to him, she never knew how to hide it, and the love in her heart was released through this tense little face.
"Tuoba Jiuxiao!"
She called her name directly, and everyone was so frightened that everyone trembled, this momentum, this title, if it was replaced by someone else, I am afraid I don't know how many times she died.
"The slave and maid greet the prince."
Behind them, Chunyu and a few others trembled and said goodbye, they didn't know what fate awaited them.
In front of everyone, Tuoba Jiuxiao was called like this by her not once or twice, she had long been used to it, if she called him the prince like others respectfully, and greeted him, he would be surprised, this is the real her.
"Stand down."
As soon as he raised his hand, except for Lin Ling'er, everyone immediately retreated without saying a word, and almost in the blink of an eye, only the two of them were left at the door.
Lin Ling'er smiled secretly, sure enough, it was his home, everyone obeyed him with sincere fear, maybe in his eyes, she was just his accessory.
"How did you get out?"
He stepped forward and put his arm on her shoulder, his voice less fierce and strong, more thoughtful and gentle.
His words, like a gentle hand, smoothed out the burrs she had erected, and she wanted to quarrel with him, but now she couldn't open her mouth.
Her big eyes reflected the sunlight, and she stared at him for a long time before she asked:
"I ask you, what do you think of me?"
As soon as the words came out, he was no longer as angry as he was just now, less impulsive, and more sensible.
Emotionally, men are always the most sluggish animals, and what they take for granted in their eyes becomes a completely different interpretation in the eyes of women, and they don't know it, terrible, pathetic, and pitiful.
Just like Tuoba Jiuxiao now, his eyebrows gradually came together, looking at her clear and agile big eyes, I really wanted to see something in her eyes, there was anger, and ...... Grievance?
"What's wrong, what's wrong?"
"Answer me, what do you think of me?"
Didn't he understand her, and even asked her to ask a second time? Or is he simply running away from the question, because he has a ghost in his heart, and he doesn't dare to answer?
You can never stop a woman's cranky thoughts!
He looked at her fixedly, and spat out a few words heavily:
"My woman."
Her heart tugged at her, if it were in modern times, a man would say these words to her, she would be ecstatic.
But this place is different, here there are three wives and four concubines, here is about status, the right family, there is no fairy tale of the prince and Cinderella, so he can have many women, and she may be just one of them!
She sneered:
"Okay, your woman. So how are you going to place your woman? Be a nameless master here for the rest of your life? ”
It dawned on him that he had just understood what she was asking, what she cared about.
The hand holding her shoulder tightened, and he lowered his voice as low as he could:
"I said last night that I would give you a name, but ......"
"It's just that you didn't think about what kind of title you were going to give me, did you?"
His eyes flickered for a moment, and he replied firmly and forcefully:
"Yes."
She didn't expect him to be so arrogant?
"Let me think about it for you, you are the prince, and I am just a maid, in this society that only looks at birth and does not look at people, what kind of title can you give me? Princess? Side concubine? No, I'm afraid you can't. Maybe in this life, the name you can give me can only be 'your woman'. And your princess and side concubine will have someone else, am I right? ”