338. 338 Make a break
In fact, she couldn't vomit anything at all, she was just too sad to vent.
Spitting and spitting, she finally sat down slowly against the wall and sat on the ground, crying silently.
"What did I do wrong, why did the people I love the most leave me, why did I ......"
At this moment, she was so fragile that she was like two people with that strong girl, Shen Cheng couldn't help but feel moved in his heart, squatted down in front of her, and comforted:
"It's not your fault......"
He paused, as if searching for the right words,
"Yu'er died in the arms of His Royal Highness the Prince, she walked with a smile, she should be happy to die for her beloved."
He remembered the scene by the Beijiang River again, which was all Lin Ling'er's heartache,
"As for Hades...... It's not your fault, the people of the Nangong family want to deal with him, and no one can stop it. Besides, it's been so long that we haven't found the body of Hades in the river, and we haven't heard from him. Haven't you heard that phrase? No news is good news, maybe...... He's alive. ”
Such words undoubtedly played a certain role, Lin Ling'er's crying weakened a lot, she wiped her tears, and asked with teary eyes:
"You wish he was alive?"
“……”
He smiled and didn't answer.
Even if he hoped that Tuoba Jiuxiao was still alive, such words could not come out of his mouth.
Although Shen Cheng was by Nangong Jue's side, his heart was inexplicably towards Lin Ling'er's side, maybe he had followed the wrong master from the beginning.
She was so stupid, how could she ask Shen Cheng such a stupid question? He is a person from Nangong Jue, how can he hope that Tuoba Jiuxiao is still alive?
"Where's my sister?"
She asked, lowering her eyes.
Shen Cheng hesitated and stretched out his hand to her:
"Get up, it's cold on the ground."
She looked at his outstretched hand, did not refuse, took his hand, and let him lift his heavy body up.
"Let's get out of here first."
Shen Cheng said.
She nodded and silently followed.
"Yu'er's death was an accident, when Yun Tingcheng learned that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince loved you, the girl, he hit Yu'er like crazy, and told her the truth of the matter, Yun Tingcheng said that he wanted to go to you to change his identity, and Yu'er said that he wanted to go with her. Later, he was caught up by His Royal Highness the Prince, and Yun Chengcheng was angry and wanted to kill His Royal Highness the Prince, but Yu'er blocked the sword for His Royal Highness the Prince. Later, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince sent someone to follow her all the way to Wani, but she didn't see you come back for a long time, so she took someone to Wani, and you know what happened later. ”
Shen Cheng told one by one,
After Yun Chengcheng escaped, she happened to meet His Royal Highness the Prince, she didn't know that the people of the Nangong family had already had the intention of rebellion, her intelligence and the assassination of the Hades King happened to give Nangong Qingfeng the opportunity, and she could push this qiē onto the Hades King, Nangong Qingfeng was not only not a rebellion, but also a meritorious man, eradicated the assassin, and ascended the throne by Shun Lì, this qiē became logical. And although the Hades King avenged the murder of his father, he became a victim of Nangong Qingfeng, in fact, his revenge for killing his father is not completely avenged, after all, there is still a person...... Alive. ”
Lin Ling'er didn't expect Shen Cheng to tell her so much, of course, the living person was referring to Nangong Qingfeng.
But from his words, she seemed to capture something, and if there was nothing, she didn't know if she felt right.
However, there are some things that she can't ask, and even if she does, he won't answer, so it's better to keep it in her heart.
She is still immersed in the sadness of losing her sister, all she thinks about at the moment is her sister's voice and smile, maybe her sister died in the arms of her beloved man, she will feel very happy, but for her, it is the loss of her loved ones, although Shencheng's consolation makes her better, but how can she let go lightly?
"If I could, I'd rather this qiē never happened, if I hadn't married Wani instead of Yun Chengcheng, maybe today, I would still be a happy little girl, Yu'er would not die, and there would be so many torments......"
Her voice was low, hoarse and choked, and tears still flowed silently, dripping into the dust.
"There are no ifs in life, since it has happened, face it bravely, the suffering is only temporary, and it will pass one day."
He stood still and looked back at her,
"Trust me, you can do it."
Maybe it was Shen Cheng's tall body that gave people a sense of security, or maybe it was his firm gaze that gave people confidence, because of his words, she suddenly felt full of strength, no longer as sentimental and fragile as before.
She remembered her former self, shouldn't she be a Xiaoqiang who couldn't be killed? Why did it become what it is today?
"Ah......h
The child in her stomach suddenly kicked her, and the force was so great that she screamed out in pain.
"What's wrong?"
Shen Cheng asked with concern.
Her tightly knit brows gradually loosened:
"It's okay, someone kicked me ......"
Hearing this, Shen Cheng hurriedly looked back and forth, left and right, but did not find a third person other than them.
Seeing his incomprehensible look, Lin Ling'er finally showed a smile:
"It's him ......"
As she spoke, she pointed to her bulging lower abdomen,
"He's got a lot of strength."
Only then did Shen Cheng understand that he had never been a woman, and at this time, his cheeks were slightly flushed, and his gaze drifted.
"Ahem......"
He coughed a few times in disguise,
"Didn't you just ask where Yu'er was? I can take you to see her. ”
It's strange that Lin Ling'er is not as sad as just now, there is no doubt that Shencheng played a big role, as well as the child in the belly, and the sentence "No news is good news"......
She thought for a moment and asked:
"Did Nangong Jue ask you to take me to see Cloud Fall City?"
"Yes."
Shen Cheng replied succinctly.
He ...... How does it seem to be different? ”
If it were Nangong Jue in the past, he would definitely continue to hide the truth, or use his sister's death to threaten her and keep her like Yun Chengcheng, but he didn't.
"I guess...... Maybe I want to make a decision. ”
Shen Cheng said while thinking, but she saw something in his expression, in fact, this kind of speculation already meant affirmation.
It's always hard for his subordinates to speculate about his master's thoughts, but it is not easy for Shen Cheng to tell her, and in addition, he also trusts her, and seems to want her to rest assured and let go.
Thinking of Nangong Jue last night, she never thought that it would be his farewell, but ......
"That's ...... Best. ”
She gently spat out what she wanted to say.
"I'm curious, doesn't the girl hate Yun Cheng Cheng?"
Shen Cheng asked.
"Whether it's hatred or resentment, she has become like this now, I'm afraid the person who should be hated is me."
"Indeed, if it weren't for the girl, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince probably wouldn't be so unbearable to her."
Extremely?
It's really unbearable, she didn't expect that Nangong Jue would really be so ruthless, thinking about how much Yun Chengcheng loved him at the beginning, he could be ruthless!
Thinking of the Cloud Allure City she had just seen, she couldn't help but be a little worried.
"General Shen, can I ask you for one thing?"
Shen Cheng turned his head to look at her, waiting for her request,
"Treat her well, okay? Help me keep the child in her womb, Mutu died because of me, and keeping his blood is the only thing I can do for him. ”
After staring at her eyes for a long time, Shen Cheng finally nodded:
"I do my best."
No matter when I see her, her eyes are always so clear and bright, just like her heart.
"Thank you."
She said sincerely,
"Take me to see Yu'er."
"Okay."
Shen Cheng responded and took her out of the prince's mansion.
Just when her back had just disappeared at the gate, Nangong Jue quietly walked out from the corner under the corridor, and here, she could just see the road she had walked......
Lin Yu'er was buried on a mountain with excellent scenery, as the saying goes, the nest wind is sunny, and the sun shines all year round.
Her tombstone is very simple, "Lin Yu'er's Tomb", only these few words, it is said that Nangong Jue helped her erect.
Originally, she was just an ordinary little maid, but because of Lin Ling'er's relationship, she seemed to have received special care from Nangong Jue from birth to death.
The tombstone is made of fine granite, which is said to last for many years, and the price is of course quite high.
Lin Ling'er watched her sister lying here alone, and the heart that had just made herself strong collapsed the moment she saw her, and tears welled up.
Shen Cheng has already prepared ingots and paper money for her, she never believed in these, in modern times, every time her parents took her to visit the graves of her grandparents, she just said goodbye, and she never disdained the things that polluted the environment by burning paper money.
But now, she is so eager to do something for her sister, even if it's just some empty things.
She knelt in front of the grave, burned all the things that Shencheng brought to Lin Yu'er one by one, and silently read what she wanted to say to her in her heart, starting from her crossing over to the ten-year-old Lin Ling'er, to her disguise and marrying on her behalf, they all told her in her heart, Yu'er would probably be the only person in this world who knew her origin.
After burning the paper money, she sat on Yu'er's tombstone for a while, today is a rare good day after days of rainy days, the sun has been shining warmly on her body, she thought, Yu'er is here, it must not be cold, right?
Just when she thought she was about to fall asleep, Shen Cheng's voice floated down from above her head:
"Miss Ling'er, it's time to go."
She opened her eyes, and Shencheng stood against the light, blocking the sun, tall and calm like a mountain.
She was suddenly curious and asked:
"General Shen, you never seem to be afraid that I would run away?"
Shen Cheng gently pulled the corners of his lips and said:
"You won't."
She won't?
Why is he so sure?
However, he was right, if she left, Shen Cheng would definitely be blamed, and she would hurt him.
Although he is the person next to Nangong Jue, but unexpectedly, she is not annoyed by him, Shen Cheng has helped her many times, and she will not forget it.
So, he's determined, it's also because of this?
She smiled:
"Let's go."
Shen Cheng helped her up, and she took one last look at Yu'er's tomb before following him away.
As soon as he returned to the Prince's Mansion, he met someone sent by Nangong Qingfeng......