439 Accompany me to hell
"Danzhen,"
Amory interrupted her, "No matter what the reason, you shouldn't choose to harm someone, especially when Ling'er is pregnant with a child, how can you bear to do this to a pregnant woman?" ”
"Ling'er, Ling'er, Ling'er again!"
Danzhen jumped to her feet, and now the mere hearing of the name drives her crazy.
Amoli didn't know how to talk to her sister anymore, and her thoughts had been radicalized to a certain extent: "Danzhen! Don't you understand what I'm saying? The important thing is not who you are targeting, but your behavior, which has exceeded the bottom limit of being a human being! ”
"I don't understand, I only know that none of you stand in my position and think about me, even once!"
Danzhen's lack of understanding and lack of sympathy prompted her to be more extreme, maybe at this time, someone could stand in her perspective and give her a word and affirmation, she would not become so crazy, shouting and shouting, she cried sadly, "Do you know how I feel now? I feel so lonely, no one understands me, no one loves me, not even you are on my side, why should I take care of your feelings? Since none of you are going to help me, then I can only help myself, what's wrong with me? ”
However, because the person she hurt was Lin Ling'er, in Amory's heart, the compassion that should have been given to her seemed to be wiped out.
He turned around and didn't look at his tearful sister, even if he was as chic and uninhibited as him, he couldn't agree with Danzhen's approach: "It seems that Tuoba Jiuxiao's decision is correct, you should stay away from the world, chant the scriptures for a few years, you should learn from the Buddha well, what is good to be kind to others, plant good causes and get good results, what is what it means to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground." ”
Danzhen was so aggrieved that she cried out, the most unexpected thing for her was the royal brother who loved her the most since she was a child, his arrival not only did not bring good news, but even made her feel the pain of losing the love of her relatives, how could she not be angry?
The more Amori preached, the more rebellious she became: "Brother Wang, I really didn't expect that you would actually let Xiao Jiu harm me like this?" If you want to lock me up for three years, why should he? ”
"Why?"
Amory suddenly turned around and yelled at her, which is a very rare thing to happen to him who is easy-going by nature, "Just because you almost killed his woman and his flesh and blood, he has already cheapened you for this life!" ”
He didn't dare to imagine that if Lin Ling'er really died because of his sister, how would he face Ling'er under Jiuquan, how he would face Danzhen, and how he would face himself.
Although Lin Ling'er is fine, this incident still makes him feel palpitations, how can Danzhen understand his pain?
On one side is his sister, and on the other hand, he is the woman he likes in his heart, and it is really difficult to make such a trade-off and balance.
Looking at Danzhen's shocked appearance, he tried his best to stabilize his feelings, in fact, everyone said that he had a good temper and was easy-going, don't you know that this is just that he can tolerate more than ordinary people and doesn't like to care, where does his good temper come from?
He walked over and grabbed Danzhen's shoulder, and said earnestly: "Such a result has been won by me with my best efforts, do you know, in order to protect you, I promised to help him attack Daegu, although after the victory, Sinan will get the land east of the water, but if I don't agree, you are no longer a complete you, he will dispose of you according to the law of Wani, even if my father comes in person, he will not be able to say a word." ”
He wanted Danzhen to know that her relatives didn't care about her, but had done their best to protect her, and he wanted her to know that she was not alone, and that he would find a way to help her even if she made a big mistake.
However, these words listened to Danzhen's ears, but completely lost their original meaning and focus.
Danzhen glared and asked, "You mean, Xiao Jiu will lead his troops to attack Daegu?" ”
Amory's eyebrows tightened, but she didn't care, after all, her sister used to like Tuoba Jiuxiao, and it was normal for her to care about his problems, so she replied lightly: "Yes." ”
"How long will it take?"
"Half a year at least, a year at most."
"What about Lin Ling'er, will she also follow?"
She seemed to be very concerned about Tuoba Jiuxiao's attack on Daegu, but before Amory could think about her intentions, one of her questions disrupted his thoughts.
Lin Ling'er is willing to give birth to a child for him, it seems that she really likes him.
Yes, he has known such a conclusion for a long time, and what is he expecting now?
Isn't her willingness to risk her life to steal into the Zhebei Palace to help him get the antidote?
Between them, is it never possible?
His heart tightened so much that it hurt, and he shook his head and sighed softly: "I don't know ......"
Since he came here, he hasn't had a chance to meet her, and he doesn't know if there is still a possibility of meeting between them.
Amory's loneliness was taken into Danzhen's eyes, and she consciously asked, "Brother Wang, how did you and Lin Ling'er meet?" Do you like her too? ”
Hearing Danzhen mention Lin Ling'er, Amoli naturally took a trace of defense: "It's none of your business." ”
His reaction made Danzhen even more convinced: "Even if you don't say it, I can see that you like her, you just like her!" Hearing that she was poisoned, you are more worried and anxious than anyone else, isn't that what is like? ”
He took a deep breath, not intending to dwell on this issue any longer, so he tried to soften his gaze, rubbed Danzhen's short hair, and said, "I came to sue you, I am going back to report to my father, the matter is very important, it is better to be sooner rather than later." ”
He turned around and wanted to leave, and comforted again, "Don't worry, I talked to Mu Tianning, and he will treat you well." That's all I can help you...... Do it yourself. ”
"Brother Wang!"
Seeing that he was leaving, Danzhen's heart seemed to be hollowed out, she hugged him and cried, "Brother Wang, I know that you and your father have done their best for me, what lord is willing to sacrifice his army to help others fight?" Although it is profitable, if it weren't for me, how could this little bit of profit be seen in the eyes of the king? ”
Amoli's sudden sensibility made Amory stunned for a moment, but she was also pleased, patted her on the back and said: "It's good to know, in the future, I hope you are worthy of us, worthy of the glory of the Sinan royal family, don't do anything out of the ordinary again, now Tuoba Jiuxiao has a request for Sinan, if one day he has no desire, you make a mistake again, what else can I do to save you?" ”
"Yes, Brother Wang, sister remembers."
Unexpectedly, she didn't choke back, she agreed very quickly, then raised her head and said very seriously, "Now, my sister only asks you for one thing, the last one." ”
Amory raised an eyebrow and looked at her with a smile, waiting for her to make a request.
Unexpectedly, what she said next shocked him: "Let Xiao Jiu and Lin Ling'er never be happy!" ”
"What did you say?"
He looked at Danzhen in disbelief and pushed her away.
Danzhen said with a heartfelt voice: "Brother Wang, I don't want to indulge in this sea of suffering alone, I have today, it is all caused by them!" Can you bear to watch me alone and lonely, facing the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha every day, and they can live and live together, and be happy? ”
"You are you, they are them. You have today caused by yourself, you don't reflect on yourself, but put the blame on others, you ......"
"No, I have today, it's all because of them! If it weren't for Xiao Jiu, I wouldn't have married Wani, and if it weren't for Mu Tianning's liking for Lin Ling'er, I wouldn't have poisoned her! I'm not reconciled, why can they be together sweetly and happily, but I can't even get someone I like? My husband doesn't love me, he loves Lin Ling'er, Brother Wang, the person he likes loves someone else, do you know this feeling? Mu Tianning, Mu Tianning, the person he loves turned out to be Lin Ling'er! ”
"What does this have to do with me?"
He clenched his fists, "Ling'er...... I want her to be happy, happy...... That's it. ”
When he said this, he was against his will, I am afraid only he knows.
How could he not know that the person he likes loves someone else?
As long as he thinks about it, he will feel a piercing pain, he can't wait to be able to give Lin Ling'er a drink of forgetfulness, and let her forget about it from now on, let her only look at him alone, and only like him alone!
However, the human heart is the most difficult to control, if he could do that, he would have done it a long time ago, and would he wait until today? Otherwise, wouldn't he have become the same person as Danzhen?
"Brother Wang, are you still not a man? Do you really like her? If you really like it, then you should do everything possible to get her, because you have to believe that in this world, only you can give her happiness, only you love her the most, and she will be the happiest woman in the world only when she is with you, isn't it? ”
"Say no more!"
He shouted to stop Danzhen, but this time, it was not because she said something wrong, but because he didn't dare to listen to it.
He was afraid that he would be shaken by her, and he was afraid that his heart, which he had managed to rein, would break free from his cage like a wild beast and run towards her desperately.
Just like this time, before receiving the letter from Caiyu and Caixin, he was already thinking about coming to Wani.
The reason is to visit my sister, but in fact, it's just a plausible excuse to come to see her.
Not daring to stay here any longer, he turned around and left, but Danzhen shouted hysterically behind him: "Brother Wang, I only ask you for this one thing, please you, I can't watch them be happy, I want them not to be together!" Isn't it said that the most painful thing in life is life and death? Since they can't die, I want them to live and leave, and even if they live, they will never see each other! I want them to go to hell with me, I want them to stay with me...... I'm so lonely, I'm so sad, Brother Wang, I'm so sad......"
By the end of the shout, her voice had become hoarse and weak, and she watched Amory's back disappear mercilessly at the door, and her body sat limply on the ground, tears flowing, "Brother Wang...... Don't leave me ......"
Who can understand her sadness and helplessness, and save her from suffering?