Volume 2 Purgatory Chapter 8 Who knows that the moon shines on the lonely heart

Chongqing, Yingxi, Haitang Community.

There was a light rain in the sky, and the whole world was gray like a rag that hadn't been cleaned in a long time, but the bad weather didn't dampen people's expectations for the holidays.

The National Day has arrived, and this festival, which has only been established since 1949, has one of the most popular in China, second only to the traditional Spring Festival of the Chinese nation.

Xiao Ya stood by the windowsill, withdrew her gaze from looking downstairs, turned to look at the man in black in front of her, and asked indifferently, "What does the god want this time?"

The man in black waited for a long time, and finally heard Xiao Ya's 'summons' at this moment, and he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

He took a step forward, bowed slightly and said, "Please forgive Old Madam Han, I didn't come to you to get something this time." ”

Han Qian is dead, and the current head of the Han family is the young man named Fei Yu, and theoretically, the woman in front of him is no longer suitable for the words "Mrs. Han".

Xiao Ya didn't care about the name of the man in black, anyway, what they called her was all up to their mood.

She smiled contemptuously.

Even if you want to take it, you have to have something you can take.

Since the beginning of this month, the members of the Divine Society have gone back and forth three times, and each time they will rummage through boxes and cabinets and take a lot of things away, and the current Han family has nothing superfluous.

Fortunately, God would have bought her a new house, otherwise the neighbors might have thought that there was a burglar in her house.

Thief?

What an apt adjective.

Xiao Ya's heart suddenly rose with an irrepressible sense of disgust, which made her want to vomit.

"And what is the purpose of your visit, and are you going to tie me up to the Coolizar Academy?"

The man in black shook his head and said, "Don't dare, I came this time mainly to ask you a few questions, and in addition, there is a document that needs your signature." ”

Issue?

Aren't you asking enough questions these days?

She frowned slightly, "I should have told you all the answers, such a huge organization has come here three times in the name of asking questions, this is your ability to act?"

The man in black shook his head, "The first few times they asked questions about Dr. Nirvana, I came this time to ask about Han Feiyu. ”

Remex?

What can this kid be worthy of your attention? He's just turned eighteen!

Xiao Ya was a little wary, "Ask." ”

The man in black cleared his throat and asked, "Do you know a girl named Jingyue?"

Xiao Ya nodded, "Many people have already come to me this month to ask about this person, and I don't think it's difficult to know." ”

The man in black looked at her and asked, "Then what did you say to them?" ”

Xiao Ya looked at the man in black and said, "That person named Jingyue is my son's high school tablemate, and I don't know anything else." ”

After a pause, she added, "I don't know what you want to know, but I don't know what I don't know, and even the fact that she is my son's table mate is what you told me, so please don't disturb my life anymore." ”

The man in black sighed lightly, nodded, and said, "Okay, I'll report this situation to the above, but you have to sign it first." ”

Xiao Ya asked, "I wanted to ask you earlier, what do I need to sign?"

The man in black took out a document bag from his pocket, took out a document with several sheets of paper from it with ease, and said softly, "It's just a confidential document." ”

Confidential documents?

Xiao Ya thought about the mystery of Kulizar and nodded in understanding.

If it weren't for secrecy, it would be impossible for a luxurious academy to have no coverage on the Internet.

She picked up the paper, looked at it carefully, made sure there was nothing wrong, and then quickly signed her name at the end.

The man in black watched her take the confidential documents back into the file bag after signing, but he didn't have any intention of leaving, but rummaged through the file bag.

Xiao Ya frowned and asked impatiently, "Is there anything else?"

The man in black nodded and said, "Lord Mechanic wrote you a letter before he died, asking me to deliver it to you. Wait, found it!"

With that, he took out a letter from the file bag, put it on the table, and nodded to Xiao Ya.

After doing this, his figure suddenly disappeared into thin air.

Xiao Ya looked at where the man in black was standing just now, and didn't know if he was gone or not.

Anyway, the people in this organization are all mysterious, coming and going without a trace, and now that she has seen a lot, she doesn't react.

She looked at the letter on the coffee table and picked it up a long time later.

It's a very simple letter, and it doesn't even have a package, but it's more like a small note passed to each other in high school than a letter.

Simple, just like how that man has behaved in front of him all these years.

Xiao Ya was silent for a long time, but finally gritted her teeth and opened the letter, and Han Qian's words jumped into her eyes.

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Xiao Ya:

I wrote this letter when I was on my way to the Culizar Academy. By the time you read this letter, I should have been deceased.

I'm sorry to leave you alone in this world.

I have a lot of secrets, some you already know and some you don't.

Yes, as you know, I'm not an ordinary person.

I am a member of the Divine Society, known as the God of Machines, and my family has lasted for thousands of years, and during those years, we have always played the role of Guardian of the Earth, working hard and without regrets.

Maybe it's not as great as having no regrets, but the Han family's heart to protect mankind has never changed, and so am I.

I know you'll often wake up while I'm at work and the next day you'll have to pretend you've never noticed that I've been out late at night...... I appreciate your trust. In fact, since I married you, I really haven't done anything to be sorry for you, and I am worthy of your trust in me.

For so many years, you have been complaining that I never took you to meet my friends, did not let you into my circle, and did not let you into my heart.

These are probably your three obsessions with me.

Yes, I've never taken you to meet my friends, not even once.

It's not that I don't want to take you, but I really can't take you, and now you should already know the reason, my friend, it's not like a normal human.

Secondly, I never let you into my circle, even a point.

There are reasons for the answer to this question, but the main one is the non-disclosure agreement.

My circle is all about the darkest things in this world, even the small steel mill, and the biggest shareholder is related to the Divine Society.

I can't say I care about you, but my feelings that don't want you to have an accident are true.

The answer to the last question is complicated, after so many years, in fact, I have had a few throbbing with you, but in the end I stubbornly obliterated it.

When I was twenty years old, I met the love of my life, her name is Lin Dieyin, and she is similar to you.

I've said this since the first day we met, and I'm not lying to you, it's just that you never believed it.

Although I didn't have a wedding of the century with her, and I didn't take a warm wedding photo, her existence is real.

We've been through a lot of things, and I'm grateful to you over the years, but only grateful.

I am a heartless person.

At the beginning, you proposed to me, saying that it was okay for me to be single for the rest of my life, but Fei Yu was still young, and he couldn't live without a mother for the rest of his life, I thought about it for a long time and agreed to you, but I put forward an additional condition.

Our marriage is not about feelings, it is just a matter of mutual responsibility.

I remember you sulking for a long time and not saying a word to me for days.

Yes, anyone who says these things to his wife on their wedding night will be upset.

I'm sorry I didn't give you the kind of marriage you wanted.

Not letting you into my world is the only tenderness I can give you.

My friends are dangerous, my enemies are even more dangerous, and I don't want to drag you into my world, because this world is really dangerous.

You are an ordinary person, unlike me, not like Fei Yu, you should not face these dangers that should not be faced by you.

That's not right.,I've done a lot of things behind God's back over the years.,Although it's not wrong.,But it's always a matter of falling behind.,Fei Yu is estimated to have been exiled by me.,Those guys from the God's Society are expected to chase you hard.。

You guess you've been angry with them a lot these days.

But it doesn't matter, any humiliation you have suffered, Fei Yu will help you get it back when she returns.

Fate is a very fucked thing, and humans can never figure out what it can do, so that's why I'm dead.

I don't have to explain anything to anyone, whether it's the president of the Church of God or my mentor.

I don't need to show my wisdom to anyone, whether it's a scientist in the Divine Church or a scientist in the ordinary.

I don't need to explain anything to Fei Yu, these five words are enough.

But in life, there are always some things that need to be explained clearly before I can leave with confidence, so I wrote this letter.

Like you.

I've been the only one I've been indebted to since I was born.

You must have been under a lot of pressure these days, if you can't bear it, you can go to Lindong Lane to find a person named Tang Xuanli, that person is my old friend, sincere and capable, I think he can protect you.

Feiyu and Keyan will be handed over to you.

Finally, if you meet a man worthy of trust, forget about me.

Thank you again for all these years you have done for me and for this family.

- Han Qianliu.

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The letter is not long, but Xiao Ya has read it for a long time.

It's not that she's slow to read, it's because she's read it several times.

Finally she slowly folded the letter, went into the bedroom, pressed it under the pillow, and then fell to the head of the bed and lost her voice in agony.

Why write a letter?

As you said, it's just a matter of being responsible for each other.

Even if I fall in love with you in the end, isn't that my own doing?

It's just that you didn't even do such a small thing as being responsible for each other, which really disappointed me.

I don't need anything you owe.

I just need your company.

I've been forgetting to tell you something.

Those nights when I woke up alone, I would always see the moonlight as pale as a dead man, and that light was so quiet that it swallowed up the pride of all my people.

I'm really scared of that kind of moonshine.

I'm really scared of being alone.

I'm really afraid of being alone.

What should I do without you in the future?

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