But he didn't get angry, he actually laughed, but she could see how reluctant he laughed: "Okay, if you like it." ”

Looking at Amoli like this, although she was angry, she still couldn't help her heartache, and her eyes were uncomfortably sore.

Inhaling hard, forcing back the tears that were about to well-rise, she said, "Amory, can you look at me, take a closer look at me?" ”

Hearing her words, he slowly raised his eyes, his gaze fell on her face, but the affection in it stabbed her eyes like two sharp swords, "I don't understand, what do you like about me?" What the hell am I worthy of you doing this for me? I'm sick like this now, do you think I'm beautiful? Well, even if you're not a person who values appearances, what are the strengths in me that can be counted on one hand, right? Let's talk about the shortcomings, I'm so lazy and greedy to play, I'm afraid I can't count them on ten hands. Even if you don't value these things, then the most important thing is that I'm not perfect, I've been married, I have a man, I have children, so don't you mind? Even if you don't mind, you're going to take me back to Yoshiwara, then I ask you, won't your royal family mind? How are you going to settle me when you bring me back? What kind of title can you give me for someone like me? I'm really curious, how will you fight against your royal family, against those in the court who oppose you, for the sake of a mere woman, is it really worth your trouble? Ahem......"

After saying so much in one breath, she was hoarse and coughed again.

Knowing reason, moving with emotion, Amoli shouldn't be so insane that he can't understand what she means, right?

Unexpectedly, after listening to her words, he just quietly took the kettle and handed it to her: "Drink some water." ”

"You ......"

She stared, he really intended to play dumb with her, right?

"Okay, if you don't answer, I'll just think that you can solve everything perfectly, and you don't want to talk about these objective facts, so let's talk about subjective existence. Do you like me and love me? ”

She looked at him like an emotionless stranger, like she was telling someone else's story.

He stared at her intently, as he had done countless times before, and then nodded with a smile and said in an extremely moving voice: "That's right, I like you, I love you, no matter what kind of illness you have, you are the most beautiful woman in my eyes." ”

Her breath was suffocated, she really couldn't cry or laugh, at this time, how could he still confess to her so brazenly? Could it be that all his freedom and ease are used in the current situation?

Now he reminds her of him in the past, the one who has always been regarded by her as a confidant, such a confession is like a joke between buddies.

She was stunned for a moment, but the next second, she told herself that it was just her illusion, in such an era, I am afraid that unless a eunuch like Xiao Zhengzi is, there will be no real man to become her blue-faced confidante.

There is no pure friendship between men and women, she never believed in this sentence, because in modern times she has many pure buddies, but here, she believes.

Her heart sank, she gritted her teeth, and said ruthlessly: "But, I don't like you, I don't love you, I don't love you at all, do you hear clearly?" ”

Such a ruthless refusal, in exchange for anyone, will be shameless and retreat, right?

But she underestimated Amory's endurance, and he just smiled, "I know." ”

"You know?"

She asked incredulously.

He nodded, as if he was a little helpless: "I knew from the beginning that you reminded me again that night, so there is no need to emphasize it." ”

"You know you've done that? Ahem......"

She coughed again, mom, how could her body have something wrong at this time, it was really too powerful, "Then do you know that no matter what you do, I won't fall in love with you?" ”

His expression froze for a moment, and she saw the pain in his eyes, no matter how well he hid it, she still caught it: "In time, you will." ”

"Heh......"

She couldn't help laughing, he was really Ah Q's spirit to a certain extent!

"What if not?"

She asked rhetorically, staring into his eyes.

A layer of melancholy gradually appeared between his eyebrows, and he didn't answer her question for a long time, but smiled and said, "I'll go and see if the porridge is ready, you just woke up and need to replenish your body." ”

With that, he turned around and was about to jump out of the carriage.

But she grabbed him by the placket: "Amory, how long will you still deceive yourself?" I can feel guilty about you, I can be grateful to you, I can not hate you, I can even understand you, but ...... I just won't love you, no matter how many days or years pass, that will never change. ”

His body tensed, like a fully drawn bow, and a cold voice came like a ghost: "Is it because of him?" ”

"Amory, even if the person I love is not him, it will not be you. From the very beginning, you have been defined by me as a friend, a good friend when you get along well, and an ordinary friend in general, no matter what kind of identity you are, how prominent your family background is, for me, a friend is a friend, and you will never rise to lovers. Even if you forcibly take me back and exchange 100% of your sincerity for my love, I can only sue you, no-but-can! ”

She grabbed his shirt tightly, trying to make it clear once, she didn't want him to escape again, even if he wanted to play stupid, she didn't want to give him a chance to play stupid, this is the biggest difference between her and him.

He could tolerate her pretending to be stupid in front of him, again and again, even looking at her naughty appearance and listening to her silly smirk.

But she insisted on breaking the word and leaving him with nowhere to escape.

There was another terrible silence, and he still maintained the posture of wanting to get out of the car, and did not move, and after a long time, he pulled out the placket of the shirt she was holding, dropped a word, and jumped out of the carriage: "Even so, I want to try." ”

"Wait!"

She stopped him, "What did you say you were going to do with him that night?" What happened to him, and what insidious tactics did you use to deal with him? ”

It's a question she's always wanted to ask, but she didn't have the opportunity until now.

Standing by the car door, his hands gradually clenched into fists, as if he was trying to hide something: "As long as you are here, I will not do anything to him." ”

With that, he brushed his sleeves away.

Did he mean that if she wanted to escape, he would take measures against Tuoba Jiuxiao?

Damn it!

Her hand hung limply at her side, why did she never know that Amolee was such a stubborn, wicked person?

What about his ease? What about his energy that doesn't care about anything? What about his courage to abandon his succession to the throne and travel the world?

Why, why, why?

"Ah......h

She was already mad at him, and she was pulling her hair like crazy, and in an instant, a woman who had been tortured by illness to the point of being inhuman, immediately turned into a shape that had just been struck by lightning.

God, it's better to really have a thunderbolt strike her!

She knew that conversation would not solve the problem, but she also knew one thing, Amory really loved her, so she decided to take a gamble.

Since he wants her as a person, then she will give him this person, but what he will get will be a corpse.

Haha, she is really smart, she actually thought of such a cheating method to blackmail him, it's really ...... She could only smile bitterly, hehe.

She was really tired, she had sat for so long, her back hurt, and after talking so much, her mouth was dry, and her throat hurt as if a hedgehog had gotten into it, so she drank a few sips of water and lay down.

After a while, Xiangxue brought a bowl of porridge, and she told her that it was a bowl of vegetable porridge, and she was afraid that she would not digest it well, so Amoli also specially told her subordinates to chop the vegetables into pieces so that she could eat them.

But in order to leave, she has made up her mind to gamble with her life, she can't be disguised, she can't escape, she is sick like this, except for the hunger strike, she can't think of a better way to go.

"Take it, I don't want to eat it."

She said weakly, then rolled over and turned her back to Xiangxue.

"But master, how can you get sick if you don't eat? You have to take care of your body, even if it's not for yourself, for the sake of your son, you should take care of yourself, these days when you're sick, your son can't eat and sleep well, you lose a few laps of weight and a few laps of son, can't you see it? ”

Xiangxue should be a good child, at least she is dutiful to her master, but unfortunately, she said the wrong thing.

Now as soon as she heard the three words of Amory, her scalp tingled: "Get out, get out!" ”

She took a deep breath and yelled with her eyes closed.

Xiangxue couldn't believe it: "Master, you, what did you say?" ”

She turned around, looked at Xiangxue, and said word by word: "Get out, I told you to take this bowl of porridge and give me a fuck, did you hear?" ”

Probably due to her sudden irritability, Xiangxue shook her hands after hearing this, and a bowl of hot porridge fell off her hand with a "pop", falling to the ground and splashing rice soup.

She didn't know where Amory stood, only that after this happened, he rushed over in less than five counts.

"What's going on?"

He asked Xiangxue.

Xiangxue was so aggrieved that she burst into tears, and choked up while wiping it: "Slaves, slaves and maids don't know where to make the master unhappy, the master told the slave and maid to take this bowl of porridge and roll away, and the slave and maid ...... carelessly."

Xiangxue looked at the debris on the ground, and tears fell down her eyes, merging with the vegetable porridge on the ground.

Amory's brows furrowed, and he muttered, "It's okay, let's go and serve another bowl." ”

"Yes."

Xiangxue went down in response, and Amoli stood at the door of the carriage and never left.

She had her back to the door, but the setting sun reflected his shadow in the car, and she could see it when she looked up.

"Why can't you get along with your body?"

After a moment of silence he said, "You can not love me, but you can't help but love yourself, I will not allow you to do this!" ”