Chapter 251: A Buried Secret
Sun Xiaomei smiled slightly and said, "You are Li Feng, right?" Xiao Ya's father often mentions you, and this time he came to YC City and caused you trouble. ”
Sun Xiaomei's words woke Li Feng up from his contemplation, and he hurriedly smiled politely and said, "Auntie, you are serious, Xiaoya is also my friend, if you need anything, just tell me, this is my honor." ”
"Hehe, the young man is really good at talking, no wonder our Xiaoya is talking about you all day long." Sun Xiaomei said with a smile.
Li Feng was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but look at Zhang Ya. Zhang Ya's face turned red unexpectedly, and she said angrily: "Mom, what nonsense are you talking about, how can I be talking about this rascal." ”
Sun Xiaomei just smiled and didn't give any explanation. Then he glanced at Zhang Ya and said, "Xiaoya, you go to the room for a while, I have something to say to Li Feng." ”
Zhang Ya was stunned for a moment, and glanced at her mother in surprise, obviously not understanding that her mother and Li Feng were just meeting for the first time, and what else was there to whisper. On second thought, it wouldn't be talking about yourself, would it? After being stunned for a moment, Zhang Ya still answered and obediently went back to the bedroom.
Li Feng was also a little surprised, but he didn't say anything, in fact, Li Feng also wanted to find an opportunity to ask her if she knew Wang Jiannan, and now that Sun Xiaomei took the initiative to bring it up, it would naturally be better.
"Sit, don't be too restrained, this is not like you mentioned by Xiaoya's father." Sun Xiaomei smiled and said.
Li Feng smiled awkwardly and sat down opposite Sun Xiaomei. Compared with Lin Rourou's mother, Sun Xiaomei is undoubtedly more amiable, without any pressure, Li Feng naturally feels a lot more comfortable.
After being silent for a long time, Sun Xiaomei suddenly asked, "Where are Jiannan's ashes buried?" ”
Li Feng was stunned, and sure enough, the woman in Wang Jiannan's mouth was Sun Xiaomei. The news of Wang Jiannan's death is already known in YC City, and Zhang Jun is Wang Jiannan's dearest, and it is not difficult for Sun Xiaomei to know this news. Moreover, in Li Feng's opinion, I am afraid that Sun Xiaomei has been silently paying attention to Wang Jiannan, otherwise it would be impossible for Wang Jiannan to come over as soon as he died.
"The ashes were brought back to my hometown for burial, but there is a well-dressed mound built by someone who was once favored by the boss in YC City." Li Feng replied.
"After a lifetime of struggle, he finally didn't feel ashamed of anyone, and Li Luo returned to his roots, which can be regarded as a good death." A trace of sadness appeared in Sun Xiaomei's eyes.
"Before I die, my boss told me to find you and say I'm sorry. He said that he has not been sorry for anyone in his life, but for you, full of guilt and self-blame. Li Feng said.
"Isn't his character clear to me? I never blamed him. Sun Xiaomei said, "Do you want to hear the story of me and him?" ”
"Hmm", Li Feng nodded heavily, in fact, in his heart, Li Feng has always been curious about what kind of past Wang Jiannan and Sun Xiaomei have.
"He and I were classmates in college, and he was very silent, he rarely spoke, like a cactus, full of thorns, but his heart was so gentle. He is a child of the countryside, probably because of this relationship, so he works harder than anyone else. Later, I learned that he was not afraid of poverty, but afraid that he would not be able to shoulder that burden and not be able to live up to the hopes of his hometown. ”
"I'm a native of YC City, my family is quite wealthy, to be honest, there were a lot of people chasing me at the beginning, rich and young, the son of an official eunuch, but I took a fancy to him alone. Perhaps, it was his spirit of not admitting defeat that attracted me. I still remember that when he asked me why I chose someone like him, who was not very good, I only said that if others are good, they will be happy if they follow him. He didn't ask again, but I knew in his heart that he knew the real reason why I chose him. ”
"After graduating from college, I moved out of my home and lived with him in the small house he rented. At that time, his salary was very small, and sometimes I needed money to make up for it, however, I believed that he was a dragon who would one day break through the sea and soar into the sky. However, for my parents, my daughter was a disgrace to them, and they never agreed that I should be with him. Now as a parent, I personally feel the heartache they felt at that time, I am not a filial daughter. ”
"In order to be able to be with him, I decided to have a child, and having a child, I don't think my parents would object to it anymore. My daughter was born, and my parents came to see the child several times and loved him very much, but they still couldn't accept him. However, I still firmly believe that it is only a matter of opportunity, as long as there is an opportunity, he will definitely soar. I quit my job to take care of the children at home, and every day I waited for him to come home and make him a bowl of soup and serve him a foot wash. ”
"Now that I think about it, that time is still the happiest time of my life. One night, he came back and told me that he had resigned. That was the first time we had a quarrel, and the first time I felt that it was such a grievance, that this man had given up a good job to go back home. He didn't quarrel with me, and sat silently at the door and smoked a cigarette all night. In fact, I know that the pressure he puts on himself is too great, and ordinary people are afraid that they will not be able to bear the collapse for a long time. The next day, I talked to him calmly for a day, asking him to find a new job and not go back to his hometown. It's not that I look down on rural people, it's just that what can he do when he goes back to his hometown at that time? Although the pressure on big cities is great, there are many opportunities. However, he still didn't agree, he was such a stubborn person, and the things he decided rarely could be changed. ”
"On the third day, I asked him how long he was going and I could wait for him. He said that he would come to me when he was prosperous and rich. At that time, I only felt that my brain was clouded, like a thunderbolt from the sky, I slapped him hard and scolded: 'Wang Jiannan, if I had fallen out with my family because of money? Is my Sun Xiaomei the kind of person who sees money? He just kept his head down silently and said nothing. And just like that, I left my one-year-old child with him. ”
"Actually, I know that he will choose this path after all, he didn't keep me, and he just didn't want me and my children to suffer with him. He is such a person, always thinking about others, and has never lived a good life for himself once in his life. I left him, but I just didn't want him to have a burden to fulfill his dream. But just like that, we missed it once, and we missed it for a lifetime. ”
"I've always known about him over the years, and I'm happy to see his success. In fact, he also knows where I am, but he has never come to me, I know that he thinks that if he loves someone, as long as she is happy, he will be happy. There may be some things that have long been predestined, and he and I are destined to end in tragedy. ”
After listening to Sun Xiaomei's words, Li Feng took a deep breath. Some things, as soon as you turn around, it will be a lifetime, if Wang Jiannan and Sun Xiaomei are not so stubborn, their ending should be more perfect. However, Li Feng knew that they were always thinking about each other because they loved each other deeply, so they missed a lot. Li Feng felt that Sun Xiaomei was a good woman and a woman worthy of Wang Jiannan's love. No matter what others think, at least, that's what he thinks.
"Then Xiaoya......" Li Feng asked tentatively.
"Yes, Xiaoya is actually my child with Jiannan. Back then, after I left Jiannan, I didn't go home, and I took Xiaoya abroad with my stomach. A woman wandering in a foreign country with her child, the hardships of which cannot be explained clearly by a very tired sentence. It was at that time that Zhang Qianzheng came into my life, he was doing business abroad, and he had the same persistence as Jiannan; However, I was not mentally prepared to re-enter another relationship at all, and I never thought about entering another relationship at all. However, Tianhao has been silently caring about our mother and daughter, taking care of us, saying that it is false to say that I am not impressed, but in my heart, there is already a man, and I can no longer tolerate other men. I told Tianhao that my heart can only accommodate one man. However, he said that it doesn't matter, as long as he can take care of our mother and daughter, it is his happiness. ”
"In fact, for so many years, Tianhao and I have only been husband and wife in name, living under the same roof and taking care of each other's lives. Sometimes I feel that my relationship with Tianhao is more like a confidant. Tianhao never complained, and never forced me to marry him. Speaking of which, I'm really not a good woman, I'm sorry Jiannan, and I'm sorry Tianhao. Sun Xiaomei smiled bitterly and said.
Li Feng was stunned for a while, he didn't expect that Sun Xiaomei and Zhang Qianzheng had lived for so long, but they were not even husband and wife at all. "You are a good woman, Uncle Zhao is also a good man, and so is the boss." Li Feng said. He really didn't know how to describe it other than that.
"Auntie, now that I've found you, I think the boss's property should also be returned to you. I think that's what the boss wants to see. Li Feng said.
Sun Xiaomei shook her head slightly and said, "Since Jiannan took a fancy to you and chose you as his successor, then you should not live up to his expectations and help him hold on to this industry." This industry, which can be said to be exchanged for the happiness of me and him, is an industry that carries the commitment and responsibility of Jiannan. ”
Li Feng was slightly stunned, took a deep breath, and nodded. Sun Xiaomei's expression can be seen that it is very sincere, not pretentious, if she wants this industry, she would have come to Wang Jiannan a long time ago.
"Where is Jiannan's tomb? Can you come with me tomorrow? Sun Xiaomei asked.
"Okay, I'll accompany you early tomorrow morning." Li Feng said, "That Xiaoya...... Do you want to ask her to come along? ”
"After all, that is her biological father, Xiaoya should also go to worship him." Sun Xiaomei said, "Li Feng, can you promise me to help me keep this secret?" I don't want Xiaoya to know. ”
Li Feng didn't ask, Sun Xiaomei must have her reason for thinking so, and Wang Jiannan has passed away after all, what can Xiaoya know? may only add a trace of trouble and sadness to Xiaoya. Li Feng nodded and agreed.
"Mom, is what you just said true?" Suddenly, Zhang Ya walked out of the bedroom, her face full of tears, and asked with a hint of questioning. This girl has always been very curious about what her mother wants to talk to Li Feng alone, so she secretly hid behind the door and eavesdropped, but she didn't want to know such a big thing.
Sun Xiaomei was stunned, obviously she didn't expect that what she just said would be known by Zhang Ya. Sighing slightly, Sun Xiaomei said, "Since you have heard it, then I will not hide it from you." Yes, Wang Jiannan is your biological father. ”
"Why? Why don't you sue me? Since you've lied to me for so long, why don't you lie to me again? I hate you, and I will never see you again for the rest of my life. Zhang Ya's angry face was covered with tears, and she yelled a little hysterically. She is a girl with a distinct personality, a bit like her parents, they are so stubborn, so when she suddenly heard the news and learned that her father, who had been called for more than 20 years, was not her father, she was very excited.
After speaking, Zhang Ya rushed out regardless of it.