455 Shocked

Sure enough, Shangguan Qingqing said again: "I am full of feelings for this place, not so much that I grew up in the Hades Mansion, but that I grew up here." I'm here watching Brother Xiao study the art of war, watching him splash ink, helping him change his clothes, and helping him make his bed...... No matter spring, summer, autumn or winter, cold and heat, he will smell the chickens and dance, just outside in the yard......"

As she spoke, tears glistened in her eyes, "In winter, I watched the snowflakes fall on his hair and body, and I watched him swing his sword to sweep the chaotic snowflakes into a whirlwind. In the spring, when the flowers are blooming, his sword qi will sweep off the petals of a tree, and I will run over with a smile to pick up all the petals, and then throw them into the air, watching the petals fall on me like raindrops, and ask him, Brother Xiao, do I look like a bride? He said, like. ”

She always stood in the middle of the room, dancing, like a drama performer on the stage, Lin Ling'er could even imagine that scene according to her words, I have to say that they must have been very beautiful at that time.

Without a third person to disturb, how clean and pure their world would be, a boy like a god, a tender little girl, in the snowy morning, in the sunshine with flower petals, at that time, she must be looking forward to the future, in that future, without her, let alone other women, is so perfect.

But I didn't expect that when she grew up, everything changed, and her good wishes were shattered, which was really unacceptable.

The tears in her eyes finally slipped down like two crystal pearls, and she looked at Lin Ling'er with hazy tears: "At that time, I was very shy, I just didn't ask him, do I look like your bride?" You say, if I had asked, how would he have answered? If he replied 'like' then, then now, can't he deny it? He's a man who keeps his promises, and if I had asked and he answered, would I have been his bride now? ”

She was looking at her and asking, how did that make her answer?

A question that has never happened and has no answer, it is better to choose silence is golden.

"It's a pity...... I didn't ask. ”

Shangguan Qingqing chose to ask himself, "I really hate myself, why was I so shy at that time, without you at that time, why didn't I dedicate myself to him early?" You know, everybody knows, how much I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, you know? ”

Her love became excited, "But, later, he first married Yun Chengcheng, and then Yun Chengcheng was gone, and he had you again, but he obviously always had me by his side, why did he just turn a blind eye?" He knows I love him, but he keeps pushing me out, you know that feeling? Being rejected by someone you love, do you know how much my heart hurts? But none of you can see my pain, no one can see me, no one understands me, no one cares about me, no one loves me......"

She sat on the ground crying and collapsed, but Lin Ling'er was still indifferent to her performance, "Lin Ling'er, you haven't spoken, I know, you're watching my jokes, right?" Admire my lost soul as a victor, huh...... I don't mind, I don't care, I know that all of you are watching my jokes, you think I am shameless and self-aware, the prince has rejected me clearly countless times, but I have been stalking and not letting go, and now I deserve such an end, I know that you are even saying that I am cheap, coveting other people's men, and even trying to dedicate myself to him, is that so? ”

"No, at least I didn't think so."

Lin Ling'er said it categorically.

Shangguan Qingqing laughed mockingly: "Huh...... Now, why are you lying to me? ”

Lin Ling'er thought that she would talk at length about her relationship with Tuoba Jiuxiao next, but she didn't expect that she would come to a 360-degree turn, "But, just tonight, I figured it out." ”

When these words came out, she seemed to gain strength, stood up from the ground by the table, wiped away her tears, raised her chin, like a fighter for justice, "To tell you the truth, I drank, tonight, I drank a lot of wine, but I was not drunk!" ”

Seeing Lin Ling'er laughing, she immediately added, "I'm not drunk, I'm really, really not drunk!" ”

Lin Ling'er complained: "Drunk people never say that they are not drunk. ”

Shangguan Qingqing didn't care what she said, he walked to her side step by step, and when he got closer, he suddenly held her legs, slid to her feet, rested his chin on her thighs, and spoke drunkenly like a close sister: "Ling'er, do you know, everything I said is true, I really love him, he is the first man I fell in love with." Originally, I planned to love him like this for the rest of my life, but I was really tired and in pain, and I couldn't hold on anymore. Tonight, I heard him prepare a gift for Qiqi, and when I saw that the prince and they loved you so much, I knew that I couldn't compare to you no matter what. ”

She lowered her eyes, like a child who had done something wrong, leaned on Lin Ling'er's lap, and continued, "Before, I used tricks on you, do you know, the incident you were on the boat with the prince was done by me, and I asked someone to drug the prince's wine, so you were almost ...... by him Scold...... I'm sorry, I, I'm sorry to tell you, please forgive me, okay? ”

She pouted, her eyelids raised from time to time and glanced at Lin Ling'er quietly, putting on a pitiful look, just like the two of her on weekdays.

Lin Ling'er raised her eyebrows, neither pushing her away nor refusing her apology, but was quite shocked by her words.

Is this the so-called drunken confession? Shangguan Qingqing not only took the initiative to admit what happened before, but also apologized to her for it, it was really the sun coming out in the west.

Not only that, she actually said that she was going to give up Tuoba Jiuxiao, which was really shocking, saying that she could live without breathing, and that she was going to give up Tuoba Jiuxiao, who had loved her for more than ten years, and didn't believe it when she was killed.

Seeing that Lin Ling'er didn't speak, she said to herself again: "Now, I know everything, I understand everything, and don't say anything about others, even the crown princess wants to be unfavorable to you, but she was sent to the Buddha Hall by the prince, just with my daughter of a military advisor, what can I do to you?" If I dare to do anything to you, I'm afraid Brother Xiao will kill me! Although, he knows, I am ...... because I love him, I love him"

Speaking of this, her voice became smaller and smaller, as if she realized something, and immediately changed her words, "Huh...... No, I don't love him anymore, and from today onwards, I don't want to love him anymore. He has you, he has Qiqi, he will not be rare in my love at all, I figured it out, my love will never be kept for him again, I want to give it to others, to a man who loves me very much, loves me very much, loves me very much. Therefore, I come to sue you, from today onwards, you don't have to guard against me anymore, because I won't think about harming you anymore, let alone robbing the prince with you, because I know that I, I can't rob you, you are powerful, you are the most powerful! ”

She gave Lin Ling'er a thumbs up, pouted and was cute, looking completely drunk and cute, "Father has always wanted others to say that he has been by the prince's side for so many years, because he covets power, so he would rather bury his daughter's happiness than marry me to the prince, this time, I have fulfilled his wish, I will not marry a man who does not love me, no, no!" ”

She shook her head like a rattle, shook it for a long time, probably tired, and fell on Lin Ling'er's lap again, closed her eyes and muttered slowly, "You say, when the prince comes back, I will see him with you every day, you take the children to walk and play together, can I accept that kind of picture?" I'm going to break down, I'm going to go crazy, I'm already in so much pain, I don't want to hurt anymore...... You are also a woman, can you understand my pain? ”

Until Shangguan Qingqing finished saying this, Lin Ling'er still couldn't believe it, Shangguan Qingqing was drunk or took the wrong medicine, how did he feel like a different person?

The problem is that she changed so quickly that people were caught off guard.

"Can you understand my pain?"

As if obsessed with her answer, Shangguan Qingqing asked again.

Lin Ling'er thought about it, patted her head gently, and echoed: "Yes, why do people embarrass themselves, let go of those who should let go." ”

Shangguan Qingqing seemed to be satisfied with her answer, so he kept nodding: "Ling'er, you are so good...... Don't you blame me? ”

"The past is gone, why mention it?"

"Huh...... Yes, don't mention it, don't mention it. ”

She laughed stupidly, suddenly held Lin Ling'er's hand, and muttered, "Ling'er, from now on, we will be good sisters, okay?" You teach me how to tie a man's heart, and in the future, I must tie him so that he can't do without me, let him fall in love with me, and love me so much......"

"Sister, the tea is here."

Xia Yu suddenly pushed the door in, and suddenly saw the scene in front of him, his hands shook in fright, and the tea tray almost didn't fall to the ground, "Sister, what's wrong?" ”

She hurriedly put down the tea tray and came over to reach out to help Shangguan Qingqing, but Shangguan Qingqing was very uncooperative, just dragging Lin Ling'er and not letting go: "What are you doing?" You're a bad person, don't pull me...... Sister, help me, there are bad people, there are bad people......"

"Sister?"

Xia Yu's movements paused, and he looked at her with wide eyes, "Who do you call my sister?" Who's your sister? ”

"Ling'er, Ling'er is my sister, from today on, she is my sister, don't want to bully me!"

Seeing that Shangguan Qingqing was on Lin Ling'er's lap and refused to get up, Xia Yu really couldn't cry or laugh: "Miss Shangguan, don't admit it, you and our master are rivals in love, our master is kind and doesn't mind, we mind very much!" ”

Lin Ling'er also felt funny, yesterday she looked like she was stumbling to the end, but today she was called by a sister, and this earth-shaking change really made her drunk.