Ability is indeed proportional to people's pursuits, when you can only earn a thousand dollars a month, you will think about when you can eat a big meal; When you can earn 5,000 yuan a month, you will wonder if you want to change to the most fashionable Apple phone; When you make 10,000 dollars a month, you think it's time for me to buy a car.

From a big meal, to five or six thousand mobile phones, to cars, every stage is a pursuit. This pursuit will change as the ability steadily increases, and it will only change higher and higher.

Of course, it is one-sided to describe how much money is made, but it is the most telling thing.

Shen Muzi is in this situation, when she doesn't know anything, Du Baobao is the one who makes her feel inferior, she just wants to be in the same world as Xiao Yuanchao.

Two years have passed, and she has learned a lot to become a terrorist in the tactical command at school. In addition to these, she also learned many things, including martial arts, shooting, and so on.

Arriving at this kind of journey, Shen Muzi suddenly felt that she had nothing to inferiority, it was true that the baby was a princess, but she was not bad.

This is not an inflated, but a necessary stage for a person to erect self-confidence.

Shen Muzi, who was in a state of confusion, walked out of the command post, did not even participate in the lecture after training, and went straight back to Xia Xumei's dormitory - she had been living in Xia Xumei's dormitory.

Walking into the dormitory, Shen Muzi filled the washbasin with cold water, and then put her whole cheek into it, using coldness to stimulate her confusion.

The cool water is all pumped from the ground, and the groundwater in the northwest is bitterly cold, whether it is winter or summer.

The cold water stimulated every nerve of Shen Muzi fiercely, and her whole head ached. But despite this, it still didn't make her better from the chaos, but became more hesitant and overwhelmed.

With a "bang", Shen Muzi took her head out of the cold water suddenly, sat on her bed and cried loudly.

Tears slipped down her cheeks and mingled with the water that flowed down, unable to distinguish one from the other.

"Shen Muzi !!" Shen Muzi cried and screamed: "You are a shameless woman, Xiao Yuanchao and Dubao are already husband and wife, but you are shameless and delusional to get Xiao Yuanchao!" You're so shameless, shamelessly want to be a junior, woo woo...... Shen Muzi, woo woo woo...... You shameless! Shameless! Woowoowoo......"

Shen Muzi, who was crying bitterly, lowered her head and pulled her hair fiercely. She really hated herself, but she couldn't control her thoughts. The more you can't get it, the more you want to get it, everyone is like this, Shen Muzi can't escape this kind of humanity.

The door of the dormitory was pushed open from the outside, and Xia Xumei walked in, looking at Shen Muzi, who was covered in water, pulling her hair and crying bitterly.

She shook her head slightly, picked up a towel and walked to Shen Muzi to wipe her wet hair.

Feeling that someone was wiping his hair, Shen Muzi raised his head sharply and saw his full-time instructor squatting in front of him.

If it had been before, she would have stopped crying in fear, and then suddenly stood up, standing straight and straight. But this time she was not afraid, let alone stood up, but like a lonely bird, suddenly saw her nest, she threw herself into each other's arms and hugged her tightly.

"Instructor! I never wanted to rob Teacher Xiao with Du Baobao, and I didn't want to fight with Du Baobao, I just wanted to, I just wanted to ...... Woowoo...... I just want to see Mr. Xiao every day, really, I just want to ...... But I want to be with Teacher Xiao, but I don't want to be the enemy of Du Baobao, I ...... Woowoo...... What should I do, what should I do? Woowoo woo ......"

The usual Xia Xumei is strict and harsh to Shen Muzi, and even reaches a kind of perverted Cheng Dù. Compared with the treatment of all babies back then, it is definitely not as good as that.

But she is the only person Shen Muzi can vent here, because Shen Muzi knows very well that Xia Xumei doesn't hate her, but just wants to forge herself better.

"Okay, stop crying." Xia Xumei's eyes showed maternal tenderness, and she dried Shen Muzi's hair and cheeks quite carefully.

Shen Muzi didn't move, and let the other party wipe it for herself. But her tears never stopped, and her eyes were full of pleading for answers.

"It's hard to solve your problem, because I can't solve such a problem, so I can't give you an answer." Xia Xumei held Shen Muzi's hands and said in a gentle tone that she had never seen before: "Xiao Yuanchao was grown up by me, and I also watched the baby grow up, I am very pleased that the two of them finally came together, and I hope that they can go on forever and never separate, and you ...... Mu Zi, you have too many questions to worry about, why can't it be simpler? ”

Shen Muzi wiped a handful of tears and looked at Xia Xumei, she didn't understand what the other party said.

"No one can stop one from loving another, but do you know what the nature of love is?" Xia Xumei asked.

Shen Muzi nodded, but shook her head again.

She only knew that she loved Xiao Yuanchao, and she could do anything to see Xiao Yuanchao more. But if she really asked her to tell the nature of love, she couldn't say it at all.

"Respect!" Xia Xumei said in a deep voice.

When she said these two words, her eyes were full of longing, and her whole person was in the midst of thinking about someone.

"Respect, you have to respect Xiao Yuanchao and Du Baobao, and you have to let Xiao Yuanchao and Du Bao respect you. If Xiao Yuanchao gives up Du Bao and chooses you, then one day he can also give up on you and choose someone else. Xia Xumei gently stroked Shen Muzi's hand, turned her head to look out the window, and sighed lightly: "Alas...... No one can avoid this thing, but they all have to face it. Mu Zi, I can't help you, I can only let you know that love needs respect, mutual respect......"

Xia Xumei can teach Shen Muzi any combat skills, but she can't teach her how to deal with her own emotional affairs. This kind of affection can't be taught, and in this matter, even the most famous emotional experts can't do anything. Even those so-called emotional experts can't even handle their own emotions.

"Be yourself, I can't help you with this. In short, don't let yourself regret it, just don't take an embarrassing detour. Respect, self-esteem, I think you can do it, because you are Shen Muzi, the genius Shen Muzi! ”

Shen Muzi's tears were no longer left, she slowly stood up and silently packed up her things.

Although Xia Xumei didn't give her any help, she pointed out a direction for her: respect! Esteem!