184. 36 do not want to miss
As if hearing footsteps, Bai Zixiao turned sideways slightly, facing Hua Qingmo. His face was still so bewitching, but his expression was much colder than usual. The pale face was as white as snow, and the white was a little scary.
Seeing this, Hua Qingmo quickly stepped aside and picked up a box of sandalwood rosewood carved peony flowers. She walked to Bai Zixiao's side, holding the short arrow in her hand, and was about to pull it out, when Bai Zixiao's indifferent voice came.
"Don't move, let this governor remember this lesson, there is really no trustworthy woman."
Bai Zixiao's words made Hua Qingmo slightly stunned, she turned her head to look at him, and Bai Zixiao also looked at her quietly, looking at each other, calm and profound. At this time, Bai Zixiao's eyes were as deep as the sea, and there was no trace of light at all, as if a heavy darkness was presented in front of Hua Qingmo.
"I'll help you with your wounds first." Hua Qingmo just smiled slightly, and her voice was extremely gentle. She quickly pulled the short arrow out, then tore the clothes from his arm.
Hua Qingmo first helped Bai Zixiao clean the wound, and then bandaged it with medicine. After doing this, Hua Qingmo sat on the chaise longue, looking at Bai Zixiao, extremely calm. Then she held Bai Zixiao's hand, and the cold temperature like snow made her a little surprised.
"Don't touch the Doge." Bai Zixiao shook off Hua Qingmo's hand, and then got up from the chaise longue. He turned his back to Hua Qingmo, his figure was slender and lonely, and his voice was even colder than ever: "From today onwards, you live here alone, and the Lord of this Governor will go to Ziwei Palace." ”
After speaking, Bai Zixiao walked away. Hua Qingmo immediately walked over, blocked in front of him, stared at him, and said, "Bai Zixiao, what are you and me?" When you are in a good mood, you will hold it in your hand and take care of it, and if you are in a bad mood, you will abandon it. Now, I'm not your pet, I'm your wife. ”
Hearing this, Bai Zixiao smiled coldly, his smile was like a peony flower soaked in blood, Yonghua, noble, and gorgeous, but it was cold and ruthless that could not be told. Bai Zixiao reached out and pinched Hua Qingmo's chin, his strength was extremely heavy, his eyes were staring at Hua Qingmo, and there was an indescribable chill in his dark eyes: "This overlord is just a monster, how can a monster need a wife?" To the Governor, his wife was nothing more than a pet in his spare time. And you are just a pet, and the Lord teases you when he is happy, and does not want you when he is unhappy. ”
Bai Zixiao's words made Hua Qingmo's eyes sink, and the pain in her chin was not worth mentioning compared to the pain on her body, but she was a little puzzled, why did she feel a pain that she had never felt before at this time?
At this time, the white purple flute pine blossomed and passed her to the door. Hua Qingmo stood in place a little distracted, and then she raised her hand to caress her heart, where there was a pain that she had never felt before.
"Purple Flute ......"
Hua Qingmo called softly, and there was an indescribable silence in her voice. Bai Zixiao's footsteps were sluggish when he heard this voice, and his eyes were distant and lonely. He stopped at the door of the room, his voice cold and unforgiving.
"Don't call the Lord Zi Xiao."
Before Bai Zixiao left, only this sentence was left, and Hua Qingmo stood in place for a long time.
In fact, she has always understood Bai Zixiao's relationship with herself, and she is his pet. But now that he spoke so clearly, she didn't understand where the pain in her heart and the source of her loss were. All night, Hua Qingmo couldn't sleep, just leaned on the couch in a distraction. Bai Zixiao really didn't come back, and there were brocade guards around the attic as always, and Mo Huai and Mo Bo were still her guards.
A qiē seems to have not changed, but a qiē seems to have changed again.
Early in the morning, before dawn, Hua Qingmo got up from the couch, walked to the north of the room, and opened the window at the back. At this time, the sky was a quiet dark blue, and there were only a few lights shining below, which seemed extremely lonely. Hua Qingmo leaned against the window and looked outside.
In one night, she thought too much, and many things that had been hazy before suddenly became clear now. Something buried deep in her heart, hidden so that she couldn't see it at all, she suddenly saw it.
She...... It seems that I like Bai Zixiao.
I don't know what to do, but I always fall in love.
I don't know when, the man who was like a red flower blooming by the Lethe River entered her heart and engraved his name one by one. In the midst of blood and pain, she could not forget it in this life.
The cool breeze of the early morning lifted the green silk of Hua Qingmo, and her slender figure seemed to be more and more lonely in the lights.
The day after that, Bai Zixiao still did not return to Xiao Wangfu, and Hua Qingmo did not go to Ziwei Palace to look for him, and the two were like strangers who only left the name of husband and wife. In the evening, Hua Qingmo went to see Grandma Fang again, her spirit was much better than yesterday, and her face was extremely good.
Sitting on the couch, Hua Qingmo fed Grandma Fang porridge, and the expression on her delicate face was the same as before. After feeding a bowl of porridge, Hua Qingmo asked her subordinates to fill another bowl, and when she was about to continue feeding Grandma Fang, Grandma Fang suddenly spoke.
"Ma'am, what do you seem to have on your mind?"
Grandma Fang's words made Hua Qingmo slightly stunned, and the expression on her face was frozen for a moment. Then she smiled faintly, looked at Grandma Fang and said, "I've been a little upset recently, it's not a big deal, Grandma Fang doesn't have to worry about Qingmo." ”
"Madam, Grandma Fang is old, she has seen all kinds of things, and you don't just seem to be upset when you are like this now." Grandma Fang said with a slight smile, then she looked at the other people in the room and said, "I'm sorry for you all to go out first, the old body has something to say to Madame." ”
Acacia and the people around him didn't leave when they heard this, after all, their master was Hua Qingmo, and if she didn't speak, they naturally wouldn't leave. But soon, Hua Qingmo looked at them, nodded and signaled them to leave, and after the lovesickness and others saluted, they retreated outside the room.
When only Grandma Fang and Hua Qingmo were left in the room, it was even more silent, Hua Qingmo was still feeding Grandma Fang to drink porridge, and Grandma Fang didn't say anything. After the porridge was fed, Grandma Fang's eyes looked at Hua Qingmo, and said: "Now there is no one else, Grandma Fang should be an elder, if Madame has any confusion, you can tell the old body, and the old body may be able to help you solve your doubts." ”
Hearing Grandma Fang's words, Hua Qingmo couldn't help but smile, and after she was silent for a moment, she said, "Grandma Fang, when you liked Jinse back then, could you tell Jinse about the love in your heart?" ”
Hua Qingmo's words made Grandma Fang's face stiffen, but soon she smiled lightly as before, and said, "Well, Jin Se knows that the old body has feelings for him. However, he is used to the woman who has affection for him, not to mention the old man. ”
After finishing speaking, Grandma Fang stared at Hua Qingmo and asked clearly, "Are you in love?" ”
Grandma Fang's four words so directly made Hua Qingmo chuckle, her smile was as warm as water, and as elegant as the wind. Then she nodded and said, "Mo'er likes nine thousand years old, but now he has a deadlock with Mo'er because of some things." Moreover, he is a eunuch, and Mo'er is a little confused, what should the two of us do in the future? ”
"You like nine thousand years old?" Grandma Fang looked at Hua Qingmo in amazement, and her heart was extremely surprised. Hua Qingmo's mistaken sedan chair is known to everyone in Lin'an City, and there are many people who invite Hua Qingmo's experience, but now she heard this sentence from Hua Qingmo's mouth, how could this not surprise her. She used to be in the palace, although she had also encountered eunuchs and palace maids eating against each other, or palace maids eating against eunuchs, but this was just to soothe each other's loneliness in the deep palace.
But Hua Qingmo, such a smart and transparent woman actually fell in love with the nine thousand years old who was scolded by the world, even if she lived for so long, she didn't understand it.
Hearing Grandma Fang's surprised tone, Hua Qingmo couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "Grandma Fang is so surprised at such age and experience, I believe that this matter is really ridiculous, but this is the truth. ”
Hua Qingmo's words made Grandma Fang smile with relief, she raised her hand with some difficulty and put it on the back of Hua Qingmo's hand, and said loudly: "The word love, not to mention the word absurd, Mrs. is just a person in the red dust, how can she jump out of this red dust?" ”
"Yes, being in Hongchen is a layman in Hongchen, and Mo'er never thought that things would come to such a situation. He was betrayed by others, he was in a very bad mood, and now his relationship with Mo'er is also stiff, Mo'er really doesn't know what to do? Hua Qingmo said loudly, looking ahead with a little loud eyes. Although she and Bai Zixiao are husband and wife, only Bai Zixiao has the final say. Now that he doesn't return to Xiao Wangfu, she wants to find him, but she doesn't know how to face him at this moment?
Seeing Hua Qingmo like this, Grandma Fang sighed, then patted her hand, and said softly: "Now the old man calls you Mo'er as an elder, can you?" ”
"Naturally." Hua Qingmo nodded.
"Mo'er, no one in this world can forgive betrayal lightly, and the same is true for nine thousand years old. If you really like him, stay by his side and don't think too much about it. Since ancient times, there have been palace maids in the palace who have favorite eunuchs, you are not the first, and you must not be the last. Moreover, you are luckier than the old body, at least nine thousand years old is the only one by your side, and Jin Se is only one by Qingxian's side, and the old body can only watch from beginning to end. There was an indescribable silence in Grandma Fang's words, her eyes were far and deep, and she seemed to see the peerless young man of the year.
Such words made Hua Qingmo relax a lot and feel comfortable. Indeed, since ancient times, palace maids have eaten against eunuchs, and she is not the only one who likes eunuchs, so why should she be confused? Besides, she promised Gonggong Qu to accompany Bai Zixiao, but now it is just right, and it is even more impossible for her to leave him.
After thinking like this, Hua Qingmo laughed, looked at Grandma Fang with gentle eyes, and said, "Thank you Grandma Fang for your words, Mo'er understands what to do." ”
"Madame doesn't have to thank the old man, it's Madame herself who is delicate and transparent. I am afraid that there is no one in this world who can accept this matter so quickly. Grandma Fang said gently, her words were a little joking.
Hua Qingmo naturally understood the joke in Grandma Fang's words, nodded with a slight smile, and said: "Life is in the world, the white horse passes through the gap, right and wrong, right and wrong, in the end, time flows, and the day rises and the moon changes." Mo'er is not delicate and transparent, but she just doesn't want to miss it. ”