"Murda, when I was a child, the Xiangshi said that my fate was very rough. So I came to Shouyang Mountain, wanting to change my life by practicing the secret art of solitary bamboo. ”

This is the first time Mo Han has mentioned his family. Mo Da was interested, but he didn't rush to ask, he guessed that Mo Han had never said that she had her troubles, and it would be better for her to say it herself. Just answered

"Oh."

Mo Han lowered his head and fiddled with the grass on the ground with his hands.

"My father actually doesn't know what to do, but I actually miss him and my mother very much. What he wants me to do, I want to do. It's just that I wanted to do it too much, but I couldn't do it, so I had to cover up my desire with resistance and stubbornness. ”

Mo Han said this, and the crystal tears were already flashing in his eyes. Moda was a little distressed, he didn't want Mo Han to cry, and he didn't want Mo Han to have the slightest displeasure in his life.

"Mo Han, I think you're very good. What you do is what you want to do, and every day you live is what you want to live. Isn't it? ”

Mo Han raised his teary eyes and looked at this beloved confidant. I wish Murda could understand her feelings at this moment.

"Of course, so do I. When I was a child, I wanted to be able to do everything my parents wanted. Every time you finish something, you expect a compliment, or even just a look of approval. But"

Now Mo Han was curious

"But what?"

"But sometimes I really can't get what my parents want. When I was younger, my mother wanted me to be an accordion player. So I started practicing like crazy, and then I realized that I really wasn't the material. My father writes beautifully, and he always wanted me to be like him. It's a pity that I'm really messy with my handwriting, and sometimes I don't even know myself. ”

Mo Da scratched the back of his head, feeling that he would definitely be laughed at by Mo Han for these troubles. Unexpectedly, Mo Han's eyes lit up and said

"Oh? Then we're really alike! ”

Murda was stunned. Mo Han continued

"Don't look at my father as a military general, but he was born with a good handwriting and is proficient in music. Not to mention my mother, the brush was improved by my mother. Because my mother played a musical instrument well, my father also made a special musical instrument called "Zheng". The two of them really are a natural pair. ”

Mo Da didn't expect Mo Han's father to be a military general, but he didn't know which country's military general Lu Dao was. But as she said, the couple are really on the same path. Presumably the relationship must be very good.

"It's just that I can't. I grew up in a barracks and grew up riding horses. What I'm best at is working with animals, so why don't I go to the mountains and learn how to descend things? However, I also want to be as proficient in music and writing as my father and mother. Not only can you gallop on horseback, but you can also be in the calligraphy and painting. ”

When Mo Da heard Mo Han say this, he also fantasized with a look of obsession, and said casually

"yes, that's nice."

Mo Han lowered his head, and then fiddled with the grass ball in his hand.

"It's just that I'm too stupid. I haven't learned it for a long time, and I can't even master the basic techniques. I don't want people to call me stupid, that I'm not as good as my parents. So I just don't touch those things again, even though I actually want to. ”

Murda was very sympathetic to Mo Han's plight. Yes, my parents are so powerful, and the people around me will inevitably compare themselves with them.

"It's not fair to little kids at all! Why do you have to be like your elders! Will you drop the object they will? Besides, others compare a beginner with a master, isn't this pulling out the seedlings to help grow? This is simply **naked child abuse mental health! ”

Mo Han was very excited to see Mo Da, and he said this because he was very distressed about what happened to him. I can't help but feel very grateful, I have a lot of good feelings for Murda, and I want to spit out the things I did when I was a child. In addition, what Moda said made him very happy, so he said

"It's just that what annoys me the most is that I always live under their aura. Everybody said I had such wonderful parents and that I should be like them. Everyone said that my parents had gone to great lengths to nurture me, and that I should live up to their hopes. Everybody says ......"

Murda chimed in

"Everyone should listen to you. Everyone should just feel what you feel, and everyone should be quiet and experience the helplessness of a child. Everyone should know that nothing can be done overnight, and every child has her own strengths. Everybody thinks your parents are amazing, so they use them as molds, hoping that you are a copy of them. However, you are a living person, have they ever respected your choices and decisions!? How unreasonable! ”

The more Murda spoke, the more angry she became. Mo Han took Lamoda's hand and soothed him

"Actually, my parents are also good for me, and I know both of them. They loved me very much, but when I couldn't play the kite well and couldn't practice the words, I was very disappointed. My father was usually too busy, and my mother had to stay with my father, so I grew up with a nurse. She was originally a native of Loufu, and later married her father's general. The nurse grew up in the prairie, so she was very close to horses, sheep, and cows, and often taught me how to talk to them. ”

Listening to Mo Han tell the story of her childhood, Mo Da suddenly felt that she was so pitiful. What do children need most about prosperity and wealth? It's not a sudden momentary favor. What children need most is high-quality companionship. There are more powerful parents, and how many excellent couples still have children who still reproduce the glory of their parents like photocopiers? Are they genetically bad? Of course not! It is these excellent people who only care about their own excellence, forgetting that there are children who need to grow up with them. It's no wonder that Mo Han likes to communicate with animals, and the nurse spends much more time with her than her parents.

"For as long as I can remember, I haven't touched my father's hand. My mother was busy taking care of my father, and she barely hugged me. It's all the nurse and me, so in fact, I have a lot of intimacy with the nurse. ”

Meda wondered, how could there be such a parent? Don't you like your baby girl? Could it be that he is not biological? "How many brothers and sisters do you have in your family? Did your parents do this to them? ”

Mo Han lowered his head, bit his lower lip, and then took his hand out of Mo Da's palm. Say slowly

"There are five of them. The eldest brother, the second brother and the younger brother have been very liked by their parents since they were children, and the eldest sister is older than us and married General Wang Li early. When the eldest brother was fifteen years old, he was already a famous warrior on the battlefield and was very much used by his father. The second brother has been proficient in music and rhythm since he was a child, can write and paint, and has always served by his parents' side. My little brother is five years younger than me."

Mo Han said this and did not continue. Murda understood Mo Han's feelings at the moment

"Did the little brother take away all your favors?"

Mo Han didn't answer, his head lowered. He groaned for a while, and suddenly raised his head

"I don't need that much pampering. It's good that I love myself. ”

After saying that, he turned his head away and stopped looking at Murda. Mo Dazhi said that he had talked too much, and poked Mo Han's sore spot. So he wrapped his arms around Mo Han, wrapped her in his warm arms, and said solemnly in her ear

"And I love you. And I spoil you. ”

Mo Han felt intoxicated when she listened to Murda's firm and gentle voice, and she hugged Murda tightly with her arms, allowing herself to fall deeper into Murda's embrace. The two of them stopped talking, but just felt each other with their hearts. Murda's firmness just now had trumped all sweet words. The silence of the moment made the two of them feel like they were melting together. Even the hug is so compatible, as if God has created a good other half for each other early, everything is just right.

The two of them closed their eyes and hugged each other for a while, feeling each other's every breath under the starry night sky. Mo Han opened his eyes and looked up into Mo Da's eyes

"Are you the one who has been with me all the time?"

Murda nodded

"See if you need it. Anyway, if you don't want it, I'll be pitied. has become a lonely little cloth tiger that no one wants, and he is still full of your breath, and it is impossible for others to want it. Because it's all your taste, I can only get used to your taste. ”

Mo Han reached out and picked up Mo Da's face and said with a look of love

"Alright, alright, I won't leave you. Then you can come with me obediently, even if I accidentally lose your little cloth tiger one day, you will try to find me. ”

Moda deliberately pretended to be a cute face, nodded suddenly, and said with a bluff

"Good thing, master!"

Mo Han saw Murda's cute appearance and couldn't help but kiss Murda's bluffing mouth. The two kissed each other again, and the starry night around them immediately became gentle again.

Mo Han's red lips reluctantly left Mo Da's lips, as if he remembered something, and said

"Tell me more. Today is March 16, my father's birthday. My unfilial daughter has not celebrated her father's birthday for many years, and now she can only worship from afar. ”

With that, she came out of Murda's arms, knelt respectfully on the ground, and kowtowed three times to the south. Murda asked her curiously

"Is your father a Southerner?"

"How can it be considered the North and the South? In the eyes of the grassland people, they are southerners, and in the eyes of the people of Chu, they are northerners. ”

Mo Han stared at Mo Da with wide eyes and deliberately asked Mo Da seriously. Murda also thought the question was ridiculous. What is the South and the North? In contemporary times, Beijingers think that northeasterners are northerners, Shanghainese people think Beijingers are northerners, Fujianese think Shanghainese are northerners, Guangdongese people think Fujianese are northerners, and Hainanese think that all Chinese people are northerners.

"Okay, don't laugh at me. Where is your hometown? Heard you say your father was a general? Which country is the general? ”

Mo Han saw that there was no one around, so he said solemnly to Mo Da

"I've only told Senior Brother Mo Liang about me. You must not tell anyone, or you will cause me a lot of trouble. Okay? ”

Murda nodded, but he tapped his finger at Mohan's nose

"Don't say anything about Senior Brother Mo Liang in front of me in the future. Her name is obviously Jiang Niang, she is the widow of the late Senior Brother Mo Liang, and she is still the queen of the Kingdom of Qi. Are you still trying to lie to me? ”

Mo Han blushed and asked

"How do you know about the Dao? No one knows this secret except me? Her cross-dressing technique is difficult for even the master to crack? Unless...... All right! Murda, did you sneak into our tent!? Have you seen anything!? ”

Speaking of this, Mo Han blushed and protected his body with his hands. Murda didn't dare admit that he had peeked at the two of them taking a shower. Hurriedly waved his hand

"Jiang Niang told me by herself! I swear! It really is! ”

Mo Han pouted

"This Jiang Niang! She also told me not to tell anyone, she was quick to talk herself! ”

"Well, don't blame her. Jiang Niang is so smart, she has long seen the relationship between you and me, but she doesn't want to say it, right? ”

Mo Han nodded, and Mo Da continued

"But Jiang Niang is kind and hopes that we can make it clear ourselves. Otherwise, it's easy to backfire. She had already seen that I had misunderstood you and her, and was worried that our relationship would be disturbed, so she told me about her daughter's body, and she was definitely kind. ”

Mo Da didn't wait for Mo Han to speak, and quickly pulled the topic back

"You just said that your background will cause you trouble, what's going on?"