191. 191 Have mercy on him
"She's just gone to sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow."
Xia Yu said.
"Xia Yu, let me meet her, I have something to tell her."
Spring Rain pleaded.
Xia Yu was in a dilemma, and saw Lin Ling'er walking out of the inner room with her clothes on.
"Spring rain, what's wrong? What happened, did someone bully you? β
Every time she sees the spring rain, Ling'er's guilt will naturally be aroused, so she always has a desire to protect.
When Chunyu saw Lin Ling'er, she knelt down with a plop.
Lin Ling'er was startled and hurried to help her, but she knelt there stubbornly and couldn't pull up.
"Sister Ling'er, I beg you, please have mercy on poor Young Master Tianning, he is drunk and unconscious for you, he really likes you......"
Chunyu was already in tears as she spoke, as if she was the one who was injured.
Lin Ling'er was angry and anxious, she didn't expect Chunyu to be so stupid that she would come to intercede with her for the man she loved, what was she thinking in her head?
"Chunyu, what do you have to say, you came to kneel me for Mu Tianning, believe it or not, I kicked you out?"
She yelled.
Chunyu saw that she was a little angry, so she didn't dare to go against her will, and stood up with tears in her eyes.
Xia Yu pulled Chunyu to sit down, poured her a glass of water, handed her a handkerchief, and said:
"Chunyu, is there something happening to Young Master Tianning, seeing that you are in such a hurry?"
Where can Chunyu sit still, wiped his tears and stood up again, and said to Lin Ling'er:
"Sister Ling'er, Young Master Tianning really likes you, I know, no matter identity, status, or money, he has no way to compare with the prince, but the prince has brought you to his side, and he has not given you an explanation so far, but Young Master Tianning is different, he wants to marry you wholeheartedly, and he also said that he only loves you one, if you are willing to marry him, he will definitely not marry again. Sister Ling'er, for the sake of his sincerity to you, you can pity him......"
Chunyu forcibly endured not to let herself cry, but how much her heart hurt only she knew, and only she knew, as long as Mu Tianning was happy, she would have nothing else to ask for.
Lin Ling'er was extremely helpless, she couldn't understand Chunyu's love, so selfless and generous, as long as her beloved was happy, she was willing to do anything for him.
She remembered that she had gone to get the antidote for Mu Jiuxiao, but now that she thought about it, she felt that she was very stupid, Mu Jiuxiao didn't even know that his wife had been replaced, was it worth her to pay for him?
Maybe I don't love him enough, if I love him to the extreme, maybe she will be like her, but now, she can't understand it, and she can't agree with it.
Because, love is selfish.
"Chunyu, love doesn't need to be pitiful, if I marry Mu Tianning because of his pity, it is not love, it is sympathy, it is pity, over time, Mu Tianning will know how painful it will be to keep a woman who doesn't love him at all."
She paused, and then said,
"And you, don't be so stupid, love is selfish, if you like Mu Tianning, you have to work hard to win him, get his heart, and make him fall in love with you. Instead of courting another woman's favor for him, begging another woman to fall in love with him, as is the case now. Are you willing to watch Mu Tianning talk to other women in front of you all day long, and turn a blind eye to you? β
"No, Sister Ling'er, it's not like that."
Spring Rain Road,
"I know that I am not qualified to like Young Master Tianning, my humble status, my crippled body, I can serve him by his side, he doesn't dislike me, I am already very satisfied. I don't expect him to like me, I just want him to be happy and happy, I just want to see his smiling face every day, and to be able to stay by his side for one more day, which is my happiness. So, Sister Ling'er, I beg you to make me happy once, even if it's for me, accept Young Master Tianning, okay? β
Lin Ling'er looked at Chunyu's pitiful appearance, but her face turned cold, and said:
"Chunyu, if you ask me for other things, I may agree to you, but this matter, no."
"Why?"
"Spring rain, love is not begged, let alone exchanged, it is the collision of two people's hearts and hearts, no need for superfluous words, just a look, a small movement, you can perceive love. If you are really thinking about Mu Tianning, you should persuade him to give up, instead of begging me for him. β
"Sister Ling'er......"
"Don't say it again, Chunyu, I want you to know that it's not because that person is Mu Tianning that I rejected him, but that I have decided not to marry for the rest of my life, no matter who comes to ask me for marriage, I will refuse, including...... Rajah. β
Chunyu wanted to say something more, but was coldly interrupted by Lin Ling'er, she wouldn't let her have any hope.
Xia Yu saw that there was a stalemate between the two, so he hurriedly came out to relieve the siege and said:
"Okay, Chunyu, go back, go back and think about what Sister Ling'er said, and you don't have to be obsessed anymore."
No one knows what Lin Ling'er thinks in her heart, but Xia Yu is even more on Lin Ling'er's side, because she admires her from the bottom of her heart.
Chunyu stopped talking, took one last look at Lin Ling'er, and then left the elegant room silently.
She couldn't understand why Lin Ling'er couldn't make concessions, as long as she married Young Master Tianning, she didn't believe that someone as good as Young Master Tianning would not love him.
She didn't understand what Lin Ling'er said just now about love and affection, what collision and perception, she only knew that if she loved someone, she had to make that person happy, and it was her happiness to make that person happy.
touched Lin Ling'er's nose, but she didn't want to give up, she wanted to beg Mu Jiuxiao, and then thought that if the prince agreed, he would directly give Lin Ling'er to Mu Tianning, do you still need to listen to Lin Ling'er's own thoughts?
She thought of Yun Cheng again, and when her shadow flashed in her mind, she suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.
Holding the severed finger in front of her eyes, she hated and feared, no, let her beg her, it was impossible.
After thinking about it, in the end, she thought of Shangguan Qingqing.
It was night, and the entire mansion of Hades Mansion had already fallen asleep, but Chunyu carried a lantern and came to Qingxin Garden step by step.
The grandmother who came to open the door saw that it was her, and she didn't have a good face, because she disturbed people's good dreams.
"Spring rain? Why are you so short-sighted, what are you doing here at night? Hurry back! β
Mama scolded.
"Mama, please, I have something urgent, please help pass it on, please ......"
Chunyu said as she pulled out a pair of silver earrings from her sleeve pocket, which were the few good things she had in her jewelry.
Mama raised her eyebrows, took the earrings and looked at them, and then made way for her, still not yin or yang:
"Morning next time."
"Yes, Mama."
Chunyu responded obediently, and after thanking Mama, she walked straight to Shangguan Qingqing's house.
Shangguan Qingqing had already fallen asleep, but when she heard that it was Chunyu who came, her attitude immediately became positive and warmly received Chunyu.
After Chunyu explained her intentions, Shangguan Qingqing first expressed embarrassment, and under Chunyu's earnest request, she agreed to help.
"Spring rain, thank Miss Shangguan for her great kindness."
Chunyu knelt on the ground and kowtowed, excited and pious.
Shangguan Qingqing smiled:
"Xie doesn't need it, that is, if someone asks in the future, don't tell them that I taught you."
"Yes, slave and maid keep it in mind."
The spring rain should be accepted, and after leaving Qingxin Garden, he finally showed a nervous and excited smile.
Time has been walking quietly forward, never stopping its footsteps, and the New Year is still a month away.
The days were relatively peaceful.
In order to prevent Mu Jiuxiao from discovering the clues, Mu Tianning always patiently reads and practices during the day, but at night, he is lonely, borrowing wine to drown his sorrows, and licking the wounds of lost love alone.
If he gets a smile from Lin Ling'er during the day, he will drink less and drink happily, if it happens that Lin Ling'er is in a bad mood and doesn't give him any smiles, he will drink more, because he will always guess if he did something wrong, so Ling'er ignores him.
Chunyu saw it in her eyes and was anxious, when she went to Shangguan Qingqing last night, Shangguan Qingqing said that she had a way to let her wait for news, but this wait for a few days has passed, and she can't see Mu Tianning getting drunk all day long, when will she have to wait?
Compared with Mu Tianning's loneliness and helplessness, Lin Ling'er seemed much more relaxed.
Every time she sees Mu Tianning, she tries to maintain a polite smile, which is the attitude that a slave maid should have towards her master, in addition, she will avoid any contact with him, Mu Tianning seems to be interested, and no longer comes to her.
Counting the days, she has been pregnant for almost two months, because of her petite figure, the child seems to be growing fast, the originally flat lower abdomen is gradually bulging, although she can't see it when she wears a heavy cotton clothes, but only she knows how funny and ridiculous the appearance of her lower abdomen has become after taking off her clothes, as if she has pasted a piece of cake on it, so that she can't help but want to laugh.
Fortunately, except for the first few days of pregnancy, the reaction will be a little strict, and then it will not be so strong, but she will always feel hungry, if she doesn't fill it in time, she will be so hungry that she will sweat profusely, and she really doubts that the little guy in her belly has escaped from the refugee camp in her last life.
So whenever she was hungry, she would always sneak to the small kitchen to find something to eat, or tell SΓΉ Chunyu in advance what she wanted to eat, and let her help prepare it in the private room, and she would go back to eat when she was free.
That night, stroking her bulging lower abdomen again, she suddenly thought of one thing, Xiaoyingzi is also pregnant now, it is estimated that she is about the same age as her child, looking at the purse that Xiaoyingzi gave her, she felt both heartwarming and sad.
One day after she leaves the palace, I am afraid that she will never see her again, nor will she see her children, maybe she should leave a memorial for each other, even if she does not know that she was the former princess, it does not matter, as long as she knows that they were once like sisters to each other, and it is enough to remember this true love.