80. [080] Is It Him or She?!
She hopes that she can say it herself, and she doesn't care what others think of that answer, but only her words can touch her heart all the time.
"What are you talking about, the third emperor brother is your good destination, what's wrong with marrying and being a princess and enjoying glory and wealth forever? How many women want to climb to that position with their heads squeezed! Feng Muyan said such things to her, but looking at her gaze, there was a hint of expectation.
"No, I'm not rare, I'm not rare at all, Yan'er, in my heart, there is only ......"
"Only what?"
"I ......" Ye Xuan looked at her in a daze, and stopped talking, no, she couldn't say, such a pure and kind Yan'er, how could she bring her into the kind of world that violated moral common sense, so she could only suppress all the pain in her heart, including the feelings she had to strangle in her heart.
Yes, she fell in love with Yan'er, the woman who made her heart pound at first glance. Just because she is a woman, and she is also a woman, it is impossible for secular ethics to keep them together.
Yan Er is a princess of a country, she grew up in the deep palace since she was a child, she is so simple and kind, she can be friends with herself, but she is just a fate, she really wants to be friends with herself, it is impossible to be like her, she has such unbearable thoughts in her heart, so, no matter what, she can't say it to make Yan Er distressed.
"Forget it, it's nothing, yes, His Royal Highness is so good, I should be happy to marry him, I am so happy that I said these stupid things, Yan'er, you don't have to care!" When it came to her mouth, she changed her words.
But she didn't notice that when Feng Muyan heard her words, the expression on her beautiful face instantly became gloomy, and her fingers were clenched tightly and turned into fists. Damn, she really dared to say that! What she means is, does she really like Ye Chumo? No, her chess pieces must not be out of her control.
"Well, just to congratulate you on marrying your husband tomorrow, for you to become my imperial sister-in-law and become a family with me, let's have a glass of wine to celebrate!" Feng Muyan got up, poured two glasses of wine, and put one in front of her.
"Okay, this is indeed a great thing, it's time to celebrate, hehe......" Ye Xuan directly picked it up and drank it all, but just as she was about to snatch the cup in front of the beauty, she was held down.
"Drink so fast, it's easy to get drunk!"
"I'm happy if the wine doesn't get drunk, so leave me alone today!" Ye Xuan gently slapped her hand away and continued to drink, not to mention, the taste of this wine is really mellow, and you can know that it must be good wine when you take a sip! But why did her body feel hot so quickly, "It's hot......" she began to murmur.
"This wine has a very high degree, you just pour it in two glasses, it's no wonder it's not hot!" Feng Muyan looked at her red little face, and suddenly felt that she was quite good-looking when she was drunk.
"No, I'm going to drink, let me drink, I'm very powerful, I'll never get drunk!" She gripped her hand, her eyes glazed.
Feng Muyan pursed her lips, but she didn't stop her anymore, just like that, Ye Xuan directly threw away the wine glass, picked up the wine jug and began to pour it into her mouth desperately. At this time, she had long forgotten what she had promised Zhong Ling to go back before dark, and she had forgotten her big plan, she just wanted to numb herself with alcohol and stop being so painful.
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I don't know how long it took, Ye Xuan was completely unconscious, her little face was burning, her hair was disheveled, and her clothes were disheveled, which was obviously a sign of being completely drunk.
"Xuan'er, you're drunk!"
"No, I'm not drunk, how could I possibly be drunk? Yan'er, you are so beautiful! Ye Xuan laughed stupidly, stood up suddenly, and staggered to the beauty, she was obviously much bolder when she was drunk, and her little hands restlessly stroked that stunning face.
Maybe she had wanted to do this before, but this time she took the opportunity of drunkenness to make a subconscious move.
"Really? Do you like me? ”
"Of course, you're so beautiful, who wouldn't like you? Of course I like you! "If such a stunning beauty can't be liked, then everyone in the world is blind.
"If you like me, what should Chu Mo do then?"
"He? That bastard? Scold...... He's a complete villain, he already has someone he likes, but he wants to use me as a shield, Yan'er, do you know the way? He married me just to hide people's eyes, and that side concubine is the person he really wants to marry! Ye Xuan cried very sadly, like a child who had been abandoned by the whole world, she was so drunk that she was really asked by others, she would tell her.
"I see!" Under the dim light, Feng Muyan's beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, and her expression was sometimes deep and sometimes cold.
"Yan'er, I don't want to marry him, I don't want to get married, you are the only person I like from beginning to end!" Ye Xuan raised her head, her little face with tears in her eyes looked extremely embarrassed, but she couldn't care about it at all.
"How can this be? You and I are both women, how can women fall in love with each other? ”
"No, I don't care, people should always follow their hearts and go with their own thoughts, Yan'er, I really can't fool myself, I like you, when I think of leaving you, my heart really hurts. How I want to take you with me and fly away, but I can't ......"
"Fly away? Scold...... So that's what you think! Feng Muyan approached her, "In that case, then how do you know what I think in my heart?" ”
Flying away, hearing these four words, she really understood the meaning of this girl coming here to find her today, it turned out that her purpose was to escape from marriage, so she came to her to say goodbye? She suddenly didn't know whether she should be happy or helpless!
"Yan'er, anyway, I'm leaving tomorrow, and I may never see you again in this life, so let me ...... Let it go again - indulge this most recklessly! She didn't know where the strength came from, so she threw the beauty down on the big bed behind her, and then kissed her fiercely on the seductive lips.
"Woman, do you know what you're doing?" The delicate and beautiful voice could no longer be disguised, but had a hint of magnetic hoarseness.
"Of course I know, Yan'er, I like you, don't reject me, okay?" The little hand restlessly poked into the placket of her clothes, and if she was awake at this time, she would feel that what "her" breasts were flat about?
Is it her, or is it him?!!
It's a pity that Ye Xuan was already drunk at this time, and she didn't know anything!
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In the mornings of late spring and early summer, the sky always brightens very early, and the morning light is faint, and the light before the sun rises is enough to illuminate the whole land.
Ye Xuan was woken up, she was woken up by Zhong Ling's invincible serial death-killing demon sound, and she reluctantly opened her eyes and saw her angry blue and black face.
"You dead girl, it's really too much, come back so late, drunk like mud, don't you know, what day is Lu Dao today, what time is it now, you dare to sleep for me, hurry up!" Zhong Lingqi grabbed her shoulders and pulled her up, and then kept shaking.
This time, it really her off!
"Sister Ling'er?" Ye Xuan's eyes were still the same as when she first woke up, but her brain began to work slowly, recalling.
"It's so rare you still recognize me!" Zhong Ling let go of her angrily, "My eldest miss, do you know what day it is?" ”
"I ......" Ye Xuan lowered her head and began to ponder, she only remembered that yesterday she ran out of the Prime Minister's Mansion in disguise, entered the palace to find Yan'er, and then ...... Yan'er wasn't there, so she stayed there until she fell asleep, and then Yan'er woke her up, because she felt too uncomfortable to leave, so they drank together.
And then, and then again...... She doesn't remember much! But in a daze, she seemed to remember what she had done very boldly, and she actually pushed her longing Yan'er down on the bed, and then, and then ...... She patted her head hard, and then what happened? She couldn't remember it at all.
"What are you? I'm going to be by you! ”
"Sister Ling'er, why am I here?" She looked around, this was her room, there was nothing wrong, wasn't she in Yicui Pavilion, Yan'er's room? And she's still drunk, how the hell did she get back?
"And where else do you want to be?" Zhong Lingqi sneered, "What did you promise me before you went out yesterday?" said that I must go back to the house before dark, but I didn't see you left and right, Wen Zhen also sent someone to urge you to see him several times, but I stuffed sugar in the past, if I wasn't smart, I would have been exposed! ”
"I'm sorry......" Ye Xuan knew that she was at a loss, lowered her head and silently stirred her fingers.
"Do you know how worried I was yesterday? When I came back late, I don't know how to tell you, you girl is really worry-free! ”
"Then I...... How the hell did you get back yesterday? My father he ...... Do you already know about this matter? She still wants to know about this problem now, she was drunk in the palace, but now she is in her room, the only possibility is that Yan'er sent someone to send her back, if it is sent directly to the Prime Minister's Mansion, then her Prime Minister's father will definitely know about this matter. Oops, isn't she finished?
"He doesn't know what to do!" Zhong Ling's expression was also very puzzled, "Last night, I waited in the room for so long and didn't see you come back, so I was very worried, and I didn't dare to take the liberty of going out to look for you, and it would be bad to show any horses and feet at that time." Later, I waited until the middle of the night to see the third watch, but you had no news at all, finally, I couldn't sit still, and then I was ready to take advantage of the dead of night to go out to find you, just put on a night clothes, but I heard a sound of rustling outside the window, and when I opened the door, you were unconscious and put at the door, and then that person, but it was gone! ”