Chapter 8 My heart hurts
Although it is said that it is a veteran of the three dynasties and a generation of Confucianism who deserves to enjoy the Taimiao, there is an old saying that "the phoenix that falls into the water is not as good as a chicken".
Hua Hate Liu will not wait for the grieving shopkeeper and his wife to recover from their grief to investigate the "nonsense" of him and Tian Buying, and after a little comfort, he pulled Tian Buying, who still didn't know that he had caused trouble, and left.
"What are you going to do in a hurry, the world hasn't thanked us yet!" Although Tian is not afraid that he has been blinded by his ancestors and the people of death and immortality, he has never suffered a big loss - the so-called big loss is to help others answer questions, eliminate disasters, and approve lives, but he has not even received a little return, especially not even a string of sugar gourds.
"Shut up!" Hua hated Liu wanted to scold very much, he turned his head and glared viciously at the Tong Sheng, who had not reacted for a while-if it weren't for a Tong Sheng, I would have liked to tear your mouth immediately!
Heaven is not afraid to be frightened. Since he was a child, only he scolded others, the old men in their seventies and eighties, and the big people who were mixed up in the world, who were all respectful when they saw him, called him "Mr. Hello", not to mention that he was scolded, even if it was like this reprimand, I am afraid that no one dared to respond to the courage he lent to those people.
This scholar who suddenly appeared dared to do so! And without borrowing anyone's guts, he just stared at him bluntly, as if he was going to swallow him alive, and yelled at him.
"This guy is weird." Although he was aggrieved in his heart, he was not afraid and never got angry with others, he just rode silently on the back of the lame donkey, hanging his head and listening to the wheezing sound of the lame donkey.
Hua hated Liu and didn't know the way, but that didn't prevent him from knowing to follow the official road to the west.
The books in the basket were still the books he had been carrying during this time, but he walked very hard, and at first he was not afraid that he didn't feel anything, but the gust of wind blew him to the ground, or the pit on the official road under his feet, and he stepped on it with a deep foot and a shallow foot.
Slowly, however, he realized that something was wrong.
Flower Hate Willow's speed slowed down significantly, and his back bent even more. Even Tian Tian was not afraid to faintly hear other sounds under the wheezing sound of the lame donkey hurrying away...... It's a bit like a crying voice, sobbing, trying to grit my teeth and endure it......
He was very familiar with this kind of voice, he vaguely remembered that he had cried like this when he was just sensible, that his ancestor had cried like this when he was alone, and that his senior brother had also cried like this after divining a hexagram for himself one night.
It's just that when I cried like this, an ancestor came to coax me with a sugar gourd; After the ancestor cried like this, when he saw everyone again, he still had a stern expression on his face, full of absurd actions; After the senior brother cried like this that night, he said goodbye, and he never saw him again after all these years.
Tian is not afraid that he doesn't know why Hua Hates Willow is crying, but he knows that Hua Hate Willow must be in a very bad mood.
"Do you eat sugar gourds? I can buy you a bunch of ...... Two strings will also work. "He's a kid after all, and he's soft-hearted. He had no intention of embarrassing anyone, nor did he want to see anyone sad.
He gritted his ruthlessness under his teeth, but he didn't get back the answer of Hua Hate Liu, but saw the young man walking with a weight in front of him shaking his sleeves and wiping his face.
"Three strings is fine...... Forget it, is it good to buy five skewers? But you score me a string. He didn't understand that when people were emotional, it didn't work at all to lure them or anything, but he tried to use the way he could to try to comfort Hua Hate Willow.
This time, he finally got a response from Hua Hateliu - more precisely, saw a response.
Hua hates that Liu is not ugly, in fact, saying that he is not ugly is already belittling him.
He is good-looking, but not the softness of a woman, if a man grows the charm that a woman should have, it is a demon; If you grow into the body that a woman should have, and cultivate into the charm that a woman should have, then she is a shemale.
His beauty is a beauty that makes people feel comfortable at a glance, and a beauty that makes people close at a glance.
However, the face that Tian was not afraid to see was a face he had never seen before but would never forget for a lifetime.
"Aren't you sad?" Tian is not afraid to ask softly.
"I'm not sad......" Hua hated Liu's crying appearance was ugly, especially when he was holding back, his facial features were struggling to prevent tears from spilling out of his eyes, sliding down his cheeks, and dripping from his chin......
"I just felt pain all of a sudden...... I don't know why, it's just painful. โ
At this time, he probably asked Hua Hate Liu to say why, but he couldn't answer.
He may say that the death of a rabbit and a fox is sad and sad, and when he sees Sikong admonishing death, he thinks of those who are dead, and thinks of those who should die but are not dead, and there are some complicated feelings and emotions in his heart; Or perhaps, the education he received since childhood is Confucianism, he is now in the Shu country is "Confucianism", he left the original environment, in the new environment will suffer the destruction of a country, this is a sign of Confucianism and his fate is scattered, a little reluctance in his heart may turn into that little bit of sorrow, let it brew, ferment, expand, erupt.
"When I'm in pain, I feel better when I cry." Tian was not afraid to scratch his ears, thinking back to when he fell, when he touched the corner of the table, as soon as he cried, the ancestor would coax him and hurt him, and it really didn't hurt anymore soon.
Looking at Tong Sheng's serious expression, Hua Hyaliu felt that it was really okay to cry, so he simply stopped, put down the back basket, and sat in the middle of the official road and cried loudly.
He felt that face or anything was no longer important, he should be like the sky is not afraid, cry when he should cry, and don't care about face when he should cry loudly - anyway, there will not be many opportunities to cry in the future!
This cry has been crying for a long time. There were a few days in the middle that I was not afraid to let him stop, and I estimated that I had delayed a lot of time on the road, and then I saw him crying like I couldn't extricate myself, and I thought that if I could save money to buy sugar gourds for myself to eat, it might not be a bad thing, so I let the flowers hate the willow and cry.
I cried until the birds returned to the forest and the sun sank in the west.
Tian was not afraid to sit on the side of Hua Hate Liu, and the lame donkey was more knowledgeable than the two of them, so he avoided the middle of the road and ran to an open place on the side of the road.
The two of them didn't have a campfire, and they didn't actually light any of them.
But the two men were not unhappy with the fact that they couldn't see each other in the dark of night. Tian is not afraid of showing his mind, his eyes are big and bright, no matter whether it is the ancestors or the people who are dead and immortal, they have said that the eyes of Tian are not afraid of it, even in the starry night, it will be the brightest place; The idea of hating the willow is simpler, he is hiding, he cries like that during the day, although he does not have much of a face problem, but if he can not be seen immediately, it is better to scrub and scrub and see people later-besides, he wants to deliberately create a sentimental and far-reaching atmosphere in this situation.
"Do you want to know ......?"
After struggling for a long time, how to get up and find someone to talk about what he hid in his heart, Hua Hate Liu found that it was better to ask the only audience next to him if he was happy to listen. But before he could finish his sentence, Tian Wei was already leaning towards himโit seemed that he had been asleep for a while.
Hua hated Liu sighed, thinking that this was really a mockery, and he didn't even have someone he wanted to talk to.
But as if he had seen through his thoughts, the one not far away snorted carefully, and also paced farther away.
Great! Not even a lame donkey cares about me!
The flower hated the willow and smiled.
You might as well think about it yourself, think about your father Lao Xiwang, who is majestic outside, but spoils him very much at home, think about the Qing girl who has been indebted to her for so many years, and the wife who looks gentle and weak, but actually endures gossip for herself, and is strong and stubborn in her heart, and also thinks about her son who was born two months old and didn't even have a good name - thinking of this, Hua Hate Liu felt that he was really not a competent husband and father, and he also thought about Yang Jing, I thought about the donkey that kicked my head, and I thought about the daughter of the military department who couldn't help herself and was crazy about love......
He had so many people on his mind, but most of them were dead.
You don't think about it when you're alive, and it's useless to think about it when you're dead.
Just when he was also drowsy and wanted to sleep, Tian Wei, who was sleeping in his arms, suddenly sat up and shouted:
"My heart hurts!"
After that, he actually cried on his own, and that posture, Hua Hate Liu thought that it was no worse than his posture during the day.
Just as he was about to ask what was going on, Tian was not afraid that he had already cried out: "Changsheng, you left me alone and preached, and you didn't take care of me anymore, what should I do......"
With a roll of eyes, Hua Hate Liu thought that they had finally been normal with each other for a while, what kind of smoke did this kid make at this time!
I was about to ask carefully, but I was not afraid, but I closed my mouth and closed my eyes and fell asleep again in the arms of Hua Hate Liu.
That's it? Hua Hate Liu couldn't help but sigh for the old man called Death and Immortality, follow such a gentleman - fortunately, you preached early!
He moved the Tian Bu Bu in his arms to the side, took out a few books from the back basket and pad Tian Bu Bu Bu to pad them, and put a few more under his head.
Just go to sleep, tomorrow is a new day.
After thinking about it, close your eyes lightly and sleep peacefully.
"My heart hurts! Senior brotherโ"
Hua Hate Liu didn't know what Tong Sheng was crazy about tonight, but he knew that if he didn't ask and understand, he would definitely not be able to sleep.
Before Tian was afraid to finish shouting the words behind "Senior Brother", he had already sat up and twisted Tian Bu's cheek, patting and shouting: "Hey, wake up!" โ
Tian is not afraid of a bad mood, and anyone who is woken up in a rough way when he sleeps incense will not ask the other party with a smile: "What is the matter?" โ
Moreover, he is a sentimental man himself.
"You don't know?" Hua Hate Liu was not afraid of a displeased expression when she saw the sky, and she knew that this was definitely not Tong Sheng's own trick.
He said "My heart hurts so much" twice to Tian Bu Bu listen, Tian is not afraid to hear the first time when he was very happy, as if he was dead: "It means that Changsheng was buried in a coffin, and I am also worried that if no one cleans it up for too long, it will really be eaten by wild wolves and wild dogs." What a good thing! โ
When Hua hated Liu told him for the second time, Tian was not afraid to sigh: "Senior brother was already injured, after stabbing Emperor Shu, I am afraid that I also found a coffin to hide and wait for death, and now I finally waited." โ
But what does this have to do with hysteria in the middle of the night?
"We don't have many disciples in Sichouzhai, we are taking the path of elite training...... "Saying this, Tian is not afraid to work hard to straighten his small chest, as if he is reminding Hua Hate Liu that he is also an elite.
"Because there are few disciples, and they are often separated from each other, they often don't see each other once in a few years, so in order to know whether the disciples are doing well, whether they are alive or not, whether they are buried in a good coffin or thrown into the wild after they die, the ancestor invented this method, probably a kind of Gu technique, take the three drops of the blood of the disciples' hearts and feed each of them a Gu thing, and put it three feet above the eyebrows of Mr. Couch, two feet above the chest, and one foot above the feet. Anyway, the disciple will be heartbroken if he dies, although I am not their actual husband, but after all, I am the head of the house, so I will also have this reaction. โ
"And what if the gentleman dies?" Hua hated Liu and thought of such a thing.
"When Mr. died, there was actually a trick in place, which is said to be to prevent traitors from appearing in Zhai, and before Mr. died, he decided not to launch it. If a disciple does something that makes Mr. unpleasant, just one thought, if Mr. dies, the disciple will also die. โ
When Tian was not afraid to say this, he glanced at the dazzled willow intentionally or unintentionally: Be careful, don't anger me!
"When this technique is activated, will the disciple shout something like 'my heart is so cold'?" Hua hated Liu felt that she still needed to think carefully about the matter of apprenticeship.